“Let me help.” : an idea that is still too early?

How very difficult it is to love someone that keeps hurting you. Even when you want to. The natural tendency is to pull back a bit, especially when it keeps happening and hold your primeself a bit more protected, until finally it is untouchable. You love from afar – but you do not engage. It’s like touching a hot plate, after a couple of times (lol – slow learner here) you quit doing it. Even if you’d like to, you know better.

The problem occurs when it seems like the whole world is this way, and the only solution you find is to love the whole thing from afar. Is it any wonder we as people walk around on this earth feeling like we are separate? It is a natural instinct to not allow this damage to ourselves. We would not last, especially when it seems as though nobody is capable of understanding or caring that they have caused damage to another.

On an interpersonal level when I have asked the person why they behaved the way they did, the answer is mostly, “I Don’t Know.” Some times that is a direct lie, right in my face, other times people are genuinely mystified as to their behavior. The question does ask them to connect with themselves and be response-able for their emotional actions, and most people do not have the skills, where-with-all, or the desire to do that. Others just want to cause hurt and are unwilling to admit that – as if it wasn’t transparent to begin with…

This is where, IMO that we have a lot of work to accomplish in our ascension process. Person to person – with empathy – with a desire to be nicer… David Wilcock says that it’s so simple – ‘Just be nice.’ But people don’t want to be nice. They want to cause pain. Why you ask yourself…? The most obvious answer to that is because they themselves are in pain. What does an animal do when they are in pain? They lash out into the environment trying to pass that pain out of themselves, or get away from what is causing it. They fight. Only human beings seek to give it back in equal or greater measure. The only time they do not is when they understand that those around them are trying to help.

Those infamous words from the Star Trek episode, ‘The City on the Edge of Forever’,

“Let me help.”

were the ones that were too early for their time, the ones that led America down a more peaceful path and allowed the Germans to take over the world… A cautionary tale, actually a reveal about what did happen. Are we still so brutal a place that the ideas of peace, love and compassion, and a ‘let me help’ attitude would get us eaten alive and overtaken, imprisoned, invaded and make us even bigger sheep? (if that’s possible???)

These ideas as you can see have their very roots from the most personal all the way out to encompass the world and how we behave towards each other is a daily testament to just how engaged we are with them. Maybe it is right, the idea that if you want to change the world, start with yourself.

As above, So below.


Telepathy’s learning curve: maturity, or, how to tell if you have stink-mind

Okay, I know that advanced civilizations utilize telepathy, but, is there really a true understanding there just because of telepathy? At least on our current level of development… What I mean is, is our apprehension of an idea from a mind that wasn’t acculturated to this planet accurate? I have a feeling we will be encountering this question within the next decade pretty deeply.

We will all probably have the same basic archetypal associations like mother, father, sibling, earth, ground etc., however will they have the same ‘meaning’ from one group to the next, will there be the same emotional context within a societal construct? I don’t think we should expect it to be the same because our context is part of what is being warped and utilized as a piece of the mind manipulation cage we are stuck in. A good example is the word: Peace. https://alsionsbells.wordpress.com/2016/09/08/war-and-peace/

For example, one of the reasons we bliss out with higher contact is because we are unused to right conduct from a compassionate loving mind. We go all jelly inside. We turn into blithering idiots…. So to speak.

What we were taught expect from a higher intelligence via our institutions is disdain, correction and negativity. When that doesn’t happen, as in the case of a normal/positive being we dissolve. Even the dark side can look more benevolent and loving to trick us, we are so used to the rut we are in. Has anybody ever thought that feeling love and compassion from another being should be the norm?

We are so entrenched in war and combativeness that the thought of another in our minds sharing our beingness is cause for great alarm. The very structure of our thoughts and what we expect out of life has been conditioned to protectiveness because we are a culture of war. We expect nothing less than a power move in every exchange between another human being on this planet . We don’t even know that we’re doing it, we don’t notice it, it’s simply accultured into our subconscious mind. When we can’t think past the next protective interpersonal move in our strategy day today how do we ever expect to truly understand the communications of another culture that has not been raised this way? When words of peace and love come and are given to us and we can’t understand them because we can’t figure out what, for us, would be the back message in them, or whether they are a ploy to gain undeserved trust, or just out right foolery,  it is a sad day.

How can we ever hope to understand another race with all of our culturally driven ideas in the way of that understanding ? I’m not just saying ideological ideas or religious ideas but very basic core ideas . The type of ideas that are informing you of who you are, what you are, whether you’re good and whether you’re bad. I’ve heard it said that we as a race are very difficult to be around because of the negativity we have been taught to hold for our own selves – that, in a word, our minds ‘stink’. We are not basically bad – we have just been taught to think of ourselves that way.

When I was a little kid – about 8, or 10, I used to try to figure out what it would be like to have real telepathy (because I had plans for that and I was going to be a healer) and even then, I realized how difficult it would be to understand somebody next door, let alone a person from off planet. It kept me fascinated for hours upon hours…

What I am saying here is that we think we know our own minds, but, we don’t, not really, so, how are we ever going to expect to meet another intelligence on any kind of equal footing? We won’t – they will always have to adapt to our closed mindedness, and deal with a planet full of stinky minded people with rotten self-esteem, unless we can learn to deal with them on a new footing, one of a more opened mind and more developed soul. It occurs to me that this new ‘wave’ that will raise up man kind is dependent entirely on our willingness to grow. Sometimes the road ahead seems so very long – and yet, in the blink of an eye might things change.


“Is it not impossible that peace be absent here?”: Commentary on War and Peace, by Maia Dalma

 Peace… Is it possible to know it here. Was this your question, Alison? Yes. It is a simple question of peace. This is a question to us in which no order of difficulty exists. What offers them the greatest promise? This is a question everyone must soon ask. Every nation. Every faith. Every individual. Because peace does seem to be impossible in this world. Yet the Universe offers and promises other things that seem impossible to humanity as well. But above all those other things, Creation promises peace. It has also promised that there is no death, that resurrection and rebirth must occur for all of Creation, and that rebirth is man’s inheritance. The world humanity has made and the world each of you can see cannot be the world Creation loves, and yet Creation assures us that It loves the world It Has Created. Creation also promises that peace is possible here, and what It promises can hardly be impossible. But in this is it also true that the world your species has come to know must be looked at differently, if Creation’s promises are to be accepted and kept. What your world is, is but a fact. None of you can choose what this should be. But each of you can choose how each of you would see it. Indeed, each of you must and will one day make this choice.

For us it comes to the question of judgment. The moment is coming when your species will be asked to decide whether your collective judgments or the Laws of Creation are more likely to be true. For they each say different things about the world, and those things are so opposite that it is pointless to try to reconcile them. Creation offers your world peace; your judgments would condemn it. Creation says there is no death; your individual judgments see nothing but death in the inevitable end of life. Creation assures you that It loves the world; your judgment says it is unlovable. Who is right? For one of us is wrong. It must be so.

We have already explained this, that the answer to any and all the problems you have made in this world are inside each of you. These problems are not real, but so is this statement itself as meaningless to those of you who believe that they are. It is your belief in them that makes them real. And everyone believes in what he made, for it was made by his believing it. This world is just a larger proof of what your species believes. No amount of denial changes this. Into this strange and paradoxical situation, — one without any meaning and devoid of any sense, and out of which no legitimate way seems possible, — Creation has sent Its Children to answer yours. Gently will It’s Judgement substitute a Truth for each of your illusions. And through this substitution will the un-understandable be made understandable.

What is humanity’s great commission? How is peace possible in this world? In each of your individual judgments, peace is not possible, and can never be possible. But in the Judgment of Creation, what is reflected now in your hearts is in truth the beginning of peace. It must begin in each of you. And spread to each and all of you. Peace is your future. Only in peace does your species have a chance for one.

So know that peace is impossible only to those who look on war with indifference. Peace is inevitable to those who offer peace. What your species offers to itself is what it will create for itself. It is not the world that makes peace seem impossible. The world is at peace in Creation. It is your species which is at war with itself. It is the world each of you sees, and by seeing, believes; that war is inevitable and thus does war makes peace impossible. Yet the Universe looks on this distorted world and its views as one day redeemed from constant war and so makes it fit to one day welcome peace. And in that moment, that moment…peace will descend on the world in joyous answer to this question. One that all of mankind will hear. And then will Peace belong here, and then will peace be welcomed here once more, because Creation’s Truth will have entered where it has been hidden and denied for so long.
What else but Creation can turn hell to Heaven merely by being what it is? The earth will acknowledge Peace and bow to Its Gracious Presence, and as Creation leans down in answer to this question, Creation will raise it up again.

The question is no longer, “Can peace be possible in this world?” but instead, it becomes, “Is it not impossible that peace be absent here?” Your species need but ask this question to know the simple answer to it.

Now, Alison… What will you do with the answer to your question?

War and Peace

Is it possible to know peace on a planet who’s major industry for the last several hundred years has been war? Where the only real definition anybody knows for peace is absence of outright conflict? Lately I’ve been intrigued by the reports that we are actually in the middle of WW lll and the only reason we do not know it is because the major conflict is in an arena that is not bloody on our front door step. It is being fought with GMO’s, Chemtrails, Vaccines, Climate, education, media, news, the internet and technology. It’s the 1% against the 99%. One of their war memorials is the Georgia Guide Stones, their book of procedures is the Agenda 2030. Need I go on?

In the 60’s all thought like this was squelched with extreme prejudice: https://alsionsbells.wordpress.com/2015/02/19/suppose-they-gave-a-war-and-nobody-came/  but people were asking.

Is there a definition of peace that does not include the allusion of war in it?


pēs/ noun: peace; noun: the peace

  • 1. freedom from disturbance; quiet and tranquility. “you can while away an hour or two in peace and seclusion”


synonyms: tranquility, calm, restfulness, peace and quiet, peacefulness, quiet, quietness; More

privacy, solitude

“can’t a man get any peace around here?”

antonyms: noise
  • mental calm; serenity. “the peace of mind this insurance gives you”
synonyms: serenity, peacefulness, tranquility, equanimity, calm, calmness, composure, ease, contentment, contentedness

“peace of mind”

antonyms: agitation, distress
  • 2. freedom from or the cessation of war or violence. “the Straits were to be open to warships in time of peace”


synonyms: law and order, lawfulness, order, peacefulness, peaceableness, harmony, nonviolence;


“we pray for peace”

From <https://www.google.com/?gws_rd=ssl>


Peace occurs between heterogeneous social groups and is characterized by a lack of conflict and freedom from fear of violence. Commonly understood as the absence of hostility, peace often involves compromise, and therefore is initiated with thoughtful listening and communication to enhance and create mutual understanding.

Peace can be defined in a positive direction and in a negative sense. Positively, peace is a state of tranquility and stillness; however, in a negative sense, peace is the absence of war or violence From <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Peace>



The term ‘peace’ originates most recently from the Anglo-French pes, and the Old French pais, meaning “peace, reconciliation, silence, agreement” (11th century).[1] But, Pes itself comes from the Latin pax, meaning “peace, compact, agreement, treaty of peace, tranquility, absence of hostility, harmony.” From <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Peace>


It looks like, in this world, at least from Roman times, the answer to that is a very big, fat, NO. So, then, what really, is Peace?

How do we define it or even get a sense of it on a world that can’t define it without war as part of the definition?

Does it mean that we need to search for a different word? A different concept? Are we even capable of knowing what that is? What would it feel like, and what would it mean to us as a planet, as people as ourselves? What other words would be required to get a sense of it? Words like compassion? Understanding? Coexistence? Cooperation? Love, even? ( I’m not gonna tackle that word…!)

Maybe the “peace that passeth all understanding: (Philippians 4:7) passeth all understanding because we have no idea what it means, or what it could really look like unrelated to war and conflict?

How do you define to a world, a concept that they have no means to understand? That people have never in living memory had a time where war didn’t exist?

The definition of a word should not be solely understood as a reversal of another concept. It needs its own rich contextual meaning – and that has been utterly stripped from our memory as a planet.

Peace, what does it mean?

(it might take more than a 5% solution to figure it out, but at least it’s a start.)

We did it again!

Just a short little observation today. It seems that in this march of disclosure, we (I, more specifically) assimilate information in different stages. I get given an awareness of a particular piece, say for instance, the David Icke information, and the first time I watch it, yes, I understand, but there is a part of me that says even though he makes logical sense, my gut is just not picking it up because it’s too wild. Then, a year later, I review some of his information again and voila! He is smartest person I have ever heard and there it is all in one place, very clearly defined.

Now, is this because I had to input more material and make more mental connections in my round file? (the place where all this information floats in my head waiting for the dots to connect – which they do if you give them time) OR, is this because the entire consciousness of the planet is rising and thusly this information is easier to understand at a basic level?

I ask, because, back in the 1970’s I remember Shirley McLaine’s book “Out on a Limb”. ( -a Mandela moment here, because in looking this up it said she published in 1983 and I distinctly remember this while I was still living with my parents, by 1982 I was married with two children…) The reason I remember was because you could go to any rock shop and buy quartz crystal for a hundredth of the price everybody charges now. I was very put off, because I was a rock person all my life and now because of popularization I had to be rich to buy them. OK I bring all this up because about the late 70’s early 80’s a hundredth monkey event happened where one minit nobody knew about crystals and energy and the next – everybody did! I blamed that on Shirley’s books – but looking back, it really was more of a hundredth monkey thing because even people who would have never read her books all of a sudden, just knew about vibes, energy and crystals, and quite frankly I was mad because it drove the price of them sky-high – so I remember!!!!

Each time humanity has made a ‘hundredth-monkey-leap’, and I have noted a few through the years, overnight, information is placed in the subconscious collective mind of mankind and it just pops up in everybody’s brain like it had always been there and people don’t even notice the moment when they innately know something new. I HAVE WATCHED THIS HAPPEN!!!

My point in all this is, have you noticed? We’ve done it again. This has got to be a good sign on our journey to waking up. Yeah, I mean I know we do all the hard work and all the others just wake up one morning with the transplant, but, what the hey, that’s our job, right?

The 5% solution

It seems to me, part of this shift that we are currently undergoing will require a new way of looking at life, a new way to interpret ourselves and events. I have been trying in all that I offer to explore the nature of our innate idea systems. Many of these I realize have been grafted on to us, more than having come from within our deep nature.

I have presented others authors, their ideas, in an effort to illustrate how just a 5% change in the interpretation of ideas we think we know, changes everything. You can take these as you will. As true, false, different… whatever the inner truth inside of you rings to. But me, being concerned with the mechanics of our cage, and trying to take it apart bar, by bar, to make it simple, would be very remiss if I didn’t present as many different viewpoints from as many ways as I could to illustrate just what 5% of looking different feels like, how to spot it, how to ultimately do it.

I have spent my whole life dancing around different schools of thought about thinking… lol, in an effort to find the doorway. Not that I have found it, but I realize it’s not about WHAT we think, so much as how we think it. So it occurs to me that our basic assumptions about what life is and how it functions have been twisted a bit. I mean, we all feel that. We all know it somewhere in side. We do. Jimmy talks about it every night.

It’s kind of like knowing how you arrive at a conclusion and yet how you did it colors that conclusion and changes the overall effect of the meaning of it. It’s like those parental tapes I talked about. That base programming about how you feel about yourself in your own private little world: when you achieve a thing in life you achieve it – but it’s how you feel about what you achieve, based on that very old information stuck in there somewhere that really wasn’t real in the first place, that will determine whether you really enjoy that achievement.

Part of the veil we are in the process of dismantling are basic misapprehensions about the nature and quality of life. What some people have shown me in dialogue is that it’s the core misapprehensions that color the facts and the perception of those facts that needs to change. Understanding that alone has helped me greatly. Allowed me to peek around that veil for a nanosecond, and almost be able to grasp it – the change I want to feel inside that will begin the change of the world to a better place.

So sometimes if what I post, makes you think, makes you slightly weird, it’s supposed to. These writings are nothing more than a tool. A sharing of my journey in hopes that it helps.

God forbid – don’t take my word for it – when you are confused, which is the forerunner to growth, ask yourself why. Hopefully there will be personal insight. Because that is the whole point – that damned quantum box is the veil. One way or another, I’m taking that sucker down!

Loves to you all,



A Continuing Dialogue with Maia Dalma: The great revealing has begun, and each of you are a beautiful part of it. By Maia Dalma

This is a response to the article before this, what Maia Dalma likes to call a teachable moment. I love such moments.

You have painted a beautiful portrait, Alison. Of a seeker seeking self. A journal can be an interesting and valuable tool. It leaves more than memories behind in its pages. Here is a teachable moment, that in your innocence you have just now invited. Consider the lesson that appears now in the blank page that stares back at each of us in ‘our’ journal as yet unwritten.

Light another candle, Alison, and sit quietly and look upon the world you see, and tell yourself: “The real world is not like this. It has no buildings and there are no streets where people walk alone and separate. There are no stores where people buy an endless list of things they do not need. It is not lit with artificial light, and night comes not upon it. There is no day that brightens and grows dim. There is no loss. Nothing is there but shines, and shines forever.”

In a journal one seeks to understand… and so you do, that the world you think you see must be denied, for sight of it is costing you a different kind of vision. You cannot see both worlds, for each of them involves a different kind of seeing, and both depend on what you cherish. The sight of one is possible only because you have denied the other. Both are not true, yet either one will seem as real to you as the amount to which you hold it dear. And yet their power is not the same, because their real attraction to you is unequal.

You do not really want the world you see, for it has disappointed you since time began. The homes you have built have never sheltered you. The roads you have made have led you nowhere, and no city that you have built has withstood the crumbling assault of time. Nothing any of you have made but has the mark of death upon it. Hold it not dear, for it is old and tired and ready to return to dust even as you made it. This aching world has not the power to touch the living world at all. You could not give it that, and so although you turn in sadness from it, you cannot find in it the road that leads away from it into another world. This is the power of turning that light within. The journal is simply the tool you used to do it. The world you live in rules you. Yet another world, apart from this one, whispers to you from somewhere. This world is dying. Can it be real? Can what be real die? Yet… what is it in that ‘world’ that really calls you? What does that whisper try to say to you?

The real world has the power to touch you even here, because you love it. We are your proof of this. And what you call with love will come to you. Love always answers, Alison, being unable to deny a call for help, or not to hear the cries of pain that rise to it from every part of this strange world humanity has made but does not want. All that you need to give this world away in glad exchange for what you did not make is a willingness to learn that the world you made is false. A truthful journal will teach you this.

You have been wrong about the world you believe you made and the one you believe made you because you have misjudged yourself. From such a twisted reference point, what could you hope to see? All seeing starts with the perceiver, who judges what is true and what is false. And what he judges false he does not see. You who would judge reality cannot see it, for whenever judgment enters your mind, reality slips away. The out of mind is indeed out of sight, because what is denied is still there but simply is not recognized. Your Spirit is within you, it is still there, although most of you know it not. Your Spirit does not depend upon your recognition. It lives within you in the quiet present, and waits for you to leave the past behind and enter into the world It holds out to you to love… in love. A journal is an excellent place to begin that search.

No one in this distracted world but has seen some glimpses of the other world about him. Yet while he still lays value on his own, he will deny the vision of the other, maintaining that he loves more in ‘truth’ what he really loves not, and following not the road that love pointed out to him, his road leads nowhere and back again to question why the search took ‘that’ road at all. And you wait for someone, anyone to point the way. To your road home. In truth, Alison, you wait but for yourself. To give this sad world over and exchange in forgiveness what you believe are your mistakes, and by so doing, find the peace of Creation, is but your one true desire. Creation will always offer you Peace, in recognition of the reality that being a Child of Creation, you, in fact, share it. Journals can help us find this peace, if…

It is Creation’s Will that nothing touch It’s Child except Itself, and nothing else ever comes close to him. He is as safe from any real or imagined pain or peril as Creation Itself is safe from it, for it is Creation that watches over that Child in everything. The world about him shines with love because Creation placed him in Itself where pain does not exist, and love surrounds Its Child always, without end or flaw. Disturbance of the Child’s peace can never be. In perfect sanity the Child looks on love, for it is all about him and within him. The Child denies the world of pain the instant he perceives the arms of love around him. And from this point of safety he looks quietly about him and recognizes that the world is one with him. The power of turning the light inward toward the darkness is one we all possess. Few find the courage needed to accomplish the journey with any great effect. For it is by the Light of that candle in that darkness that all past hurt and grievances are healed.

It is said that ‘the peace of God passeth understanding,’ but for many, it does so only in the past. Yet here it is, and you can understand it now. Creation loves It’s Child forever, and It’s Child returns It’s Creator’s Love forever. The real world, not the one you may discover in a journal, is the way that leads you to remembrance of the one thing that is wholly true and wholly yours. For all else you have lent yourself in time, and all things in time will…and must fade. But this one thing is always yours, being the gift of Creation unto It’s Child. Your one reality was given you, and your only purpose is to share it as it has been shared with you.

You will first dream of peace, and then awaken to it. The first exchange in any journal is always one of question. The journal is always an agreement, a Mizpah of sorts, between what you think you made, and then traded for what you thought you wanted, which always is the exchange of nightmares for the happy, peace-filled dreams of love. In these lie your true perceptions, for Spirit alone corrects your world of dreams, where all perception is. Knowledge needs no correction, Alison. Yet the dreams of love you find in looking inward, lead unto knowledge. In them you see nothing fearful, and because of this they become the genuine welcome that you offer knowledge. Love waits on welcome, not on time, and the real world is but your welcome of what always was. Therefore the call of joy is in it, and your response to yourself in your journal is your awakening to what you have not lost, but only thought you had misplaced.

Creation knows that you have need of nothing. In Creation this is so, for what could you need in eternity? In this world you do need things. It is a world of scarcity in which you find yourself because you believe in lack and so are you lacking. Yet can you find yourself in such a world? Because of the Spirit within you, the answer is always truthful. If you left the question to your ego, the answer would be a grim one indeed. Yet because of Spirit, the answer in your search is always a joyous no! As mediator between these two worlds, you always discover in a journal that Creation knows what you have need of and what will not hurt you. A journal is a form of prayer, Alison. This is its secret. Ownership is a dangerous concept if it is left to you. The ego wants to have things for your perceived need, and for your saving, for possession is its law. Possession for its own sake is the ego’s fundamental creed, a basic cornerstone in the churches it builds to itself. And at its altar it demands that you lay all of the things it bids you get at that altar, leaving you no joy in them at all.

Everything the ego tells you that you need will hurt you. For although the ego urges you again and again to get, it leaves you nothing, for what you get it will demand at some point of you. And even from the very hands that grasped it, it will be wrenched and hurled into the dust. For where Spirit sees only your holiness, your ego only sees separation, and loss, and pain, and hunger, and lack, and so you must lose whatever you have gotten in its name. Therefore ask not of yourself what you think it is you need, for you do not know, and your advice to yourself will hurt you. For what you think you need will merely serve to tighten up your world against the Light, and render you unwilling to question the true value that this world can really hold for you. It is not the world we know, and love, Alison. Your journal tells you this as well.

Only your Spirit knows what you need. And It will give you all the things that do not block the way to Light. And what else could you need? Here, in time, It gives you all the things that you need have, and will renew them as long as you have need of them. It, unlike your ego, will take nothing from you as long as you have any need of it. And yet It knows that everything you need is temporary, and will but last until you step aside from all your needs and realize that all of them have been fulfilled. Therefore It has no investment in the things that It supplies, except to make certain that you will not use them on behalf of lingering in a place you do not love. It knows that you are not at home here, and It wills no delay on you and waits only upon your joyous homecoming.

Leave, then, all your needs to Creation. It will supply them with no emphasis at all upon them. What comes to you of Creation comes safely, for only Creation can ensure that it can never become a dark spot, hidden in your mind and kept to hurt you. Ego has other, more nefarious plans. Under Spirit’s guidance you will travel light and journey lightly, for Creation’s sight is ever on the journey’s end, which is Its goal. The Child of Creation is not a traveler through outer worlds. He is a Voyager. And his is beautiful journey inward to Source and Identity. The Universe does work this way, sweet Alison. However holy your perception may become, no world outside yourself holds your inheritance. Within yourself, within the Truth of who you are, you have no needs, for Light needs nothing but to shine in peace, and from that Light itself to only let the rays extend in quiet to infinity.

Whenever you are tempted to undertake a useless journey that would lead away from that Light, Alison, remember what you really want, and who you really are.

Then follow the Light of Creation in joy, with faith that It will lead you safely through all the many dangers to your peace of mind that this world may set before you. Kneel not before the altars to your ego, nor offer up your peace as sacrifice upon them, and seek not what you will surely lose. Content yourself with what you will as surely keep, and be not restless, for you undertake a quiet journey to the peace of Creation, where It would have you find it in stillness, in candlelight, in quietness.

Spirit has already overcome every temptation that would hold you back. We all walk together on the way to that quietness that is the gift of God. Hold love for your brothers dear, for what except your brothers on this journey could you truly need? We will attempt to help restore to you the peace of mind that all of you must find together. Spirit will teach you to awaken unto Creation and to yourself, for truly, they are one and same. This is the only real need you have that must be fulfilled here, in time. Any salvation from any of the myriad sorrows of this world in truth, lies only here. My peace I give to you, Alison. Our peace we give to you. To whom will you give yours? Take ours from us in glad exchange for all your world has offered you, but intends one day to take away in bitter disappointment and in loss. And we will help you spread it like a veil of light across your world’s sad face. A world in which you hide your brothers from the real world, and it from them. And them from us.

The great revealing has begun. And each of you are a beautiful part of it. In your hearts, you have always known this.

-Maia Dalma

May the Lord watch you and keep you,

May he make his countenance to shine upon you

And keep give you peace.



Your Great-heart

I started journaling in my teens to try to get in touch with the whomever it was that had been with me all my life and used to talk to me when I was a kid, and to understand why the world hurt so much. It evolved into a practice of getting up before dawn in those blissful hours where the world is asleep and it is so very quiet and writing with the light of a candle. It usually ended when I blew out the candle because it was light outside. I wanted to heal the damage done to myself and I knew I had to understand it, see how it happened to do that.

Around 18, I went to psychologist to have a very serious talk about whether I would visit as much pain on my children as was visited on me, because if I was going to do the same thing to my children as was done to me, I wasn’t going to have any. The psychologist told me that because I was already aware of this problem, that I would be just fine. I was in college and studying psychology and I had read and heard that most people were likely to repeat unconscious patterns learned from childhood.

When they were young ( my children, yes I had them, no I didn’t visit upon them what I had lived through) I started journaling with the purpose of asking questions about the way things were and listening for higher guidance. The universe always talked to me. The purpose was to find out why, once I’d gotten free from the parental structure and was free to live my life as I saw fit without all the negativity, life still hurt. I was guided to look at, in the vernacular of the day, the parental ‘tapes’, unconscious beliefs about myself that my parents told me about me, and see if negative messages were still operating in my system, predicating how I saw the world and thusly patterning how the future would unfold for me. In a way, David Icke is right when he says, “Create your future and the past will rearrange its self to make it possible”.

What many of us do not realize is that the past sometimes has such a hold over who and what you are and what you believe, that you are bereft of hope and so broken, that the power of dreaming, of imagination has almost died in you, and most especially where it comes to dreaming about yourself. I ended up doing a lot of work on myself, as one thing led to another thing….

I wanted to know how energy worked – the kind you don’t see the magical stuff that is all around you, that was your aura and all the rest because I knew there was a whole ton of unseen information in this world that would explain a lot of what I wanted to know, because at this point I was convinced that everybody had these problems and that is why they were all so ‘mean’. My theory was if you could teach yourself to see this energy, you would be able to help people. So my journaling changed to a drawing journal with colored pencils and I drew energy, around people and things – I also started to draw energy people… but that’s another story. This developed my inner eye and gave me a way to receive information that was more than just 3D.

It is said by some people in the psychology field that ‘addiction’, or as David Wilcock calls it in his new book (The Ascension Mysteries) “repetition compulsion” is the very core of 3D life.

‘Repetition compulsion’ is what trains the mind to stay stuck in ONLY 3D perception by developing the ego, a progromme we allow and are taught to allow to take over our lives and create ‘right perception’ of everything.

The ego is the 3D lens. It can be and mostly is a very negative, hurtful mindset – where all actions are simply to remove yourself from pain by being better than, having more than, being first to hurt, using power and money to secure it and remove yourself from the pain. I suppose that in my life, never having money of my own, ever, set me up to go looking for a way around it, which is really what led me to investigating all things unseen.

Nobody likes pain of any kind. Society teaches you that if you have/own ‘more’, are the best, and mostly meanest kid on the block, you won’t have to worry about it. Because my young life was mostly about a power struggle (old karma there) I searched for power in the spiritual realm, for higher love, higher virtues, which for many years made me a self-righteous, unbearable prick. Seriously.

Through the years in my search for beyond what today we are all calling the veil, which is outside of the ‘ego’ society gives you, I looked through a lot of stuff. All of which I realized had one thing in common – entrainment: another system of control. What I noticed was that once you took on a ‘system of practice’ you got lost in it, because the system made sure you did. And the promises made by those systems…. WOW! As you got further into their system of thought they told you that it could take as long as a life time to accomplish – and I didn’t want to wait that long…. I also realized that if you got caught in them it was possible to never find your way out again. (including academia)

Then I realized that every time you ‘gave-over’ your heart and your will to a system of thought (which is in a nutshell what they all demanded for perfection), you LOST yourself, the true you. Just like society’s 3D ego progromme. Today’s societal norms are like a voracious, hungry animal, the harder you try the more it eats you alive and the less of you that you have to be alive and awake.

There are many ways that we try to break through or ignore this conditioning: drugs, addictions of any kind, adrenalin, peak experiences, meditation, diet, yoga, channeling… the list is endless. It is anything that helps you ignore the pain you are in without encountering the real reason for it. Anything. But until you see it for what it is – a tool to wake up – these can entrain and chain you too because TPTB know all these things and use them against you as bars in the cage.

The singular thing that can save you, is you.

The inner you. You must be willing to listen to you, not something that comes through you once you are quiet enough to listen, but you. Not some teaching you have learned, not what others have said, but YOU. Be willing to look at how the experiences you have had in life have shaped the person you have become and decide whether you like each piece, or whether you will change that piece. You decide.

Here is the work.

Because to untie the tangled knots that bind you to the pieces of yourself that you didn’t decide you will be, but were given to you, you must be willing to really LOOK at those nexus (yes the plural of one nexus – crossing point – is nexus, I looked it up) and untie the knots/emotion/events with compassion for yourself and those who were involved in their creation.

Once you do that, you have the power to change who you really are, be internally controlled not externally driven, and you have real true access to your own Great-heart. We need to do this because most of us don’t know how to dream past the Ego progromme given us by society (and others) and dream the real dream of what is next for humanity – what we will become.

P.S. it is up to us to set that dream, if we blindly sit back and let others do it for us…

In a hundred years…

Imagine if you will, a planetary society so completely blind to everything real, that they all live within a false paradigm and are totally unaware of it. They were invaded back before memory could track the invasion, so subtly that they didn’t even know it. Further, these people were so suggestible that the invasion created a false new way of looking at things and trained them in it. Also imagine that through their short history of intelligence there have been those few who have noticed…something. It was decided that the few who did notice needed a better, bigger game to play before they totally woke up.

There was your power group – they were easy to control

There was your lazy group – they were even easier to control

There was your creative group – artists only want to be left alone

There was your spiritual group – easy because of their very limited viewpoints (navel gazing)

And, then there was your independent sorts – the dangerous ones, who of any group, were most likely to find out because the system pinched their sense of freedom.

This takeover plan was for the use of the planet and its resources, one of which were its people. The reason the planet was necessary was because it was a way station in the larger plan of the regime. This larger plan involved the domination of a much larger area than just the regional solar system. It involved star clusters and eventually whole galaxies.

Now, imagine a life form so old and vast that it remembered the creation of this universe, trolling with in its vast borders for food, that food being life force energy. It would need minions, wouldn’t it? This ancient life was different than organic life. It ate organic life force. It’s minions were taken over the same way the planetary society was. Without even a ripple of notice. Very slowly as the minions developed technology it was used to replace life force energy in those minions. And it was they, this ancient intelligence sent out to cultivate new food sources. Which, very efficiently, they did.

There on the planet, the independents were stirring. So it was time to give them an new story, a real tail chaser. One that would keep them busy until it was too late to do anything about it. The Minions plan would be complete in about 100 years, and then the planet would be sucked dry of every resource and drop of life it had, at which point it would be abandoned, a lifeless husk. No one would survive – not even the helpers the minions had cultivated to get their work done, even though they had been promised everything they wanted for their treachery and greed. It was just the nature of this planet to make it very easy to be taken over and used. The planet its self was lush and green and kept the life forms well supported and well fed. It was then decided that there should be several world rounds of life forms cultivated on this planet, and every time the populace was about to discover the invaders, that they would then destroy the civilization and all its records and begin anew, using the planet’s remarkable recovery ability to rebuild the populace. In this way they could keep a renewable food source, build a base of operations and use it as a power structure to triple their acquirement of other worlds.

Secretly and perhaps without knowing it would help, the independents of each world round had left markers of the tale of the destruction, like a series of hidden maps containing dire warnings about their own future, in hopes the next generation would wake up soon enough to thwart the coming destruction. So far it had not worked. Six separate times the planet and its life had been brought to its knees. This time around there were no less than a whole planet full of stories about this, all there for people to learn from, in rock, in writings hidden away to be discovered, in oral traditions, in dance and music, in every way a being could remember and every time the progromme took over with ease and blinded the people of the planet.

But this time around there were many more independents who were studying and putting facts together, even though they were highly discouraged to do so. The problem was that the servants of the minions on the planet had finally gotten too greedy and angered the oppressed people and they were ready to rise up. So it was decided that a much more convoluted game was needed for those independents, one that would keep them very busy chasing their tails. It would use layers of deception and lies to create an inimitable rabbit hole warren that there would be no way out of. They would convince some people of some things and other people of other things and they would do this so effectively that nobody would be able to believe anybody and all of them would be clamoring that they had the only real story on the matter. Then they would get everybody’s ego’s involved (ego being a trained and taught perception of the world they created for control purposes) and besides making it impossible to agree, it would make it more important for them to stand out the most in the crowd, than figure out the puzzle or help the race survive and take down the controllers. and…..AND They made sure the story that contained them in it was laughed at the most.


After all the plan would be complete in a blink of the eye to them –

what’s a hundred years?

And these on the planet were so very easy to fool….


There’s just all sorts of stuff going on luring all of us to step out of the observer and come play the game…

I have been following a slightly different time line on the SpaceX situation and it starts back on July 31st of this year.

This video was published on July 31, 2016. Since May, the Farsight Institute has been executing an experiment to see if they could remote view the major headlines one month ahead. They were not putting these videos up until AFTER the month was over, simply to be able to show results along with the remote viewing sessions. They were so surprised at the remote viewings for August, that they decided to publish them early in case it could help some one. Also, as this was about the future, if enough people heard about it, maybe it could be changed.

Published on Jul 31, 2016

This video is part of the Time-Cross Project being conducted at The Farsight Institute. Here, remote viewers perceive a month in advance the political turmoil in the streets during the month of August 2016. For the first time in our monthly series of Time-Cross experiments, all of the viewers have remarkably similar sessions describing what appears to be a singular incident or event for August. As you watch these sessions, it is important to remember that the viewers worked independently, separated by vast distances (Hawaii, Great Britain, and North Carolina), and none of the viewers shared or compared their sessions in any way while doing their work. These are the unedited remote-viewing sessions done by Daz Smith, Dick Allgire, and PrinCess Jeanee, all done in July 2016 and published on YouTube on July 31st, describing the major news event of August 2016.

Please continue to follow the results of our monthly Time-Cross Project. It is one of the most interesting remote-viewing projects ever attempted. Also, be sure to watch some of our Mysteries Projects. We are offering our Time-Cross Project free to the public as a way of demonstrating the reality and potential of remote viewing. It costs Farsight a few thousand dollars each month to do this. So your help, by watching our Mysteries Projects, is the only thing that pays the bills. Also, please subscribe to our YouTube channel.

There was quite the speculation when this came out – I made the mistake of trying to see all three sessions as one whole event. Then Kerry Cassidy tried to set up a panel discussion with several people, one of which was Dick Allgire to discuss and explore the July 31st posting from Farsight. When it became clear that her efforts were being blocked she then attempted to warn Elon Musk in this video.

Published on Sep 1, 2016


On August 13th I put out a public warning to ELON MUSK at SPACE X that there may be sabotage associated with DRAGON… See below for my Broadcast.

It does appear that Keith Hunter’s suggestion that the Dick Allgire remote viewed event of August could relate to the return of the Dragon Capsule was not exactly on the mark but close!! I picked up on this and put out a warning. What may have happened (as there has been no loss of life) is, that we prevented the SPACE X incident from being bigger than it was….

Investigation ongoing….

Also see my recent video roundtable discussion with Jim Marrs and Dick Allgire about the August Remote viewings…

Also see ufo nearby just before it explodes: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1I5RT…

When things finally came together, Dick Allgire and Jim Marrs give a sterling interview discussion on many aspects of remote viewing including a detailed analysis of how and what the August look see might apply to. THIS WAS BEFORE SPACEX EXPLODED!!

Streamed live on Aug 31, 2016

This is a ROUNDTABLE conversation with Jim Marrs and Dick Allgire. We discuss the August Event that Dick, one of the Courtney Brown Farsight Institute remote viewers, who was involved in the August viewing about 1 month ago. We will be discussing whether that viewing was accurate and what makes for accurate viewing and interpretation of viewings as well as the technique itself.


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When I saw this I realized the mistake I had made trying to combine all three remote viewings into one when Dick Allgire explained the process. Very Enlightening!

What happens next is Kerry’s Interview with Simon Parkes:

Streamed live 22 hours ago

I interviewed Simon Parkes Thursday, September 1st at 10 AM PT ….

RE: RAMPING UP OF MILITARY ACTION… THE BANKSTERS ARE RUNNING OUT OF TIME FOR THE FINANCIAL RESET and need to get WWIII going to make there plans for ONE Word Government and One World Military a reality.




which is all about the build up to a false flag operation in Europe – highly informative – but at the very beginning Simon informs Kerry of the SpaceX explosion before it ever hit the news here. He states he heard about it about 4 minutes after it happened. You can see the shock on Kerry’s face at this point as she probably realizes that Dick Allgire’s prediction of supersonic speed and extreme temperature but (NO NUCLEAR) explosion just happened.

And then, we get the footage of the SpaceX explosion.

We all notice anomalies in the footage and I immediately think of Kerry’s reports and Dick Allgire’s remote viewing session.

Then progress to Jimmy Church’s face book page and some talented Fadernauts and we have most of the anomalies screen captured.

Here is my screen capture and IMO (of course) it looks like a craft – a bright onespacex1 and this is just one of several – at one point it looks like there is a craft and its projectile.spacex2 It seems that several were fired at several heights.

As a side note Simon Parkes also addresses the Threat to Angela Merkel, the German Chancellor after the mandate to her people to pack in two weeks’ worth of food

and water ‘in case’ of a disaster, which, must have pissed off the cabal. Simon predicted that her life would be threatened for this and he was right.: in the below video.

Published on Aug 29, 2016 Supposed assassination attempt on German Chancellor Angela Merkel and the situation in Europe.

There’s just all sorts of stuff going on luring all of us to step out of the observer and come play the game… it would be so easy to….