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The Awakening – A Clash Of Two Civilizations


Disconnect, disobey, and de-enlist. Break your unconscious and conscious agreements. The parasites will shrivel up and disappear.

The time is now. It’s ours for the taking. And receiving.

The Awakening – The clash of Two Civilizations

Exceptional Article!!!

Who Would We Have Been?



Had we not been interfered with?


Would we have grown?

Without strife, without challenge?

Without hatred, without fear, without war, without killing?

Would we have developed into the technical race we are now?

Or would our technology be so different as to look like magic,  coming from the soul/spirit/heart?

Would we have even cared about what’s out there?

Or would our inner worlds have taken us where ever and whenever we desired?

Would we have made a paradise here on this earth?

What does paradise look like?

Would we have evolved towards the best brain chemicals, the ecstasy, and the love, the dopamines?

Or would unity and love have propelled us toward an organic wholeness completely unimagined?

Would all life have evolved into this web of interconnectedness of support without the need to kill for food, and not just us but the animals here who kill for food?

Would the lion truly laydown with the lamb?

Would peace have reigned?

Would we have evolved so quickly that life as we know it would have been so different that it is beyond our grasp to even imagine?

These are the questions that run through my mind after events like last night around the states, after Ferguson. After idiot rulings in unfair circumstances tell people that they are less than, after insurgents are planted in the crowds to make things worse in an already bad situation.

It makes me wonder if the Archons are real and they are still trying to get us to turn ourselves into a planet bathed in fire and anger just so they can feed…. It makes me angry that in this place , this earth, amidst all this wealth and beauty that we have never been, nor will we ever be really free.

It pisses me off.

A Lot.

When I was a kid I rebelled inside at all the things that I had to wait to do, all the freedoms that I wanted to have, and I was always told, “When you grow up….” and I waited. It was very hard. And while I thought I was getting the freedom as I grew to be myself, it really never happened. One day I finally realized the only thing about me that was free was my mind, and if I wasn’t careful, that would slip away too.

There are days when I am dead sure that this place has been set up as a ruse and that every way we turn we are captive to something, waiting for something to end and “One day….” but it is always around the corner, the dream is just so wiley and intangible, slippery that if you take your eye off of it for one moment it disappears, POOF!

I guess this is a rant from a very tired spirit. I am never going to give up and never going to give in, but there are days when everything seems so broken in the world and so impossible that I want to explode.


It is you, my friends, who together stave off the helplessness, the seeming inevitable in your quest for what is really real that keeps us all going. Know that you are each so unbelievably precious in your will to tear open the box we have all been so neatly put in. Let the passion for the truth always burn and never give up!

Never. Give. Up.

Interstellar: A Review (spoiler alert)



So, my husband and I finally got to go see the movie. It was a Sunday morning matinee and while everybody else was either sitting around sipping espresso’s and reading the Sunday paper and having croissants or emerging from church, or hiding from the kids under the covers while the breakfasts of champions were being consumed with spilt milk and dogs happily licking up what dribbled off the table, we sat in a theater, the only two, with our own private showing of Interstellar.

I have got to say the graphics were excellent, I especially like their spherical worm hole concept, wormhole

and the actors lent true credibility to the story, even though McConaughey’s favorite expression is a kissy moue, his acting lent to the believability of the picture. Now, I know that Hans Zimmer has some huge music creds behind his name, and that my hubby and I were sitting in an empty theater, and we’re old farts, but my biggest complaint is that the music over ran dialogue (a huge irritation to me) and the special effects were so loud that I had physical pain from them.


My husband, on the other hand, kept breaking in on important points and saying things like “They can’t do that, the radiation would burn them to crisp by now!” in an indignant tone of voice. blackhole He had a fit when McConaughey lost his ship half way through the black hole and totally missed the point about consciousness, coherence and love that the movie was trying to make.


Which brings me to my favorite subject: CONSCIOUSNESS. This movie almost tries to take on too many salient points all at once in an effort to link everything to one point. That is; our consciousness is a quantum crossing point between love (attraction – gravity) and manifestation (walking around in 3D). They show the positive and negative ways of looking at the dissolution of the earth as a home, the reaction of helplessness that a mind can feel that refuses to open its self to other alternatives, like the effect love has on physical experience. This is where your quasi villains come in. I say quasi because you can’t really fault them, they are reacting to only a small subset of knowledge. They even tackle the ‘humanity is too self-centered to look at its real situation without turning into foaming at the mouth raving idiots’. The writing at this point is very reminiscent of the science fiction genre’s 1980’s and 1990’s identification with the underdog, in an attempt to get into their heads and understand, lovingly, why they were drawn to be villains in the first place. (Fred Pol comes to mind). And, because they do, just like in life, the Hero is forced into an action that ultimately brings him to a shatteringly new way of perceiving life. They even made the sacrifice of two very likeable robot marinesrobot with great personalities a sad thing, because a sacrifice is only a sacrifice when love is involved.


The biggest point that is made is about love and our capacity to feel it in all of its permutations, both ugly and beautiful, and they make it the magical turning point of the whole movie. This is where my hubby, bless his scientific-you-can’t-do-that-mind, had a hard time realizing that consciousness is the underlying fabric of existence and that love is the power behind it all. (which almost makes this a nerdy chick flick, if you ask me)

tesseract They did try to get around that gaff by calling love the only quantifiable energy in the universe capable of making location in any space-time position possible which they called into use with their version of a tesseract, kinda cool.


So the biggest point, to me, that this movie made was that, Consciousness is the underlying field of manifestation, and love is the glue that makes it all work.


Bravo!     Even though my ears will never be the same…..

A Newer Understanding of the Archon Archtype: Opposing Consciousness



This article truly puts a modern twist on the Controllers, and how n why we are stuck in this frequency. It’s a new way to see the whole situation.

It’s purpose is to create fixed eddy currents of limiting behaviour, attachments that generate filters: such as thoughts, feelings and emotions, that play through our field, which we then create realities around. Often these deceptions – like false love and light – feel so close to the truth, we’re happy to dwell in them. What happens is they create a polarity in your field, through which you bleed energy.
It is this which helps perpetuate the Matrix in which we live.

Interesting read



Holding the Space

holdthespaceTo ‘Hold the Space” for something is to metaphorically keep an open expectation in your heart and mind for something emergent, something unbounded and wonderful to happen.

For those of us who are not activistically or otherwise inclined, it seems the only gift, or talent we have to throw into the pool of this vision we of fringe ilk all have for the rebirth of the earth and the introduction to the rest of all of the life outside of this earthly sphere.

And I must admit, that at times this gift, this part of the equation that we contribute is hard to do. It is not an outside of yourself endeavor. It is a strong quiet joyful insistence on the calling into being of an opened ended dream. Because it must be what it will be – you must hold that space open in your heart for its gestation and invention while contributing your joy and umph with all that you are, so that it can emerge.

There are times when I forget that is my task. And I want to be a researcher, and I want to be a Scientist and I want to be an activist and really DO something. And there are times when I get reassured that all is moving along. Like on cold night in April…

(I share this from my contact journal with Kosta’s ET Let’s Talk group monthly CE5s. I do these very differently from most people because I don’t expect a nuts and bolts type meeting. Most of this is in my Mind’s Eye…)


It was cold outside and I was early. So I really wasn’t expecting much. This time the dog-boys stayed inside so as not to incur the wrath of the next door neighbor. I started by waiting to see which area of the sky I felt drawn to. Jupiter was very bright in the sky that night and I kept scanning the sky to the right (south) of it. There were halos around the points of light due to the light fog.
Next I projected myself up past the atmosphere to hang out in the area I felt I needed to be, and there was a craft there of blue-ish light. Looking around, once again there were people already there. They seemed to be engaged in a group type of synergy (busy) so I came back down into me.
I did cast out the question to whomever, “What can I do to help?” I felt sorry that I didn’t have much to offer in the way of resources or talents, and at a loss. While I thinking this, I would swear that in my mind’s eye an energy person (male, tall, in blue energy: and while the craft was cerulean blue, he was light cyan, his heart area was white) was just suddenly there. I could make out no features, just a shape. I got the sweetest feeling of compassion and understanding. This person reached out and touched me. I felt it in my head but I think he touched my arm. A torrent of communication followed for about 2 seconds. (may be why my head hurt…lol) Basically I was reassured that what I was doing was what was needed. Then he left. The whole thing lasted maybe 3 minutes.
Then I said, “Wait! Let me go get my phone to use the star maps I want to know where you are from.” I ran inside and came back out with the google star maps up. (and yes I used GPS) so I figured a good place to start was at Jupiter… But, no matter where I pointed the phone, the ONLY thing that came up was the constellation of Eridani. (1) I even turned the program off and brought it back up. eridani
Then the thought bomb hit, “Oh! That’s where you are from!” lol As soon as I realized that, Jupiter was displayed and labeled beautifully on the phone right where it was supposed to be. I can be really dense…
So, all day yesterday I had been pondering what one little old lady can do to help. What I always forget is that energy exercise of “Holding the Space”. That means that in your mind’s eye and heart you hold open the possibilities for something wondrous, magical, and transforming to occur, manifest, to become. You hold the space…. I can do that. Grandmas are good at that. We do that for everybody.
So, at the holiday season, along with wishes for love and light and joy, I’m going to be holding the space in my heart and mind for things of highest order to happen for all beings everywhere.


There are times on this earth that you just look at everything and wonder how such an impossible task can occur and you just have to keep reminding yourself that that small fleeting whisper you hear in your heart is the greatest truth you will ever know. And keep on keep’in on.



Happy Songs: the Music the Universes Sing


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Information is energy in a multitude of forms. We know of only a very small fraction of it. Waves – sound – matter.ems

But imagine that these waves of informational energy exist in frequencies we have yet to even have a vocabulary for, like ultra-dimensionally.  Where we are in our band/frequency predicates what we can perceive. We can’t detect but can only suppose the existence of multiple dimensions, I propose the wave spectrums of other dimensions exist also.


I think that each field adds up and that at one level, we have the intelligence of the atom, then the mineral intelligence, then animal intelligence,

(Musical composer Jim Wilson took the chirping song of crickets and slowed it way down, and the result is truly fantastic)at around 50 seconds in is an explanation.

then the planetary intelligences and the solar intelligence and the solar system intelligence and the solar system groups intelligence and the galactic intelligences.images2CZEF57H

Each of the conglomerates would have a frequency of its own.



Each human body, if we were to capture its frequency and translate it to something we could hear would have a ‘note’ a signature that was uniquely its own, as does the earth, the Schumann resonance. shumann

And all of the planets have their own.

So it doesn’t surprise me that the Rosetta comet has its own note that is sings as it merrily makes its way through space.

I think ( my personal opinion) we are hearing an intelligence that is mostly happy. It sounds to me like the analogy of the songs we hum or tunes we whistle while we work. A melody of contented happiness.

The speculation in the sandbox about it all last night on Fader Night was a lot of fun. Thank you all.


On Kitten Feet: My opinion

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From a journal entry in January 2013:

I have a feeling that ‘first contact’ will need to and most probably happen on a person to person basis. Meaning that simultaneously everywhere everyone will have that awakening. Kind of like answering your door bell and your next door neighbor says to you “I’ve been meaning to come over and discuss something with you.” So, you let her in and over coffee at your own kitchen table she proceeds to reveal that she is ET. You’ve known this person for years, had summer barbeques, and evenings around the fire pit talking about neighborly things, watched the kids back and forth contributed emergency cups of sugar…. etc. and all is well.

The reason I show this scenario is because this is one of the only ways that I could see most people dealing with this. Albeit, amazed, jaw-dropped, but ok. Kind of like one of my favorite movies of all time, ‘Paul’. Further, done simultaneously, any powers or people who would get in the way of peaceful first contact, have no say, and can’t interfere. Like waking up after the first snow of the year. Everybody looks outside and sees snow…. It would only be weird if you looked two yards down and that neighbor had perfect summer in his yard. So, it would need to happen by a mechanism we already know and is a part of daily life. So freaking far below anybody’s radar that nobody could stop it and everybody would know. Easily, gently and softly. And joyfully. We always expect big, dramatic, MGM movie stuff to happen. We have been accultured to this by various influences that want us to expect big scary shit, so of course it has to come in as softly as kitten feet.


Why is this important and relevant to the DMR and F2B family? Well, my friends, haven’t you figured out the significance of Jimmy’s work yet? He has become a huge influence in the acceptance of an ET presence in the world. (DMR gets him listened to all over the world…) He is, one person at a time, changing a world view. And while I think efforts like ‘Rain on Congress’ are great and heroic, because in my heart of hearts I don’t think our gov’t has much chance of being viable for too long, it is a fool’s errand. And even if the gov’t was to continue forever, if major changes don’t occur in its structure, I can’t see anything would have much effect on it that would/could potentially change the status quo.

That said, it is my personal opinion that disclosure has already begun at a grass roots level, as an opening up of a belief/value system in many of us. A wider view of what’s going on out in the real world, not the one the current social structure would have you believe. A rule of thumb: when a crystalized structure (one that can no longer evolve) becomes so out of tune with its environment that it no longer serves anything but its continued survival, it shatters.

For all its worth, whatever Jimmy does (or doesn’t do) as long as his focus is asking the question ‘What’s out there?’ and inviting others to speculate along with him, he will have a listenership on whatever forum he chooses. It is my opinion also, that the more his listening body is included in his journey, like the twitter base, the wider his audience will be. It is part of the new paradigm; many minds together and aware of each other that is finding its voice through Jimmy’s work that makes it so magic. When we all listen and tweet, we make a much bigger whole in that moment, and the cohesive energy is immense, addicting and something we all need.

It is a new wave.wave2

To Birth the New Earth

So, after the game of ‘Earth’ got really going;

The same as the DNA in the cells in our body or the quantum sub particles of the atom are to the atom, so is the earth to the Solar system to the Galaxy. As we have Gaia, who’s intelligence is the sum total of all the lives on her ( inorganic and organic) so the Solar Logos, or the intelligence of the solar system is the sum total of all the planets, asteroids and the sun. And as our solar system is a binary in a larger system, and that system is a member of a cluster of systems and that cluster is a part of one of the arms of this galaxy: WHAT HAPPENS HERE EFFECTS EVEYTHING! We are all connected. The principle that is the underlying field of this connection is love. Love is a frequency with infinite harmonics. We are moving forward in a spiral configuration through the cycles of frequencies in ascending octaves. Each time we get to be drenched in those frequencies at ever more enriched and enlightened levels. For the longest time, on this planet, we have been stuck. For reasons we already know ( But think of a rubber band stretched and then let go. We are about to slingshot forward because the holding energy has been eliminated. Our planet, our solar system, this region of interstellar space is going to move forward quickly. And our mother earth is going to go through a sort of birthing process. When the earth game was born many millennia ago, it was decided to allow the extreme dichotomy of light and dark ideation to play out on this planet. This is because the stress forces were to develop in us a fine sense of the responsibility of free will and choice. You cannot know the fullness of anything without its opposite in this dual existence. And if you are living in matter, you are dualistic. Each one of us is a whole spark of divinity. We contain great light and in equal measure great dark within our souls. The entire point of the experiment was to teach the responsibility of Choice and Free Will. At this time in the Game called ‘Earth” we have an entire galaxy watching us, because what happens next will effect this galaxy and beyond. We have much help both around the planet and here on the ground.

I would like to present to you a vimeo by Gorden Davidson that I received through Kosta Gus Makreas, who created a group years ago of people who try every month to make contact in a way similar to Dr. Greer’s program. I have been with this group 2 years in April. I have had some very astounding experiences with this group and doing this monthly work. At the bottom you can find Kostas’ email, and all it takes is a request to join. I greatly urge you to if you want contact. This is where I learned that contact is 75% of the time not your normal nuts and bolts type, but a consciousness paradigm. I have shared a bit of my journal from my monthly contact experiences on this blog and I do intend to share more. It is also why I have my Alison Rants about ‘ IT’S NOT ALL IN YOUR IMAGINATION’ all the time. I really want to you all to understand that all it takes is a tipping point for this to happen, and you all are already there and way more connected and powerful than you can possibly imagine. I want you all to wake up and realize that and put it to GOOD USE! asher2

So, watch this video… lol

Here is the letter with Kosta’s  email and the key to the vimeo and the password as stated is:


Hello ETLetsTalk Community and Friends,

You can now watch the FREE archived “Intro to the Light Alliance” webinar presentation by Gordon Davidson from Nov. 1 at:    

 the password is ‘light’   (without the apostrophes)   no login needed

The webinar was a resounding success!   THANK YOU to all of you who took the time to listen to Gordon’s fascinating and useful information.

It is mine and Gordon’s hope that you will share this free webinar link with your networks.

As Gordon reiterated, the ET Contact and co-creation that this community has been making for 4 years is an integral and important part of the Light Alliance’s plan for the Transfiguration of our Earth into its Golden Age.

Keep it up!

Our gratitude to all of you,

Kosta Founder, “ETLetsTalk” community

Founder,  “Global CE-5 ET Contact” Initiative


Light and Love to you all, my Faders…


p.s. this lends some real credence to the above message….

IN5D article:

Kerry Cassidy’s interview with Karen Hudes: