…and in my heart, it is Christmas morning.

I know this whole opening into a better world belongs to our children and the future.

Last Night’s Jimmy Church Radio Show for Disclosure Fest simply warmed the totality of my heart!

Disclosure and all, and I mean all, that it is about has finally reached a ground swell, has finally gotten enough momentum to continue. There are finally enough of us out there who know the truth –  that even if ‘the-they’ tried to confuse the issue one more time as Grant Cameron has pointed out that they have about every 20 years in his book ‘Managing Magic’ the-they would be entirely unsuccessful.

This feels like Christmas morning as a kid before you open the presents to me. I have, since I was very little, known I wanted this to happen with all my heart. Being little I had no idea how it would happen, but I had a fierce longing in my heart for it, even before ‘it’ became a fully formed idea in my mind. I was born in 1953. I charged into all-about-UFO’s at a very, very young age. By the time I was 13, I had been chasing this idea of ET’s not even knowing I was doing it for 10 years and as I grew up so the idea got more sophisticated in my heart and soul. I seriously KNEW there was life out there and I wanted to meet them and know them. I thought Star Trek was the best thing ever to happen on TV, because it portrayed life out there in a balanced more sane way than ever before. I wanted to be Vulcan because when I figured out what telepathy was, I wanted it and at the time I didn’t realize it, but I had already had a first contact experience that was telepathic and continued to have them throughout my life. Might I say, the people who I knew then had the highest ethic of compassion and love, of contact only to the extent that the psyche of the person could tolerate reasonably and they NEVER went past my internal boundaries – not once – even when I didn’t know what a boundary was! I cut my eye teeth on Adamski and Menger. I ate up every publication I could find – even science fiction, information was always serendipitously appearing for me to read, and I was a card carrying member of NICAP for a while.

I kept hoping through the years in my heart of hearts – all through grade school and high school and after, that we would wake up. It was all obvious to me and I wished everybody knew too. I got married at 18 had my first child 8 years later my second 2 years later and it wasn’t until the mid-80’s when I could finally get my head out of the sand and re-look at the UFO issue.

By that time, of course, people were laughing at the 50’s contactees and everybody was into ‘serious’ research on nuts and bolts. The movie “the Three Faces of Eve” had come out in 1957 and then was remade at for TV as a miniseries called ‘Sybil’ in 1976. Both of these movies, IMO were CIA propaganda the frighten the hell out of people who were beginning to have contact with ET’s telepathically so that no one would ever open their mouths. They painted a horrifying picture of brokenness, that, IMO, might even have been concocted from information gleaned from MKUltra experiments. So even if you were at that time receiving telepathic communications, or downloads – even if you masked it in spiritualism, you were looked upon as a truly sick and fractured person.

Meanwhile, I was into yoga, mysticism and was a card carrying member of the Theosophical Society in Wheaton IL at 18yrs old – still looking for a way to open my mind. Well, marriage, 2 kids, divorce and remarriage and launching of 20 somethings later, I finally, truly had the time to pursue this issue with the intensity I wanted to. When I retired in 2007 I had found Kerry Cassidy, then I found a dear soul, Kosta Makreas who literally set me on the course that has me writing these blogs, and not long after that Jimmy Church. I missed all the falderal from 1980 to 2007 and when I dipped my toes back into my passion, I was ‘given’ Kerry Cassidy to learn from, and the dominoes fell.

Today, the heart dreams I had as a very small child are coming to fruition, the ground swell is so great, we have people like David Wilcock, Corey Goode and Emery Smith presenting information that I know in my heart of hearts is VERY real (did they read my mind?) and “The Truth is Out There” quite literally, for all to see. Then we have the youngsters out there with huge talent Like Adrian Vallera, who has taken the true jist of the 60’s hippie movement sans the drugs and sex (because I see the manifesto of the Space Brothers as a direct transfer into the hippie movement of the 60’s) and is beginning to manifest it on a large, brilliant scale to reach as many souls as his team can.

I have watched for 63 years and I have kept my dreams of my heart to myself for 63 years, what I thought I would never see hit the light of day, is illuminated. We will make it, and it is the youngsters who will see to it we do.

 

…and in my heart, it is Christmas morning.

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How do you feel? and “Hold My Beer”…

At this time right now, on this planet, we are having so much information thrown at us – we are drowning in it. There is a need to connect dots to see how it all goes together and there is a need to discern the truth of it AND (most importantly) there is a need to be willing to walk the Edge of Madness – to be honest with yourself about HOW you are feeling about it after you begin to see the patterns of it.

The most powerful thing that can confuse or cloud (or should we say veil…) your understanding of all of it, is HOW IT MAKES YOU FEEL!

Many don’t want to actually see the entire impact of what is going on because the first question is “Well, WHAT the hell can I do about it?” and really most of us feel there is nothing we can do about it. This is a prime piece of programming. Which makes a lot of people want to buy an RV and pull up stakes and be ready to fly away if need be… But guess what? That just will not work. If even a third of what is out there as known fact is correct – we were in trouble over our heads before WW1. Notwithstanding the roles of good guys and bad guys and the blame game, we need another way to get around this particular veil.

So, the wonderful adage from Einstein comes to mind that: you can’t solve a problem at the level of thinking that it was created, is correct. However it’s not our thinking that we need to be concerned with, it’s the level of our consciousness. And it’s going to take everybody’s consciousness – not just you or me. I heard an interesting definition the other day about the difference between consciousness and sentience. Everything is sentient, it’s when you are aware of yourself and know yourself, as a being, that you are conscious.

Let’s take that a step further. I propose that ‘You can’t solve a problem at the level of consciousness that it was created at’, in other words, we have to be willing to risk knowing, thinking and being at that edge of madness – outside the societal norm – even what we consider safe personally, to be able to see the answers and solutions to what we are looking at today. Because consider, that the good stuff, the warm fuzzies live out there too – the real ones, not the fake platitudes, and to reach them we must be willing to step out of line.

To step out of line we must be willing to look at how this whole conundrum makes us feel. To do that we must feel it, and that is at the edge of madness. It’s that feeling in the pit of your stomach that says something is not right – that shiver that runs up your spine and makes all the hair on the back of your neck stand up, or that response of I’m too tired to look at all this and make any sense of it. When you hit that point, you have just struck gold.

That is the madness – because that is when you are smack up against the programming and the fear and the brick wall and the gd’d quantum fricking box. That is when, if you want to make any progress – see the real truth – you soldier on and take a good long look. It changes your consciousness – raises it because you now have another piece of knowing. Becoming awake and aware hurts like hell – like pulling teeth, but it’s just a shock, like jumping in a cold pool. After 60 seconds it feels pretty damned good.

As much as I don’t like a lot of the information I am understanding I do find I reach plateaus where all of a sudden so much more understanding opens up ahead of me and it feels Wow! I also know that after a time I will end up playing with the madness again, but I am not so afraid of it anymore – I just wish I could hurry up. We need to hurry up. The only way this current pickle we are all in can be solved is for us to reach a tipping point in the mass consciousness. We have already – all of us – gone so far, and done so much hard work and we must press on because there are many small steps that lead up to the big steps and we need that big step to survive as a race and we are almost there!!

So if you are confused, feeling like you don’t want to look at something the best thing to do is go straight into it and figure out why you feel the way you do – out of that will come all the wisdom you need to raise that frequency, and the more we do, of course, the easier it is for others to follow.

 

With that said – “Hold my beer!”

Have you wondered how they could possibly pull the earth through a dimensional doorway to a different timeline??? Well, Jump in the water is…interesting

CERN and gravity waves and time (because gravity and time are hooked)- maybe even time lines… I don’t care how crazy you think Anthony Patch might be, but he just may have found a very important connection between CERN and dwave quantum computers (regardless of the moniker he wants to hang on that) that actually compute in an alternate dimension, which in itself may be pulling energy into this dimension and could be responsible for the Mandela effect – or the skewing of our memories… who’s to say? If the information that is being generated at CERN, the ‘results’, are going out to a network of quantum computers all linked to ‘share’ said information, then that is a lot of energy and computing power going somewhere – it’s almost like an analog of the magnetic CERN but instead in electrons moving around in a dwave circle… What if it was a leaky system – it would almost have to be, energy would have to travel both ways dimensionally to prevent explosions on either end of said dimensions. So, in essence, we have a doorway/portal.

Then CERN generates a magnetic effect more powerful that the earth, every time it is turned on it alters our natural magnetic field.

All the magnets on the LHC are electromagnets. The main dipoles generate powerful 8.3 tesla magnetic fields – more than 100,000 times more powerful than the Earth’s magnetic field. The electromagnets use a current of 11,080 amperes to produce the field, and a superconducting coil allows the high currents to flow without losing any energy to electrical resistance   From <https://home.cern/about/engineering/pulling-together-superconducting-electromagnets>

 

Then we have some French researchers that are beginning to think that electromagnetism and gravity interact:

Hidden extra dimensions are causing measurements of the strength of gravity at different locations on Earth to be affected by the planet’s magnetic field, French researchers say.

This is a controversial claim because no one has ever provided experimental evidence to support either the existence of extra dimensions or any interaction between gravity and electromagnetism. But lab measurements of Newton’s gravitational constant G suggest that both are real.

Newton’s constant, which describes the strength of the gravitational pull that bodies exert on each other, is the most poorly determined of the constants of nature. The two most accurate measurements have experimental errors of 1 part in 10,000, yet their values differ by 10 times that amount. So physicists are left with no idea of its absolute value.

Now Jean-Paul Mbelek and Marc Lachieze-Ray of the French Atomic Energy Commission near Paris say they can resolve the contradiction by taking into account the location of the labs where the experiments were carried out.

The pair suggest that electromagnetism and gravity influence one another enough for gravity’s pull to be noticeably affected by the Earth’s magnetic field

From <https://www.newscientist.com/article/dn2814-earths-magnetic-field-boosts-gravity/>

 

When you add the highly ionized ionosphere (from chemtrailing and HAARP) you now have an electro-gravitic system being run by a network of 160 quantum computers worldwide that use interdimensionality to compute….( Hook that up to the big gaming computers in Vegas and block chain too) and I’d say there is something going on…

Not the least of which is that there is the possibility of time and timelines being altered on a planetary scale.

 

Madness….

 

 

Can we say making a case for the ‘Space Fence’??

Yoo Hoo.. The space fence is real – and now they want more money for it…

What is interesting is this recent asteroid crash in Botswana: remember Dr. Carol Rosin’s Affidavit per Von Braun that the threats being used to create a global government will be :

  1. Communism
  2. Terrorists
  3. Nations of concern
  4. Asteroids
  5. and lastly….ET’s

 

This ‘News and Views from the Nefarium’ from Joseph P. Farrell outlines all the goodies…

Can we say false flags (which we DO have the tech to create), the continuing case for the militarization of space, the SSP, and…lastly THE SPACE FENCE (add echo)

And…. Staged celestial false flags….. (!!!!!)

Oh do watch!

Here is the article that he is talking about:

https://metro.co.uk/2018/06/04/asteroid-hits-earth-just-hours-detected-nasas-planetary-defence-shield-7603744/

Kerry Cassidy

We have all watched Kerry, over the years. Many of her interviews were, shall we say, food for thought and the wildest information out there. Now, 12 years later,  all of her interviews come to light as things we can say we are currently hearing from many other sources. She is about to be taken down from you tube for all time. A huge data base of work, information that was so true years ago and now is fact, will be lost to us. Her work has gone from whistle blowing into HISTORY.  FACT.

Unimaginable – it is being erased as you are reading this.

Who needs the ‘mandela effect’ ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8vE8OmO6O9E

 

Project Camelot

Published on May 29, 2018

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This is an important message from Kerry Cassidy concerning freedom of the press and free speech.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8vE8OmO6O9E

The X File and History

There have been 11 videos before this one about the “X” factor. This is almost a standalone. If you want to know the twisted history that has brought us to where we are at this moment in the entire story, because it’s all connected, watch this. Then go back and watch the rest. You  won’t believe the connections. Seriously. There isn’t one thing left out. Put a pillow on the floor, because that’s where your jaw is gonna hit. And the History, documents and connections are all there. This is NOT speculation.

Shell Game

What is it that TTSA may want out to the public, maybe even the government, that needs to be revealed to us because something is coming that we need some time to digest before it arrives, whether it be information or personages?

What is it that needs to be revealed without harming the peoples trust in the government and why would the TTSA seemly be pushing for congressional hearings on this to get it to proceed?

John Greenewald makes a very valid point that shifting patents for the tech into corporate entities doesn’t necessarily make something unrecoverable by FOIA request. If any of the research was paid for by us with our taxes which can be found by requesting the contract for business, the stipulated deliverables are information we PAID for… and have a right to.

Is TTSA lying, or embellishing? Is their funding running dry? We have learned that AAWSAP might be the umbrella under which AATIP was operated and that it is imperative to have the right name on a FOIA request, but what if the agency we want information from isn’t even public, say for instance, the SSP?

This program, which will be out on your tube soon, is excellent. I can never wait, so I go to KGRA website and listen from the show archives.

Enjoy!!!

 

Date: 05-24-2018

Title: SPECIAL GUEST John Greenewald

DOWNLOAD – PRS052418KGRA – PHENOMENON RADIO – Special Guest John Greenewald.mp3

 

From <http://kgraradioarchives.com/shows/phenomenon-radio/?loc=2018

 

Sinister Laughter

Depending on what mind set you are coming from, it seems there is a strategy to send you down a deep rabbit hole. The Deeper the hole, the deeper the thinker, the more twisted and insidious the game.

I have spent a great amount of time and effort to keep my nose out of societies, informational groups, educational ivory towers and obvious collections of people in various genres. I have plundered a wonderful smorgasbord of theories from everywhere. This has not led me to any answers, but I have observed a weirdness factor in every direction I look that seems to want to misdirect my attention from what matters to noise and the squirrel factor.

I was listening to Rune Soup, Gordon was interviewing Peter Levenda pre-Tom Delonge. Peter was on the verge of understanding a rather important point that he was elucidating in his Sinister Forces trilogy. Once the trilogy was published, he was recruited for what I would call one of the biggest managing magic operations in the UFO field so far, IMO.

Why?

I have been aware since the 60’s that it would be important to not get side swiped, bamboozled and corralled by something. I saw the trap that would limit my brain and imagination from apprehension of what I was after. I began to understand that it was all set up that way. The information I wanted was stuck like gold under tons of rock and in between crystals up in a mountain and would never be freely given, ever.

Why?

The lie, the cover up, the misdirection, the squirrel effect is all pervading though every strata, every genre, every niche and pocket of information everywhere. I am still amazed that it is working full force to confuse us. Aggravated too. It’s not that this world is a lie, or a hologram – again I think that idea is an attempt to explain what we can’t grasp in terms that we can understand – but that we are caught in a very clever sleight of hand. Not just this century either, this is an aeon game. It has been going on since before this culture can remember far into the mists of lost time. Somebody, somewhere needs to figure it out and tell the world before they are killed… Not that it would hit us like a big bang, because we are all still so under the effect of the bedazzle, that I wonder if we’d even notice. Heck, I bet if all the veils came down in one blink of an eye, we’d all be saying “Put it Back!!! I wasn’t done yet!”

And whatever Peter Levenda’s Sinister Force is would laugh and it would echo down the corridors of time….

This was way to short for the topic but is quite excellent.

This Damned Aeon Game

It has been said, that humanity is not ready for advanced information because we would use it wrongly – an Atlantean racial memory, perhaps? In all the old records about this society – the channelings, the pulling down of info from the akashic records/siddhis, we are met with this one point – that a war between peoples destroyed the earth and collapsed an advanced high civilization. That they all migrated and integrated themselves into other civilizations and social systems on the earth while keeping their ideations alive – albeit secret. Joseph Farrel has an entire series of books that are written from an examination of ancient writings and academic studies on the translation of these records that show, illuminate this thread through time up to today.

Those two factions have been named the Belial Group and the Great White Brotherhood. (1) Their legacy comes down through time to today in the cabal/deep state and the mystery schools. Their infighting also continues today in that every positive movement message to teach society higher principles has been eventually twisted, and the new awareness movement has clued us all into what the deep state has been/is up to.

IMO if the information to raise humanity’s hearts and minds had been released earlier, even though humanity ‘wasn’t‘ ready for it, I think it would have eventually brought us to a different space – today, a more enlightened place where the current stranglehold on our hearts and minds may not have happened because this information has a peculiar effect to it that tends to raise and enlighten all those that come in contact with it. It has this ‘effect’ of opening up consciousness, changing DNA and evolving the soul. It would have been inevitable.

The argument against this was that the technology could have also been used to create great and horrible planet killing sciences – like the atom bomb. Notice, however, that some of it – like the bomb, made it out into mainstream and, well, we are still here. There was another part of this tech related to frequency harmonics and radio/microwave technology that also made it out ( from supposedly the good side and was twisted) and is being used for nefarious purposes against us in things like 5G and the space fence.

In occulting the main part of the understanding of this science the real effect was for us to get caught in developing devices/tech that use a dangerous part of it to try to help society, like nuclear power stations, that ultimately have turned against us by becoming an ecological disaster. Also, in occulting most of this information we are not prepared for it’s wrong use AGAINST US because we are unable to understand the whole of the weapon being used – BECAUSE THE SCIENCE IS TILL SECRET!

There is evidence littered all through society that this tech is being used behind our backs by an entire higher strata of advanced society that we have no part of, and it was/is created from the sweat of our backs and brows.

 

Richard Dolan talks about the breakaway civilization.

DW, CG, ES and JS all talk about the secret space program. (2)

Kathryn Austin Fitts talks about where the money comes from to support both the breakaway civilization and the SSP, how we are robbed of not only the money but the tech that could help us and what they are using it for.

Joseph P. Farrell talks about the origin of the two sides of the warring factions through historical proof, and also tracks the science, the secrecy and the money it took to keep it that way from a global perspective

Dark Journalist is chronicling the more modern mystery school vs. deep state roots and the twisted path through politics and government influence the information has been hidden.

Dean Radin is exploring how to rebirth it through science and demystify it.

Grant Cameron is following it through the UFO/phenomenology foot print.

LMH is documenting it through the tracking and reporting of anomalous events and amazing original thinking when connecting the dots.

Nick Redfern is tracking it through cryptozoology and myth and legend.

JAWs (John Anthony West) was exploring it through ancient Egypt.

Carmen Boulter is using sheer intuition and her academic training to go against institutional ideas and finding amazing archeological hidden treasures.

People like Wall Thornhill, Dr. Robert Schoch and Brian Foerster are all boots on the ground scientists who have bucked the system.

 

These are the people whose research is where to start looking when you want to see the outer pattern of this current mess and the unholy game going on today. Through all of these people who found a thread of this reality and pursued it, we find one commonality and that is a state of consciousness, a willingness to think out of the box and really see – an expanded consciousness – an ‘X’ factor, as DJ has been calling it of late. One that enables us to see differently information that has been in front of our noses in plain sight forever.

Consciousness is the unified field. Everything that could possibly be done to hide this fact has been done. This fact is not even worthy of a why, it requires we zero in on our own consciousness and head straight to the heart of the matter. It means we don’t stop till we figure it out. This is a branch of information that is civilization changing, civilization stabilizing, survival ensuring, life enhancing information.

Grant Cameron absolutely swears that the UFO tech does NOT work unless there is a state of consciousness that guides it, that the whole UFO question will be understood from a point of consciousness, not only nuts and bolts. Further, it has been documented that anybody who has had contact with the phenomenal effect will show a change in their DNA.

Since DNA is a frequency, (3) I posit that whatever this effect, this information is, it radically changes our frequency which is something the new 5G and the terrestrial space fence are trying to destroy….

To get ahead of this game, IMO, it is necessary to imagine 20 steps ahead if not more, have a planetary – nay, solar system grasp of the politics going on and have an open mind enough to be able to put this information together in odd and wonderful ways. The only way we regular people have of ever dreaming of getting a hold of this damned aeon game is by getting a head of the curve, because we will never have enough money or power or prestige to do it any other way.

 

We have minds.

It’s now time to use them.

 

 

 

(1) https://www.historicmysteries.com/edgar-cayce-atlantis/

http://hrsbstaff.ednet.ns.ca/waymac/Sociology/A%20Term%202/Simulation%20on%20Governments/Casey%20Prophecy.htm

 

(2) David Wilcock, Corey Goode. Emery Smith and Jason Sather

 

(3) DNA Science and What Russian Researchers Have Surprisingly Discovered…

http://undergroundhealthreporter.com/dna-science-and-reprograming-your-dna/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lvf48f3rF-M

 

 

The people Links:

Dolan http://richarddolanmembers.com/

Wilcock https://divinecosmos.com/

Goode https://spherebeingalliance.com/

Smith https://youtu.be/AnkUrXzco48

Sather https://www.secretspaceprogram.com/

Fitts https://home.solari.com/

Farrell https://gizadeathstar.com/

Liszt http://www.darkjournalist.com/reports.php

Radin http://www.deanradin.org/

Cameron http://www.presidentialufo.com/

Howe https://www.earthfiles.com/

Redfern http://nickredfernfortean.blogspot.com/

West http://www.jawest.net/links.htm

Boulter http://www.pyramidcode.com/

Thornhill https://www.thunderbolts.info/wp/

Schoch http://www.robertschoch.com/

Foerster https://hiddenincatours.com/

 

 

How to finanace an entire off the books civilization: Richard Dolan Interviews Cathryn Austin Fitts

Get a note pad out. This starts out fast and just gets faster and deeper.

KGRA: Richard Dolan from Uluru with Catheryn Austin Fitts

Do Blobs Knock?

At midnight last night I awakened to a very loud knocking – four of them in a row, like on a door. I knew it was midnight, or about 2 min. after, because when I wake up in the middle of the night I always make a note of the time. At this point I had been in a deep sleep because I fell asleep about 10pm. I shot into consciousness at light speed. My husband hadn’t come to bed yet and Diesel my 70 pound best friend dog was still on the bed sleeping peacefully. I opened my eyes to look at the clock and at the door because the sound had to have come from wood – and it was a characteristic ‘knock’.   What I saw was interesting…

There was a very inky-black irregular blob hanging in the air about 4 ft. off the floor over by the door partially against the wall and hanging into the open doorway inside the room, so I grabbed my glasses and it was still there, and it felt like it was still there – you always know when you are being observed. I then tried to turn on the lamp next to my bed, and it would not turn on. That of course, is one of my worst night mares, and in the back of my mind I was saying ‘I absolutely refuse to be scared out of my wits!!!’ So I got out of bed to make sure it was fully plugged in, and it was. The only other source of light was the light switch on the wall and I would have had to walk right thru the blob to get to it, and the ‘blob’ was still there – I checked. I bumped the lamp shade standing up and it flickered on, then off, so I fiddled with the bulb, and then it came on. When I looked at the blob, it was gone.

Interesting that Diesel slept through the entire thing – even when I walked out of the room to call to my husband. Which is odd because if I move, he’s always aware and raises his head to look at me like, ‘What are we doing now?’. Thinking the knocking was something on the TV downstairs, I listened a moment, realizing that it couldn’t have been the TV because it was not that loud.

I got back in bed with the resolution to NOT let that feeling of the creeps up and down my spine to take over. That creepy feeling to me always means that there is something there. Like the blob was, but I could not see it. My husband came up to bed at that point which, thankfully, always crashes the energy – anybody else coming into a weird field always does change the energy.

Just to be on the safe side I wrapped myself, the house, my husband and all the animals in white light, pointedly ignoring the blob energy – giving no attention. I haven’t had to ward the house in a long time. I guess the energies have changed enough that it is time to go through and do it again. Spring energetics, ‘Here I come!’

Just two questions, anybody else have stuff like this happen? I haven’t had it happen to me in a great many years. Not since my third eye shut its lid when I was a kid. Not that I haven’t had things show up in the bedroom, but they were not scary, and they didn’t paralyze the dog. Second, was the knock from  somewhere else to wake me up and be aware of what was floating around my room, or do blobs knock? Interesting.

You attract what you think your thoughts about, and I have been wandering through the modern interpretations of chaos magic – researching and reading books to find the consciousness link to phenomenology and physics… and with Nick Redfern’s interview on Fade to Black on Tuesday added to the pot and plenty of Rune Soup on You Tube, I may have primed that pump a little too much. Now I have some energetic cleaning to do.

Real Magic: Ancient Wisdom, Modern Science, and a Guide to the Secret Power of the Universe

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xmnlbmAtNEI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOhNdAagBrE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhwczaeYzLUc