Because of this body and the soul that inhabits its chambers, because sound is slowed light, humans have a unique gift to give the universe in this particular frequency, that of the song of our souls. The song we make is the envisioning of our divine connection and as it goes out it ripples through space time cleansing, healing, envisioning, loving, longing, endlessly, caressing all that it moves through.

Our creation of sound is the art of our souls, the molding of light, the free giving of the teaching of ourselves. Sound is light, light is sound and therefore can and does profoundly change us, open us, reaching the next vibratory level of our expression.

Sound opens the third eye, the pineal, for which of us doesn’t immediately see inner landscape with the songs we listen to? Sound will be/is that doorway that we will step through when we open to the next reality, when we travel through our soul to other places, other realms.

Sound / color / form. Sound is the dance of light, the dancing of emotion – energy in motion through creation. Sound is the intelligence being playful, begging to be joined, to be danced with. Lifted, transported like a stream of spinning light floating up and down the mountains and valleys of energy in the cosmos on an endless journey through this time and space. In our other parts, we are this dance, this endless journey through the cosmos, cruising on endless rivers of creation and discovery. Sometimes stopping for a sojourn on a planet momentarily for a thousand lifetimes only to once again journey on.

All is music. This planet sings with all its heart and all upon her sing too, our trees and plants, our whales and dolphins, our elephants, our wolves, our human hearts. It is how we see into each other. It is how we share beyond words. Our music is special for that reason. It is the sum total of our souls. Its beauty echoes beyond our planet. It is the root note of love that is the signature of this place.

It is our hope.

It is ours because we are it.



Consciousness, all of it, is non local. Memory, cognition, learning, imagination, and emotion. What we have in a body is a finely tuned instrument through which to perceive a specific frequency range in minute detail. Talk about tools…

This interview of Dr Monica Gagliano by Gordon White is a fine example of this.

This week we welcome to the show Dr Monica Gagliano. Dr Gagliano is an evolutionary ecologist and the author of the fantastic book, Thus Spoke The Plant. We chat about her experiences running experiments on plant communication and cognition, as well as her experiences learning from and with both indigenous plant teachers and plant spirits themselves around the world. Very much my jam.

***Show Notes*** Thus Spoke The Plant.…

Monica’s Website.

Monica on Twitter.

Monica giving the keynote at Bioneers 2018.…

From <

I don’t care that science thinks the current quantum consciousness theory a bit out there, or completely bogus. It is people like Dr. Monica that are asking the real questions and are unafraid to shout it to the skies that count. Listen and listen carefully to the above interview. She has proven plants learn, therefor they have memory.

My trees are beings. You who read me know about that. Just like the singing plants of Damanhur (which some people have had fits over bc it doesn’t in any way fit their world picture) are, when given a voice constantly communicating beings.

Just because the tool you are currently using is incapable of noticing this phenomena in 3D doesn’t mean it isn’t happening either. Really.

The real stuff happens nonlocally, whether you like that fact or not.


Consciousness IS the unified field: or Don’t Worry, Be Happy

…it’s not about neg. or pos. or happy or sad, it’s about the inevitable march forward of our conscious awareness…


I would love to see science prove what we know in our inner heart. However, the schizophrenic split between science and consciousness – the world of the seen and unseen, has been weaponized. And of course, it’s on purpose. But we have a defense…

Once again, I was listening to the recent interview dropped by Natasha Nyxx with Grant Cameron. Grant seems to be the only person willing to be open about the real truth at the moment. Everybody else will tell you a tid bit – but that is all – whether they know the whole story or just tid bits… I listen a lot, to an eclectic selection all with one theme, that of the consciousness thread running through it. From Richard Dolan and Joseph Farrell, to the Dean Radins of the world, through Gordon White. I have blogged about the necessity for cross disciplinary studies from the quantum super position to psychology, parapsychology and religious perspectives. Everybody has their own ‘name’ for these things but they are talking about the same thing. Why? Because it really is the same thing.

The visible-invisible split has been used to cage the human experience. I have written about the biggest psy-op in the world and this is it. Our minds have been messed with – really badly messed with. We have been taught to use only one part of our wholeness. We are schizophrenic.

Otherwise, were we to know our wholeness our unity, we would realize this world and ourselves much differently. But, we have a defense. There is something called the hundredth monkey effect, the morphogenic resonance. It doesn’t just happen with monkeys on an island. I watched this happen back in the 60’s much to my dismay over gemstones. Back in the day there was a place in the ‘burbs of Chicago, called the Lizzadro Museum of Lapidary art. It was in my neighborhood and mom and I and my sis used to go there just to look at their amazing displays. They had a gift shop where you could buy polished, faceted stones which every time we went – we got to buy some. They were cheap. I still have several pieces that I made back then that are lovely. I could afford them. Then enter Shirley MacLaine and the first main stream book ever written about a modern day awakening. She wrote about quartz crystals and the use of other gem stones to heighten states of consciousness and voila’! The price of quartz points quadrupled overnight. I was furious and felt cheated. I had bought them all my life – I was a rock hound, and suddenly I couldn’t afford to even look at them, much less purchase them.

Before Shirley MacLaine’s foray into consciousness raising, if you talked to anybody about auras, crystals, or meditation in mid-western Illinois, people thought you were crazy, FUBAR and gave you a wide berth plus the evil eye. Then in less than a year everything Shirley talked about was like, ‘Yeah, vibes, crystals, meditation, auras – I knew all about that’ and if you asked them how they learned it, to the last person they all said, ‘I just Know.’ like they woke up one day with it all inside their heads, while the few of us into this line of thinking had been struggling against the current for years.

That, my friends, is the hundredth monkey effect in the everyday people world.

Back in the seventies just try to tell a scientist or academic about information popping into the subconscious meta-culture of the people like magic and they would have simply sneered at you and sent you on your way. I know, I had it happen – lots. Bring it up today and you quite possibly would get a lecture on quantum super position… jus say’in.


From my point of view, I see the world already in a great state of progress. The more of us forerunners that can understand and progress, the more this consciousness raising can happen. Day after day as the real-reality is apprehended and understood the raising of the whole is being done. We, the forerunners, who have been rolling that rock uphill against the wind on an icy slope are making this possible. I have seen this happen for the last forty years – once I understood the principle. All of a sudden a little new awareness creeps into the hearts and minds of the masses and becomes a claimed ‘I-always-knew-that’ fact. When you ask them how they knew that, they can’t pin point it – just that – well, now that I think about it, I always knew that

This all relates back the Grant Cameron’s assertion that if you want to know about the answer to the UFO question, you have to understand consciousness. I have been saying for years that:

Consciousness IS the unified field.

What Grant says about downloads and contact modalities is correct too, from my point of view, because my first contact/download/telepathic experience was at 5 years old and brought on by extreme distress and yelling a question to god or whomever was out there and getting a full sensory/experiential answer that I remember 60 years later in total context. And it was all about love and unity, understanding and compassion. And I was only 5. It so profoundly changed my life, so totally colored my perspective that just about everything I did linked back to it. The experience simultaneously saved my life and my five year old heart and opened me to the rest of what came next in my life.

The lynch pin to the whole mess is Consciousness. Well, that and understanding that we already have a consciousness and part of that is connected to everything, everywhere, every time and yes, we still have to live it out here and share what we know to lovingly bring every other consciousness up in awareness and understanding that it is all – we are all inextricably connected, interwoven by this life force called consciousness.

In+car+nate + Re = again and again, and again…


used as a function word to indicate inclusion, location, or position within limits


carō f (genitive carnis); third declension

flesh, meat  pulp of a fruit  body

*karō f proto-italic: piece, portion (cut off)  meat



From older gnātus, from Proto-Italic *gnātos, from Proto-Indo-European *ǵn̥htós (“produced, given birth”), from *ǵenh (“to produce, give birth, beget”).

Perfect active participle of nāscor (“I am born”).

nātus m (feminine nāta, neuter nātum); first/second declension:  born, arisen, made

Incarnation –

late Middle English: from ecclesiastical Latin incarnat- ‘made flesh,’ from the verb incarnare, from in- ‘into’ + caro, carn- ‘flesh.’

Incarnation literally means embodied in flesh or taking on flesh. It refers to the conception and birth of a sentient being who is the material manifestation of an entity, god or force whose original nature is immaterial. In its religious context the word is used to mean the descent from Heaven of a god, deity, or divine being in human/animal form on Earth.  From <>

Add ‘Re’ in front of it and it means again…

What if this planet makes really good avatar bodies? What if the purpose of all of the taking of the DNA is to make an avatar body to experience this place for ET races who want a more inclusive experience – a body with perceptive abilities? I mean, if you wanted to know how perceived pain in a body would translate into an ethic or moral, or societal principle/imperative and thus grow empathy/understanding/unity consciousness in a being, wouldn’t you need to have a means to understand the process????

Some of the above pieces of words have proto (before) Roman/Latin etymology tracings to the Greek language about 1,000 years earlier – leaving out the far earlier Egyptian/Sumerian history (which I know hardly anything about but rest assured they talked about reincarnation then too). Etymology meaning as far back as the word can be traced in history. In other words, they’ve been talking about reincarnation, since before time began.

One wonders that if at one time, eons ago, you knew you were just inhabiting a ‘meat-suit’ of sorts, but as the evolving technology to create an avatar got better over the eons that recognition of spirit was lost as the game became deadly serious? The lesson would definitely become a thousand times more real and teachable if you didn’t know or remember who you really were.

Seeing as how there are fractal shards of your oversoul in every density and dimension simultaneously, and yet very little ability of the one pointed concentration of the shard here on this world is able to access the rest of its being with any ease, might it be the case that this focus in the 3D is exactly what is required to learn empathy through pain?

Density as a scale goes up and down. Dimensions go side to side. This creates a lattice that creates our picture of the universe. (I just had to put a bit of metaphysics in this…)

“When you consider that human beings are the divider between matter and spirit – that we hold both and touch both through consciousness: it makes humanity a portal – doorway through which information is shared to either side of the equation or through the portal. Therefore, just about anything can be looked on as a portal – for in a way, a portal is that ‘idea’ of a crossing point from one state into another.”

Reality runs 10 to the 23rd power times per second. This would be like a very high RF energy wave running into the potential points in the quantum hologram and producing a ‘snap shot’ or collapsing the wave into a particle which IS our reality/snapshot and it all happens so fast that we don’t notice when we are a non-materialized wave.

These quantum points of potential that make up the hologram are information. The wave form is consciousness…

Reality is therefore a condition of energy/consciousness bumping into, or connecting with the hologram (which is a wave guide)   and time is in reality just a blip every 10 to the 23rd time per second that they are touching. It is the movement through the hologram of the energy wave that creates space and time as it connects to the potentials of the hologram. This is how we ‘create’ our reality (and sort of why we are ‘stuck’ in the concept of linear time).

Were you to stop time – freeze the motion of the universe, you would see the lattice structure (very similar to the structure of a crystal) of the physical medium – the zero point field, essentially it’s wave guide. Everything that has matter exists as a part of, or in this field. The very fact that we are consciousness, intelligent awareness is what is attracting and cohering the matter that makes the physical bodies that we inhabit. This is the same for any manifested shape in the physical realm, which presupposes intelligent awareness of one kind or another of everything we can see and touch and some that we can’t.

Our ability to ‘notice’ new frequencies (at least to us in this now) both from overcoming programming and fear and sharing this information with each other through the internet has begun to open up our acceptance of these perceptions and it is beginning to snow ball into a worldwide phenomenon. We are all starting to accept that we have all had these experiences in one way or another. By sharing this information we are finding a greater ability that seems to open up like lights going on in a dim room because the sharing itself is an algorithmic function growing our knowing exponentially. We are really all of one mind and the more we become aware of that, the faster the information is shared, the faster we all wake up. This, IMO, is why there is such an effort to divide us on so many fronts in so many ways. This is why this information and the regularization (everybody knows it like they know they breath sort of thing) of it to its innateness has been demonized throughout history. I mean, if we all knew this on an innate (inborn) level, well, gracious me! there would be no exterior control of us, and none of the idiocy going on right now would be possible… IMO, of course.

The one theme I’m seeing over and over, not just in what is being reported but out in the regular world, is that things I used to have to spend hours explaining to my friends, just to talk about it with them, are now widely accepted and digested – we have reached a very important tipping point and it just whizzed by right under our noses.

A friend of mine keeps seeing himself and his life from other dimensions, like they are overlapping somehow. He said the other him is aware of this him and has even smiled at him and this is happening in a waking state. At work, almost clearly defined people are walking through his office through the walls going places – like his office space is superimposed over a mall in another dimension.

My kitchen is definitely lower than it is other dimensionally because I have been talking with people on skype who always see legs from the knees down walking by my kitchen window outside. This has happened with more than one person and more than once. I have been traversing sideways (dimensionally) since the 80’s. I will wake up and notice very subtle shifts in my life and it will feel slightly different and there is always that ‘oops’ feeling about it. I’ve learned not to worry because there is never any really great change, a lot of my dimensional lives must be extremely similar… I’m opinionated everywhere…LMAO, at least in the string of frequencies I’ve been visiting lately.

The point of all of this is that even though we all feel stuck in a very messy, mucky time right now where it seems like the world is gonna pop, it’s not. We are just expanding who and what we are to the horror of the elite (who have helped us greatly achieve this by being buttheads) and the great joy of many ‘others’ out there who have been waiting for us to shake off the eons of misapprehension about what life really is and come out and play with the big kids in the universe. We are fast approaching this juncture – even those of us who are considered the peanut gallery who supposedly know nothing.

We are beautiful souls walking around in a flesh and blood avatar. We, especially those of us who have for gotten that we are beautiful beings of light inside, have been privileged enough to learn very intimately what it means to possess true empathy and unity with the other both because of the body and in spite of the body. We know we are about at the end of this long arduous journey because our empathy is such that we now only need learn of, hear, or see another’s pain – interspecies or otherwise across all boundaries and we have the capacity to ‘feel for’ the other. It may have taken a few thousand incarnations and years, but, here we are. Our perceptive abilities have opened enough to include more than one density and multiple dimensions while awake and in the 3D mind. I suspect the speed of this transformation is almost totally dependent on how much we share it, that the more regular this can become, the better we will all be at it.

One day this earth will be a beautiful place to hang out.


Energy Follows Thought, or, the L of A, or thoughts are causative …

So, last night on the Jimmy Church Radio Show, he interviewed Mitch Horowitz. Come to find out that Mitch has interview on Gordon White’s pod cast, Rune Soup. The first thing I did this morning was listen to it! (so where has he been in my cosmology???)

Basically the interview turned out to be a pretty comprehensive history of the development of Spiritualism in America and its roots. The concept of ‘Earthing” spiritual/magical energies in a place for their manifestation in 3D life was mentioned, which made me think of Skin Walker Ranch. It also made me think of an interview by John Burroughs on Phenomenon Radio, KGRA interviewing Winston (Win) Keech and Ronny Dugdale on 06-21-2018   From <> (this is a REALLY IMPORTANT dot connector and nobody has noticed it!) where Win Keech goes into great detail on how the earthing, or wearing-in of energetic patterns in one place over time attracts telluric currents that stay resonant on the ground. (megalithic sites, churches and in America, governmental buildings and mounds) Basically America is the country that has at its roots the spiritualist principles of Hermeticism – IE: America = a MACRO RITUAL experiment. Hmmm

So when European spiritualism blossomed in America it started in the 1800’s in an area in central New York state called the Burned-over district (burning with the fires of spiritualism) that began to be inhabited after they kicked out the Iroquois Indians from their homeland. It’s an area in a 20-35 mile swath along Rt.22 in New England and it was the birth place in America for such movements as:


The Fox sisters

The Mormon Joseph Smith

The Suffragettes

The New England Mental Healing Movement


Trance mediums

You name it, it was going on there. Which says to me that the Iroquois who lived there first were also very spiritual, or those patterns would not have so easily developed there. There are places in the world that are known as window areas where the veil is thin, or the magnetics are different or the peoples were gifted.

There is also a known esoteric principle of attraction (Law of Attraction) which basically means that you will attract to you your core frequency of what you feel and think about on a daily basis – it’s almost the undertone of your personality that you never really pay attention to. The same goes for locations/places on the earth. The CORE energy in the ground memory of the place – what the rock and ground have absorbed (having lots of quartz on the ground helps hold the frequency, like granite or limestone) sets the tone for the TYPES of energies that can exist there. Like attracts like in all band widths. Montauk is also part of New England. It is interesting that there are bare limestone outcroppings that occur in both New England and the Skinwalker ridge. There are also aquifers that underlie both areas, making them natural stone henges by their connection of an electrically conductive rock and flowing water. Linda Moulton Howe has an interview where she talked to a scientist that pointed out a building built on top of one such area just to control the magnetic field in the area due to extreme instability.

My point in all of this?

Once again we are looking at the crossing of science and spirit. In. Our. Faces. Science can measure the physicality of these places, but the human psyche is the instrument that not only detects the anomaly, but sets the tone for the interaction with it. I have looked at just two examples, one negative: Skin Walker Ranch, and one positive: New England. We need only to look at the history of contact in both spots to understand the role that human consciousness and Focused Intent has had on both areas. Both of those areas are also rife with UFO and weird phenomenal reports of all kinds. As all we channelers know, we always attract what we put out – as above, so below. (if you are looking, you will be looked at) I wonder what this says for those places around the world where they are fracking and purposefully sending poison deep into our earth and the ground we live on and in? We are on the verge of really putting together the truth about how we could change our lives and the world – from so MANY different points along the circle called consciousness/physics. I wonder if that is why 5G, the ionization of the atmosphere, and the propaganda are being flung at us so very hard?

Ramblings of a slightly-off Grandmother…

Classical spiritual principles, IMO, are an analog of the science of physics stated from a consciousness – or perceptive view point. Remember, once in the early mists of time, there was no separation between science and the spirit. This, the knowing of this truth, that spirituality is the inner perception of the physical rules that govern reality, is as old as the earth and can be found in writings at Sumer and Egypt and ancient places all over the earth, quite like the flood accounts, is the pivot point.


The more cohered the thought the more action it would have in the world with intent as the cohering mechanism sort of the way a laser coheres light to produce effects that a normal flashlight cannot?

What if consciousness is the ground medium of all in this observable and unobservable universe?

Then what we as humans all together see and how it operates would be the all of us together making the thought-form-of-reality, with all its agreed upon rules and operations which would make nothing ‘provable’ absolutely because it all happens within our collective fractal game field of mind which we are creating at every moment. In ‘truth’ there would be no ground field of hard reality except that which we all agree to. Consciousness is the Iterative process of info fed in to the system mind field around the earth which is a torus which rotates out and picks up static charge (information) and rotates inward adding complexity which evolves the consciousness of the mind field.

This happens at a frequency ratio until the information density must reorganize to a higher field of frequency (faster) or to the next octave to hold all the information and evolution creates a new structure at a better fractal arrangement to organize the information.

My notes:

Frequency ratios in octaves….

Pyramid of vibrational frequencies with the planet as the apex

Planets as creators

Life begins

Hierarchy of actions synergy of fractal ratios.

Feedback between information field and matter.

Informational field and matter is toroid structure

Information rotates in to toroid and back out.

While out changes by adding more info by electrostatic charge.

Which it brings back inside into gravity increasing density

When info brought back in to the next revolution = more complex = evolutional spiral

Evolution = adaptation to feedback


Consciousness is the Iterative process of info fed in to the system mind field around the earth which is a torus which rotates out and picks up static charge (information) and rotates inward adding complexity which evolves the consciousness

We bump off these electrostatic nodes of energy which are aggregated information as if they were solid thinking they are.

The informational field is a fluid in toroidal structure

Consciousness is the energetic interaction with this informational field

Matter is electrostatic nodes of energy which are aggregated information – tori in a group of many

We are nodes in this interactive field of fluid tori all connected by consciousness which is the interaction and iteration of information in the field  creating

Space time or reality is pixelated at the plank scale or 10 to the 22n power times per second. Granulated

Hard reality is what we all feel safe with. The rules are established, sacred cows, and work the same way 99.9% of the time for all manifest reality. We can play that game easily without true perception or true responsibility and integrity of intent because we are not totally or singly responsible for our lives. We are caught in the flow of all of us creating at the same time.

But when you want to go beyond ‘hard’ reality one of the internal fears and myths that have been implanted into the subconscious matrix of mankind is – beyond that safe box, you are suddenly left without boundaries. It is much like the story ‘Forbidden Planet” where the entire people of a planet found before they were ready, the power of creation and they unknowingly let their shadow side create, projecting a monster from their unified collective unconscious, unrecognized (because it was unconscious) and therefore unknown, inner angst, pain and fear. They had no way to connect to it because they had never connected to their own dark side and it went out of control, killing the entire planet. So we are ‘reminded’ that to keep monsters and uncertainty at bay, the 3D box is best, until the minds of the people know better, until we have collectively looked at the shadows inside of us and accepted them into the light for what they are – the wisdom that will enable us to create safely and the strength required to do that.

However, popping into a new state – starting at the bottom note of a new frequency octave requires a learning process and that aggregation of information comes after many revolutions that make it possible for a soul at that level to exist with that fluidity of mind without the creation of mass destruction because the energetic life of the soul tends to greater organization instead of less.

So it might be a while before any of us gets to Bzzz off to funville… jus saying.


You know, you can sit quietly and feel that spin…

Miles to go…

An interesting idea filtered into my brain this morning. One of the reasons that all the disclosure we have up to this point STILL isn’t enough for earth people (except for the techy-nuts-and-bolts type) is because it’s not the ‘craft’ per say that we are especially interested in. Nope. It’s who’s inside the craft. It’s about the beings, the people, that we are interested in. Think about it. What happens when the craft land? Beings/people get out of the craft and it is them we want to meet, know and understand.

Why? Well, I think for many of us it may be because we would like to know what it takes to get out there in the stars and that means – what the mind set of these people is like. Who are they, what do they think about, what do they dream about? How does their society function? What is important to them? How do they see us? And, most especially for me, are they nicer than most of us down here who are caught in a driving web of deceit and war and control? There are those who are so indoctrinated in the current war/fear web here that their immediate reaction will be to shoot to kill whom ever disembarked from a craft, but there a lot more of us who have shaken off that antiquated control net to realize that these people might be pretty cool. Killing them on sight is not a very efficient method of finding out.

I say that because I think that “Nice” is more of a natural state than the war/fight/kill state we live in. We’d all love to be able to concentrate on something other than covering our own asses. Simple.

I mean, they must be nicer. And to that, what is it like to be free of all the bullshit? Were they freer? If so, how did that either make it easier or harder to develop into who and what they are? Or, how did that make it easier or harder to develop the science and technology that took them to the stars? To get off planet requires an entire planet, not just a few, and to that end, “NICE” is a requirement to pool resources both mental and physical.

Because obviously they have done something right, instead of a thousand things wrong, did they also have to break away from a terrible system of repression and control and change their everything before they could think differently enough to develop the technology that allowed them to venture past their planetary sphere of influence? Is it required to push against something in order to move ahead and develop and evolve? Or is that just another one of those programs fed to us so that we will settle with the way this reality is run here on this planet – to keep us fighting?

I have spent my life wondering about these questions and many like them. I have always wanted to ‘feel’ what it would be like to know the presence of a being that did not ‘grow up’ here on this planet. This place has been an incredibly harsh place to exist in. We all know that – those of us who wonder about these things. I have always questioned what it would take to develop enough to become a person that was kinder, nicer, wiser, smarter – what it could have been like to grow up like that, how wondrous to have been able to turn myself towards what I was suited for and grow.

I have also considered that should these beings come here, even be here already – that our minds are so controlled that they could walk among us and we would never know it, and sadly, should they actually allow recognition being to being, that we would be totally unable to even recognize what they were offering, let alone have a mind free enough to understand. It would kind of be like trying to tell your dog about the intricacies of work and paying bills.

And I don’t think it’s because we are dumb/stupid/without capacity to process the information, I think it’s because of the layering of centuries of mind control and programming that is so deep that it has distorted our ability to perceive reality, distorted our souls. IMO if we were to ‘know’ the whole truth of the last 100 years in all areas including the nitty gritty really nasty stuff too, it still wouldn’t change us that deeply. Worse yet if we were to find out the real genetic truth about our bodies, knew our real ancient history… Imagine finding out who are annunaki and who are reptilian and all the rest of the ancestries – we’d have new race-hate and more people to blame, more wars righteously murdering each other… because they have already been set up as the enemy…

No, this war/hatred/fear triangle was, IMO, put in place at the beginning of this current root race of earth or before – and maybe has been resident here on this planet since beings of any kind walked on this rock. I almost think we must overcome this sickness before we find out our true history or, true to form, we’d go off finding someone to shoot and blame in all our rage.

We are in a big mess, and don’t think that just teaching people how to be what we think is love and light will change that much in us. We have miles to go yet and much to teach. The road is long and silent and deep, as deep as our universal understanding and compassion need to become before any beings will ever consider showing up and actually stepping out of a craft to world-wide audiences.


The woods are lovely, dark and deep,

But I have promises to keep,

And miles to go before I sleep,

And miles to go before I sleep.




…and in my heart, it is Christmas morning.

I know this whole opening into a better world belongs to our children and the future.

Last Night’s Jimmy Church Radio Show for Disclosure Fest simply warmed the totality of my heart!

Disclosure and all, and I mean all, that it is about has finally reached a ground swell, has finally gotten enough momentum to continue. There are finally enough of us out there who know the truth –  that even if ‘the-they’ tried to confuse the issue one more time as Grant Cameron has pointed out that they have about every 20 years in his book ‘Managing Magic’ the-they would be entirely unsuccessful.

This feels like Christmas morning as a kid before you open the presents to me. I have, since I was very little, known I wanted this to happen with all my heart. Being little I had no idea how it would happen, but I had a fierce longing in my heart for it, even before ‘it’ became a fully formed idea in my mind. I was born in 1953. I charged into all-about-UFO’s at a very, very young age. By the time I was 13, I had been chasing this idea of ET’s not even knowing I was doing it for 10 years and as I grew up so the idea got more sophisticated in my heart and soul. I seriously KNEW there was life out there and I wanted to meet them and know them. I thought Star Trek was the best thing ever to happen on TV, because it portrayed life out there in a balanced more sane way than ever before. I wanted to be Vulcan because when I figured out what telepathy was, I wanted it and at the time I didn’t realize it, but I had already had a first contact experience that was telepathic and continued to have them throughout my life. Might I say, the people who I knew then had the highest ethic of compassion and love, of contact only to the extent that the psyche of the person could tolerate reasonably and they NEVER went past my internal boundaries – not once – even when I didn’t know what a boundary was! I cut my eye teeth on Adamski and Menger. I ate up every publication I could find – even science fiction, information was always serendipitously appearing for me to read, and I was a card carrying member of NICAP for a while.

I kept hoping through the years in my heart of hearts – all through grade school and high school and after, that we would wake up. It was all obvious to me and I wished everybody knew too. I got married at 18 had my first child 8 years later my second 2 years later and it wasn’t until the mid-80’s when I could finally get my head out of the sand and re-look at the UFO issue.

By that time, of course, people were laughing at the 50’s contactees and everybody was into ‘serious’ research on nuts and bolts. The movie “the Three Faces of Eve” had come out in 1957 and then was remade at for TV as a miniseries called ‘Sybil’ in 1976. Both of these movies, IMO were CIA propaganda the frighten the hell out of people who were beginning to have contact with ET’s telepathically so that no one would ever open their mouths. They painted a horrifying picture of brokenness, that, IMO, might even have been concocted from information gleaned from MKUltra experiments. So even if you were at that time receiving telepathic communications, or downloads – even if you masked it in spiritualism, you were looked upon as a truly sick and fractured person.

Meanwhile, I was into yoga, mysticism and was a card carrying member of the Theosophical Society in Wheaton IL at 18yrs old – still looking for a way to open my mind. Well, marriage, 2 kids, divorce and remarriage and launching of 20 somethings later, I finally, truly had the time to pursue this issue with the intensity I wanted to. When I retired in 2007 I had found Kerry Cassidy, then I found a dear soul, Kosta Makreas who literally set me on the course that has me writing these blogs, and not long after that Jimmy Church. I missed all the falderal from 1980 to 2007 and when I dipped my toes back into my passion, I was ‘given’ Kerry Cassidy to learn from, and the dominoes fell.

Today, the heart dreams I had as a very small child are coming to fruition, the ground swell is so great, we have people like David Wilcock, Corey Goode and Emery Smith presenting information that I know in my heart of hearts is VERY real (did they read my mind?) and “The Truth is Out There” quite literally, for all to see. Then we have the youngsters out there with huge talent Like Adrian Vallera, who has taken the true jist of the 60’s hippie movement sans the drugs and sex (because I see the manifesto of the Space Brothers as a direct transfer into the hippie movement of the 60’s) and is beginning to manifest it on a large, brilliant scale to reach as many souls as his team can.

I have watched for 63 years and I have kept my dreams of my heart to myself for 63 years, what I thought I would never see hit the light of day, is illuminated. We will make it, and it is the youngsters who will see to it we do.


…and in my heart, it is Christmas morning.

Hold my Beer – better yet, give a beer to Clyde Lewis!!!!

Hold my Beer – better yet, give a beer to Clyde Lewis!!!!

Listen to this! Starting at 54:40!!!!!   CERN, Fukushima, Dwave…

The whole talk he gave was fabulous – but this blew my mind…

…more madness



The Bench Engineering of Consciousness

Bottom line, if you have 2 counter rotating electromagnetic fields in close proximity you can control time and reality.

It’s only a matter of placement and harmonics. The question becomes, at what level do you want that control? On a consciousness level or a physical matter level? Will you know how to control it to get the results you want – can you bench engineer it? Repeat it? Scale it? Therein the consideration of the electrical power/potential of the field becomes the issue. IE: the Die Glocke ripped holes in the fabric of space time the same as the atom bomb – power…

Allegedly an experiment carried out by Third Reich scientists working for the SS in a German facility known as Der Riese (“The Giant”)[6] near the Wenceslaus mine and close to the Czech border, Die Glocke is described as being a device “made out of a hard, heavy metal” approximately 2.7 metres (9 ft) wide and 3.7 to 4.6 metres (12 to 15 ft) high, having a shape similar to that of a large bell. According to an interview of Witkowski by Cook, this device ostensibly contained two counter-rotating cylinders which would be “filled with a mercury-like substance, violet in color”. This metallic liquid was code-named “Xerum 525” and was “stored in a tall thin thermos flask a meter high encased in lead”.[7] Additional substances said to be employed in the experiments, referred to as Leichtmetall (light metal), “included thorium and beryllium peroxides”.[7] Witkowski describes Die Glocke, when activated, as having an effect zone extending out 150 to 200 metres (490 to 660 ft). Within the zone, crystals would form in animal tissue, blood would gel & separate while plants would decompose into a grease like substance.[7] Witkowski also said that five of the seven original scientists working on the project died in the course of the tests.[8] Based upon certain external indications, Witkowski states that the ruins of a concrete framework, aesthetically dubbed “The Henge”, in the vicinity of the Wenceslas mine (50°37′43″N 16°29′40″E), some 3.1 kilometres (1.9 mi) southeast of the main Complex Sokolec underground works of Project Riese, may have once served as a test rig for an experiment in “anti-gravity propulsion” generated with Die Glocke.[9] However, the derelict structure itself has also been interpreted to resemble the remains of a conventional industrial cooling tower.[10]

Witkowski’s statements along with Cook’s views prompted further conjecture about the device from various American authors, including Joseph P. Farrell, Jim Marrs, and Henry Stevens. In his book, Hitler’s Suppressed and Still-Secret Weapons, Science and Technology (2007), Stevens concludes that the violet mercury-like substance described by Witkowski could only be red mercury because normal mercury “has no fluid compounds according to conventional wisdom”.[11] Stevens presents a story attributed to German scientist Otto Cerny as told to then 13-year-old Greg Rowe around 1961 which alleged that a concave mirror on top of a device which seemed similar in description to Die Glocke provided the ability to see “images from the past” during its operation.[12]   From <>

From Joseph P Farrell:  The Philosopher’s Stone: Alchemy and the Secret Research for Exotic Matter

Before proceeding to outline a speculative case of what the mysterious IRR Xerum 525 might have been composed of, and what its use in the Bell was designed to do, a brief review of the Bell itself — its construction, operation, effects, and scientific rationalizations for them — is in order. Briefly stated, its construction, operation, and effects, are these:

1. While the size of the Bell’s dimensions vary according to which sources one consults, the standard size may safely be said to be from 12–15 feet tall, and 9–12 feet wide;486

2. It was cylindrical and bell-shaped in appearance, hence its codename among the Germans, die Glocke, the Bell;487

3. Its outer shell was composed of some type of ceramic or metallic material;488

4. It was cryogenically cooled by liquid nitrogen or oxygen;489

5. Around its outside there were several ports for high-voltage electrical cabling, a fact that indicates that the Bell could be transported to various sites for testing and “plugged in.” Additionally, the Bell made a buzzing-hissing sound when in operation, a fact that led to its nickname among the Germans, die Bienenstock, the Beehive;490

6. Inside the device were two counter-rotating drums capable of being spun at extremely high velocities;491

a. Witkowski has argued that these drums were nested one inside the other, as in a typical plasma focus device;492

b. I have previously argued that another possible arrangement was one on top of the other;493

7. The top of the device had some sort of hook-like attachment, indicating that it could perhaps be suspended from a balance scale or similar device;494

8. In the central core of the Bell was a stationary shaft, into which a “thermos bottle” containing the Serum 525 was placed;495

9. Mercury and possibly the Serum 525 itself were placed on the surfaces of the rotating cylinders;496

10.The Bell gave off extremely toxic, and in some cases lethal, field effects to a distance of some 150-200 meters from the device when in operation.497Accordingly, a variety of organic materials and life forms were tested in its presence. Among its many effects, the following two are of noteworthy significance:

a. In the case of plants, exposure to its field resulted in the cellular breakdown of plants within hours to weeks, with the plants decaying suddenly and finally to a state of a brown-grayish goo;498

b. In the case of humans, its first tests resulted in the deaths of five of the seven scientists involved. While subsequent tests appear to have mitigated these effects, people exposed to its field reported the sensation of “pins and needles” on their skin, of sleeplessness, and a persisting metallic taste in the mouth;499

c. the Bell’s above-ground test-rig, the so-called Henge structure at Ludwigsdorff, shows signs of exposure to heavy ionized and neutron radiation. Additionally, the structure’s steel reinforcement bolts running around the top of the structure appear to have been sheared or broken off by some abrupt and powerful force;500

d. the Bell also exploded light bulbs and created damage in electrical equipment in the surrounding environs during its tests above ground;501

11. In the case of outdoor tests conducted at night, some concentration camp workers associated with the project report seeing “barrel-like” devices ascending above the tree-lines with a pale blue glow;502

12. The Bell was tested under the most extreme security around the environs of Ludwigsdorff and Castle Fürstenstein in the mountains of Lower Silesia;503

13. Approximately sixty of the scientists and technicians connected with the project were murdered by the SS prior to the end of the war, and the device, and all its project documentation, along with General Kammler and a massive six-engine Junkers 390 heavy lift ultra-long-range aircraft went missing at the end of the war;504

14. Its scientific head, Prof. Dr. Walther Gerlach, was one of the interred scientists at Farm Hall, who was heard talking mysteriously of magnetic fields separation, vortex compression, the gravitation of the earth’s magnetic field, and so on. Additionally, Dr. Gerlach was the only one of the Farm Hall scientists subsequently taken to the United States for further interrogation. Upon his return to Germany, he never wrote again of gravitation or spin resonance and other subjects that had been his specialty before the war.505

15. One of the Bell’s project scientists, and the designer of its power plant, the electrical engineer Dr. Kurt Debus, subsequently ended up as a senior flight director during the NASA Mercury, Gemini, and Apollo space projects at Cape Canaveral;506

16. A mathematician from the University of Königsberg, Dr. Elizabeth Adler, was brought in as a consultant during the project, for reasons never disclosed in the currently extant evidence concerning the project;507

17. The Bell’s code names, Das Laternenträgerprojekt, The Lantern-bearer Project, and Projekt Kronos, Project Time, or alternatively, Project Saturn, are evocative of an esoteric and occult influence possibly at work in the background of the project, since “lantern-bearer” or “light-bearer” is a loose conceptual relationship to Lucifer, the light-bearer, and “Kronos” is the Greek word both for time and for the planet Saturn. Thus, the code name Projekt Kronos could suggest a project having to do both with the manipulation of time, and with some field propulsion experiment designed to give lead to access to distant planets, symbolized by Saturn.508 Finally, there is also a reference to the Bell project also being code-named Tor or “Gate” at some point in the literature.509

(emphasis mine and the footnotes not included – buy the book…)

Farrell, Joseph P.. The Philosopher’s Stone: Alchemy and the Secret Research for Exotic Matter (p. 286). Feral House. Kindle Edition.

In my book Secrets of the Unified Field, I explored at some length the cogent arguments of Bell researcher Igor Witkowski that the counter-rotating drums within the device had been laid out in the form of a typical plasma focus, one inside the other. Indeed, Witkowski’s arguments are compelling, and rationalize the device quite well.510 As outlined in Secrets of the Unified Field, however, a case can be argued that the Nazis may have rationalized the device along the lines of the incorporation of some form of torsion tensor in the unified field theories that began to be published in the Weimar Republic between the wars and before the Nazi assumption of power. There I argued that the presence of a mathematician from the University of Königsberg — the same university that saw the development of the first such hyper-dimensional unified field theory, that of mathematician Dr. Theodor Kaluza — within the Bell project pointed to a modified form of Kaluza’s theory, that included torsion, as the basis of the project. Additionally, that theory’s “geometry” was cylindrical.511 Since one of the effects of torsion is similar to wringing an empty soda can like a dishrag, producing spiraling folds and pleats in the fabric of spacetime similar to the spiraling folds and pleats in the can that result from its “wringing,” I speculated that in order to maximize this torsion effect within the Bell, that the counter-rotating drums were analogous to this image: the drums, in other words, could equally be rationalized to have been placed one on top of the other, in order to maximize the torsion effect produced by the device.

Farrell, Joseph P.. The Philosopher’s Stone: Alchemy and the Secret Research for Exotic Matter (p. 287). Feral House. Kindle Edition.


Macro to Micro

Your brain creates an electromagnetic field and so does your heart….

Magnetohydrodynamics (MHD; also magneto-fluid dynamics or hydro­magnetics) is the study of the magnetic properties of electrically conducting fluids. Examples of such magneto­fluids include plasmas, liquid metals, salt water, and electrolytes.

                           ( we as human are mostly salt water…)

The word “magneto­hydro­dynamics” is derived from magneto- meaning magnetic field, hydro- meaning water, and dynamics meaning movement. The field of MHD was initiated by Hannes Alfvén,[1] for which he received the Nobel Prize in Physics in 1970.


There is a small matter of synchronization and spin…

What if right brain function spins one way and left brain function spins the other…-

What if you either quiet or convince the brain to maintain a right-brain creative spin and use the powerful field of the heart, synchronize them and create a portal – like one where your body could follow your spirit/mind/energy aspect right through?

What would constitute markers of electromagnetic spin in either direction in a heart – type of emotion or a state of feeling the emotion, or none at all – a state of quiet? In the ‘magic of words, I don’t think it’s any accident that emotion = e-motion, or energy in motion…

Could synchronization between mind and heart happen with intent? Or, simple observation?

When a quantum “observer” is watching Quantum mechanics states that particles can also behave as waves. This can be true for electrons at the submicron level, i.e., at distances measuring less than one micron, or one thousandth of a millimeter. When behaving as waves, they can simultaneously pass through several openings in a barrier and then meet again at the other side of the barrier. This “meeting” is known as interference.

Strange as it may sound, interference can only occur when no one is watching. Once an observer begins to watch the particles going through the openings, the picture changes dramatically: if a particle can be seen going through one opening, then it’s clear it didn’t go through another. In other words, when under observation, electrons are being “forced” to behave like particles and not like waves. Thus the mere act of observation affects the experimental findings.

From <>

Could the concentration of a psychopathic brain and a black heart – be as effective as a focused creative mind and a powerfully loving heart…. ? It would explain quite a lot to me. It would also make the case for science instead of magic.

There is a simple switch in the brain – a simple truth. (of that I’m certain! ) When we discover it, it will be magical, but in truth, just science at different level. There are old true-isms and legends and writings, monolith’s, hieroglyphs, languages with mysteries encoded in their very shape, all around us with these keys blatantly displayed if only we knew how to read them.


IE: This is vortex science – spin, described by the ancient Hebrew written language.

For thousands of years, spiritual teachers of the Jewish and Christian traditions have claimed that the Hebrew alphabet is composed of “holy” letters of special significance and superhuman origin. With the recent publication of Michael Drosnin’s book The Bible Code, the release of Jodie Foster’s film Contact and Fred Alan Wolfe’s work on The Spiritual Universe, attention is fixed on the potential fusion of science and religion. (better word would have been spirituality – emphasis is mine) A perfect time for Stan Tenen, a physicist and Director of the Meru Foundation, to take the stage.

By fusing mathematics and Jewish mysticism, Tenen has demonstrated that the first verse of Genesis in the Hebrew Bible generates a mathematical Torus. When a particular portion is removed from this ‘doughnut’, its shape mirrors the human hand.

Tenen claims the Hebrew alphabet is based on the human hand, because it represents the function of differentiating self from other, inside from outside. “The alphabet links the inner world of the mind with the outer world of experience, just as our hands do,” he says. “And,” he continues, “The first letter of the book of Genesis -Bet- means ‘house’, something that distinguishes inside from outside; this is the most basic distinction you can make at any level of consciousness.”

When Tenen broke the first word of Genesis into its ‘subatomic particles’ (the word is actually comprised of two smaller words, meaning “fire” and “six-edged thorn”), he took the “thorn” to mean a tetrahedron and constructed a model of it, placing the “fire,” or torus “vortex” form, inside. Tenen noticed that the model, which he calls “The Light In the Meeting Tent” also reflected the polarity of perfect symmetry (the tetrahedron) and asymmetry (the vortex form). As he studied it, he discovered it was even more multifaceted than he had realized. “When I looked through the faces of the tetrahedron at the vortex, each view displayed a different letter in the Hebrew alphabet,” he says. And,” he mentions almost casually,” I realized the 27 gestures that accompany the letters correspond to the 27 ‘preferred’ pointing directions used in hyper-dimensional space.    From <>


Thus we get the Egyptian hieroglyph with 3 contexts: sound (a representation of the sound you hear, like our letters), Word (single word meaning – like tree, or cat), Quantum Concept ( metaphor – like a representation).  From <>

Throughout the entire electromagnetic spectrum – there is a matching 3D analogue/concept for all the frequencies – that gives us right-out, the matching harmonious resonance for us to see and use.


It’s all about the harmonies…


The point is that if by analogy we can scale this information up and down, just like the Em-field, there should be a point in there where we can see it working in the human body-mind-spirit complex. For instance Mind and Heart two electromagnetic tori (toruses) with their single meeting point, at the throat chakra, whose color I might add is blue, synchronized spinning at that point, which is the same as ‘the pinch’, the Zp (zero point), where the correctly spoken word is made into sound (another ELF frequency band) may actually do something, or change something, actually have some effect in the outer world…

It’s a beginning, thinking this way by analogy and cross disciplinarily, and it’s totally abhorrent to science, but – why not bench engineer this stuff and instead apply the scientific method to new ideas and make them repeatable, scalable and useful?