We are Beasts

About the alien autopsy (s), plural, because you find out from LMH’s Wednesday broadcast that she spoke with Ray Santilli, and Santilli directly interviewed “JB” who filmed not only the craft, but the Autopsy (s). Of the four bodies, one was alive, and one was the least damaged of the four and it was autopsied first. The ET that was live lived for two years, and upon it’s death, was autopsied in a large theater, with many watching and purportedly, Truman sat in on it.

In this broadcast Linda relays the interview Santilli was finally able to get from JB who wished to be anonymous. This makes my heart sick.

They waited until first light to even see to the bodies, which were alive, and crying out and in pain. When they did gather them up they had medical personnel look at them because they were so badly wounded. They then proceeded to tape and tie down these wounded people to transport them all the way from Sirocco, Mexico to Right Field in Dayton Ohio. This was in 1947, air travel then was slow. Imagine the agony those people felt – the actual physical pain, because you knew they were feeling it due to the crying that they could all hear even before they went into physical proximity to the craft. I personally wouldn’t let my dog suffer like that – much less tie and (!) tape him down for a 3 hour period while I got him to the doctor! And with the treatment they got, it isn’t hard to imagine that even then they were not given any empathic care or simple kindness.

Further one of the beings lived for two years after the event. Well, this is the one who was autopsied in 1949 in the large theater in front of many people and is where the extra information about what they found in the interior thoracic cavity and brain were garnered.

I am led to wonder if Sgt. Stone wasn’t one of the military personnel there because if you listen to any of his interviews about crash retrieval, he is always upset. I think I would be too if I had to wittness this inhumanity to any being at the hands of another human. LMH says she thinks and has heard that they were clones. Even if they were IT WAS OBVIOUS THEY WERE IN PAIN AND DISTRESS and nothing was done. Since when does a human being sit and watch another living being in agony and DO NOTHING ABOUT IT !?!? I also think that this is where we get the story of the alien being that was held somewhere that people have talked to and were scared of. ‘JB’ was scared enough to have needed to call them ‘freaks’ so he didn’t have to look at the fact that they were real, like he was, and maybe he was just as sickened by their treatment and needed to call them freaks so it didn’t seem so bad.

We are xenophobic, color phobic, disability phobic, body appearance phobic – for that matter we are phobic-phobic. The only thing this works for is war. War is a good excuse to go and wipeout anything you are phobic about… nobody seems to notice our phobias are weaponized and monetized… jus-say’in…

It’s a horrible thing to admit, to watch, and a terrible pill to swallow to think that this went on, not several times, but many and that we are so brutal. We are beasts. I am ashamed to be grouped in the ranks of those who would do something like this. Dr. Greer call them sociopaths. I think they are psychopaths – totally disconnected from humanity and any kind of human kindness. I think that may be why it is so easy to call the Santilli information and film a fake, because then we don’t have to admit that it happened.

So far the military have been the main mode of contact with other beings for 100 years. I would have quarantined this planet for another 100 years had I been in the visitors’ shoes. And yet they haven’t. There are CE5 programs out there Like Kosta Makreas’s and Steven Greer’s that have been going on for quite some time.

In the meantime, think about our role as beasts – think about if you would choose that role, think about the Alien-As-Bad Guy meme. I’m tired of it all. I’d like to think I might have grown beyond it. How about you?


Sgt. Clifford Stone

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5W_3aneRPOg&list=PL6sUc4cwrVTsL8e6P8NIvEHOmOA52Pj3E&index=2

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lK7xJ-qA_58&list=PL6sUc4cwrVTsL8e6P8NIvEHOmOA52Pj3E&index=5

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uC4t1FEk5LE&list=PL6sUc4cwrVTsL8e6P8NIvEHOmOA52Pj3E&index=16

 

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Song

Because of this body and the soul that inhabits its chambers, because sound is slowed light, humans have a unique gift to give the universe in this particular frequency, that of the song of our souls. The song we make is the envisioning of our divine connection and as it goes out it ripples through space time cleansing, healing, envisioning, loving, longing, endlessly, caressing all that it moves through.

Our creation of sound is the art of our souls, the molding of light, the free giving of the teaching of ourselves. Sound is light, light is sound and therefore can and does profoundly change us, open us, reaching the next vibratory level of our expression.

Sound opens the third eye, the pineal, for which of us doesn’t immediately see inner landscape with the songs we listen to? Sound will be/is that doorway that we will step through when we open to the next reality, when we travel through our soul to other places, other realms.

Sound / color / form. Sound is the dance of light, the dancing of emotion – energy in motion through creation. Sound is the intelligence being playful, begging to be joined, to be danced with. Lifted, transported like a stream of spinning light floating up and down the mountains and valleys of energy in the cosmos on an endless journey through this time and space. In our other parts, we are this dance, this endless journey through the cosmos, cruising on endless rivers of creation and discovery. Sometimes stopping for a sojourn on a planet momentarily for a thousand lifetimes only to once again journey on.

All is music. This planet sings with all its heart and all upon her sing too, our trees and plants, our whales and dolphins, our elephants, our wolves, our human hearts. It is how we see into each other. It is how we share beyond words. Our music is special for that reason. It is the sum total of our souls. Its beauty echoes beyond our planet. It is the root note of love that is the signature of this place.

It is our hope.

It is ours because we are it.

 

https://youtu.be/e6hEvSvpx7M

nonlocal

Consciousness, all of it, is non local. Memory, cognition, learning, imagination, and emotion. What we have in a body is a finely tuned instrument through which to perceive a specific frequency range in minute detail. Talk about tools…

This interview of Dr Monica Gagliano by Gordon White is a fine example of this.

This week we welcome to the show Dr Monica Gagliano. Dr Gagliano is an evolutionary ecologist and the author of the fantastic book, Thus Spoke The Plant. We chat about her experiences running experiments on plant communication and cognition, as well as her experiences learning from and with both indigenous plant teachers and plant spirits themselves around the world. Very much my jam.

***Show Notes*** Thus Spoke The Plant. https://www.amazon.com/Thus-Spoke-Pla…

Monica’s Website. https://www.monicagagliano.com/

Monica on Twitter. https://twitter.com/Monica_Gagliano

Monica giving the keynote at Bioneers 2018. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90BUQ…

From <https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QFecYbdpXT4


I don’t care that science thinks the current quantum consciousness theory a bit out there, or completely bogus. It is people like Dr. Monica that are asking the real questions and are unafraid to shout it to the skies that count. Listen and listen carefully to the above interview. She has proven plants learn, therefor they have memory.

My trees are beings. You who read me know about that. Just like the singing plants of Damanhur (which some people have had fits over bc it doesn’t in any way fit their world picture) are, when given a voice constantly communicating beings.

Just because the tool you are currently using is incapable of noticing this phenomena in 3D doesn’t mean it isn’t happening either. Really.

The real stuff happens nonlocally, whether you like that fact or not.

Period.

https://www.huffingtonpost.com/aimee-heckel/plants-dont-have-mouths-but-they-can-sing_b_6771526.html

https://youtu.be/dVlzlPBueSs

https://youtu.be/pUTjCPiCTw0?t=477

https://youtu.be/4ZX5B_p79V4

Allow

I just got done listening to Jeffery Mishlove interview Russell Targ about his book, The End of Suffering” The interview is called Non-Duality. Sometimes while I am doing house work, I just put on Jeffery Mishlove’s channel, ‘New Thinking Allowed’ and let it run because he explores all sides of the consciousness question with an emphasis on phenomena through a huge spectrum of how to look at it – all the angles.

Anyway, Russell Targ brought up a point that I was taught so long ago that I forgot about it but use it like I do my lungs for breathing. And that is to Allow. When remote viewing, you need to set your mind up to simply allow it to happen. When healing, you simply need to allow the energy to do its job. When you are hooking up with nature, outside, or your puppies, there is no procedure…you simply allow the connection.

Allow

Which begs the question that we are set up to do this and it really is just that simple. As simple as breathing. It shouldn’t have to bring up beads of sweat on your forehead and make your face red in concentration.

Just as easy as breathing, inhale… and on the exhale allow. I also use the term reach – which is actually the intention to touch, in combination to make a connection. This works so well that a couple of times I have surprised myself and once or twice the people I have reached for because they felt it too. ( and yes, some of those were not indigenous to earth…jus’ say’in) (don’t care whether you believe me or not either – ’cause I believe me… lmao)

But really this is about the word: Allow.

It seems to open a door in the limited little cage we are in and makes the whole process just that much easier.

Allow

 

Just a Sunday thought…

Consciousness IS the unified field: or Don’t Worry, Be Happy

…it’s not about neg. or pos. or happy or sad, it’s about the inevitable march forward of our conscious awareness…

-ABell

I would love to see science prove what we know in our inner heart. However, the schizophrenic split between science and consciousness – the world of the seen and unseen, has been weaponized. And of course, it’s on purpose. But we have a defense…

Once again, I was listening to the recent interview dropped by Natasha Nyxx with Grant Cameron. Grant seems to be the only person willing to be open about the real truth at the moment. Everybody else will tell you a tid bit – but that is all – whether they know the whole story or just tid bits… I listen a lot, to an eclectic selection all with one theme, that of the consciousness thread running through it. From Richard Dolan and Joseph Farrell, to the Dean Radins of the world, through Gordon White. I have blogged about the necessity for cross disciplinary studies from the quantum super position to psychology, parapsychology and religious perspectives. Everybody has their own ‘name’ for these things but they are talking about the same thing. Why? Because it really is the same thing.

The visible-invisible split has been used to cage the human experience. I have written about the biggest psy-op in the world and this is it. Our minds have been messed with – really badly messed with. We have been taught to use only one part of our wholeness. We are schizophrenic.

Otherwise, were we to know our wholeness our unity, we would realize this world and ourselves much differently. But, we have a defense. There is something called the hundredth monkey effect, the morphogenic resonance. It doesn’t just happen with monkeys on an island. I watched this happen back in the 60’s much to my dismay over gemstones. Back in the day there was a place in the ‘burbs of Chicago, called the Lizzadro Museum of Lapidary art. It was in my neighborhood and mom and I and my sis used to go there just to look at their amazing displays. They had a gift shop where you could buy polished, faceted stones which every time we went – we got to buy some. They were cheap. I still have several pieces that I made back then that are lovely. I could afford them. Then enter Shirley MacLaine and the first main stream book ever written about a modern day awakening. She wrote about quartz crystals and the use of other gem stones to heighten states of consciousness and voila’! The price of quartz points quadrupled overnight. I was furious and felt cheated. I had bought them all my life – I was a rock hound, and suddenly I couldn’t afford to even look at them, much less purchase them.

Before Shirley MacLaine’s foray into consciousness raising, if you talked to anybody about auras, crystals, or meditation in mid-western Illinois, people thought you were crazy, FUBAR and gave you a wide berth plus the evil eye. Then in less than a year everything Shirley talked about was like, ‘Yeah, vibes, crystals, meditation, auras – I knew all about that’ and if you asked them how they learned it, to the last person they all said, ‘I just Know.’ like they woke up one day with it all inside their heads, while the few of us into this line of thinking had been struggling against the current for years.

That, my friends, is the hundredth monkey effect in the everyday people world.

Back in the seventies just try to tell a scientist or academic about information popping into the subconscious meta-culture of the people like magic and they would have simply sneered at you and sent you on your way. I know, I had it happen – lots. Bring it up today and you quite possibly would get a lecture on quantum super position… jus say’in.

So.

From my point of view, I see the world already in a great state of progress. The more of us forerunners that can understand and progress, the more this consciousness raising can happen. Day after day as the real-reality is apprehended and understood the raising of the whole is being done. We, the forerunners, who have been rolling that rock uphill against the wind on an icy slope are making this possible. I have seen this happen for the last forty years – once I understood the principle. All of a sudden a little new awareness creeps into the hearts and minds of the masses and becomes a claimed ‘I-always-knew-that’ fact. When you ask them how they knew that, they can’t pin point it – just that – well, now that I think about it, I always knew that

This all relates back the Grant Cameron’s assertion that if you want to know about the answer to the UFO question, you have to understand consciousness. I have been saying for years that:

Consciousness IS the unified field.

What Grant says about downloads and contact modalities is correct too, from my point of view, because my first contact/download/telepathic experience was at 5 years old and brought on by extreme distress and yelling a question to god or whomever was out there and getting a full sensory/experiential answer that I remember 60 years later in total context. And it was all about love and unity, understanding and compassion. And I was only 5. It so profoundly changed my life, so totally colored my perspective that just about everything I did linked back to it. The experience simultaneously saved my life and my five year old heart and opened me to the rest of what came next in my life.

The lynch pin to the whole mess is Consciousness. Well, that and understanding that we already have a consciousness and part of that is connected to everything, everywhere, every time and yes, we still have to live it out here and share what we know to lovingly bring every other consciousness up in awareness and understanding that it is all – we are all inextricably connected, interwoven by this life force called consciousness.

In+car+nate + Re = again and again, and again…

In

used as a function word to indicate inclusion, location, or position within limits

carn

carō f (genitive carnis); third declension

flesh, meat  pulp of a fruit  body

*karō f proto-italic: piece, portion (cut off)  meat

nate

Etymology

From older gnātus, from Proto-Italic *gnātos, from Proto-Indo-European *ǵn̥htós (“produced, given birth”), from *ǵenh (“to produce, give birth, beget”).

Perfect active participle of nāscor (“I am born”).

nātus m (feminine nāta, neuter nātum); first/second declension:  born, arisen, made

Incarnation –

late Middle English: from ecclesiastical Latin incarnat- ‘made flesh,’ from the verb incarnare, from in- ‘into’ + caro, carn- ‘flesh.’

Incarnation literally means embodied in flesh or taking on flesh. It refers to the conception and birth of a sentient being who is the material manifestation of an entity, god or force whose original nature is immaterial. In its religious context the word is used to mean the descent from Heaven of a god, deity, or divine being in human/animal form on Earth.  From <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Incarnation>

Add ‘Re’ in front of it and it means again…

What if this planet makes really good avatar bodies? What if the purpose of all of the taking of the DNA is to make an avatar body to experience this place for ET races who want a more inclusive experience – a body with perceptive abilities? I mean, if you wanted to know how perceived pain in a body would translate into an ethic or moral, or societal principle/imperative and thus grow empathy/understanding/unity consciousness in a being, wouldn’t you need to have a means to understand the process????

Some of the above pieces of words have proto (before) Roman/Latin etymology tracings to the Greek language about 1,000 years earlier – leaving out the far earlier Egyptian/Sumerian history (which I know hardly anything about but rest assured they talked about reincarnation then too). Etymology meaning as far back as the word can be traced in history. In other words, they’ve been talking about reincarnation, since before time began.

One wonders that if at one time, eons ago, you knew you were just inhabiting a ‘meat-suit’ of sorts, but as the evolving technology to create an avatar got better over the eons that recognition of spirit was lost as the game became deadly serious? The lesson would definitely become a thousand times more real and teachable if you didn’t know or remember who you really were.

Seeing as how there are fractal shards of your oversoul in every density and dimension simultaneously, and yet very little ability of the one pointed concentration of the shard here on this world is able to access the rest of its being with any ease, might it be the case that this focus in the 3D is exactly what is required to learn empathy through pain?

Density as a scale goes up and down. Dimensions go side to side. This creates a lattice that creates our picture of the universe. (I just had to put a bit of metaphysics in this…)

“When you consider that human beings are the divider between matter and spirit – that we hold both and touch both through consciousness: it makes humanity a portal – doorway through which information is shared to either side of the equation or through the portal. Therefore, just about anything can be looked on as a portal – for in a way, a portal is that ‘idea’ of a crossing point from one state into another.”

Reality runs 10 to the 23rd power times per second. This would be like a very high RF energy wave running into the potential points in the quantum hologram and producing a ‘snap shot’ or collapsing the wave into a particle which IS our reality/snapshot and it all happens so fast that we don’t notice when we are a non-materialized wave.

These quantum points of potential that make up the hologram are information. The wave form is consciousness…

Reality is therefore a condition of energy/consciousness bumping into, or connecting with the hologram (which is a wave guide)   and time is in reality just a blip every 10 to the 23rd time per second that they are touching. It is the movement through the hologram of the energy wave that creates space and time as it connects to the potentials of the hologram. This is how we ‘create’ our reality (and sort of why we are ‘stuck’ in the concept of linear time).

Were you to stop time – freeze the motion of the universe, you would see the lattice structure (very similar to the structure of a crystal) of the physical medium – the zero point field, essentially it’s wave guide. Everything that has matter exists as a part of, or in this field. The very fact that we are consciousness, intelligent awareness is what is attracting and cohering the matter that makes the physical bodies that we inhabit. This is the same for any manifested shape in the physical realm, which presupposes intelligent awareness of one kind or another of everything we can see and touch and some that we can’t.  https://alsionsbells.wordpress.com/2018/07/12/on-dna-glinda-balls-and-reality-antennas/

Our ability to ‘notice’ new frequencies (at least to us in this now) both from overcoming programming and fear and sharing this information with each other through the internet has begun to open up our acceptance of these perceptions and it is beginning to snow ball into a worldwide phenomenon. We are all starting to accept that we have all had these experiences in one way or another. By sharing this information we are finding a greater ability that seems to open up like lights going on in a dim room because the sharing itself is an algorithmic function growing our knowing exponentially. We are really all of one mind and the more we become aware of that, the faster the information is shared, the faster we all wake up. This, IMO, is why there is such an effort to divide us on so many fronts in so many ways. This is why this information and the regularization (everybody knows it like they know they breath sort of thing) of it to its innateness has been demonized throughout history. I mean, if we all knew this on an innate (inborn) level, well, gracious me! there would be no exterior control of us, and none of the idiocy going on right now would be possible… IMO, of course.

The one theme I’m seeing over and over, not just in what is being reported but out in the regular world, is that things I used to have to spend hours explaining to my friends, just to talk about it with them, are now widely accepted and digested – we have reached a very important tipping point and it just whizzed by right under our noses.

A friend of mine keeps seeing himself and his life from other dimensions, like they are overlapping somehow. He said the other him is aware of this him and has even smiled at him and this is happening in a waking state. At work, almost clearly defined people are walking through his office through the walls going places – like his office space is superimposed over a mall in another dimension.

My kitchen is definitely lower than it is other dimensionally because I have been talking with people on skype who always see legs from the knees down walking by my kitchen window outside. This has happened with more than one person and more than once. I have been traversing sideways (dimensionally) since the 80’s. I will wake up and notice very subtle shifts in my life and it will feel slightly different and there is always that ‘oops’ feeling about it. I’ve learned not to worry because there is never any really great change, a lot of my dimensional lives must be extremely similar… I’m opinionated everywhere…LMAO, at least in the string of frequencies I’ve been visiting lately.

The point of all of this is that even though we all feel stuck in a very messy, mucky time right now where it seems like the world is gonna pop, it’s not. We are just expanding who and what we are to the horror of the elite (who have helped us greatly achieve this by being buttheads) and the great joy of many ‘others’ out there who have been waiting for us to shake off the eons of misapprehension about what life really is and come out and play with the big kids in the universe. We are fast approaching this juncture – even those of us who are considered the peanut gallery who supposedly know nothing.

We are beautiful souls walking around in a flesh and blood avatar. We, especially those of us who have for gotten that we are beautiful beings of light inside, have been privileged enough to learn very intimately what it means to possess true empathy and unity with the other both because of the body and in spite of the body. We know we are about at the end of this long arduous journey because our empathy is such that we now only need learn of, hear, or see another’s pain – interspecies or otherwise across all boundaries and we have the capacity to ‘feel for’ the other. It may have taken a few thousand incarnations and years, but, here we are. Our perceptive abilities have opened enough to include more than one density and multiple dimensions while awake and in the 3D mind. I suspect the speed of this transformation is almost totally dependent on how much we share it, that the more regular this can become, the better we will all be at it.

One day this earth will be a beautiful place to hang out.

 

Miles to go…

An interesting idea filtered into my brain this morning. One of the reasons that all the disclosure we have up to this point STILL isn’t enough for earth people (except for the techy-nuts-and-bolts type) is because it’s not the ‘craft’ per say that we are especially interested in. Nope. It’s who’s inside the craft. It’s about the beings, the people, that we are interested in. Think about it. What happens when the craft land? Beings/people get out of the craft and it is them we want to meet, know and understand.

Why? Well, I think for many of us it may be because we would like to know what it takes to get out there in the stars and that means – what the mind set of these people is like. Who are they, what do they think about, what do they dream about? How does their society function? What is important to them? How do they see us? And, most especially for me, are they nicer than most of us down here who are caught in a driving web of deceit and war and control? There are those who are so indoctrinated in the current war/fear web here that their immediate reaction will be to shoot to kill whom ever disembarked from a craft, but there a lot more of us who have shaken off that antiquated control net to realize that these people might be pretty cool. Killing them on sight is not a very efficient method of finding out.

I say that because I think that “Nice” is more of a natural state than the war/fight/kill state we live in. We’d all love to be able to concentrate on something other than covering our own asses. Simple.

I mean, they must be nicer. And to that, what is it like to be free of all the bullshit? Were they freer? If so, how did that either make it easier or harder to develop into who and what they are? Or, how did that make it easier or harder to develop the science and technology that took them to the stars? To get off planet requires an entire planet, not just a few, and to that end, “NICE” is a requirement to pool resources both mental and physical.

Because obviously they have done something right, instead of a thousand things wrong, did they also have to break away from a terrible system of repression and control and change their everything before they could think differently enough to develop the technology that allowed them to venture past their planetary sphere of influence? Is it required to push against something in order to move ahead and develop and evolve? Or is that just another one of those programs fed to us so that we will settle with the way this reality is run here on this planet – to keep us fighting?

I have spent my life wondering about these questions and many like them. I have always wanted to ‘feel’ what it would be like to know the presence of a being that did not ‘grow up’ here on this planet. This place has been an incredibly harsh place to exist in. We all know that – those of us who wonder about these things. I have always questioned what it would take to develop enough to become a person that was kinder, nicer, wiser, smarter – what it could have been like to grow up like that, how wondrous to have been able to turn myself towards what I was suited for and grow.

I have also considered that should these beings come here, even be here already – that our minds are so controlled that they could walk among us and we would never know it, and sadly, should they actually allow recognition being to being, that we would be totally unable to even recognize what they were offering, let alone have a mind free enough to understand. It would kind of be like trying to tell your dog about the intricacies of work and paying bills.

And I don’t think it’s because we are dumb/stupid/without capacity to process the information, I think it’s because of the layering of centuries of mind control and programming that is so deep that it has distorted our ability to perceive reality, distorted our souls. IMO if we were to ‘know’ the whole truth of the last 100 years in all areas including the nitty gritty really nasty stuff too, it still wouldn’t change us that deeply. Worse yet if we were to find out the real genetic truth about our bodies, knew our real ancient history… Imagine finding out who are annunaki and who are reptilian and all the rest of the ancestries – we’d have new race-hate and more people to blame, more wars righteously murdering each other… because they have already been set up as the enemy…

No, this war/hatred/fear triangle was, IMO, put in place at the beginning of this current root race of earth or before – and maybe has been resident here on this planet since beings of any kind walked on this rock. I almost think we must overcome this sickness before we find out our true history or, true to form, we’d go off finding someone to shoot and blame in all our rage.

We are in a big mess, and don’t think that just teaching people how to be what we think is love and light will change that much in us. We have miles to go yet and much to teach. The road is long and silent and deep, as deep as our universal understanding and compassion need to become before any beings will ever consider showing up and actually stepping out of a craft to world-wide audiences.

IMO

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,

But I have promises to keep,

And miles to go before I sleep,

And miles to go before I sleep.

stopping-by-woods-on-a-snowy-evening>

 

 

…and in my heart, it is Christmas morning.

I know this whole opening into a better world belongs to our children and the future.

Last Night’s Jimmy Church Radio Show for Disclosure Fest simply warmed the totality of my heart!

Disclosure and all, and I mean all, that it is about has finally reached a ground swell, has finally gotten enough momentum to continue. There are finally enough of us out there who know the truth –  that even if ‘the-they’ tried to confuse the issue one more time as Grant Cameron has pointed out that they have about every 20 years in his book ‘Managing Magic’ the-they would be entirely unsuccessful.

This feels like Christmas morning as a kid before you open the presents to me. I have, since I was very little, known I wanted this to happen with all my heart. Being little I had no idea how it would happen, but I had a fierce longing in my heart for it, even before ‘it’ became a fully formed idea in my mind. I was born in 1953. I charged into all-about-UFO’s at a very, very young age. By the time I was 13, I had been chasing this idea of ET’s not even knowing I was doing it for 10 years and as I grew up so the idea got more sophisticated in my heart and soul. I seriously KNEW there was life out there and I wanted to meet them and know them. I thought Star Trek was the best thing ever to happen on TV, because it portrayed life out there in a balanced more sane way than ever before. I wanted to be Vulcan because when I figured out what telepathy was, I wanted it and at the time I didn’t realize it, but I had already had a first contact experience that was telepathic and continued to have them throughout my life. Might I say, the people who I knew then had the highest ethic of compassion and love, of contact only to the extent that the psyche of the person could tolerate reasonably and they NEVER went past my internal boundaries – not once – even when I didn’t know what a boundary was! I cut my eye teeth on Adamski and Menger. I ate up every publication I could find – even science fiction, information was always serendipitously appearing for me to read, and I was a card carrying member of NICAP for a while.

I kept hoping through the years in my heart of hearts – all through grade school and high school and after, that we would wake up. It was all obvious to me and I wished everybody knew too. I got married at 18 had my first child 8 years later my second 2 years later and it wasn’t until the mid-80’s when I could finally get my head out of the sand and re-look at the UFO issue.

By that time, of course, people were laughing at the 50’s contactees and everybody was into ‘serious’ research on nuts and bolts. The movie “the Three Faces of Eve” had come out in 1957 and then was remade at for TV as a miniseries called ‘Sybil’ in 1976. Both of these movies, IMO were CIA propaganda the frighten the hell out of people who were beginning to have contact with ET’s telepathically so that no one would ever open their mouths. They painted a horrifying picture of brokenness, that, IMO, might even have been concocted from information gleaned from MKUltra experiments. So even if you were at that time receiving telepathic communications, or downloads – even if you masked it in spiritualism, you were looked upon as a truly sick and fractured person.

Meanwhile, I was into yoga, mysticism and was a card carrying member of the Theosophical Society in Wheaton IL at 18yrs old – still looking for a way to open my mind. Well, marriage, 2 kids, divorce and remarriage and launching of 20 somethings later, I finally, truly had the time to pursue this issue with the intensity I wanted to. When I retired in 2007 I had found Kerry Cassidy, then I found a dear soul, Kosta Makreas who literally set me on the course that has me writing these blogs, and not long after that Jimmy Church. I missed all the falderal from 1980 to 2007 and when I dipped my toes back into my passion, I was ‘given’ Kerry Cassidy to learn from, and the dominoes fell.

Today, the heart dreams I had as a very small child are coming to fruition, the ground swell is so great, we have people like David Wilcock, Corey Goode and Emery Smith presenting information that I know in my heart of hearts is VERY real (did they read my mind?) and “The Truth is Out There” quite literally, for all to see. Then we have the youngsters out there with huge talent Like Adrian Vallera, who has taken the true jist of the 60’s hippie movement sans the drugs and sex (because I see the manifesto of the Space Brothers as a direct transfer into the hippie movement of the 60’s) and is beginning to manifest it on a large, brilliant scale to reach as many souls as his team can.

I have watched for 63 years and I have kept my dreams of my heart to myself for 63 years, what I thought I would never see hit the light of day, is illuminated. We will make it, and it is the youngsters who will see to it we do.

 

…and in my heart, it is Christmas morning.

When two realities collide: Why I wish I was going to the ECETI Ranch

More than anything, I wish I was going out to ECETI ranch for the 2017 conference. Every time I listen to James Gilliland he reminds me of all that I know and knew and forgot from being a kid to 60+ years later.

I listened to two interviews today James’s As You Wish Talk Radio Show and Max Igan “The Coming 5G Roll-out & AI Will Transform Human Society By 2025!” . The two shows couldn’t be more diametrically opposed. However, both shows are about realities that exist side by side at this moment on earth. There is a third point I would mention that Alex Collier talks about concerning, the galaxy as a whole and a singularity that happens around this time that traps our entire galaxy in a fourth Reich sort of control system –  that he says the A’s and a number of other races tracked down to earth in this here and now. I would say that the Max Igan interview outlines the start of the singularity quite clearly. We see the results of the beginning of the singularity daily as it invades our lives beyond what he can even notice as dangerous because it is so underhanded.

Then there is James Gilliland, who presents the organic side of the equation. His reasoning is effortless and easy to understand. On a very human level he calls it as it is, and I don’t know about you, but when I listen it’s like I’ve always known what he’s saying. It could be because he calls up that memory from my soul, or it could be because I do know it, from all the contact and study I have done this life time.

The point is, that no matter how much I like technology, it feels ominous. I’ve been talking about our organic technology for the last several years on my blog – and I have used my own for a very long time. It is inbuilt. It is easier than you ‘think’ – in fact, you don’t think to use it… Everybody has it and you don’t have to do anything special, eat anything special, perform any special mental gymnastics, or any such nonsense. You only have to get past the programming that says if it happens in your mind ‘it ain’t real’ and manage to sit still out in nature for more than 5 minutes. Why out in nature? To get as far away from wifi and any other broadcast waves as you can. But really, you don’t need to because, should you decide, those vibes can’t stop you either, but they can be a distraction.

You’ve got to understand that what you have been told about who you are and what you can do is nothing more than a false set of precepts about what you should think about yourself and life. Artists and musicians tend to get around these falsities a little easier than some because the key to going there is imagination. The biggest lie told of all time to everybody is: “Oh, it’s all just in your imagination.” (as if they need you to discount that entire part of yourself) when, really, it’s the key to everything.

For instance, you use your imagination to pray to God, you use your imagination when you meditate, you use your imagination when you read a book, when you doodle, when you day dream, when the ‘I wonder about’ questions pop up in your mind. You are always using it – but you have been taught to pretend that you don’t. Talk about pink elephants…

…it’s easier than you think…

The transhuman agenda would have us believe that we cannot do any of those things without a device. It would have us believe that we are powerless in our human form. It will suck us in, bit by bit, until there is nothing left of the human soul and imagination and then prove to us we are worthless.

Therein is the trap.

I will just leave this here.

Think about it. Ask your imagination what it thinks about it. Go there. It’s going to matter – a lot.

When you are triggered: the plane ride from hell…

As disclosure continues we will all have emotional reactions based on our own fears that come up, seemingly out of nowhere and strong enough to make us act out of character. I am writing about this because even with years of practice dealing with this, these emotional reactions can come up and bite your ass. Then, of course, you feel like a fool and if you are wise, you apologize numerous times to the people you were reacting all over.

Point in case; I hate to fly. I really hate to fly. I have an inner ear problem that makes movement difficult to me. I can’t do ferris wheels and I can’t do roller coasters, what causes thrills in others creates abject terror in me because of my sense of balance. Leaving Palm Springs airport was as dicey as coming into it due to the terrain, and the afternoon heating. The plane felt like it was on a rubber band and someone was using it like a paddle ball. I was sitting next to my husband, he was having his own issues of which I was unaware of to a certain extent, I am in full trigger mode, can’t understand anything around me except my terror. So I lean over to him and say that this is absolutely the very last time ever (!!!!!!) that I will get on something as stupid as a plane. I would rather crawl all the way home, than be in a plane. Because he was triggered also about something entirely different, his reaction was to be angry at me and think that I was yelling AT him. This catalyzed his emotions and gave him something to point them at, thus dumping his trigger. Unfortunately my trigger lasted far longer – as the plane continued to bump around for a while. My first reaction to terror is anger. So I can see how he ‘thought’ it was directed at him because he wasn’t thinking well either. He is well aware of my problem with plane rides etc. Of course, after telling me not to yell at him, my reaction to being abandoned in my terror was at that point swearing never to speak to him again, and if we hadn’t had to travel together I suppose it would have been days before I could have sorted it out in my head and actually speak to him. As it was, when we landed we found out that we had a three hour wait to get on the next flight due to storms across the middle of the continent.

I am a smoker. I am a dirty filthy person with a nasty habit that is outlawed everywhere, especially in airports. To go smoke I had to go through TSA check points and out the door and find a place to smoke that I hoped I would not get caught, to basically hide. To my utter horror, I discovered I had only 1/2 of a cigarette left. What I use to calm me down after ‘incidences’ like the plane ride was not available to me. I wondered just exactly what the universe was teaching me. TO stay OUT of airports and airplanes???? Why was my plane karma so rotten? After smoking I came back inside only to find that the boarding pass on my phone was for my last flight and I was not able to access the connecting flight pass on my phone, and I had to go through the ticketing counter again, then through the TSA check point.

By this time I was in an unspeakable array of strong, triggered emotion that I barely had control over. It was a question of sitting down in the middle of the concourse and crying my eyes out or being flaming mad. I did neither, because in the buildup of incidences I realized that this was a lesson from the universe, however painful, and that really it was up to me to decode the whole mess. So I asked the universe in my mind, “Are we done yet?” in the manner of what are you going to throw at me next? Because at this point I was really done, baked, finis.

My point in this long saga of airport abuse and flight terror? I am normally a nice happy person, and if I am unhappy I can usually debug and decode the mess and understand why without being nasty to another being because I know what’s up. Well, this time, even though I did know what was up, I had reached my tolerance level, and continued to be triggered and feeling trapped and abused. I could decode the whole mess, but I didn’t want to. I was truly ready to rent a car and drive home to Indy from Dallas. Truly. My husband had had enough of my shenanigans and was still in a snit, and I was looking at 5 more hours without nicotine. I knew what was going on. I knew why. I was still a hot mess.

Soooo – What happens when some of the more dicey disclosure information comes out and we are all triggered, and you can’t ‘fix’ it with a device like a smoke or a drink or a toke??? Hum??? Do we all explode? What happens when the information about what is really going on in this world is divulged and we are all emotionally raw?

I had a lot more complaining to do, and many more self-absorbed things to say yesterday, but I was unable to get to the keyboard to write. Consider yourselves lucky. Really. I’m outing my idiocy for a reason. That is to tell you to think about what will happen when we are all triggered at the same time – which, by the way, might happen. If just one of the looming topics makes it out to mainstream, like pedogate, like information on the entire ‘religions’ arena, like the cure for diseases that have taken many of our loved ones being available for the last 70 years and the reverse that they can be used to off anyone at any time by whomever, like there is an entire segment of the population that lives a futuristic lifestyle that we ‘know’ nothing about and that they never planned to tell us about, how will we all handle it? Just pick any one of above including many I didn’t mention, and you will have a triggered planet.

Then how do we treat each other, when we are, every last one of us triggered, mad, and upset? Do we see through what is going on, take a deep breath and determine to act like real human beings with empathy and compassion even when people around us may be having trouble with doing the same?

IMO, we must. Because one of us being able to do that will help others to and they will help even more to and it will spread. In time, we will work through what triggered unreasoning emotions and be able to decide how we CHOOSE to act, instead of reacting without forethought or empathy.

When looked at in retrospect the series of events that led up to the ridiculousness of my situation gave me pause – in retrospect… (In the back of my mind during the whole debacle too.) Finally with my feet on the ground and a generous donation from a fellow smoker of 2 whole tobacco sticks, I was able to reign it all in and think about how idiotically obvious the lesson was, how in my face.

The flight from Dallas to Indy was as smooth as silk. (really) I had purchased a small travel blanket that I wore like a cloak because it was 109 in Palm Springs, and unexpectedly 60 degrees in Dallas, and I held the blanket up to the window on the plane and watched the stars, the city lights and the dancing orbs shooting around up at 35,000 ft. playing all over the sky. It was a magical, lovely flight.

How will we choose? Will we react, or act? We who know, and we who need to lead????

Hmmm?

Post Script: after landing while waiting to get our bags, I go out to smoke the last gift cigarette, digging in my bag for a lighter, and what do I feel in the bottom of the bag? An entire pack of unopened cigarettes that I had had with me the whole time. Tell me if the universe’s sense of humor isn’t a bit twisted….