The Fifth Form of Prayer

This fifth mode of prayer, the “lost mode,” is a prayer that’s based solely in feeling. … Without any words, without our hands held in a certain position or any outward physical expression, this mode of prayer simply invites us to feel a clear and powerful feeling as if our prayers have already been answered.    Secrets of the Lost Mode of Prayer – Kryon

This is our direct connection to the source. The zero point field is always responding to our every feeling. When we use words to pray, we enter onto a slippery slope, because most of those words are putting a time constraint on what we are asking for or what we want. If you pray ‘Please let there be peace’ you are saying in that prayer that peace doesn’t exist and that it will come in the future instead of right now. You have unknowingly put a little time glitch in your prayer.

The universe or the zero point field immediately responds to you and gives you what you asked for. It doesn’t second guess you, or decide upon the merit of the prayer – it simply creates what you had in your desire – your message to it. Bam! There it is.

The feeling prayer is how we speak to creation in every moment and how we bring into reality the world we are living in and our circumstances instantaneously. What most of us don’t realize is that the mere act of existing IS the prayer. This is why as we launch into the journey of self-actualization/realization we begin by noticing our thoughts and our feelings about those thoughts. This is why we learn to meditate. This is why, although right in some respects and not in others, the new age movement asks us to continuously try to stay in good thoughts. The little glitch there is that ignoring something doesn’t work, because it IS part of the thought process and what the universe does with that type of feeling is create a separation – because in essence, that is what you are asking for. The other ‘little’ glitch is what you are expecting and your intentions about it, will manifest before a created wish, as they are a direct product of an emotional chain of events.

Emotional maturity, the place where you have or are working through how you feel and why you do feel it and being aware of what you are feeling, has proven a great asset to those who are working in the quantum mind field. One of the first things scientists noticed who were working in the field of cold fission is that those who were skeptical had a negative effect on the success of the experiments, and that those who expected a positive result, got them, what it boiled down to was the ability to allow the universe to perform without the constraints of what the outcome should/would be by the experimenters involved with the experiment.

In quantum mechanics, the expectation value is the probabilistic expected value of the result (measurement) of an experiment. It is not the most probable value of a measurement; indeed the expectation value may have zero probability of occurring. It is a fundamental concept in all areas of quantum physics. From <https://www.google.com/search?q=expectation+value+quantum+mechanics&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwjRifzj47jVAhUJ0YMKHebsCswQ1QIIWigA&biw=1600&bih=754>

 

Where this leads to is that should we FEEL with our hearts as if a thing is current – already happened, then the quantum field makes it so – the universe gets a clear command from you and makes it so. I have done this on accident several times in my life, and I also found that according to my belief system, in this case something can’t come from nothing when I wished for a thing and also the time out there was unspecified, but not now:

  1. I had put the constraint on time unknowing about when out into the future
  2. I didn’t expect it to come from nowhere, so somebody I knew gave it to me.
  3. It happened in a week to a month of the wish being released from my consciousness and forgotten about.
  4. I never expected to get what I wished for, it was someday it would be nice thought. (therefore I could let go of it easily)

What this boils down to is that the language of the heart is the DIRECT connection to the quantum field of all possibilities. What you wish for in its purest form you will get. Jerry Wills talks about healing by stating the result- not asking for it. If you have a lot of negative beliefs that you are unaware of that stand in the way of your wishes, they will not manifest. (that’s like sending out a yes/no message that leaves the quantum field in idle mode) It also has a lot to do with your underlying field of emotions.

Here is where it gets tricky – where we are unwittingly being used all together to control the planet – not for our own good and intents and wishes – but for others more nefarious purposes. It is where we are being used against ourselves.

I have written, yelled, cajoled, and generally made a pain in the ass of myself over this – others, quite more eloquently, have made stunning points, elucidated and educated us on this – like Richard Dolan, Jim Mars, Freeman, Icke et al, that we are purposely being manipulated into an emotional maelstrom of fear, negative expectations and helplessness. WHY, you ask? (glad you did – the pt. of this little foray into quantum bed time stories)

I’ll tell you WHY.

This fifth form of prayer – our hook up to the source – is CONSTANT. We are never NOT talking to the quantum field/god/source/universe. NEVER! WE ARE THE PRODUCT OF THIS FIELD. We live, breathe, think, move, exist and are aware in this field – in fact; we are a sensory organ of this field. We are not separate. We are never NOT creating our expectations.

THEREFORE:

When you feel ‘as if’ a situation or thing you want is ALREADY created and you are immersed in it and loving it – it becomes instantaneous. This is a prayer that is ALL FEELING. No words. Words are tricky and we have been taught to use them wrongly and to our detriment when talking to universe (universe is my word from the ten thousand names of god).

 

So there is it is from: quantum fission – zero point field – Greg Braden’s The God Code, Richard Dolan’s new series on Gaia about False Flags (most of that info can already be found on line) all the deep state researchers, the one tiny new age misconception that is the fly in the ointment, to what happens when you get it straight.

 

Carry on.

Transfigurations

 

Is this where we are headed? Is this what ascension will look like? I caught this at dinner time, and was transfixed by it. Here is the idea about ascension that was put into our subconscious minds in 1990. Twenty seven years ago.

It is a beautiful idea, that we may one day be like these beings. This show also contains the people who would oppose our ascension, our modern day cabal/illuminati/deep state/reptilian controllers – whatever name you want to give them… The people who are scared shitless of those who would willingly transform into the next experience of the creator. Star Trek, it seems, has always been our prophet, a way show-er of a positive future that could be created, should we get our stuff together enough to do it.

This particular episode, season 3 episode 25, of STNG is a harbinger of where we are going. Hopefully. It is like a prayer, a pattern, a blue print, a deep genetic memory of being there before.

Yes, we are approaching this, we are remembering this.

When two realities collide: Why I wish I was going to the ECETI Ranch

More than anything, I wish I was going out to ECETI ranch for the 2017 conference. Every time I listen to James Gilliland he reminds me of all that I know and knew and forgot from being a kid to 60+ years later.

I listened to two interviews today James’s As You Wish Talk Radio Show and Max Igan “The Coming 5G Roll-out & AI Will Transform Human Society By 2025!” . The two shows couldn’t be more diametrically opposed. However, both shows are about realities that exist side by side at this moment on earth. There is a third point I would mention that Alex Collier talks about concerning, the galaxy as a whole and a singularity that happens around this time that traps our entire galaxy in a fourth Reich sort of control system –  that he says the A’s and a number of other races tracked down to earth in this here and now. I would say that the Max Igan interview outlines the start of the singularity quite clearly. We see the results of the beginning of the singularity daily as it invades our lives beyond what he can even notice as dangerous because it is so underhanded.

Then there is James Gilliland, who presents the organic side of the equation. His reasoning is effortless and easy to understand. On a very human level he calls it as it is, and I don’t know about you, but when I listen it’s like I’ve always known what he’s saying. It could be because he calls up that memory from my soul, or it could be because I do know it, from all the contact and study I have done this life time.

The point is, that no matter how much I like technology, it feels ominous. I’ve been talking about our organic technology for the last several years on my blog – and I have used my own for a very long time. It is inbuilt. It is easier than you ‘think’ – in fact, you don’t think to use it… Everybody has it and you don’t have to do anything special, eat anything special, perform any special mental gymnastics, or any such nonsense. You only have to get past the programming that says if it happens in your mind ‘it ain’t real’ and manage to sit still out in nature for more than 5 minutes. Why out in nature? To get as far away from wifi and any other broadcast waves as you can. But really, you don’t need to because, should you decide, those vibes can’t stop you either, but they can be a distraction.

You’ve got to understand that what you have been told about who you are and what you can do is nothing more than a false set of precepts about what you should think about yourself and life. Artists and musicians tend to get around these falsities a little easier than some because the key to going there is imagination. The biggest lie told of all time to everybody is: “Oh, it’s all just in your imagination.” (as if they need you to discount that entire part of yourself) when, really, it’s the key to everything.

For instance, you use your imagination to pray to God, you use your imagination when you meditate, you use your imagination when you read a book, when you doodle, when you day dream, when the ‘I wonder about’ questions pop up in your mind. You are always using it – but you have been taught to pretend that you don’t. Talk about pink elephants…

…it’s easier than you think…

The transhuman agenda would have us believe that we cannot do any of those things without a device. It would have us believe that we are powerless in our human form. It will suck us in, bit by bit, until there is nothing left of the human soul and imagination and then prove to us we are worthless.

Therein is the trap.

I will just leave this here.

Think about it. Ask your imagination what it thinks about it. Go there. It’s going to matter – a lot.

When all is said and done…

When all is said and done, when words and ideas brilliantly fail you, when you are broken-hearted and so very small, Love is the only thing left.

 

Love is unreasoning because it doesn’t take reason to love.

Love is many things to many people because love is all there is.

Love is glue, for it attracts,

Love is gravity, for it holds.

Love is fire, for it burns.

Love is water, for it is life.

Love is air, for it is everywhere.

Love is earth, for it is our home.

Love IS light.

 

Love is stronger than any words or ideas. Love can heal a shattered and broken heart.

There are as many expressions of love as there are grains of sand, or heavenly bodies in the universe because every manifest and un-manifest thing is love and knows love in its own way.

 

When adversity comes your way there is a choice. A choice to see through the eyes of love and act in compassion, or a choice to react in pain. When ideas and words fail you and bring pain to you and those you love, in the end, all that matters is love. Because in Lennon’s words: “The love you make is equal to the love you take.”

 

The love you make is who you are, because you are love. Your words can hurt me, they may decimate me, shatter my heart, but in the end it is still my choice to love you, to hold your heart in compassion and wait for you to grow. There is so much in this world meant to destroy love and confuse love, but in the end it is still a choice to love. You must choose it and never give up. You must love knowing that is all that you really can do. When nothing else works, love will.

 

Love is the one true, never ending thing.

 

Love is all there ever was, is and will be.

 

love

Our Fearless Children

 

If you are 40, or younger – you are part of a wave of intelligences born on this planet with enough genetic light codes open to be able to see and effect this planet differently. Not only that, you are part of the actual action taking place on this planet right now that is changing the entire paradigm. We need you. The planet needs you. You were born thinking out of the box and pretty much immune to the mind programming on the planet. You were born with everything active. You were born with all your light turned on.

As this planet is used for radical spiritual growth, if you are born here, you have lived through adequate catalyst to ensure that growth. Kinda like gorilla spiritual advancement turned on full tilt boogey. Active light, like fire, requires ignition to manifest. Catalyst is ignition. At ignition there is a choice. Ignition is like the moment just before movement or action. You can go forward in the direction of the momentum, or at that moment of pause, change the forward direction, or totally stop the forward momentum, stumble and fall. The bravest of you have gone forward like a rocket blasting into your highest path, lighting up the planet.

Not all of you have been in the limelight, a great proportion of you have instead shown your light into your inner lives, your daily lives, changing all whom you’ve met in one way or another. You have taught your children well, and made a place for them to safely be filled with even more light. Your inner integrity sometimes making you frustrated in a world of older people who are almost alien in the depths of their programming. Just know, that there are a few of us older adults out there that were born like you and we do understand. You are changing the world one person at a time, and most of you will never know the effect you have had on all of the lives you have touched. (grin, so I’m telling you)

Therefore, as you have your families and begin taking the place of the older adults, you are changing the paradigm to a greater light filled world. Your children will even maker it brighter, and so on. So even if there is no great Kabooom! from our perspective, even if the planet isn’t scooted forward in ascension in the blink of an eye, it is STILL happening. Further, in somebody’s time structure it is happening in the blink of an eye.

I am very happy and proud of all of you. I am satisfied that the wave of loving intelligence is alive and well on this planet and she is already saved – in the future – and that when I leave this gem hanging in this sector of space, all will be well. It will be as foretold to me – a heartbeat of loving energy reaching out to all that need it in our galaxy.

I am well pleased.

Dare to Dream: IMO

I listen to it all. There is the second half of the Dark Journalist Bill Ryan interview that just went up this morning. In any normal case this type of evidence in a court of law would be considered circumstantial and used to back up the claims for the case against Corey – as none of the truly damming parts, like the video of Corey and his wife plotting together can be produced. They are ? top secret. And Corey cannot produce a Blue Avian.

So where does that leave us? With a wonderful story who’s basic premise is that there is hope for us and that we are already out in space and there is tech that can heal and provide for the planet, and clean up the planet already in place. We have yet to have proof of that also. So what we are working with here is a full production story that is telling us that we do have the capabilities it takes to be what Corey is telling us.

So even if this is a dream, I’m liking it.

Now consider this – from the ‘new-age’ paradigm there is an idea that says if enough people believe a thing and invest their emotional energy in it – it will manifest. Half the gadgets on Star Trek are already a reality because somebody liked the idea enough to make it happen. Corey’s story has reached that level. So even if this is only partially true – or not true at all, we are liking it, we are investing our psychic energy into it and thereby enabling its manifestation. We ARE creating it.

I will tell you from all the stories and variations on a theme out there today this is one I actively want. Dream or no. I want to see this become reality. I want us to be that Star Trek dream. I want us to have zero point energy. I want us to have medical technology that will cure cancer, and all the other nasty ills of society. I want us to be able to give free reign to our creativity and become what we see in our hearts.

If Corey’s story leads us there one way or the other, I want that!

If any of our current information is true, then there are also people who really don’t want us to awaken – poopy on them. Because I’m going to go after this vision with all that I have because it resonates so deeply with who I am and what I want, that I have no choice. Regardless of how it started. I have seen what people can do when they are on fire and passionate about their creations. It is from one field of thought a science and from another field of thought, magic.

What I am trying to say is I DON’T CARE HOW THE STORY CAME ABOUT! I’m liking it and I want to see it happen. And the poopy heads who are trying to stick us back in a cage can just go sit in the corner and think about their bad behaviors.

Dare to dream. What could it hurt???   Really?

How else will we come to know if the theory that we create our reality is true, what better way than to get billions of people involved.

 

I dare you.

Dream BIG

By what right? Divine Right of Kings: how one group of people thinks they are better and thereby exposes their insanity. (IMO)

The divine right of kings, divine right, or God’s mandate is a political and religious doctrine of royal and political legitimacy. It asserts that a monarch is subject to no earthly authority, deriving the right to rule directly from the will of God.

Divine right of kings – Wikipedia

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Divine_right_of_kings

By whose right? By God’s right? Who is god, and how does this personage dole out divine right? So prove god. Prove god exists.

Otherwise the source within, the spark of divinity within, the human part that says ‘I am’, makes us all divinely ‘righted’ to rule: ourselves. Sovereignty.

And to rule over none. Because to say I have divine right to kill you, use you and call you less because I have been appointed/anointed – is NOT divine. It is a form of mental/emotional sickness and an excuse for very bad behavior. Divinity recognizes it’s self in all of us and all of creation down to the last molecule – tiniest particle. It calls none of us over, above, better or under, less than the others of us. So even if you had a god come and stand before me to tell me that someone was better, more worthy or whatever distinction you wanted to use, to inform me as to why, someone had the right to rule, kill, or use me because I was less than they were…you wouldn’t have a foot to stand on. Similarly, because the divine presence is in everything, everyone, everywhere, we are all gifted with our OWN awareness of what is what and what is divine. We can’t escape it – because it is part and parcel of the living animating force that is us. It is also the glue that holds ‘things’ in the 3D world together – like basic units of matter. I would call it the underlying field of energy of the whole of manifestation.

But somehow, since way before Rome, this idea of

I AM BETTER THAN YOU

has been thrust upon the world and from it evolved the concept of: therefore, I can use you, think nothing of you and throw you away according to my whims because god told me I could.

Understand this: the infinite intelligence that is the life force is everywhere. Even in things that our little limited apprehension doesn’t see as animated or alive. Therefore there are none better or worse than anything/anyone else in all of creation and there is absolutely no excuse for the use of or harm to anything/one.

There is no such thing as ‘better-than’ that can give you, or anybody else the license to use you with wholesale disregard for your livingness and your right to that livingness and it’s expression.

Last night we were skirting around this idea with the term the “illuminati” and it’s philosophy that because ‘they’ have more information about ‘stuff’ that ‘they’ are better-than people who don’t and therefore, ‘they’ have a license to use and murder the souls and bodies of others in any way they see fit.

This is insane.

The definition of insanity is the inability to perceive. (Even if you think you are perceiving and you can treat the other poorly – you are not really perceiving, not really knowing, not really living in the skin of the other – therefore you are handicapped, really…IMO)

Since remembered time, remembered history has recorded in some very old writings the story of how we have always been told that we are NOT god – that somebody else is, and that because of that we have no rights and must allow, by divine right, those in power to do anything they wish to us.

This was the beginning of the oldest, most heinous game ever perpetrated on this planet to keep one type of people in power while allowing no others the right to even exist except by their “gracious” will.

The others that come from off planet with bigger, shinier toys and ideas – the ones that would come here to lord it over us, are no better than the so called idiot rulers that have lorded it over the planet in the past. The ones that would choose to never interfere are the ones that know the divinity within themselves and therefore recognize it in all others.

This is what we are contending with right now, on this world, opening our eyes enough to see that divinity/recognition/response-ability within each of ourselves enough, so that we are empowered to oust the ones who still want to be cavemen in their hearts and use and abuse us and the planet to their own ends.

Haven’t you had enough already?

“Divine right of kings.” “Illuminati – cabal – PTB…

In who’s book and by who’s definition???

 

REALLY?

An invitation to my beloved ‘normal’ friends:

This is a re-post from face book with permission of a beautiful statement from a beautiful soul that I wanted everybody to read. So I am trying to give it a wider audience here and on Fade to Blog.

– Alison


An invitation to my beloved ‘normal’ friends

by Lisa Frith

This weekend has been a heck of a wild ride. I just peered down the proverbial rabbit hole and I’m starting to believe it’s much deeper than I thought. Living in LA, it’s nice to be able to attend workshops and conferences on my favorite subjects… UFOs and Conspiracies. The two are so linked together, it seems hard to talk about one without the other creeping in. Friday night at the 5D event I went for a casual date with UFOs but I went home with Conspiracy. And the rabbit hole got a lot deeper. Don’t worry, I won’t go into the details on the ‘public thread.’

This post isn’t really for my friends who already know this (although they inspire it), this post is for everyone else.

Whatever your spiritual tradition, religion, ancient paths, modern spirituality or dancing to your own beat, know that the roots are all good and recognize the answer is always love, in any language. It always has been. Honor that, now more than ever. Please. This world is gauged by service to self or service to others. Just hit that 51% service to others and you have the power to save yourself, those you love and this entire planet (and endless points beyond in my humble opinion).

I invite you to consider the possibility that the wildest science fiction you watch, the darkest news you may see (and why are you still watching the news?) just might have a teeny tiny basis in reality. I’m here to plant a seed. Whatever your political slant (and if you know me, you know I’m slanted), we need to focus and rise above the politics that divide us and look up a few levels…. to the puppet masters if you will. Whatever label you may pride yourself on, left or right, consider that it just might be a distraction to keep us in the mud and away from the light.

I’m going to ask you to have an awareness for two different threads that you might ‘stumble’ across.

The first is regarding Antarctica. Things are happening there. It’s potentially the toe in the door for a Disclosure type of event–ancient civilizations, a pyramid, perhaps more… perhaps even the holy grail of ufology…a mothership… or three… just maybe… open your eyes, open your mind and, most importantly, open your heart. Intrigued? Something wonderful just might be on the horizon.

The second thread is the most important. And you don’t see much of it in mainstream media (if any). I have heard there have been upwards of 1500 pedophilia arrests this year alone. In the dark reaches of conspiracy land, ending this network of criminals is the key to the kingdom. Literally. If what I have been hearing about and reading about for several years (from numerous sources) just might be true, ending this is the path to victory. I won’t go into the details, it is nothing I can prove and nothing you want to think about. But, at this point in my studies, I personally believe that the end of that empire not only saves the innocents, it releases the technologies of dreams, free energy, cures for diseases and the path to cleanse the planet. These arrests put this goal into the realm of possibility. We are so close to eliminating this darkness. Seriously, this year it is possible. That’s what ‘they’ say.

😉 Follow the thread if you like, but this is simply a request to say some prayers and send some love. And light. Lots of it.

Now is the time to call in love through whatever path is comfortable to you. God, Goddess, Source, Angels or benevolent Aliens. Invite your team in and ask for support. Don’t ask for someone to save us, this isn’t about that. We have the sacred opportunity to do that ourselves. It’s an honor and a gift. We have help waiting in the wings for an invitation. This isn’t a once in a lifetime opportunity, it is a once in hundreds of lifetimes opportunity. Feel a tingle in your spine? You can be a genuine superhero. We all can.

So now, I will remove my tinfoil hat, plant a few tomato plants and get ready for the week. But I will try to remember to be kinder and to not judge. You know, the stuff we were supposed to learn in kindergarten. Don’t forget to dream of the world you want to create. Play nice out there and when you have a moment, look up.

I love you all so very, very much.

From <https://www.facebook.com/lisa.frith.96/posts/1421121864585487>

Last night on F2B: Joy

Last night on the Jimmy Church Radio show, F2B (Fade to Back) we had guest James Gilliland. It struck me what a happy person he is. Not silly happy, but down deep happy, and therefore everything that he said, all his words, even if he was talking about difficult things, felt good. So many times I will listen to people reporting the difficult side of life – the pizza gates, the reptilians, the abductions, the satanic cults… and the tone of their voice, the vibe of their intelligence which rides their voice and words like a carrier wave is enormously depressing and negative. Sometimes even if their words are not about negative topics, what rides under their words is very dark.

Last night the presence and joy in the voice on the radio radiated warmth and humor like a bubbling spring. This translated to me and I awoke feeling happier than I have in weeks. What a gift! The best contacts I have had over the years have been the ones where there is a quiet joy bubbling (yes – bubbling, I like that word because that’s what it feels like to me) all around the experience. It is always how I know there is a positive being present.

In the last couple of years not all of them have been that way – and I immediately pull out and slam the energy barrier I use up and close down the communication. James is right,

“If you don’t like what you are feeling, do a healing!” – as soon as you feel it, and then talk to whomever is left.

rep10He said so many easy positive things last night. I have not voted for 20+ years for the very same reason he hasn’t – I did blog that… He talked about ET’s and what they looked like – since christmas (yes, little c) I have created 200+ mug shots of people. I asked to see them and they just come through for me. All I had to do was ask… they are all beautiful – even the reptilians – maybe I talk to their higher selves…who knows. There isn’t an ugly one in the bunch – maybe I just see the best side of them… I mean in my mind’s eye even I look 37… grins

Just from listening to his voice last night, I felt empowered and happy and strong and life was juicy again. I know I report on some harsh topics – like my last blog post – and it is hard for me to do it – but it needs done. It has a cost. I’d love to do nothing but post about sweetness and light. However, IMO we need to be aware of these things that would rob us of choice in the matter – the blindfold so to speak, that we might take it off before we hit the chopping block.

face20I’d really love to see these people in real life instead of having them have to sneak through in a channeled drawing – but this is 3D, and it is hard for most of them to appear here, now. Well, maybe if I get better at holding a higher frequency – becoming a stable emanating point of joy like James Gilliland, then I just might be able to consciously meet those whom I’ve known existed since the day I was born. It’s something to work towards….

The Opened Heart plus the Enlightened Mind

The Opened Heart plus the Enlightened Mind becomes the third (trinary) co-creative possibility that forms our reality, instantaneously. The Opened Heart is one that has healed or is healing from the pit that the controllers have made of this world. The Enlightened Mind is the one that sees through the tricks to understand how it was done. The two together are what formulate the passion that arises from within that not only has the power to walk away from it all, but to co-create with the earth a new paradigm.

We see the healing of the heart going on all around us daily as I mentioned in my last little blip, and we are coming to realize the mind-management that we are dealing with even in the alternative information fields as we uncover all the damage that has been done and see the directing influence trying to point us back down into darkness.

Here is where the nitty gritty work begins. Because we must be aware of the causes of our trashed world and our mind cages to be able to CHOOSE to say no. And then, we must have an enormous power of love behind it all to choose not to exact revenge, but to disempower the whole thing by choosing to love the entire world and heal it, instead.

However you are called to do this is the way it should be done. There will be as many ways as there are people, once our subconscious-consensus realizes the power we have to create and heal. And we will. Because we were made that way. We were made to love and cherish all of what and whom we encounter. We were made to stand and emit waves of intelligent infinity, or love to all of creation. We were made to be creators. We are known, even at this dark level of mind we are breaking out of as ‘clever’ people throughout the galaxy. When we figure out how to operate above where we are now, with this intelligent infinity shinning out from us and co-create with all that we encounter, then truly, will we have come into our birthright to be a gift to creation.

This was an epiphany I had back in grade school. I had just encountered the idea of world-ending-disaster and was so destroyed at the possibility that I could barely function. I was sitting staring out my window searching for a different truth from somewhere, when the idea of a shining earth, and enlightened, wonderful people creating a frequency of love so bright and beautiful that it streamed throughout the galaxy (I thought small in those days) and that all who felt it would come here for healing and love. The intuitive hit was so strong, it was so wondrous and beautiful that it completely cured the sadness over what I considered from that moment on – wrong information. That was when I stopped believing in the bible and all of what I considered it’s twisted meanness. I knew with every fiber of my being that the radiant earth was the real truth.

I have struggled all my life to step away from mean spirited, small minded, divisive, exclusionary minds. Nothing has caused me greater pain. Because of that, I have barely lived ‘in’ this world. I’ve floated the edges, staying away from systems and entrenchments. Because of that, I have accomplished very little in the way this world judges success, but it doesn’t matter. What does matter to me, is clarity of mind, perception and a sensitive heart. All of which, in any of us who are awake has been through the ringer of late.

And yet, I keep getting those intuitive hits that say ‘Look! Look around – it’s gotten better, take heart, it is happening’. We just need to stay the course, hold the vision and never give up. (Kinda of like that last sit up…you know you can do it) To compare this to the birthing process – we are in transition. Hold on to your hats because it really truly is happening. It is already real.