…and in my heart, it is Christmas morning.

I know this whole opening into a better world belongs to our children and the future.

Last Night’s Jimmy Church Radio Show for Disclosure Fest simply warmed the totality of my heart!

Disclosure and all, and I mean all, that it is about has finally reached a ground swell, has finally gotten enough momentum to continue. There are finally enough of us out there who know the truth –  that even if ‘the-they’ tried to confuse the issue one more time as Grant Cameron has pointed out that they have about every 20 years in his book ‘Managing Magic’ the-they would be entirely unsuccessful.

This feels like Christmas morning as a kid before you open the presents to me. I have, since I was very little, known I wanted this to happen with all my heart. Being little I had no idea how it would happen, but I had a fierce longing in my heart for it, even before ‘it’ became a fully formed idea in my mind. I was born in 1953. I charged into all-about-UFO’s at a very, very young age. By the time I was 13, I had been chasing this idea of ET’s not even knowing I was doing it for 10 years and as I grew up so the idea got more sophisticated in my heart and soul. I seriously KNEW there was life out there and I wanted to meet them and know them. I thought Star Trek was the best thing ever to happen on TV, because it portrayed life out there in a balanced more sane way than ever before. I wanted to be Vulcan because when I figured out what telepathy was, I wanted it and at the time I didn’t realize it, but I had already had a first contact experience that was telepathic and continued to have them throughout my life. Might I say, the people who I knew then had the highest ethic of compassion and love, of contact only to the extent that the psyche of the person could tolerate reasonably and they NEVER went past my internal boundaries – not once – even when I didn’t know what a boundary was! I cut my eye teeth on Adamski and Menger. I ate up every publication I could find – even science fiction, information was always serendipitously appearing for me to read, and I was a card carrying member of NICAP for a while.

I kept hoping through the years in my heart of hearts – all through grade school and high school and after, that we would wake up. It was all obvious to me and I wished everybody knew too. I got married at 18 had my first child 8 years later my second 2 years later and it wasn’t until the mid-80’s when I could finally get my head out of the sand and re-look at the UFO issue.

By that time, of course, people were laughing at the 50’s contactees and everybody was into ‘serious’ research on nuts and bolts. The movie “the Three Faces of Eve” had come out in 1957 and then was remade at for TV as a miniseries called ‘Sybil’ in 1976. Both of these movies, IMO were CIA propaganda the frighten the hell out of people who were beginning to have contact with ET’s telepathically so that no one would ever open their mouths. They painted a horrifying picture of brokenness, that, IMO, might even have been concocted from information gleaned from MKUltra experiments. So even if you were at that time receiving telepathic communications, or downloads – even if you masked it in spiritualism, you were looked upon as a truly sick and fractured person.

Meanwhile, I was into yoga, mysticism and was a card carrying member of the Theosophical Society in Wheaton IL at 18yrs old – still looking for a way to open my mind. Well, marriage, 2 kids, divorce and remarriage and launching of 20 somethings later, I finally, truly had the time to pursue this issue with the intensity I wanted to. When I retired in 2007 I had found Kerry Cassidy, then I found a dear soul, Kosta Makreas who literally set me on the course that has me writing these blogs, and not long after that Jimmy Church. I missed all the falderal from 1980 to 2007 and when I dipped my toes back into my passion, I was ‘given’ Kerry Cassidy to learn from, and the dominoes fell.

Today, the heart dreams I had as a very small child are coming to fruition, the ground swell is so great, we have people like David Wilcock, Corey Goode and Emery Smith presenting information that I know in my heart of hearts is VERY real (did they read my mind?) and “The Truth is Out There” quite literally, for all to see. Then we have the youngsters out there with huge talent Like Adrian Vallera, who has taken the true jist of the 60’s hippie movement sans the drugs and sex (because I see the manifesto of the Space Brothers as a direct transfer into the hippie movement of the 60’s) and is beginning to manifest it on a large, brilliant scale to reach as many souls as his team can.

I have watched for 63 years and I have kept my dreams of my heart to myself for 63 years, what I thought I would never see hit the light of day, is illuminated. We will make it, and it is the youngsters who will see to it we do.

 

…and in my heart, it is Christmas morning.

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Phenomenology isn’t just in your head – Its about the cat in the box…

In reference to my cross-over article, this LMH video, High Strangeness with Linda Moulton Howe 5/02/2018 starts out talking about the Cuban Embassy mysterious brain concussion injuries and progresses through a number of references to research into the effects of projected modulated frequencies on the human organism both by the ET presence and black projects studies from the 60’s and 70’s. This includes the story of John Burroughs’s travails trying to get medical support for his exposure to infrasound during the Bentwaters Rendlesham forest event of December 1980.

Acoustic waves coupled with electromagnetic fields can be used in novel, true creative and sometimes very evil ways. Healing can be one component, and so can espionage and murder. An Absolute treatise covering everything you need to know about this and how it can be used in a million different ways is the book “The Giza Death Star” by Joseph P. Farrell, in which he goes into every conceivable avenue of exploration of the science of waves and quantum mechanics but how it translates into engineerable science. When you read the current research on all of the VOG tech and the things that go along with it, this a primer that puts it all into context so that you can begin to spot the correspondences yourself.

She goes on to mention the research of Allen Frey on the direct broadcast of microwaves to head, mentioning that the study subjects all experience it as humming, buzzing, or knocking. The one sentence she said ( at 35:53 ) that was mentioned in the report as an aside was most common and found in ET contact cases were the reports of children around the age of 4-5 years waking up and telling their parents that something was in the closet.

Well… from personal experience I can say that as a kid there wasn’t a night I didn’t get up and go tell my parents this was happening only to be put back to bed being told, that is was all in my imagination and that there were no such things as monsters…etc. Every night… the trouble I used to get in, the spankings I got, because it got old to parents, the excuses I would make, were legion… As a matter of fact, it lead to what I consider my first contact, and yes, it was telepathic.

I also always have a very high pitched background hiss in my hearing – not a tone, but hiss like static to this day. The research she has done on this subject brings me quite a bit of peace, because…I’m not crazy.

What occurs to me, IMO, is that the only line between phenomenology and nuts and bolts crafts is that fine line between frequencies that we naturally can perceive and that those we naturally can’t perceive – but that in reality it is one continuum and exists in the same space simultaneously. The only reason we don’t know is because we can’t currently perceive beyond the vibratory capacity of the human organism. Gee, what a great way to hide stuff right in front of our eyes….

The two links up top are her Wednesday chats, the second is a link to the full report on the Cuban illness mystery. These are well worth your time because as she gets to the end, she links it up to just about every other phenomena she reports on. Amazing! (and for me, life affirming)

Noticing

Could it be that even in 3D the one truth we all ignore is the truest? That being: consciousness is the real reality. In other words, while the frequency soup we are currently swimming in is deleterious to our very existence, and our awareness of our consciousness, that our consciousnesses are very alive and vital if we just noticed. I have sneaking suspicion that it doesn’t matter how poisoned we are, how ill we are, or how frequency managed we are, consciousness is untouched by it. The frequency management is effecting our bodies, and because we really and in some cases totally identify with the body (that it is the only thing that is real – i.e.: if you don’t believe me, let me cause you pain) that we IGNORE this other component of ourselves exclusively.

“Oh, that’s all in my mind…” or, “That is just a daydream, it wasn’t real…” or, “It’s all just my imagination…” It is with these type of statements and all the similar ones we tailor make to fit our lives that we continuously program ourselves to ignore the most powerful part of our selves. I remember as a kid being told that daydreaming would get me nowhere, neither would art, music or any other creative endeavor. That the only thing that counted was Good-Hard-Work. That meant that anything in my mind, was not real, and that time spent on that meant I was lazy and no good. Does this sound like ‘Slave-Training 101’ to you? My parents considered it a good honest work ethic. Instead of being helped to make my dreams a reality with good hard work, I was not supposed to dream at all. That made everything that occurred in my mind and heart quite useless, and any task I completed given to me by a ‘higher authority’ good. (sigh – programming – sigh)

From a different point of view: Thoughts are things. They have a resonance, a frequency. Everything in existence does. So, by thinking, I have just created something. It might only be a tiny wiggle in the electromagnetic frequency going on out there to who knows where, but I did jingle-jangle that frequency. Now, by the law of resonances, or harmonies, that thought may not have any effect other than, I thought it and it was cool to think it, or it could find a harmony, a similar sound (frequency somewhere along the EM spectrum), a commonality and become part of a greater chord (frequencies that fit together so nicely they weave a greater energy in them – a bigger sound).

Especially when your propel a thought with great emotion and intention.

We walk through our daily lives as we work, clean, cook, drive, shop, thinking and feeling about stuff and not realizing that we are creating as we do this. And!!! The more worn in the thought the more power it has – the more frequency threads it has gathered with the practicing of the thought – the better it creates in your life because of resonance/harmony/attraction.

Thoughts are things and emotions embody those things and they respond to your intent like magic. Tell me one thing you have no emotions about, even if that feeling is ‘Meh’. There is always an emotion accompanying a thought. Meh has a frequency too…

Now bring this back around to the way we are ‘encouraged’ to think and feel about society and its norms and programming and you can understand how thoroughly controlled we are and why we have been taught, media-ized, programmed, religionized, schooled, to never ever give our consciousness the power it really has. Within two seconds of realizing this it would not matter what was thrown at us, we would recreate it – laughing in joy as we did. No wonder this is so secret. In some people’s eyes if we weren’t controlled there would be mass chaos – at least to their power structure.

I think what we are supposed to notice, what all the ET’s, extra-intradimensionals, beings and orbs and channelings –  the entire supranormal universe is waiting for us to realize is this.  Once we understand that consciousness IS a greater truth than 3D, and we just look – notice, all of creation will open up to us and we can finally grow beyond who we have been told we are into what we really are it will forever be changed.

We ARE Electric

This idea comes directly from David Wilcock’s Wisdom Teachings about how red shift is NOT velocity, but a quanta of energy. It is also about the evolving human – something I’ve got ideas on that are overflowing my round file.

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Z-pinch in the lab
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Heart Zp and Head Zp interaction

We are electric. Our atoms are electric, our systems (organ systems like heart and lungs, tissues etc.) are electric and if seen as electric charge (frequency only) look like the chakra systems. We have a million small zero points in the atoms and molecules that make up our body plus larger ones that make up the organ systems. heart5And one huge one in our heart which is a z-pinch (zero point) and another in our head – the pineal gland. The earth has one at its core and its own magnetic field that is created in response to the sun,( the same as our personal magnetic field created by our heart) that also has a z-pinch at its core that make up the measurable magnetic fields we can see today. Both of them respond to each other and the sun responds to a larger unit, on up to infinity – thus Laniakea.

lanakeaaThis is mirrored in the structure of the solar system, the galaxy and the galactic neighborhood and the super clusters. What you are seeing in the illustrations of Laniakea are electrical circuits – not red shift velocity. You are seeing different levels of charge and dipole electric circuits. These are networks connected by CURRENT.

cladney-plateThese current sheets extend in layers with different harmonic frequencies much like the energy field around protons, and our energetic bodies. The harmonies come from a solfeggio like octave set of vibrations. This set of harmonic frequencies create our dimensions.aura-photo-jan2015a

What everybody is pointing to, if you look at the current and ancient information is that not so much that the area of space we are moving ‘through’ is changing, but that the electric pulses running through the network of currents connecting everything is receiving a wave of energy through it like a nerve pulse running through the nerves of our body. Electricity carries information, and we are like the television screens in our homes.

It seems we are more than exact mirrors of the micro-processes around and in us, we are also exact mirrors of the macro-processes that make up known existence. It is all more connected than we could possibly imagine.

So, hang on to your hats, new information is coming to your sector of the galaxy – don’t miss next week’s program! A teacher of mine said once speaking of intuition, that we are all so intuitive that we can’t stand ourselves, that we could eat cat food and be intuitive it is a function of our intelligence our very makeup. Just as we are way more intuitive than any of us would like, we are also way more connected, not just to each other but the entire universe than we want to be. All of this hoop-te-do about high frequency this and high frequency that – be prepared, etc. is a diversion. laniakea7This wave of electricity – frequency – sun burst, whatever you want to call it will happen, none of us can stop it any more than the sun can move out of its way. The very structure of our sun and earth and us are all connected by virtue of the electric energy pathways smaller than the atomic level within us. So, Live, Love and cherish, and after the new energy comes through IMO, we will only be better at it.

 

https://alsionsbells.wordpress.com/2015/02/11/swimming-through-a-head-full-of-ideas/

https://alsionsbells.wordpress.com/2015/02/13/quantum-eu/

http://www.nature.com/articles/s41550-016-0036

http://www.sonicgeometry.com/about.html

The holy Middle Path

The holy middle path is trinary consciousness. Body – Heart – Mind.

We exist in the body in this world. The body provides an arena of experience.

We have an emotional character in which arises a response to the physical experience and bridges into the mind

We have a mind in which the mental constructs we build from the body and heart arise.

Our hearts are the middle way. Whether we like it or not. The heart is the part of us that receives from both directions, mind and body. The heart is the direct connection to the source. From the heart arise all creative impulses. The ability to create anything comes from a desire arising in the heart being received in the mind and then created in the physical.

The Buddhist Middle way is described as:

“Middle Path” may be misunderstood as equivocal (open to more than one interpretation; ambiguous)

. In fact Buddhism is not as such. “Middle” means neutral, upright, and centered. It means to investigate and penetrate the core of life and all things with an upright, unbiased attitude. In order to solve a problem, we should position ourselves on neutral, upright and unbiased ground. We investigate the problem from various angles, analyze the findings, understand the truth thoroughly, and find a reasonable conclusion.

The Negative STS path is binary! It is an either-or, black and white with NO grey areas type of thinking. Thinking – not reality – not trinary, and not a product of two things – therefore incapable of creating anything; the only way you can get there is by cutting off the heart from the equation. We all know from our experience of living, that it is a fallacy. We all live in the grey areas – better descriptor – the between, the trinary part of consciousness.

Part of today’s crazy-making-ness is that we have been taught to look for absolutes, when in fact life is every shade of the rainbow from white all the way through every shade of color in between to black.

Because life is always more than yes or no – it is in every nuance in between where we live.

We are not just a body – and we are not just a mind – we are all the in betweens. We bridge that gab from gross physical matter to pure thought. And as we do it we leave the evidence all around us in our creations.

Whenever you are being asked to toe the line one way or another – to be binary, look and see what kind of control structure is behind that request, because you will find it. And then you decide.

IMO one of the things we as a planetary race are being asked to do is be the rainbow from trinary heart centered awareness. To find our own inner power and NOT beg it from one source or another, to be strong and sovereign in all the shades of colors that we are.

We are trinary consciousness whether we want to be or not. IMO for the last 5,000 years (probably lots more than that) there has been an effort to lure our minds in a binary box, and we just don’t fit, or it would have been over in a heart beat. It isn’t over and it’s still ongoing for seemingly ever, because this third element of our consciousness doesn’t fit in binary box. It just doesn’t. The third aspect is creative – and humans, being faced with a binary crisis will eventually find a way to solve it with the third aspect (heart) and it will not matter how many times they false-flag us – train us, deceive us … think they have it all sewn up – we find our way out of it because our being is one element larger than 2. As it will always be. Real life is trinary.

(the 3, the 6 and the 9)

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Jan 1st Addendum – high strangeness

Jan 1st Addendum – high strangeness

Wednesday, January 4, 2017

10:52 AM

I am watching a video by Harold Kautz Vella in , but of course, black goo and the difference tween bi-nary and tri-nary intelligence. One of the things he talks about is the ability of trinary centered consciousness interfering with binary systems. While I was watching this and being really fired up because it was ringing so damned true inside – resonating to my current level of understanding of things, my computer started to really drive me crazy.

I have a blue tooth mouse and for some reason the mouse pointer started jumping all over the page, starting and stopping the video, going from full screen to reducing the entire page to an icon, and switching between videos… Now last week I had had some problems with my blue tooth speakers – and I didn’t know if it was the place in the house I was in, or if it was too many things running at once, but it eventually cleared up. So, this morning I took the blue tooth plug out of the computer to stop the mouse, and it continued to happen. I finally shut down the computer and used my phone.

Here is what Harold says, our natural frequency is TRINARY, not binary. The heart component – your heart/empathy/loving IS the third component that makes up our trinary wave. We emit light corresponding to this frequency. It is naturally more powerful than a scalar/binary wave, and will over power it always. So, Chalk one piece of evidence up for phase three of the experiment – collective objective evidence. Huh. Another interesting tidbit here – when I went to look on my computer at my You Tube history to pick up the link to this video to share with you all – It was gone. I had to go get it off my phone and email to myself to find this video again.

This is getting amazingly interesting!

I am smiling.

Language is the Metaphor for Time: change the language, change time.

(no, this is NOT a spoiler)

Important word meanings in this post:

  • Metaphor: to transfer – to carry over – to bear – across
  • Logos: ‘I say’
  • Context: weave together
    • High: metaphorical
    • Low: verbal
  • Subtext: below – underlying meaning
  • Intention/intent: extend towards
    • plan, mean, have in mind, have the intention, aim, purpose

All links to other articles are in purple


The Armenian name of the Lord explains the oldest origin of the word God we have at 3,000BCE. God means ‘he is’ or ‘I am who I am’

When the ‘IS’ was just one,

before it decided to ‘BE’,

its sound was eh – or breath – or energy.

Once it decided to ‘BE’, it became the many, the logos (meaning ‘I say’).

 

Intelligent Infinity: or the real name of the universe

John 1:1  |  Law of One  |  Word Etymology

In the beginning was the Word,

First Distortion: freewill/multiplicity

Frequency:

from Latin frequentia, from frequens, frequent- ‘crowded, frequent

1.the rate at which something occurs or is repeated over a particular period of time or in a given sample.

2.the rate at which a vibration occurs that constitutes a wave, either in a material (as in sound waves), or in an electromagnetic field (as in radio waves and light), usually measured per second.

 

 

and the Word was with God,

Second distortion: Law of Love / attraction

Resonance:  Latin resonantia ‘echo,’ from resonare ‘resound’

a. the ability to evoke or suggest images, memories, and emotions.

b. the reinforcement or prolongation of sound by reflection from a surface or by the synchronous vibration of a neighboring object.

 

and the Word was God. (E-motion/energy in motion was god)

Third distortion: Law of Light / manifested universe

78.9 Questioner: Now, we have the first, second, and third distortions of free will, love, and light. Am I correct in assuming that the central core of this major galaxy began to form with the third distortion? That was the origin of our Milky Way Galaxy?

Ra: I am Ra. In the most basic or teleological sense you are incorrect as the One Infinite Creator is all that there is. In an undistorted seed-form you are correct in seeing the first manifestation visible to the eye of the body complex which you inhabit as the third distortion, light, or to use a technical term, limitless light.From <http://www.lawofone.info/results.php?q=3rd+distortion>

Creation: the action or process of bringing something into existence

cause (something) to happen as a result of one’s actions

Breed, generate, engender, produce, make for, promote foster

From Proto-Italic *krēāō ‎(“to make grow”)

creō ‎(present infinitive creāre, perfect active creāvī, supine creātum); first conjugation

I create, make, produce

I beget, give birth to

I prepare, cause

I choose

 

A Jewel at the Heart of Quantum Physics

We now know that the universe was created from one photon, the amplituhedron, which immediately fractalized, made smaller copies of the original in holographic form – which set up a resonance and then by rhythm/frequency created light or first visible form.

Language is kind of like this third law, in that it is the third derivation from truth or original meaning of any idea or feeling you try to communicate. Language is reductionist, an approximation of a thought/feeling. Implicit in language is the necessity of context. Context has two parts to it.

High context wherein metaphor is used (Metaphor: to transfer – to carry over – to bear – across)

Low context wherein the meaning is inferred in the words themselves

Language is the third iteration: (from Latin iterat- ‘repeated,’ from the verb iterare, from iterum ‘again) derivation of a pure meaning: (Old English mænan ; related to Dutch meenen and German meinen, from an Indo-European root shared by mind) – remember the game of telephone?

Think back to the Tower of Babel metaphor. If ‘god’ took our universal language and broke it into many other languages, then what would that first all-inclusive language have been? Telepathy?

Telepathy is all inclusive. It has meaning, emotion, intent, metaphor and context.

 

This makes telepathy the purest meaning of a communication

Telepathy (from the Greek τῆλε, tele meaning “distant” and πάθος, pathos or -patheia meaning) in its newest understanding can be defined as:

Mind to mind/soul to soul communication where context is implicit in the communication and emotional intent is obvious as part of the meaning, and there is no underlying subtext that could be held back from the communication (i.e. no lies).

On a more fringy note: language being the third derivation of purest meaning is also a way to bring into existence a reality, in that it is part of this third principle, the third distortion, the word as god. Words are symbols. They hold a general meaning and a meaning only for the one who hears or sees them. This is why everybody’s truth is slightly different from everybody else’s.

People are a third iteration also. Spirit – into soul – into body. We are our own meaning and our own symbol. We emit light and we emit an electromagnetic field as part of our life process. This field is continuously changing due to our thoughts and feelings. We create our context by our hands, faces, gestures, actions which are all part of our moment to moment meaning as a spirit and a soul having an experience in a 3D (third derivation/iteration) body.

From the third derivation also comes the sense of time. Time is implicit in our language – and we are also limited in time by the ideas implicate in our language because language is the way we think about things, structure/or program our reality, our knowledge. It not that we need more information, or to think differently about time, it’s that we need a different structure for time itself – we need a whole new vocabulary. This is because it’s the way our concepts of time are configured through our language that keeps us here, stuck in the current bobbing along with no means to navigate our journey…

Have you ever thought about going forward in time to your best case scenario and seeing what you did to make it so and then go back and do it??? In effect that would be the future changing the past… And yet, in our world that concept is a fairy tale because everybody knows that the past, now and future are discrete, separate and effect each other in only one direction… We know this because of the meanings implicit in those three words, past, present and future – even in the way we know how to organize which came first and then next on the words of this page. What about: past – present – now? In that if you want to change your now, you need to change your past and you do that by accessing your future to find out what you did to get to your now…

https://alsionsbells.wordpress.com/2016/11/06/teach-your-children-well/ 

Some would say that is only imagination. I would say maybe, that your imagination is how you access time. I have written numerous times (in fact the whole damned blog is about this)  about perception, the quantum box, the glass ceiling… about the societal rules that keep our minds in the ‘proper’ order – lest we go off on tangents and discover marvelous things that would up set the status quo – the proverbial apple cart… They all stem from using your imagination – from breaking all the rules you can in your own mind, from listening to your own inner muse, the one who begs you to write your own fairy tales and dream, to dare to reconstruct the so called laws of reality to fit your soul’s dreams. To, if you have to, very quietly in your own mind, break every rule you are/can become aware of concerning what you believe/have been taught is real and what is not. Do it!!! Dare it!!!

 

To bring this back to the information at the top, When did we first develop the concepts that have cemented our awareness into the rigid structure we now live in? I’d say it was about the time of the reptilian invasion – when the word “God” first showed up in our language… Jus say’in.

Food for thought. Food for the coming becoming.

 

  1. http://zimmer.csufresno.edu/~johnca/spch100/4-9-sapir.htm
  2. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Linguistic_determinism
  3. http://www.slate.com/articles/news_and_politics/uc/2014/06/can_language_influence_our_perception_of_reality.html
  4. http://www.vudu.com/movies/#!content/826376/Arrival

I’m Over It! – reality check (yes, it’s a rant)

It’s all true.

All of it. They can take all their cover-up lies, bread and circus, artificial stimulation and stuff it! It’s time we all get over it too. Just go there. Everything we have ever been told in the last 100 years is a sham and a lie. Most science, most history and especially most technology. Who we are and who we think we are at totally different ends of the spectrum. There is ET life all over this planet – including us.

JUST GET OVER IT!

I don’t think there is one piece of information that could make me ‘reality check’ any more. I’m so over it that it has closed the circle for me and I’m back at; If this is true: then lets integrate it and get on with the next step. What would be the next step? IMO it would be trashing each bit of mind control programming, both emotional and intellectual and piece by piece regaining my truth. Why do I say my truth? Well, because your truth will be different from mine because you are different from me – we will have a basic direction that is the same – but the inner realizations, my truth and yours will be slightly different. That aside, what could my inner truth look like?

We live on a planet where many multiples of intelligent species live. Some are indigenous, some just want to explore this place, others want to take over and control this space, some want to farm this space (us included as a product), some want to engage with us, others want to investigate us and still others have been running experiments on us for quite some time in one way or another.

That aside, I maintain I am sovereign in as much as my understanding and level of learning can allow me to be. I intend to embody that principle as best I can as I go on. What does that mean in my actual living space? Well, Integrity, honesty, and gentleness of spirit. It means I will conduct myself and my energies as best I can to promote peace and love to those around me, those I interact with and those I have contact with. Whomever and whatever you are. Humans have a great capacity for turning emotion and experience into wisdom and artistic expression. We produce a ‘something’ from what we learn and integrate. We change quickly. So much so that we do the cargo cult thing quite easily. We have been adapted to look for leaders and gurus and gods and teachers and ‘fixers’.

This current rash of whistle blowers and truth tellers and revealers and most of our ilk’s investment in the story and speculation, shows that quite nicely. And to me it’s just another aspect of the gods coming to earth to once again modify our structures, both inner and outer, for their own reasons. So.

What about our daily quality of life? What about our deepening of our wisdom, what about being here now, instead of waiting for the next ‘shocking’ reveal??? Hmmmm? What about it?

What about us deciding what we need to enrich our lives and those around us so that we can reach some agreement on love and peace? What about deciding what we need to open our hearts and extend compassion and love to each other? What about learning to do that from a position of stable strength and deep understanding of your fellow next door – or a couple of communities away, or the world?

heaven2What are we doing or learning that could begin that process? Because I can just about bet that when that happens and it no longer matters who did what to whom, when, all that information that we think is so vital but can’t get to will become SELF APPARENT. And by that time, our particular flavor of bread and circus just won’t matter that much. I’m over the Saturday morning cartoons. I’m just done, over baked. I want to get out and stroll through a beautiful morning on a path to finding out what we need to do to create what Gaia keeps whispering in my ear is possible.

Paradigms: systems analysis

Have you noticed lately that there is a new mind paradigm going around for us alternative minds, who like to think we know what is going on, and therefor think we know what is getting ready to happen??? I finally understand that this is yet another mind control game.

 

  1. They get you centered on

a. a piece of misrepresented science factoid

b. and old prophesy

c. a new trend speculation

d. a piece of new age bunny-foo-foo

  1. They feed you just enough information to lead you on

  2. They create a ‘waiting for it’ state of mind.

  3. The end result of which is they feed so much information and dis-information that you become confused with potentialities.

This then keeps your mind unable to filter and actually find the connections, the node points where the information would actually make sense. It’s like panning for gold mixed in with fool’s gold, and even if you do find a relevant piece of information, you are still hanging waiting for the next thing to prove the theory you have latched on to.

It is a campaign designed to take thinking minds (if you are not aware of what is going on) and hang them up on useless trivia all while making you think it has the potential to change the world. Kind of just like the elections are doing to the main stream population.

Personally – if I see one more ‘The World Is Going To Drastically Change This Fall’ post, I’m gonna scream!! Please be aware that they wish you to WAIT. Wait and do nothing, wait and not live, wait and put off your life, wait and not create better strategies and problem solve for the future, wait and DO NOTHING! This effectively turns off your higher mind that would catch on to this game if only it wasn’t… waiting.

This ultimately frees up your creative intent to be used by them, instead of by you. It keeps us from choosing any step by confusing the issues and affectively mind controlling a segment of the population that could be very powerfully dangerous to their agenda. This potential that builds as back pressure can then be used by them to create something WE DID NOT CHOOSE.

You see even if we choose in tiny intermediate steps, at least we are choosing, and at every choosing a modification takes place in the timeline that creates our own destiny. Control that and you control the world. So, metaphorically they have us with our heads up our a**es!

As we go on with our lives trying to be informed and spreading the word, inadvertently we are also spreading their propaganda because it has been very skillfully placed and planned out since the early 1900’s. Recently I have come upon the idea that this is a far bigger, slimier game than I could ever want to realize. But I must, because I do not intend to play into their hands like the problem-reaction-solution scenario.

The drama triangle is a social model of human interaction – the triangle maps a type of destructive interaction that can occur between people in conflict.[2] The drama triangle model is a tool used in psychotherapy, specifically transactional analysis.

OriginThe Drama Triangle is a social model that was conceived by Stephen Karpman, M.D., a student studying under Eric Berne, M.D., the father of transactional analysis. Berne encouraged Karpman to publish what Berne referred to as “Karpman’s triangle”. Karpman’s article was published in 1968. Karpman received the Eric Berne Memorial Scientific Award in 1972 for this work.

Through popular usage and the work of Karpman and others, Karpman’s triangle has been adapted for use in structural analysis (defining the conflict roles of persecutor, victim, and rescuer) and transactional analysis (diagramming how participants switch roles in conflict).[3]

In the theory Karpman used triangles to map conflicted or drama-intense relationship transactions.[2] The Karpman Drama Triangle models the connection between personal responsibility and power in conflicts, and the destructive and shifting roles people play.[4] He defined three roles in the conflict; Persecutor, Rescuer (the one up positions) and Victim (one down position). Karpman placed these three roles on an inverted triangle and referred to them as being the three aspects, or faces of drama. Karpman, who had interests in acting and was a member of the Screen Actors Guild, chose the term “drama triangle” rather than the term “conflict triangle” as the Victim in his model is not intended to represent an actual victim, but rather someone feeling or acting like a victim.[2]

  • The Victim: The Victim’s stance is “Poor me!” The Victim feels victimized, oppressed, helpless, hopeless, powerless, ashamed, and seems unable to make decisions, solve problems, take pleasure in life, or achieve insight. The Victim, if not being persecuted, will seek out a Persecutor and also a Rescuer who will save the day but also perpetuate the Victim’s negative feelings.
  • The Rescuer:
  • Karpman drama triangle
    The rescuer’s line is “Let me help you.” A classic enabler, the Rescuer feels guilty if he/she doesn’t go to the rescue. Yet his/her rescuing has negative effects: It keeps the Victim dependent and gives the Victim permission to fail. The rewards derived from this rescue role are that the focus is taken off of the rescuer. When he/she focuses their energy on someone else, it enables them to ignore their own anxiety and issues. This rescue role is also very pivotal because their actual primary interest is really an avoidance of their own problems disguised as concern for the victim’s needs.
  • The Persecutor: The Persecutor insists, “It’s all your fault.” The Persecutor is controlling, blaming, critical, oppressive, angry, authoritative, rigid, and superior.
  • From <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Karpman_drama_triangle>

Looking at the above information this game is played by all who control society in a multitude of ways. You only need to rename the corners of the above triangle to see the various ways this strategy is employed. By the way it is possible to add more points making the triangle into a loop and that is called a conjugated loop. That is changed by interfering with the connection between any two points breaking down the entire system by destabilization.

  • Homeostasis. Systems have a tendency to maintain the status-quo. That is, they abhor change. Systems will do anything they can to keep things static.
  • Feedback loops. In order to maintain homeostasis, systems use feedback loops. Each part of the system provides information to the other parts of the system, which then adjust themselves accordingly. How does this manifest in a couple or family? Members of the system will influence each other with their behavior. Assuming the system was healthy to begin with, it becomes dysfunctional when homeostasis cannot be maintained.
  • Circular causality. In a system, it doesn’t matter where the problem started. Causality is not linear in that sense. Each part affects the other in a loop, so it doesn’t matter where you begin to examine the problem. You can start anywhere and still cover all of the bases. From <https://www.mastersincounseling.org/family-therapy-what-you-need-to-know.html>

Numbers one through four up at the top are considered a feedback loop. Take one of the points, start there and watch the system start to crumble before your own eyes. You will have broken the internal hold this artificial systems loop had on you.

I bring this up because listening to Race Hobbs last night, hearing just one more person talk about the disenfranchisement they were feeling with the alternative media the social media and the webs that it enfolds us in, made me realize that it is another grand game, because there are those who discovered the first game and got out of it – so another one was created, or was always there from the planning stage and soon we will discover another and another ( the haunting presence of the Matrix movie prophesy… Or was it a prophesy?) It could be that it was also created to misdirect our attention, intension and creative ability.

Maybe I should just take the old hippie phrase and run with my version of it:

timothylearyposterTurn on: my mind

Tune in: to my intuition

Drop out: of it all

 

Nancy Channeling my Guides (poor dear)

guardian-angelIn most of my recovered past lives, I was a vigilante for real truth. It was a theme of my young life, and got me beaten a lot. I was thrown into a dungeon in some lifetime where I was forgotten about and died for speaking the truth. I’m pretty sure they didn’t think it was the truth when they locked me up… but oh well.

Aaand, I think now I’m being asked to get over it and go on because this just happened. And it happened in the middle of a really good video on cosmic sovereignty with Amy Moutray, Justin Deschamps, Yvonne Palermo.

SOVEREIGNTY!!!

12:08pm Nancy Amdahl Follow the stream The vibrational frequency of that thought It’s training

12:09pm Alison Bell my point has always been to say it out right – not confusticate the issue to see who’s smart enough to get it – at this pt. in time we ALL need it NOW and in a great HURRY! that older game is FINIS

12:09pm Nancy Amdahl I understand That’s not the point

12:09pm Alison Bell We, as a race are right now creating where we will go next… it IS the point!!!! lols

12:10pm Nancy Amdahl How do you learn ?? Thru experience of an event whether trauma or struggle correct?

12:10pm Alison Bell sometimes…. its also like we cannot understand ‘Peace” with out using its opposite in the definition???? that means we really don’t know peace

12:11pm Nancy Amdahl What is your best teachers? Struggle or success

12:11pm Alison Bell creativity….

12:11pm Nancy Amdahl Alison.

12:11pm Alison Bell and you can take your lessons in wisdom or woe

12:12pm Nancy Amdahl Same thing different wording You’re thinking in words

12:12pm Alison Bell this paradigm on this world of struggle and pain IS what is WRONG with this place and part of the enemy mind graft!!!!!

12:12pm Nancy Amdahl

Try thinking in vibration

Try thinking in vibration

Try thinking in vibration

12:13pm Alison Bell 3X? srsly

12:13pm Nancy Amdahl Words are limiting

12:13pm Alison Bell only as you allow them to be – they are also enlightening and shifting…

12:13pm Nancy Amdahl What are the intention or vibration of the words Because of the vibration

12:14pm Alison Bell part of my JOB is to use those words to convey a sense of thinking differently – an opening.

12:14pm Nancy Amdahl Your thinking in 3D

12:14pm Alison Bell I have to be able to condense vibes into symbols

12:15pm Nancy Amdahl Think beyond No

12:15pm Alison Bell because it’s my job to convince all the others in 3D …

12:15pm Nancy Amdahl No

12:15pm Alison Bell to wake up yes it is – that is why I write in simplest terms

12:15pm Nancy Amdahl Bring 4-5d to here

12:15pm Alison Bell in words….. I am writing to newbies…

12:16pm Nancy Amdahl Thru your intention and vibration of your words

12:16pm Alison Bell why I’m so adamant about no confusion

12:16pm Nancy Amdahl Only limits you put on ppl are the ones you decide. Think Big

12:17pm Alison Bell no hoity-toity bullshit couched in old terms that were conceived of expressly for the purpose of keeping the mysteries out of “unworthy” hands….

12:17pm Nancy Amdahl Alison. Wait Deep breath Clear your mind for a minute

12:17pm Alison Bell we are ALL WORTHY and if we had had the information before this, we would not have been in such a fucked up mess PISSSSSSSED at PTB archons – the little brats!

12:18pm Nancy Amdahl Yes PTB?

12:18pm Alison Bell my soap box… powers that be

12:19pm Nancy Amdahl Ok.

12:19pm Alison Bell lol hit a trigger there… lost it – I’m back now

12:19pm Nancy Amdahl Really? Lol Didn’t notice

12:19pm Alison Bell :~~~~~~~~~~*

12:19pm Nancy Amdahl Lol

12:19pm Alison Bell raspberries

12:19pm Nancy Amdahl I know Lol

12:20pm Alison Bell or dragon fire…

12:20pm Nancy Amdahl Ok. You read the book autobiography of a yogi

12:20pm Alison Bell yes

12:21pm Nancy Amdahl You know how it reaches many different ppl on different levels the same words

12:21pm Alison Bell he was a nice guy… not a fucktard

12:22pm Nancy Amdahl Because he wrote the same words a baby or an adept could understand Because of his intentions and vibrations of his words

12:22pm Alison Bell yes on Sri yes

12:23pm Nancy Amdahl Stop thinking with your head Start thinking with vibrations

12:23pm Alison Bell how else do you think??lol you feel those…

12:23pm Nancy Amdahl The vibrations of the thought will translate into words Yes

12:24pm Alison Bell ok, with you here –

12:24pm Nancy Amdahl I perceive vibrations which turn into feelings which turn into words

12:24pm Alison Bell yes

12:25pm Nancy Amdahl No anger no judgement

12:25pm Alison Bell right

12:25pm Nancy Amdahl Pure vibration love

12:25pm Alison Bell yes…. and so?

12:25pm Nancy Amdahl That’s where you need to write from

12:25pm Alison Bell I do! … I write to newbies on purpose.

12:27pm Nancy Amdahl my point has always been to say it out right – not confusticate the issue to see who’s smart enough to get it – at this pt. in time we ALL need it NOW and in a great HURRY! (repeating what I had typed above...)

12:27pm Alison Bell yes!!!!! who’s gonna tell the sleepers???? me

12:28pm Nancy Amdahl Yes

12:28pm Alison Bell what we read and understand – we get, but those who are asleep can’t digest or understand yet…. that has always been the problem… no basic education the old paradigm is set up to exclude, not include…

12:29pm Nancy Amdahl I have come to realize that sleepers have a place too. Not everyone is willing to move forward

12:29pm Alison Bell we need to create a new paradigm… that is true – but on the off chance… by the grace of Goddess go I.   NOBODY HAS EVER BEEN GIVEN AN OUTRIGHT CHOICE! they want to sleep – fine – but do they even KNOW there is a choice???? NO!

12:31pm Nancy Amdahl I know. But not everyone wants to be saved

12:31pm Alison Bell fine… then they don’t have to be – but they need to know there are options

12:31pm Nancy Amdahl I guess I look at it differently I don’t see urgency I see movement of the universe

12:32pm Alison Bell I am looking at it as a bridge from the old to the new – I started in this back in the 50’s. much has changed, but…

12:32pm Nancy Amdahl Where you are is where you are

12:32pm Alison Bell we are at a tipping point

12:32pm Nancy Amdahl It’s a choice whether conscious or unconscious

12:32pm Alison Bell maybe I am correcting old Karma for hiding this info in past lives..? truly driven here…. OK CHOICE – BUT

12:33pm Nancy Amdahl It’s about allowing ppl to be who they need to be

12:33pm Alison Bell DO THEY KNOW THERE IS

12:33pm Nancy Amdahl Being an example of a beacon of light

12:33pm Alison Bell A CHOICE???? that is my point

(DO YOU KNOW??)

12:34pm Nancy Amdahl And when they ask. There is your opening

12:34pm Alison Bell well I am not forcing anything… I am just writing to an audience and giving them the chance to go , OH, wow…

12:35pm Nancy Amdahl Acceptance of ppl and who they are.

12:35pm Alison Bell if I had only known when I was a teen – or a kid that there was a choice… Wow

Nancy Amdahl You must convey love vibrations. Acceptance vibration. Yes I know how frustrated you are. But who’s to say this is not the time got some ppl to move forward. In the end Alison we all go back to the source.

12:39pm Alison Bell I know that. 🙂 but we are also in this here and now for a reason. part of that is to grow in understanding and knowledge and part of that is knowing what has been done and that there is a choice available to us NOW. it is an opening. we must take

12:39pm Nancy Amdahl Alison. I have no idea why the fuck this conversation got so weird.

12:39pm Alison Bell lols…. I know, but it’s a GREAT DIALOGUE!!!!!

12:39pm Nancy Amdahl Dude. Mind blown

12:39pm Alison Bell very yummy!

12:39pm Nancy Amdahl Lol

12:40pm Alison Bell thank you for that! grins

12:40pm Nancy Amdahl I saw some ahha moments yes?

12:40pm Alison Bell yes of course lols are you at work???

12:41pm Nancy Amdahl I was just wondering who the fuck was channeling thru me to you. Lol

12:41pm Alison Bell oh probably somebody who would like to take a hammer to my head….

12:41pm Nancy Amdahl LMAO

12:41pm Alison Bell he he he   did you get that feeling?

12:42pm Nancy Amdahl Yes 1/2 thru I said WTF

12:42pm Alison Bell tell whomever that I get the love part… also tell them that I am vigilante about correcting a few things…lol like it or lump it…. free will

12:43pm Nancy Amdahl Lol

12:43pm Alison Bell yeppers my guides drink more than I do…

12:43pm Nancy Amdahl This thinking with vibration shit was new Lol

12:44pm Alison Bell but very excellent!

12:44pm Nancy Amdahl Have to try that. Lol

12:44pm Alison Bell me too

12:44pm Nancy Amdahl Awesome

12:44pm Alison Bell those are hard when you down load them – b/c for me then it has to go into words… and that is the part I am always asking if I got it right about

12:46pm Nancy Amdahl Dude I was pushed aside and not thinking how to say anything.

12:46pm Alison Bell yes

My guides get insistent when they find someone who will be receptive…

12:46pm Nancy Amdahl Interesting

12:46pm Alison Bell I HEARD IT???? OK??? tell them that I promise to work with the concept….

12:47pm Nancy Amdahl Ok Lol

12:47pm Alison Bell I’m a hard headed woman -as Kolo says

12:47pm Nancy Amdahl I’m going to be hall monitor to make sure you are!!! Lol

12:47pm Alison Bell :~~~~~~~~~~***

12:48pm Nancy Amdahl All right. Should do some work.

12:48pm Alison Bell can’t guarantee I’ll listen…

12:48pm Nancy Amdahl Great talk Love you

12:48pm Alison Bell ok – THANK YOU SWEETIE! my guides are sometimes not fun…

love you too

12:48pm Nancy Amdahl

❤️

🎈

12:49pm Alison Bell

❤️

❤️

❤️

❤️ thanks –  from them and me, byeeeeeeeee

 

So I don’t know about your day but mine is shaping up quite interestingly. After Nancy and I got done with my impromptu channeling, I went back to listen to the rest of the video and I couldn’t get sound on it. I made sure that my speakers were on and everything…

Only to realize that maybe…just maybe this was my guides driving home the message….

Only to realize that I was blue toothed to the speakers inside…

 

Only after I heard what the guides said and replying that I did, yet again, hear them.

 

So guess what I am going to be practicing???? Hmmmm? Now what was it she said? Oh yes:

12:12pm Nancy Amdahl

Try thinking in vibration

Try thinking in vibration

Try thinking in vibration

Three times….