Glinda: She wouldn’t have believed me. She had to learn it for herself.

Dorothy: Oh, will you help me? Can you help me?

Glinda: You don’t need to be helped any longer. You’ve always had the power to go back to Kansas.

Dorothy: I have?

Scarecrow: Then why didn’t you tell her before?

Glinda: She wouldn’t have believed me. She had to learn it for herself.

From <>


My birthday is December 21 (1953). So in 2012, I was on the lookout for things to really happen! I remember telling people up to that point that I thought the reason for all the catastrophism in thought; earthquakes and floods and the like was because that the ‘Event’ was going to be a consciousness shift that there were no words for, no way to even conceptualize, and so it was coming out as events in the very ground structure of our planet. That that was the only we way had to recognize how deeply profound and different this change in consciousness was going to be. We had to use analogy.


I stand by my statement. But add this caveat, the programming got in the way. Not that it didn’t happen, it did, we just don’t know it yet! Back in the 90’s when this idea was given to me, I didn’t know anything about ‘The Programming’, or that it even existed, or how it went through every fiber of every being on earth, or that every corporate and gov’t organization was involved. I just went by the principle that energy was additive and if I didn’t like something, I wasn’t lending my energy to it, like not going to see violent movies…etc. (ethical mental/emotional behavior) as best I could. I quit reading newspapers back in the 80’s and didn’t watch the news. To me, there was just a lot of dirty energy that made me recoil in these things – kinda like picking up dog poop in the yard, I kept my eye on it and dealt with it, but only dealt with it when necessary. I practiced ethical intent with my actions and thoughts, which meant that I had to become aware of them.


Then came 2012, and it’s not so much that it hit us like a ton of bricks, this consciousness change, but like waking up from a good long sleep where first you become aware of your body and stretch, and then contemplate going back to sleep but then decide it’s time to go do something so you slowly rise from the bed, stumble down stairs poke the coffee pot and stand there with your mind on hold till you get that first sip. Then, there are those ultra-annoying people who pop out of bed and hit the floor at full tilt boogey -, those are the ones who are out there telling us about everything like the morning news and there are the ones that take two cups of coffee before they can even speak (slow starters) but eventually we all get to it.

Time is a difficult idea for those who don’t live in it, so when I was given the understanding that it was a total consciousness revamping and not the end of the world I sorta assumed we’d all wake up and just understand. Actually though, this Great Awakening is taking some time, as well it should for beings who live in time. There are so many things we need to learn – just like a baby trying to fit into its body after its born. You have to learn to crawl before you can run. The upgrade was fully locked and loaded in potential on December 21st, 2012. It is up to us to actualize it.

We have had an artificial picture of reality shoved down our throats for centuries and now when the real nature of reality is being revealed it is hard to work with it in our minds, our hearts and our intensions. This new aspect to life in its correct and true light will all come out as we reconstruct our ideas about physics and life. But really, we have always been this way, we just will have to find it in ourselves, in our own time.

“You’ve always had the power, dear.”


That is how we will discover it’s right use and know its truth.


The information in the field is conscious. I didn’t say aware, but conscious. There is no-thing in the observable universe that is NOT conscious. For a thing to be conscious it must move and thereby create information in the field. We are information in the field as is all in creation. So are thoughts: information in the field – as the old theosophical adage goes “Energy Follows Thought”. A coherent thought can create even more information in the field, it can create by virtue of its intensity (frequency) and its intent(vector), changes in the local space time medium. These changes can either be physical or energetic, because there is no difference between energy and matter – just different configurations.

Intention – an inner direction, movement is different than attention – an outer movement or noticing. They are both vectors. They both handle a thought and give it direction.

Emotion or E-Motion is energy in motion or movement – a push – a vector, which would make thoughts a scalar packet/potential of information. A scalar potential in movement by a vector can and will find a sympathetic frequency in ratio to its own vibratory field.

The reason we do not understand the advanced high physics of the ancients is because we refuse to see thoughts as things and their relation to matter and the ability to alter the local space time using a set of geometries built to a matching frequency that can then be acted upon.



Our co-creative focused intent will no longer be able to be used against us to create the mind prison we were put in and we will relearn what it means to be human, all in good time.

Remember: “There’s no place like home.”






Control of the masses on a dark planet: religion

If we were conscious of our entire being, religion would not work on us. It would be non-applicable – couldn’t apply – at all.

IMO, religion is a set of rules imposed upon a person and a culture to limit the exploration of who they really are. To confine the person, blind the person by hard headed denial to only one limited proscribed reality by rules, guilt, confusion, fear and punishment. At least the forms of religion that are with us today.

I have no doubt, that religion started out as a set of precepts that allowed development of ideas and practices that would ultimately lead to direct inner experience of the greater person beyond the physical. If you practiced the rules, you would one day wake up. I also have no doubt, just like every other set of teachings that were meant to free human kind, it was turned inside out and perverted to control mankind.

There are examples of this throughout ancient history :

As such, the mere existence of the possibility of the use of such technologies in ancient times reveals not only the possible agendas of those elites, but also raises the vexing possibility that the great “revelations,” beginning with Abram/Abraham and Moses, and the religions founded upon them, were nothing but the productions of a technology, and to serve an agenda more or less hidden from those being manipulated.

Farrell, Joseph P.. Genes, Giants, Monsters, and Men: The Surviving Elites of the Cosmic War and Their Hidden Agenda (Kindle Locations 152-155). Feral House. Kindle Edition.


“When we speak of suppression of evidence, we are not referring to scientific conspirators carrying out a satanic plot to deceive the public. Instead, we are talking about an ongoing social process of knowledge filtration that appears quite innocuous but has a substantial cumulative effect. Certain categories of evidence simply disappear from view, in our opinion unjustifiably.” — Michael A. Cremo, “Introduction and Acknowledgements,” from The Hidden History of the Human Race, p. xvii.

Farrell, Joseph P.. Genes, Giants, Monsters, and Men: The Surviving Elites of the Cosmic War and Their Hidden Agenda (Kindle Locations 183-187). Feral House. Kindle Edition.


The appearance of an organized spiritual technology, controlled by the priests, was attended in every country by a massive increase in human sacrifice. The Aztec massacres are notorious; the Druids in Ireland are said to have decimated the population. The innumerable sacrificial stones, carved with basins and channels for the flow of blood, and the traditional violent and bloody associations of so many ancient sites confirms what is recorded of the slaughter carried out by priests in the interests of necromancy. The practice of human sacrifice flourished in the ruins of the universal civilization. The secrets of spiritual invocation, once common property, had become exclusive to those appointed by the community to procure the seasonal renewal of fertility and interpret the will of god through the heavenly portents. The priests, thus established in a position of power, began, as do the members of all professions similarly placed, to extend their influence and activities and to make demands on the population for sacrificial offering. 96

Farrell, Joseph P.. The Grid of the Gods (Kindle Locations 2275-2283). SCB Distributors. Kindle Edition.


When and why this change showed up in the worlds organized population is the subject of some study by fearless researchers and there are many intriguing theories as to who and why

It is my contention that religion has been used on this planet to blind us to the greater reality that exists. Religion says look here, do it this way, no other way is right, and if you do look beyond these rules there will be very bad punishment for such behaviors and thinking. In other words, religion is a mind-cage. It has nothing what-so-ever to do with your connection to God (yes, big ‘G’, the real one).

religion (noun)

the belief in and worship of a superhuman controlling power, especially a personal God or gods.
“ideas about the relationship between science and religion”

This is why we are dealing with such nonsense as aliens being demons, fear of religious uprisings due to aliens walking among us, god-forbid they present a picture other than proscribed religious tenents when we can’t even agree on this planet about the subject. Consider also, that the people in power still want to use that ridiculous we-don’t-agree-on-who-is god to foment wars, reap huge financial benefits and continue controlling the peanut gallery…

There is no doubt in my mind that we have been dealing with a subversive takeover of this planet since before the flood – way before the flood. That after the flood, the group that was working for dominance got the upper hand and we are now living in their system of total control of the one thing that would save us from this domination: our Higher Selves, our Soul Aspect, the intangible human – all because of a bloody ideology set within us in a million variations. This is the biggest effing psy-op played on the planet of all time.

This is why the key to interspecies, ET, interdimensional communications lies in the ‘phenomenal, superconscious realm. This is also the key to the higher physics that would elucidate the missing pieces explaining how the intangible human, and things like hyperdimensional travel and zero point energy work. It is also, IMO, the thing we MUST learn before we can actually emerge from this planet and become part of the larger picture.

Until we break through this thought-barrier, we are living in the dusk – barely able to apprehend, let alone understand the real driving forces behind who we are and what makes the universe tick. The main component to everything is consciousness and we have been sorely limited in our pursuit and understanding of even the most basic principles of it.

Consciousness IS the Unified Field

Phenomenology isn’t just in your head – Its about the cat in the box…

In reference to my cross-over article, this LMH video, High Strangeness with Linda Moulton Howe 5/02/2018 starts out talking about the Cuban Embassy mysterious brain concussion injuries and progresses through a number of references to research into the effects of projected modulated frequencies on the human organism both by the ET presence and black projects studies from the 60’s and 70’s. This includes the story of John Burroughs’s travails trying to get medical support for his exposure to infrasound during the Bentwaters Rendlesham forest event of December 1980.

Acoustic waves coupled with electromagnetic fields can be used in novel, true creative and sometimes very evil ways. Healing can be one component, and so can espionage and murder. An Absolute treatise covering everything you need to know about this and how it can be used in a million different ways is the book “The Giza Death Star” by Joseph P. Farrell, in which he goes into every conceivable avenue of exploration of the science of waves and quantum mechanics but how it translates into engineerable science. When you read the current research on all of the VOG tech and the things that go along with it, this a primer that puts it all into context so that you can begin to spot the correspondences yourself.

She goes on to mention the research of Allen Frey on the direct broadcast of microwaves to head, mentioning that the study subjects all experience it as humming, buzzing, or knocking. The one sentence she said ( at 35:53 ) that was mentioned in the report as an aside was most common and found in ET contact cases were the reports of children around the age of 4-5 years waking up and telling their parents that something was in the closet.

Well… from personal experience I can say that as a kid there wasn’t a night I didn’t get up and go tell my parents this was happening only to be put back to bed being told, that is was all in my imagination and that there were no such things as monsters…etc. Every night… the trouble I used to get in, the spankings I got, because it got old to parents, the excuses I would make, were legion… As a matter of fact, it lead to what I consider my first contact, and yes, it was telepathic.

I also always have a very high pitched background hiss in my hearing – not a tone, but hiss like static to this day. The research she has done on this subject brings me quite a bit of peace, because…I’m not crazy.

What occurs to me, IMO, is that the only line between phenomenology and nuts and bolts crafts is that fine line between frequencies that we naturally can perceive and that those we naturally can’t perceive – but that in reality it is one continuum and exists in the same space simultaneously. The only reason we don’t know is because we can’t currently perceive beyond the vibratory capacity of the human organism. Gee, what a great way to hide stuff right in front of our eyes….

The two links up top are her Wednesday chats, the second is a link to the full report on the Cuban illness mystery. These are well worth your time because as she gets to the end, she links it up to just about every other phenomena she reports on. Amazing! (and for me, life affirming)

Breakaways – I’d like mine on the beach, please.

Back in the 19th century (1800s) there was already a concerted effort to by two breakaway civilizations to separate from normal earth society per Walter Bosley’s research. It started with a group of German financiers funding several groups of people all experimenting with antigravity propulsion that IMO, worked off shape power and vortex mechanics. There was a group in Germany that were based in the study of the esoteric aspects and a group in the US out of CA based in more of the nuts and bolts called the Sonora Aero Club. Both made the craft and both flew. Bosley’s theory is that due to ideological differences both groups began a break away civilization of their own.

It also seems the group from Germany that  pursued the esoteric science aspect may have had an offshoot that became the Nazi breakaway group that took the Bell et al down to Argentina and then ended up in Antarctica. Notwithstanding the Vril and Thule societies, that may have founded their own groups (or might have been part of a dis-info campaign) which today you see in institutions like the Theosophical Society and Alice A. Bailey, Anny Bessant and the Law of One information.

I never thought to wonder just HOW MANY breakaway groups there have been in the last 5,000 years – but it seems that there might be quite a few. The more I look, the more I find. There are hints in the writings and research of credible people that there are also contiguous groups who never left, but just went underground – other than just the famous Agarthans. Which of course, brings up the question of how many derivations of humans and ETs are living amongst us that are hiding? There are a whole bunch that are in plain sight and they are everywhere – nice people too. But then there are a whole bunch that are hiding and are afraid of us, or just never bothered to come back up topside after the danger they were escaping was over, whether catastrophe or war. From some of what I have just read, they prefer it that way. Can you blame them?

There is more than just the SSP breakaway. There are peoples living here from centuries past who either got stuck here or decided to stay, and then needed to hide. If we really are next to a very large star gate with multiple connections – a hub of sorts then I would imagine that people have been getting stuck here for a very long time, with no way off this planet due to its very low level of technology because of repeated cycles of catastrophic interference. That being said, up until the very last section of each cycle this is a place that if you broke down and got stuck on, you would wait a very long time for the tech to get to the place where it was developed enough to repair or rebuild or replace your transportation to finally get off this rock!! People like the Tuatha DeDanan, the legendary Faery peoples of Irish mythos may have been one such civilization in that the record of their arrival is literally stated to be lost in the mists of time. What is the best way to disinfo/hide through time here? Make all your history into epic metaphoric poetry, myth or legend.

The Tuatha Dé Danann were descended from Nemed, leader of a previous wave of inhabitants of Ireland. They came from four cities to the north of Ireland—Falias, Gorias, Murias and Finias—where they acquired their magical skills and attributes. According to Lebor Gabála Érenn, they came to Ireland “in dark clouds” and “landed on the mountains of [the] Conmaicne Rein in Connachta; and they brought a darkness over the sun for three days and three nights”. According to a later version of the story, they arrived in ships on the coast of the Conmaicne Mara’s territory (modern Connemara). They immediately burnt the ships “so that they should not think of retreating to them; and the smoke and the mist that came from the vessels filled the neighboring land and air. Therefore it was conceived that they had arrived in clouds of mist”.   From <>

Which, of course once we look at the discoveries of ancient monolithic societies and the sudden disappearances of a whole people like the Hopi, and IF we quit putting the egis on the ETs for everything, then, we have a more twisty-turny mystery, with a way through history to ferret out some of the facts. Interestingly enough Joseph Farrel, Walter Bosley, Peter Levenda and others have been really investigating this in depth because it has turned up in side lines to their main research topics.

From Walter Bosley, this little gem is very telling and IMO could be another reference to, of all things, the archons!

“Yes,” Morrell said, “And not only that, but these things, the NYMZA, continually try to reach out to the minds of mankind and control us. Their ultimate aim is to escape from the astral plane and return here where they can once again rule according to all the evil that is in them. This NYMZA has been a manipulating force throughout the history of mankind on both Earth and Mars, and it was they who constantly interfered with mental communications going on between the Aero Club and some of the people on Mars… “They cannot build in the material world, but they can project their thoughts into this material realm through the minds of living things, especially the humans. Through such mental doors, the NYMZA hope to eventually escape their endless imprisonment. That machine on the ocean floor is designed to rend the fabric of space and open an astral portal so those things can escape…” NYM-ZA or NYM-SA means specifically, according to Heri, ‘Name That Has Been Removed’ and he makes the distinction that this is the result of a punitive action. The ‘cutting’ of the name was a revoking of a ‘key’, the name symbolizing the more important ‘identity’ or, as Joseph Farrell might say, ‘individuation’. This identity key is what, according to Heri’s interpretation, allows a being to exist on our plane, i.e. our material plane as opposed to the astral plane to which the ‘NYM-ZA/ NYM-SA’ were banished. Heri adds that the desire for these beings to possess a key drives them to seek possession of the identity of others, for the specific identity does not matter to them so much as simply having the key to return to this material plane of existence. It is in this desire for the ‘key’ of identity/ individuation that we may also find the motive for the possession of living bodies by disembodied entities, i.e. ‘demons’.

Consider the story in The Bible wherein Jesus encounters the man possessed by multiple demons. When Jesus asks for a name, the voice replies, “My name is Legion”. This apparent name actually refers to a multitude of entities possessing the man. Notice not one specific name identifying any of them by their personal identities is given but instead what Jesus is given is a group name. Heri argues that ‘Legion’ is equivalent to NYMZA/ NYM-SA. Had any of these entities retained an ‘identity key’, they would not need a living body to enter this plane of existence. Heri uses both his understanding of the phonetic cabala and modern words traced to ancient lexicons. Confining his examples to English, German, Latin, Greek and ancient Egyptian, which can be demonstrated to be the sources for Greek and Latin terms. His source on the ancient Egyptian is Budge’s An Egyptian Hieroglyphic Dictionary (Murray, London, 1920) Pgs. 373-385. “-nym” is a suffix in English, i.e. patronym, pseudonym, etc. It refers to “name” as in the Greek onyma or “name”. Heri is convinced onyma came from the Egyptian word nem which meant “who?” Nem is a question concerning the specific identity of a person, the answer being their name. In ancient Egyptian, there were two words for “name”, being ren and ka. Nems means veil. Consider our context and remember this because we’ll bring it up a little later.

Ka is usually translated as “soul”, but Budge explicitly states that sometimes ka was used to mean “name”. This demonstrates to Heri a crucial link between the concept of the soul and the idea of a name. Heri argues that the Egyptian nem or “who?” entered the Greek language as onyma i.e. “name”. Now let’s bring the second syllable of NYMZA into the analysis. Heri believes the ancient Egyptian sa i.e. “cut” is the root of the “-ZA”. Thus nem-sa means “who? cut”. But then Heri points to nems, meaning to enlighten or illuminate in one usage yet “veil” in another. Heri thinks this hints at the “cutting off of illumination”. We shall return to this momentarily. Interestingly Heri points out that other nem related homonyms in ancient Egyptian mean “evil”, nehem “to deliver”, nehem-ra “to kill”, nemmta a type of fish. There are nem words relating to “lake”, “to bathe or swim”, “to sleep or slumber”, and “bedchamber”. This also extends to the Greek and Roman (Latin) nymphs, often associated with water; and the Greek nystagmos “drowsiness” derived from the ancient Egyptian nem in its aforementioned “sleep” association.

Now we go to the German nehmen “to take” which is also used to mean “to possess” or “to consume” as in “eat”. Heri is convinced that this can likely be traced back as well to the ancient Egyptian. He suggests nehmen might also be used to mean “to take someone” or possess someone. Returning to the second syllable of NYMZA once again, we have the German zahn “tooth” which relates to chewing or cutting, bringing it back to the ancient Egyptian sa. But Heri also points out the German zahllos “innumerable”, which hints at the aforementioned “legion”. Thus, according to Heri, do we have the following: NYM meaning “name” and ZA( SA) meaning “cut” NYM meaning the answer to “who?” and ZA relative to “innumerable” NYM-ZA meaning “without a name” or “nameless.   From <>

Like, cordoned off in the lower 4D astral plane… And it makes sense to me. It is also interesting when you hook that up to what I was saying in my last article about needing to put the esoteric view point back into consideration to be able to understand the WHOLE story – which, obviously is connected to the proscribed information in today’s culture. There is today a gaius around anything having to do with consciousness. But all our breakaway cultures that left us started that way – by using consciousness information.

Simply because there is such a taboo around consciousness expansion and investigation of this whole field, which is tied to, nay part of the esoterica, means there is something very important about it. Hello! Otherwise people would not have been so chastised for a very natural aspect of themselves. The programming on mental spiritual, emotional, intellectual, financial and academic and scientific levels against any consideration of this topic is literally the MOST obvious way to understand that we NEED to “Look Here!”

This world is still being managed the way it has been for the last 5,000 years. It is obvious that there are people and factions that are trying to dig us out of the rut we are in – to wake us up. I do not understand what is so hard about looking at the historical trends and patterns of world finance and governance to make the jump to seeing the future trends – even without all the facts – and trust me don’t have all the info we need.

There are those out there telling the story, whistle blowers who, if we had all the information on the science and technology that is actually there and indicated by the trends, both in financial and in governance policies who would not be questioned. This is why our best researchers are having a horrendously difficult time swallowing such testimony. IF THE REAL SCIENCE WAS OPENLY ADMITTED TO – THERE COULD BE NO QUESTION! But it is not, and it is a clever part of the lie, meant to logically trip up our best brains. Even President Trump (who I personally believe is a trickster/maverick/catalyst) is expressly in office at this time to create change and wake up ‘John Q Public’, to get us up to speed with what is going on, indicated by this statement from his inaugural speech:

We stand at the birth of a new millennium, ready to unlock the mysteries of space, to free the Earth from the miseries of disease, and to harness the energies, industries and technologies of tomorrow.

From <>

We can take the easy way out by blaming someone else, but realize: there will always be a group, a mafia, an elite, and alien race, a shadow government that will willingly step in and play the role of scapegoat for us until we stand up and say “ENOUGH!” In the past, the elite groups that have been defeated in tedious infighting have gone underground, bided their time for when they knew they could win and have their chance back on top at ruler ship over us. The key words here are, “Over Us”… get my drift? Where, if you look at it, there would be no labor force, no gross global product, no net worth, without us – they need us. We are strong; catastrophe after deluge, after catastrophe, we keep on coming back. (like a Timex) All we have to do is realize it! If we knew the size of the bargaining chip we had, their unchecked rampant control over us would come to an abrupt end.

One way of graduating out of this dark night of the soul that the ‘little we’ of the planet is mired in would be to realize this; by breaking the tight little hypnotized intellectual prison we are in, collecting ourselves and our various proscribed parts and emerging from the cosmic cage/quantum box into the sun, we might just see our way to the future, this time.


Another WTF moment…

Anger and the case of being treated like a victim for the ‘privilege’ of being included:


Well – just go see the article I wrote about the plane ride from hell. What can I say except that it feels like you are voluntarily walking into prison where they get to do whatever they want to you for the price of getting somewhere fast. And I mean WHAT EVER THEY WANT. Isn’t the fact that I have already paid an enormous amount to fly enough, or is it that there is a whole brood of people out there who wanted to be prison guards and didn’t make the cut -those that enjoy the ‘power’ trip of inflicting attitudes of distain on others????


This is sad, but here it is. They have made concerts that you pay to hear a privilege not only by the cost, but also by the extreme security at the gates to get in. It was about as bad as going through airport security to get into the concert on Friday. There were two check points, one where they looked at you and asked to you empty all of your stuff out of your pockets and your purse and then you went and got wanded and then you could show them your tickets.

You wind up paying them to treat you like a victim and make you feel that way. It’s the mind set it creates. The one that is done by a person specifically hired with a control/enjoyment dysfunction. I say dysfunction because it is not natural to enjoy making people feel like they are wrong when they aren’t by making them a victim to any kind of search or invasion as a price for their next action – like walking through a gate. Isn’t the fact that I have already paid a lot of money to see a concert enough? (I can’t say that Derek Trucks was not worth it – he is one of the last living experts of the style ala Allman Bros. left and he has taken it a step further with his own creativity – and for that I was amazed and grateful) I won’t be going back to that venue – ever.

Gov’t buildings

The same way you must almost disrobe to go into an airport, so you must in a gov’t building for the privilege of walking in the front doors of a building that is dedicated to public service…? And while there, not one of the people who are there for public service treat you like you are a human being – you become a piece of dust to be flicked off their clothing lest contact with you soil their pristine something or other.


Here, they’ve got you whether you want to be got or not. Because they are of the healing persuasion, it is not obvious but you are still surveilled.

So here it is, the point of pointing this out. I have never liked authority and that is putting it mildly. From my first memories to now. Nothing raises my hackles faster, or tempts me sorer to be mean to others than the kind of bullshite mentioned above. I intrinsically understand that kind of behavior comes from a controlling attitude born out of extreme fear of another. That any of us allow that to happen in our lives is amazing to me. When it is forced on me I trigger and become livid. It is very hard to keep my mouth shut, even when I know what is happening and try to pull out of the emotion and see it from above. I’m still really pissed. The only choice I then have is to leave – and or never come back. In an effort to have a bit more control over myself I have tried to decode my inner movements when I encounter this, but all I can come up with is my mom’s favorite, ‘Rise above it, Alison’. I weigh this with having the freedom to say something – but in a neutral and polite manner, which when you are feeling affronted, to say the least, is difficult. Ahem.

However, if you don’t deal with being activated, it then comes out in unkindness to others later on like at Panera yesterday when they informed me they didn’t have my favorite cream cheese and didn’t know if they would be getting it back – when you know the person who is telling you this doesn’t care one way or the other and you’ve just been told to: go away.

So… I take my bagel outside and sit in the air to eat it and begin hearing little kitten distress calls. Me being me, I had to investigate. I found the little fellow and picked him up to make sure he was ok and got thoroughly bitten for my efforts. (yeah he was fine, fat and sassy and really beautiful and upset he couldn’t find mom) This landed me in the hospital for examination and antibiotics to avoid cat bite disease where, thankfully I was allowed to refuse a tetanus shot. Which today leaves me wondering about the state of the world where nothing – not even simple enjoyment is free and what this lesson means to me – this cat bite – and holding my emotions in about being abused (however mildly) by just going to a concert. But I know how the cat felt by being picked up and examined without knowing who or what was going on, how its terror did not allow it to see I meant no harm – just the opposite. But hey, the cat and I were literally on the same page: “Don’t fuck with me”…

What can I say? (are there any caves out there for rent?)

Thursday night on Fade to Black Jimmy and John Rappaport talked at the end of John’s report and their final comments were about the singularity meme. The police state snuck in while we weren’t looking, or while we were diverted by Kim Kardashian’s ass, what’s to say that the singularity hasn’t happened a while ago too and we simply decided to not notice – about the time human decency became too complicated for a confused world.

When two realities collide: Why I wish I was going to the ECETI Ranch

More than anything, I wish I was going out to ECETI ranch for the 2017 conference. Every time I listen to James Gilliland he reminds me of all that I know and knew and forgot from being a kid to 60+ years later.

I listened to two interviews today James’s As You Wish Talk Radio Show and Max Igan “The Coming 5G Roll-out & AI Will Transform Human Society By 2025!” . The two shows couldn’t be more diametrically opposed. However, both shows are about realities that exist side by side at this moment on earth. There is a third point I would mention that Alex Collier talks about concerning, the galaxy as a whole and a singularity that happens around this time that traps our entire galaxy in a fourth Reich sort of control system –  that he says the A’s and a number of other races tracked down to earth in this here and now. I would say that the Max Igan interview outlines the start of the singularity quite clearly. We see the results of the beginning of the singularity daily as it invades our lives beyond what he can even notice as dangerous because it is so underhanded.

Then there is James Gilliland, who presents the organic side of the equation. His reasoning is effortless and easy to understand. On a very human level he calls it as it is, and I don’t know about you, but when I listen it’s like I’ve always known what he’s saying. It could be because he calls up that memory from my soul, or it could be because I do know it, from all the contact and study I have done this life time.

The point is, that no matter how much I like technology, it feels ominous. I’ve been talking about our organic technology for the last several years on my blog – and I have used my own for a very long time. It is inbuilt. It is easier than you ‘think’ – in fact, you don’t think to use it… Everybody has it and you don’t have to do anything special, eat anything special, perform any special mental gymnastics, or any such nonsense. You only have to get past the programming that says if it happens in your mind ‘it ain’t real’ and manage to sit still out in nature for more than 5 minutes. Why out in nature? To get as far away from wifi and any other broadcast waves as you can. But really, you don’t need to because, should you decide, those vibes can’t stop you either, but they can be a distraction.

You’ve got to understand that what you have been told about who you are and what you can do is nothing more than a false set of precepts about what you should think about yourself and life. Artists and musicians tend to get around these falsities a little easier than some because the key to going there is imagination. The biggest lie told of all time to everybody is: “Oh, it’s all just in your imagination.” (as if they need you to discount that entire part of yourself) when, really, it’s the key to everything.

For instance, you use your imagination to pray to God, you use your imagination when you meditate, you use your imagination when you read a book, when you doodle, when you day dream, when the ‘I wonder about’ questions pop up in your mind. You are always using it – but you have been taught to pretend that you don’t. Talk about pink elephants…

…it’s easier than you think…

The transhuman agenda would have us believe that we cannot do any of those things without a device. It would have us believe that we are powerless in our human form. It will suck us in, bit by bit, until there is nothing left of the human soul and imagination and then prove to us we are worthless.

Therein is the trap.

I will just leave this here.

Think about it. Ask your imagination what it thinks about it. Go there. It’s going to matter – a lot.

Cameron Day

Never Call Them Archons – How You Can Help Bust Up the Matrix

This article has been 15 years in the making, as it took that long for me to be able to distill this information into an accessible format.  This is going to represent a few very important pieces of the overall puzzle of how we are going to shift this planet and everyone upon it into an ascended frequency of being.  One key aspect of this shift is going to be the “cleaning up of consciousness” of all of humanity, which is no small task, to be sure.  This article will cover in detail the major obstacle to this consciousness clean-up, as well as a solution that needs your help to succeed.

I briefly wrote last year about a “living cloud of shadows” surrounding this planet, populated by energy parasites. These parasitic beings have chosen to experiment with the illusions of separation, fear, darkness, isolation, conquering, enslavement, pain, suffering, torture, etc. to the strongest degree possible.  In doing so, they have completely cut themselves off from the nourishing Light of Being that supports life in the universe.  The result is that they must energetically nourish themselves by feeding on low-frequency energies that resonate with their chosen mode of expression.

These beings call themselves “Archons” which means “Rulers” or “Lords” because they see themselves as the rulers and enslavers of humanity.  (The ancient Gnostics first gave them this title in their writings based on direct psychic experiences with these beings.)   While these unseen being’s clever enslavement and manipulation of humanity has been quite successful up until now, I will NEVER address them as my ruler or superior in any way, just like I wouldn’t consider physical, intestinal parasites as my superior even though they might cause me physical discomfort until I remove them from my body.

Our thoughts have power – much more than we often realize.  Words and titles have power because they frame our thoughts into a certain set of beliefs without us even realizing it. Calling a “royal” human “Your Highness” automatically places them above you in your mind.  Calling a judge “Your Honor” achieves the same thing.  Therefore it very is important that when you think about these energy parasites, that you NEVER call them “Archon” because you will be literally handing them your power and energy by doing so.

I prefer to call them Ankle Biters. This lets them know exactly what I think of them, which is that they are lowly parasites, an infection of consciousness that will be purged from my system through proper use of my will via energetic clearing and transmutation.  This also serves to really make them angry which exposes them and makes them easier to deal with.  In spite of their self-proclaimed status as “Rulers” of humanity, they hide like little worms in the shadows of our minds, sending impulses of low-frequency emotion and thought to our ego and emotional bodies in order to elicit a low-frequency emotional energy that they can consume.  Because they love to hide, they need to be “flushed out” into the open in order to be dealt with, so a healthy dose of disrespect and a little arrogance are necessary ingredients when confronting these parasites.

A Little Back Story

Once upon a time, on this very planet in the far distant past, human beings were infinitely more impressive than we are today. We were fully telepathic, multi-dimensional beings that could simultaneously perceive and navigate many dimensions at once.  We built vast cities with technology that worked in harmony with Earth’s energetic fields.  We were in full alignment with our Divine Inner Self while expressing ourselves in physicality in a wide variety of life-affirming ways. This unlimited expression of Divine Selfhood was viewed by the ankle biters as a threat to their very existence, because the 3rd density has been dominated by them for a very long time on other worlds.  To have a 3rd density world be completely free from their manipulations and feeding was something that they could not allow without a fight.  The problem for them was that Earth humans were so powerful we could literally brush them off with a thought.  These beings only have power over others who they have manipulated and put into fear. A fully aware human who knows their Inner Divine Self cannot be dominated by these parasitic beings in any way.  The ankle biters will simply be metaphorically spanked for misbehaving and sent away.

However, these ankle biters are possibly the most clever manipulators in the universe, simply because ALL they know is manipulation and deceit.  Practice makes perfect, after all.  They studied these immensely powerful humans, lusting after the power and energy that they could drain from them if only they could figure out a way to manipulate, conquer and enslave them.  They devised a plan to very carefully manipulate a few humans in positions of power into making an innocent mistake with terrible, cataclysmic repercussions. These humans were experimenting with new methods of harnessing and transmitting energy in vast quantities.  The experiments were unprecedented and very ambitious — too ambitious because the ankle biters were secretly influencing some of these humans through their ego mind to push the envelope of what was thought to be possible.

When an advanced phase of testing at the north pole of the planet went disastrously wrong, this large, extremely powerful device exploded with such force that it caused tremendous cataclysms on the planet, rapidly melting huge swaths of ice and creating a flood that destroyed nearly every coastal area on the planet within a day.  The vast amount of death and destruction was unimaginable, and only a remnant of the many billions of humans survived.  Heavily traumatized, grief stricken at the loss of their loved ones and focused only on physical survival, they fled to safe locations to try and rebuild their once great civilization.  This story sounds much like what we know of as the “Fall of Atlantis” but it actually occurred long prior to the civilization of Atlantis, even though it too perished in a similar manner many centuries later.

The incredible trauma of this experience caused a loss of perception in the survivors, making them less aware of the other dimensions that are always mingling with 3rd density. They simply couldn’t take the time to focus on any other density but this one, because their physical survival depended on being fully focused on the physical realm.  At the same time, the human’s deep emotional pain, grief and wounding gave the ankle biters a tremendous amount of low-frequency energy that they could consume, allowing them to feast on the suffering of the surviving humans and grow more powerful.

The ankle biters found that as long as they stayed carefully hidden that they could send a small thought-form into the minds of the traumatized humans reminding them of all that they had lost. This would create a cascade of painful thoughts and emotions in the person that would generate more energetic food for the ankle biters.  As each subsequent generation of humanity was born, the ankle biters became more bold and instituted a program of direct interference into human consciousness.  They subliminally programmed humans to be blind to their presence, allowing them to more directly influence a person’s thoughts.  They also programmed human consciousness to recoil away from any mention of the ankle biters or their dark influence over humans, so that when confronted with such information, a person’s immediate response will be disbelief, ridicule and mockery.

Finally, in their most brilliantly sinister move, they reprogrammed the human ego to resemble their own ego, and encouraged the ego consciousness to dominate all other levels of our being.  They essentially reprogrammed humans to be like them: fearful, jealous, petty, dishonest, brutal, enslaving, murderous, unforgiving, punishing, etc.  This insured that humans would be easy to manage as an energetic food source for thousands and thousands of years.  These layers of programming have been in place in the human thought system ever since, perpetuating the discordant misadventures that we know as human history.

The Dark Control Grid

Over time, the ankle biters built an energy-feeding structure surrounding the entire planet which allows them to automatically gather human-generated low-frequency energy and send fearful or other low-frequency messages into human consciousness to keep people generating energetic food for the ankle biters.  This structure exists in a “higher” density than this one, so it can only be perceived psychically or when out of body.  I first discovered it in 1997 during an out of body journey, but I had no idea what it was.  I was very promptly intercepted by two beings who disguised themselves as “guides” but their energy felt more like prison guards than any kind of benevolent guide.

Over the years I have gathered information about this control grid, but I still don’t know as much about it as I would like.  Here is what I do know.  This structure is like a dark web of energy surrounding the planet that is heavy and oppressive.  It serves to block energies coming to the Earth from the galactic core and other parts of the galaxy, but it cannot stop them completely.   The grid is programmed with “negative feedback” that sends subtle signals into the sub-conscious and ego mind to keep people focused on low-frequency beliefs and thought patterns.

This “dark control grid” is programmed with an artificial intelligence to self-repair and notify ankle biters when it is damaged.  The grid supports the ankle biter “collectors”, which are living amoeba-like beings that connect to nearly every person on the planet, soaking up all of the low-frequency energies that we give off in our daily lives.  Ankle biters travel through this grid to attend to problems or directly oppress a person who’s energy frequency is getting too lofty for the dark agenda.  The “bosses” in the ankle-biter hierarchy usually appear with a “reptilian” humanoid appearance, although they can disguise themselves with many different appearances.

The ankle biters have leveraged their advantages over humans to completely corrupt what we think of as “human nature.”  You may be wondering what “human nature” would be without these ankle biters and their dark control grid.  What has been thought of as “human nature” to lie, cheat, steal, rape, enslave and murder is a false program installed into the human mind, and is NOT truly human nature at all.  True human nature is compassionate, caring, sensitive, loving, forgiving, cooperative, empathic, creative, energetic, joyful, inquisitive, irrepressible, non-conformist, uplifting and DIVINE. In order to reestablish our TRUE human nature, we need to jettison the false programming of the ankle biters.

Restoring Your Divine Nature

The restoration of your awareness that you are Divine is the primary reason exists. The energy clearing tools are designed to allow you to gently dissolve the false layers of illusions that have been placed into your consciousness over many lifetimes so that you can re-discover your “Higher Self” which is actually your Inner Divine Self. We start off each incarnation with our Divine Self fully seated within the heart center of our physical bodies, which is why children are so energetic and wonderful.  Then as authority figures, media, peers, the dark control grid, and the world at large convince a child that they are NOT divine, this inner divine energy leaves the body and sits above a person, waiting patiently to be reintegrated back into the heart center once again.  Because our divine energy is seemingly “above” us, it gets termed the Higher Self.

So from this point forward, whenever you hear “Higher Self” in any of the AscensionHelp recordings or anywhere else, please substitute “Inner Divine Self” and notice the subtle but powerful shift in your awareness that arises from this change. Instead of seeing your Divine Self’s light above you, see it emanating from your heart center.  Instead of bringing an aspect of your divine nature into you, you are going to be expanding it from deep within you.  It may seem like a small thing, but this difference is very powerful, I assure you.

Once your Divine Inner Light is expanded from your heart and surrounding your entire body, you can send a beam of loving energy to the core of the planet interact with it energetically.  All of this can be done without drawing too much ankle biter attention to yourself, so stick to this when you need a smooth, easy, uplifting energy experience with minimal “push back” from the control grid.

Dissolving the Dark Control Grid

As I mentioned before, one of the dark control grid’s functions is to block energy coming to Earth from the galactic core.  Fortunately, this grid has been weakened, and it has “holes” in it allowing the galactic energy to come through in ever increasing amounts. The ankle biters know that their time is almost up, and they are desperately doing everything that they can to keep human consciousness in a low-frequency state. One result of their increasing desperation is that they are aggressively interfering with anyone who is raising their consciousness and frequency rate.  That means you, and that means me.  This is war to them, and they will do whatever they can to keep you, me and everyone feeling sad, fearful, depressed, disempowered, etc.  One look at the news will confirm this.

So what can you do to help this situation?  A lot! The “basic training” in energy-clearing is given freely in the Self-Clearing System.  You will need to apply the minor changes in focus I wrote about above so that you are fully aware that you are tapping into your own Inner Divine Power and unleashing it.  Always remember that YOU are the Power that these ankle biters covet and feed from.  They pretend to be strong, but their strength comes from YOU.  Ankle biters have NOTHING within them that is anywhere NEAR as powerful as a single human being with full awareness of their True Divine Nature.

Once your Inner Divine Light is expanded and you are connected to the Earth’s core, imagine that you are projecting a beam of light from your Divine Inner Core straight up and into the core of the galaxy. Your light beam will pierce the Dark Control Grid and arrive at the galactic core almost instantly.  Then say to the Galactic Core, “I am ready to be a Galactic Conduit” at which point you will receive a “Cosmic Flush” of galactic energy.  This is a minor change from the way of doing the cosmic flush in the original Self-Clearing System recordings, because YOU are initiating the energetic connection to the Galactic Core, then acting as a Galactic Conduit for the Galaxy’s consciousness to transmit its energy directly through you and into the planet. This is an important distinction because it reinforces the notion that YOU are the Power that is initiating the cosmic flush.  You’re not a weak little person asking for help from the galactic core, but rather you are a powerful, incredibly important player in this cosmic game of chess that is nearing the endgame. Without YOU volunteering to be a Galactic Conduit, it would be much more difficult to dissolve the dark control grid when the time is right.

Imagine hundreds and thousands of people all over the planet piercing the dark control grid and conducting a Cosmic Flush directly into the planet’s core, and that light spreading to everyone who can receive it.  Imagine the ankle biters dashing around frantically trying to repair the holes in the control grid while the people stand strong as Galactic Conduits in spite of the ankle biter’s attempts to get them to stop and think fearful or sad thoughts instead.

Kicking the Ant Hill

I know that the idea of attracting ankle biter attention isn’t very appealing, and I would certainly prefer to relax on a beach in Hawaii, but the fact remains that they will interfere with anyone who is actively raising their frequency of consciousness, and they have done so throughout human history.  Their favorite technique is to send in a reminder about things that are “wrong” in your life, especially if they can distract you into blaming someone else for that “problem” that is suddenly on your mind.  Other dirty tricks they use are distractions to do something fun or something you “need” to do, as long it gets you to STOP embodying a high frequency energy state.  Sometimes they will launch an all out psychic attack.  Often, they will attempt to get at you while you are asleep or doing something unrelated to energy work.  All of these tricks can be countered.

When you notice ankle biters trying to interfere with your thoughts, emotions or energy, immediately start expanding your Divine Inner Light from your heart until it surrounds your body. This pure, intense light of your Divine Being is painful for these low-frequency ankle biters to be near, and they will withdraw.  (I think this may be where the myth of the “blood sucking” vampire who can’t stand sunlight comes from…)  However, even when withdrawn, the ankle biters will have a thin “energy tube” connected to you somewhere in your consciousness that they will use to send harmful energy or siphon off your emotional energy.

Command from your Divine Core that the ankle biters present be captured in “containment orbs,” which are energetic spheres of light that keep them from running away and hiding.  Then do an energy refund to send their “tubes” and any other connections they have formed in your consciousness back to them.  Now, for just a few moments, it’s ok to get a little angry as a temporary way to rise above feeling helpless.  Not blinding rage, but a little righteous indignation that these parasites have been messing with you is OK to entertain for a moment.  This is a step up from feeling like a helpless victim to these parasites, which is how they WANT you to feel.  Just don’t stay angry for long, and instead work to move your frequency higher. Staying totally calm and forgiving should be your ultimate goal, but if a little anger helps get you out of feeling like a victim to the parasites, go for it.  I tell you this so that you don’t “feel bad” if you get mad at these parasites for a moment.  However, it is important not to engage them in a constant state of anger, as that anger energy will actually FEED them, which we obviously don’t want.

Once they are contained, imagine that you are grabbing them and “squeezing” them to get them to let go of YOUR energy that they have been draining from you. See that low-frequency energy pooling in front of you, then hit it with a blast of light from your heart to purify and transmute it back to a state of pure energy, and reclaim that energy back into your being.

At this point, the ankle biters will be upset and trying to make you feel bad about yourself in any way that they can. I suggest that you laugh at them and remind them that they were NEVER given permission to take your energy or enslave humanity.  Then ask the Galaxy Being to “arrest” them and offer them the choice of returning to the light or being incarcerated somewhere that they can’t harm or drain anyone, ever again.  In the past, I used to do a “catch and release” with the ankle biters, but things have changed.  We are nearing the point where it is time to fully remove the ankle biters’ influence from Earth, and to dismantle their dark control grid. This means that it is ok to ask the Galaxy Being to incarcerate these ankle biters, and to offer them the option to begin healing and gradually coming back to the light.

Offering them the chance to heal and return to the light is an important point to focus on. Ultimately, everything in the universe comes from a single Divine Consciousness, even the darkest of the ankle biters.  This means they will eventually re-align themselves with the light and begin their journey of returning to Source, so we are simply acting as Divine Conduits to assist this process to unfold more rapidly.  Ankle biters won’t see this as a good thing due to their lack of empathy, and they may even try to make you feel like you are violating their free will.  However, humanity’s free will has been repeatedly violated by these parasitic beings, so they are no longer allowed total free will.  The only choices remaining to them are to heal and return to the light, or to remain as they are while being “incarcerated” and prevented from harming anyone else.

The Beginning of the End of the Darkness

The ankle biters are not going to give up easily, and they are already fighting back with everything they have.  Their increased frequency and intensity of attacks on lightworkers and casual meditators alike reveals their desperation. They have been weakened by the generally rising consciousness on the planet and they are very dangerous, like an animal backed into a corner.

In order for the plan to remove their influence from human consciousness to work, we need an army of lightworkers expanding their Inner Divine Light and acting as Galactic Conduits, piercing the dark control grid full of holes that allow tremendous light to stream into the earth. If we can do our part here on the ground, the non-incarnated members of the Forces of Light will be able to make the final move and strip away the dark control grid from this planet, resulting in an instant uplifting of all life on Earth.

I can’t emphasize strongly enough how important this step is in our planetary ascension. This dark control grid has been corrupting and stifling human consciousness for many, many millennia.  When it is removed along with the ankle biters, it will be like an instant consciousness expansion for every person on the planet.  Imagine everyone suddenly being free of the “dark side of human nature” so that the true glory of loving human consciousness can expand within the hearts and minds of everyone on Earth.  I wrote about this in my December message as if it was just a thought exercise.  It’s much more than that, it is part of our journey of awakening that must occur.  Most people won’t even know what happened, just that they feel MUCH better, more relaxed, happier and ready to help others.

No Obligation!

It is up to you if you want to participate at this level, and it is fine if you don’t want to or you aren’t able due to circumstances in your life. If things are energetically smooth in your life and you are not drawn to the idea of helping with the clean-up of the ankle biters, I fully respect that decision.  This path is truly NOT for everyone, so you must check with your Inner Divine Self to see if this is for you. However, if you want to “seize the moment” and use this opportunity to become more powerful, compassionate and ultimately more forgiving, this might be for you.  Also, if you find that you are experiencing psychic attacks from the ankle biters, you are already part of the final showdown.  If this is the case for you, I strongly urge you to incorporate the techniques laid out in this article to more effectively deal with the ankle biters.

If you like the idea of being part of the group that is directly working to strip the dark control grid away from planet earth, then I welcome you to the Galactic Conduit Team! To participate, at least once a day, simply do the focus/meditation described above, expanding your Inner Divine Light, connecting to the Earth’s core and the Galactic Core, state your intention to serve as a Galactic Conduit and let the energy flow, piercing a nice big hole in the dark control grid.  When the ankle biters show up, contain them, gently laugh at them, defy them, reclaim your energy from them, refund their machinations back to them, and have the Galaxy Being “arrest” them.

Your Subconscious Environment

It is important to be aware that the ankle biters use our own sub-conscious beliefs as “portals” into our psyche.  Every unhealed wound in our sub-conscious is like a “pressure point” that they can squeeze to elicit an emotional response from us.  This is one reason why self-clearing is so important.  Whenever you deal with ankle biters, after you have had them “arrested,” be sure to take some time to work on peeling the deeper layers of sub-conscious issues that they used to hook into you in the first place. See the Self-Clearing System for more details on how to do this level of energy work on yourself.

Ankle biters will very often manipulate people in their dream state to reinstall or strengthen limiting sub-conscious programming. Fear is their primary tool, so they will embed fearful scenarios in the dream state in order to make a person susceptible to their programming.  It is very much like a form of hypnotic suggestion, and it requires tremendous self-awareness to break free from this programmed mind system.  Each night before you go to sleep, invoke your Divine Inner Self from your heart and declare that you will dream safely within your Divine Inner Light.  State that you intend to remember ALL of your dreams, so that you can dissolve any limiting sub-conscious beliefs that are revealed in your dreams.

In the morning, take 10 minutes to reclaim energy from any limitations or fears that were exposed in your dreams.  Even if you can’t remember them, take those few minutes to expand your Inner Divine Light, clear your energy field and start your day from your inner divine inspiration.

The more clear you get, the less the ankle biters will be able to manipulate you into low-frequency emotional patterns.  Always remind yourself, “I am the Power they want” and then stand strong in the power of your Divine Inner Self.  Blaze your light like a million suns, for you are so much more than you realize, and soon you will know without any doubt how powerful you truly are.

***UPDATE*** 4/3/13 — There is much more to this ongoing story.  Please see this post for some recent developments:

Much Love,
Cameron Day


The Capture of Alternative Media

The Rashomon effect is where the same event is given contradictory interpretations by different individuals involved. The effect is named after Akira Kurosawa‘s 1950 film Rashomon, in which a murder is described in four mutually contradictory ways by its four witnesses. More broadly, the term addresses the motivations, mechanism, and occurrences of the reporting on the circumstance, and so addresses contested interpretations of events, the existence of disagreements regarding the evidence of events, and the subjects of subjectivity versus objectivity in human perception, memory, and reporting.

The Rashomon effect has been defined in a modern academic context (from Robert Anderson, in 2016), as “the naming of an epistemological framework—or ways of thinking, knowing, and remembering—required for understanding complex and ambiguous situations.”[2] The term for the effect is derived from the eponymous film, Kurosawa’s Rashomon, in which a number of factors are at play, simultaneously, leading the same academic to comment:

[T]he Rashomon effect is not only about differences in perspective. It occurs particularly where such differences arise in combination with the absence of evidence to elevate or disqualify any version of the truth, plus the social pressure for closure on the question

I have just finished listening to this interview by Kerry Cassidy.

It is by far the most informative and historically enlightening expose of the current false flag going on in the SSP/ET genre. Kerry makes one very salient point:

There is a concerted effort by big money to capture, corral and spin the alternative media that is currently our source for any and all information relating to the SSP and the related topics. Big. Money. There are several people/organizations, not just one, out there trying to capture and control true, honest information and researchers by offering money, stability and exposure to them for capitulation to the theme of the supporter instead of the honest truth. We all know what big money means since 90% of all the wealth in the world is distributed to 1% of the population. IE: Those who control the agenda here on this planet.

The fact that there are people like Kerry who are unwilling to have any control over what they report and produce is our saving grace. It is a well-known fact that this genre has been marginalized in a number of ways, the first of which is through money (you will starve if you try to make a living in this genre), the second of which is through the giggle factor. IE: I’ve seen it in a movie, or read it in a SF book, etc. No one can live well or securely doing anything in this market unless you can include other venues in your business, or you have a second job. These people are a determined lot with a fire and passion to get the information out to the greater public.

When an group, institution or person looks like it is at the brink of becoming emergent into the greater population, it is immediately targeted for inclusion and control by several big money organizations and is then roped in and controlled. We all know this, we, of late, have watched it happen to the best of us. Not that this is bad, except that it places a certain spin on your information through a larger network and certain key types of information are then excluded.

IMO yes, our genre/topic maybe reaching the greater masses, it is a good thing and it needs support to do it. However, any type of spin in my opinion, is still information control and not the whole picture. I am NOT calling out motive, or labeling here, I am simply stating that for as long as we sit back and contentedly feed off of only one source, that source has willingly been given the control of our brains and becomes a type of mind control.

We are such lazy asses and we love our slick productions and pretty pictures especially when we don’t have to work too hard to get it. On top of that we are being back fed through brainwave technology in our subconscious minds all the time, then it is minimalized it and brings our poor simple brains to a halt as far as what and who to believe. Once again: GODS FORBID WE DO OUR OWN RESEARCH AND OUR OWN THINKING!

Yes, it may be hard to parse through tons and years of stories and proof when we can sit back and let others dazzle us with slick technicolor productions while we are not asked to do any thinking at all, but if we want to find the real information out, we have to kick our sorry, lazy asses in gear and do some of the heavy lifting ourselves.

Please realize one of the components of conspiracy we never, ever, talk about is the capture of the alternative media and the reigning in of its truer, wilder, aspects, eliminating the EXACT information we need and should be looking for. We have for the last 70 years been trying to produce a legitimacy factor to this sector of information – to fight the giggle factor and for all intents and purposes it looks like we may have hit pay dirt.

But!!!! (there is always that pesky but…) we are in great danger of capitulating to the masters of spin who have invaded and infiltrated us (like so many other things – their name is legion) so smoothly and prettily that we almost slipped over that edge into complacency. If we are not careful our beloved alternative media will be as useless and manipulative as mainstream/lamestream media. Think about it. Listen to the above interview. I found it highly stimulating and informative.


Wake up! Get out of the pretty box. Think for yourselves!!!

There is something we shouldn’t know: that bothers me…

Who benefits?

Who benefits from all the whoo-haa going on right now that was stirred up just before and continued through and after CITD?

Who Benefits?!!!

This is very close to the Problem-Reaction-Solution gambit that by the way was not created by David Icke, but coined by him from a much older technique called:

Ordo ab Chao which is a Latin expression, meaning Order out of Chaos. From <>

This statement was also used as the main character driver of the Borg queen in ‘Star Trek First Contact.’ (Think hive-mind)


David Icke says:

What happens in terms of creating wars is a mind-manipulation technique called “Problem-Reaction-Solution”… and it works like this: Let’s say you want to centralize power into fewer and fewer hands through the UN or NATO.

If you did that openly and said,

“This is what we want to do”, there’d be a reaction against that.

People would say,

“Hey, this is a fascist state you want to create. Were not having this.”

But through this technique of Problem-Reaction-Solution, you can actually manipulate people to demand you do what you want to do anyway.

So it works like this: First of all you create the problem, but you get someone else to be blamed for it. You then report that problem through the media in the way you want it reported – because the media is owned by the same people who own the banks, etc.

You get the public to react to your problem by saying,

“Something must be done; this can’t go on; what are THEY going to do about it?”.

And at that point, THEY, who have covertly created the problem and blamed someone else, who gleaned that reaction of “Do Something”, then offer the solution to the problems they have created.

So if you take the world wars for example – after the first world war, which the financial centers of London and Wall Street, etc, funded all sides, power on this planet was in fewer hands than ever before (via the League of Nations). After the second world war, it was even fewer hands on the wheels of power.

And as a result of the second world war, we had the creation of the United Nations and NATO; and we had this great centralization of global power.   From <>



We have a problem:

An unprovable narrative, except for peripheral testimony which does have documents etc. attached to it, that we all like, has come under attack.

We have a reaction:

This ignites extreme emotional responses for and from many people. With the general associated name calling and finger pointing, ad hominem attacks and relatively illogical arguments. (lots-a juicy drama)

We have a solution:

Grow the story larger. On both sides. IE: more drama, more distraction

It seems to me that this whole rigmarole has been created to obfuscate and draw our attentions away from something else. As if the entire situation was created to engender the ‘even more’ confusion of the solution. Granted this is a relatively harmless false flag – but it was a false flag, none the less.

The better question might be – what are they hiding??   Hmm???

We are still, regardless of how popular this genre is in our circles, a very small segment of the population. So that would narrow our search down to what do they NOT want all of us to see??? That would rule out most political arguments, like Trump and Pedogate and Ben Rich….etc. It would rule out Pharmagate, Chemtrail/GMOgate… just about everything except the ET contact/extra/intra/outra/whatever questions. I mean, it isn’t called Contact In The Desert for nothing…

PLUS!!!! Just about every other researcher out there with some juicy evidence or new theories have been embroiled in their own version of this same divide and conquer by attack lately. Have you noticed?

There IS A PATTERN to this!

And it would behoove the more devious thinkers of us than me out there to discover just what is going on, that somebody is expending so much energy to stir up drama to cover it up – for reasons we shouldn’t know. Now THAT’S the part that disturbs me – not the drama, not the who said what to whom, but the fact that they have managed to get all our noses up our proverbial asses and now we are oblivious to something that is definitely go’in on that they don’t want us to notice…

There is something we shouldn’t know…

That bothers me.

What if?

What if everything we see in the disclosure arena is being managed by the same Powers That Be that we think we are getting so smart about? Very smoothly, albeit, but very efficiently. I have watched the transition. Years back if they couldn’t control you they offed you. Now, the shifty bastards include you. Now, the powers that be are behind the whole disclosure movement. Well, if they can’t beat you then they join you, they infiltrate you, they buy you. Then, when they are in a place where they can pull the rug out from under what you have built, they demand certain things for certain behaviors, certain words from your mouth. I have been watching it for some time now, creeping slowly up on us.

Just observing the whole paradigm, it has been slowly infected, gently directed, dis-info’d, and warped by the masters of Mind Warp until the ability to discern is lost.

They are going to let us think we have made disclosure, that we have overcome them and we have won, when, all the while it was the plan to begin with. We who think we are so smart – and free thinking. It was the master plan to appeal to our egos, to let us fight back against them and feel that we had won. Then to let us create our ‘disclosure’ and spread the word while they fed us exactly the paradigm they wanted us to have.

I was shaken loose recently. It was ugly. However the awakening was fortunate. To understand that I was being led around by my nose with a dangling carrot is priceless. What we thought we were so smart about… well, take another look. Use the lens that asks ‘How manipulated have I been?’, ‘Where can I spot a chink in the matrix?’ The last 117 years have been a plant, a plan, an artificial reality. To my sensibilities this whole planet has been a lie and I have just discovered that my bare ass is dangling in the wind.

What if?