Could it be that even in 3D the one truth we all ignore is the truest? That being: consciousness is the real reality. In other words, while the frequency soup we are currently swimming in is deleterious to our very existence, and our awareness of our consciousness, that our consciousnesses are very alive and vital if we just noticed. I have sneaking suspicion that it doesn’t matter how poisoned we are, how ill we are, or how frequency managed we are, consciousness is untouched by it. The frequency management is effecting our bodies, and because we really and in some cases totally identify with the body (that it is the only thing that is real – i.e.: if you don’t believe me, let me cause you pain) that we IGNORE this other component of ourselves exclusively.

“Oh, that’s all in my mind…” or, “That is just a daydream, it wasn’t real…” or, “It’s all just my imagination…” It is with these type of statements and all the similar ones we tailor make to fit our lives that we continuously program ourselves to ignore the most powerful part of our selves. I remember as a kid being told that daydreaming would get me nowhere, neither would art, music or any other creative endeavor. That the only thing that counted was Good-Hard-Work. That meant that anything in my mind, was not real, and that time spent on that meant I was lazy and no good. Does this sound like ‘Slave-Training 101’ to you? My parents considered it a good honest work ethic. Instead of being helped to make my dreams a reality with good hard work, I was not supposed to dream at all. That made everything that occurred in my mind and heart quite useless, and any task I completed given to me by a ‘higher authority’ good. (sigh – programming – sigh)

From a different point of view: Thoughts are things. They have a resonance, a frequency. Everything in existence does. So, by thinking, I have just created something. It might only be a tiny wiggle in the electromagnetic frequency going on out there to who knows where, but I did jingle-jangle that frequency. Now, by the law of resonances, or harmonies, that thought may not have any effect other than, I thought it and it was cool to think it, or it could find a harmony, a similar sound (frequency somewhere along the EM spectrum), a commonality and become part of a greater chord (frequencies that fit together so nicely they weave a greater energy in them – a bigger sound).

Especially when your propel a thought with great emotion and intention.

We walk through our daily lives as we work, clean, cook, drive, shop, thinking and feeling about stuff and not realizing that we are creating as we do this. And!!! The more worn in the thought the more power it has – the more frequency threads it has gathered with the practicing of the thought – the better it creates in your life because of resonance/harmony/attraction.

Thoughts are things and emotions embody those things and they respond to your intent like magic. Tell me one thing you have no emotions about, even if that feeling is ‘Meh’. There is always an emotion accompanying a thought. Meh has a frequency too…

Now bring this back around to the way we are ‘encouraged’ to think and feel about society and its norms and programming and you can understand how thoroughly controlled we are and why we have been taught, media-ized, programmed, religionized, schooled, to never ever give our consciousness the power it really has. Within two seconds of realizing this it would not matter what was thrown at us, we would recreate it – laughing in joy as we did. No wonder this is so secret. In some people’s eyes if we weren’t controlled there would be mass chaos – at least to their power structure.

I think what we are supposed to notice, what all the ET’s, extra-intradimensionals, beings and orbs and channelings –  the entire supranormal universe is waiting for us to realize is this.  Once we understand that consciousness IS a greater truth than 3D, and we just look – notice, all of creation will open up to us and we can finally grow beyond who we have been told we are into what we really are it will forever be changed.


The Mass Marketing in my Head

I am sure you all could really add to this list – and also see how these all intertwine on many points, but here are a few ways we are all being marketed to and lead down the garden path – and, IMO being distracted from the one thing we never do: spending time knocking around inside ourselves getting to know us.


Mass marketing scheme # 1: the oldest one around

The idea that the cataclysms we know of from the past – even millions of years ago, were NOT natural. That they were created.

IF: you can manipulate the space time continuum – the fabric of space, by whatever means (and there may be many ways to do this) then you most assuredly can manipulate comets, asteroids, planets and even solar system balance and arrangement. Easy-peasy.

IF: you are at that level, your life span would be immense – basically however long you wanted it to be and your physical manifestation, if you so chose to manifest, would also be whatever you wanted it to be. So if you were running experiments on various life form developments across the universe you could do whatever you needed – even terminate whole planets. Or, if you were experimenting with the psycho-soul development through 3D experience you could present certain biological developments of that experiment with certain patterns like 26,000 year cycles that would ultimately destroy entire planets and then build them up again – say you were trying to prove that certain knowledge survives past the physical form and will epigenetically repeat or be present within a biome once it is developed regardless of a total destruction of that biome… That patterns of information exist past the physical expression of those patterns…

However, since you would not want to let the rats out of the maze, every time they got to a certain point, you took them back to the beginning, continuing the experiment at a different level, because if they got out, your research would be over.

I suggest we are once again at this point and we need to understand the manipulation we are currently experiencing. We might finally be at the point where our conscious development could jump the electric fence of our cage and finally get out.

Unless they can convince us that it is still a grand religious mystery that is meant to warn us of our impending doom. (and really, who are they? Is there really even a they?)


Mass marketing scheme # 2:

This is a subset of MMS1 in that it has the whole entire alien life question in it along with the tech that has been marketed to us since Star Trek that we now all desperately want, except that we are now masters of space and transdimensional reality and are using those ideas to benefit us, instead of the other way around.


Mass Marketing scheme # 3:

Rid the earth of all the baddies by creating a presidential/gov’t. messiah that takes care of business. Which ultimately means we can sit back and watch it happen, with the popcorn in our laps while we ‘stay out of trouble’, write a lot, research a lot and talk a lot all while catching every new TV show and movies that speak to our view point (called shadow work: busy work) and as Katherine Austin Fitts says, buy into the new “Hope Porn”. (enter ‘Q’…) Trusting that our all-powerful selection of messiah takes care of business. And while I’m not adverse to a bit of hope porn with maybe some real info thrown in, I’m not going to the bank with it. ( )



So my question is, while all the falderal is going on, marketing this and that to you, can you even sort out what you really want? Can you sort out the purpose of all of it? Can you realize that you are still being led around by the nose? That ALL of everything you consume in the media, mass, alt or otherwise is precisely shaped and crafted in many ways to fit many people to in effect, keep them from really getting in touch with who they really are and what they really want?

Could it be that we really are that good at creating and all that we see, feel hear, touch and experience is nothing more than our collective creative spirits coming together to play a great grand game? If that’s true I’m all for changing it up and refurbishing or outright changing the game. And I don’t need or want some great grand corporate-religious structure laying down the rules and marketing the plot to me. Ever. Again.

Once again I am going to say that 2012 happened. The world did change, no, it didn’t break apart but changed vastly and sorry to say – we didn’t even notice. Our consciousness simply absorbed the impact and went on. Why? Because of our training. We ARE those super beings if we could just stand still long enough to FEEL it. It’s all there. And we are still being led around by our noses so perfectly that we don’t see it. Like the elephant in the room… and yeah, I’m still right here with you all, or I wouldn’t be writing this. Question is, what do we need to do inside our real selves to get there?

Oops, wait-a-minit…there’s a marketing plan for that…..

The Fifth Form of Prayer

This fifth mode of prayer, the “lost mode,” is a prayer that’s based solely in feeling. … Without any words, without our hands held in a certain position or any outward physical expression, this mode of prayer simply invites us to feel a clear and powerful feeling as if our prayers have already been answered.    Secrets of the Lost Mode of Prayer – Kryon

This is our direct connection to the source. The zero point field is always responding to our every feeling. When we use words to pray, we enter onto a slippery slope, because most of those words are putting a time constraint on what we are asking for or what we want. If you pray ‘Please let there be peace’ you are saying in that prayer that peace doesn’t exist and that it will come in the future instead of right now. You have unknowingly put a little time glitch in your prayer.

The universe or the zero point field immediately responds to you and gives you what you asked for. It doesn’t second guess you, or decide upon the merit of the prayer – it simply creates what you had in your desire – your message to it. Bam! There it is.

The feeling prayer is how we speak to creation in every moment and how we bring into reality the world we are living in and our circumstances instantaneously. What most of us don’t realize is that the mere act of existing IS the prayer. This is why as we launch into the journey of self-actualization/realization we begin by noticing our thoughts and our feelings about those thoughts. This is why we learn to meditate. This is why, although right in some respects and not in others, the new age movement asks us to continuously try to stay in good thoughts. The little glitch there is that ignoring something doesn’t work, because it IS part of the thought process and what the universe does with that type of feeling is create a separation – because in essence, that is what you are asking for. The other ‘little’ glitch is what you are expecting and your intentions about it, will manifest before a created wish, as they are a direct product of an emotional chain of events.

Emotional maturity, the place where you have or are working through how you feel and why you do feel it and being aware of what you are feeling, has proven a great asset to those who are working in the quantum mind field. One of the first things scientists noticed who were working in the field of cold fission is that those who were skeptical had a negative effect on the success of the experiments, and that those who expected a positive result, got them, what it boiled down to was the ability to allow the universe to perform without the constraints of what the outcome should/would be by the experimenters involved with the experiment.

In quantum mechanics, the expectation value is the probabilistic expected value of the result (measurement) of an experiment. It is not the most probable value of a measurement; indeed the expectation value may have zero probability of occurring. It is a fundamental concept in all areas of quantum physics. From <>


Where this leads to is that should we FEEL with our hearts as if a thing is current – already happened, then the quantum field makes it so – the universe gets a clear command from you and makes it so. I have done this on accident several times in my life, and I also found that according to my belief system, in this case something can’t come from nothing when I wished for a thing and also the time out there was unspecified, but not now:

  1. I had put the constraint on time unknowing about when out into the future
  2. I didn’t expect it to come from nowhere, so somebody I knew gave it to me.
  3. It happened in a week to a month of the wish being released from my consciousness and forgotten about.
  4. I never expected to get what I wished for, it was someday it would be nice thought. (therefore I could let go of it easily)

What this boils down to is that the language of the heart is the DIRECT connection to the quantum field of all possibilities. What you wish for in its purest form you will get. Jerry Wills talks about healing by stating the result- not asking for it. If you have a lot of negative beliefs that you are unaware of that stand in the way of your wishes, they will not manifest. (that’s like sending out a yes/no message that leaves the quantum field in idle mode) It also has a lot to do with your underlying field of emotions.

Here is where it gets tricky – where we are unwittingly being used all together to control the planet – not for our own good and intents and wishes – but for others more nefarious purposes. It is where we are being used against ourselves.

I have written, yelled, cajoled, and generally made a pain in the ass of myself over this – others, quite more eloquently, have made stunning points, elucidated and educated us on this – like Richard Dolan, Jim Mars, Freeman, Icke et al, that we are purposely being manipulated into an emotional maelstrom of fear, negative expectations and helplessness. WHY, you ask? (glad you did – the pt. of this little foray into quantum bed time stories)

I’ll tell you WHY.

This fifth form of prayer – our hook up to the source – is CONSTANT. We are never NOT talking to the quantum field/god/source/universe. NEVER! WE ARE THE PRODUCT OF THIS FIELD. We live, breathe, think, move, exist and are aware in this field – in fact; we are a sensory organ of this field. We are not separate. We are never NOT creating our expectations.


When you feel ‘as if’ a situation or thing you want is ALREADY created and you are immersed in it and loving it – it becomes instantaneous. This is a prayer that is ALL FEELING. No words. Words are tricky and we have been taught to use them wrongly and to our detriment when talking to universe (universe is my word from the ten thousand names of god).


So there is it is from: quantum fission – zero point field – Greg Braden’s The God Code, Richard Dolan’s new series on Gaia about False Flags (most of that info can already be found on line) all the deep state researchers, the one tiny new age misconception that is the fly in the ointment, to what happens when you get it straight.


Carry on.

Consciousness IS the Unified Field.

Consciousness is the Unified Field.

The next step facing us is to bring our loving hearts in alignment with a higher value outside of the monetary system. This is important because all of the new tech that we are chomping at the bit to get – zero point energy, light and sound healing techniques, a value system instead of a monetary system – it all depends on raising our hearts out of the swamp they are mired in and realizing we are all one. It means – in effect raising our vibratory rate – which the heart is the creator of, to a level where these technologies can function. These are high frequency devices. They will not function for people who are not at the frequency that they operate at, much like the builder race technology that looks like pieces of rock to us currently.

There is a consciousness connection to the nuts and bolts of physicality. These technologies are beginning to work in labs all over the world because even the scientists are realizing that emotional maturity is part of the vibratory modulator required for raising one’s own frequency and the repeatability of experimental data. The studies prove it so. I could lead you down the path of all of the organizations currently studying this phenomena like Dr. Emoto’s research or the Heart Math Institute, but that is off to the side of what I am presenting, none the less, a wonderful thread of research. So, if you take your internal conclusions from reading all the current lit on how consciousness interacts with matter and our 3D world, it is easy to understand that the new tech we are wanting and researching, requires a greater unity among us – (over-unity devices…).

Basically we can connect the failures of these discoveries to the manipulation of money in our culture. They are out there – they have been out there for the last century (!) and they have all been squelched, hidden and out-right stolen to keep them from us. This is because the main controller of our hearts at this time is money. That is because it takes lots of money to do anything in the current control system of earth. And…that is because the cabal uses money as its chains to divert out hearts and minds from naturally rising up in love and unity. It’s a nice little descending spiral that leads to the quagmire we are embedded in currently.

When these technologies come out for the good of humanity, freely given, without ownership or patents, then, will this new ideology in science flourish and a NEW AGE OF MAN BEGIN ON THE EARTH. (phew, those caps are not mine – looked up at the screen and there they were… seriously – somebody is yelling. Jus say’in)

There is a very good interview on James Gillilands ‘As You Like It’ radio show with Susan Manewich and Joel Garbon about different energy technologies that illustrates the intent of this article that is the MOST IMPORTANT ISSUE FACING US NOW. If you want the tech you have heard about, that we have already created, our hearts must raise up enough to give it out without out any money attached to it. THAT IS THE ONLY WAY THE CABAL WILL BE DEFEATED IN THIS. PERIOD.

Until we can do that, we will be SOL.

When two realities collide: Why I wish I was going to the ECETI Ranch

More than anything, I wish I was going out to ECETI ranch for the 2017 conference. Every time I listen to James Gilliland he reminds me of all that I know and knew and forgot from being a kid to 60+ years later.

I listened to two interviews today James’s As You Wish Talk Radio Show and Max Igan “The Coming 5G Roll-out & AI Will Transform Human Society By 2025!” . The two shows couldn’t be more diametrically opposed. However, both shows are about realities that exist side by side at this moment on earth. There is a third point I would mention that Alex Collier talks about concerning, the galaxy as a whole and a singularity that happens around this time that traps our entire galaxy in a fourth Reich sort of control system –  that he says the A’s and a number of other races tracked down to earth in this here and now. I would say that the Max Igan interview outlines the start of the singularity quite clearly. We see the results of the beginning of the singularity daily as it invades our lives beyond what he can even notice as dangerous because it is so underhanded.

Then there is James Gilliland, who presents the organic side of the equation. His reasoning is effortless and easy to understand. On a very human level he calls it as it is, and I don’t know about you, but when I listen it’s like I’ve always known what he’s saying. It could be because he calls up that memory from my soul, or it could be because I do know it, from all the contact and study I have done this life time.

The point is, that no matter how much I like technology, it feels ominous. I’ve been talking about our organic technology for the last several years on my blog – and I have used my own for a very long time. It is inbuilt. It is easier than you ‘think’ – in fact, you don’t think to use it… Everybody has it and you don’t have to do anything special, eat anything special, perform any special mental gymnastics, or any such nonsense. You only have to get past the programming that says if it happens in your mind ‘it ain’t real’ and manage to sit still out in nature for more than 5 minutes. Why out in nature? To get as far away from wifi and any other broadcast waves as you can. But really, you don’t need to because, should you decide, those vibes can’t stop you either, but they can be a distraction.

You’ve got to understand that what you have been told about who you are and what you can do is nothing more than a false set of precepts about what you should think about yourself and life. Artists and musicians tend to get around these falsities a little easier than some because the key to going there is imagination. The biggest lie told of all time to everybody is: “Oh, it’s all just in your imagination.” (as if they need you to discount that entire part of yourself) when, really, it’s the key to everything.

For instance, you use your imagination to pray to God, you use your imagination when you meditate, you use your imagination when you read a book, when you doodle, when you day dream, when the ‘I wonder about’ questions pop up in your mind. You are always using it – but you have been taught to pretend that you don’t. Talk about pink elephants…

…it’s easier than you think…

The transhuman agenda would have us believe that we cannot do any of those things without a device. It would have us believe that we are powerless in our human form. It will suck us in, bit by bit, until there is nothing left of the human soul and imagination and then prove to us we are worthless.

Therein is the trap.

I will just leave this here.

Think about it. Ask your imagination what it thinks about it. Go there. It’s going to matter – a lot.

Our Fearless Children


If you are 40, or younger – you are part of a wave of intelligences born on this planet with enough genetic light codes open to be able to see and effect this planet differently. Not only that, you are part of the actual action taking place on this planet right now that is changing the entire paradigm. We need you. The planet needs you. You were born thinking out of the box and pretty much immune to the mind programming on the planet. You were born with everything active. You were born with all your light turned on.

As this planet is used for radical spiritual growth, if you are born here, you have lived through adequate catalyst to ensure that growth. Kinda like gorilla spiritual advancement turned on full tilt boogey. Active light, like fire, requires ignition to manifest. Catalyst is ignition. At ignition there is a choice. Ignition is like the moment just before movement or action. You can go forward in the direction of the momentum, or at that moment of pause, change the forward direction, or totally stop the forward momentum, stumble and fall. The bravest of you have gone forward like a rocket blasting into your highest path, lighting up the planet.

Not all of you have been in the limelight, a great proportion of you have instead shown your light into your inner lives, your daily lives, changing all whom you’ve met in one way or another. You have taught your children well, and made a place for them to safely be filled with even more light. Your inner integrity sometimes making you frustrated in a world of older people who are almost alien in the depths of their programming. Just know, that there are a few of us older adults out there that were born like you and we do understand. You are changing the world one person at a time, and most of you will never know the effect you have had on all of the lives you have touched. (grin, so I’m telling you)

Therefore, as you have your families and begin taking the place of the older adults, you are changing the paradigm to a greater light filled world. Your children will even maker it brighter, and so on. So even if there is no great Kabooom! from our perspective, even if the planet isn’t scooted forward in ascension in the blink of an eye, it is STILL happening. Further, in somebody’s time structure it is happening in the blink of an eye.

I am very happy and proud of all of you. I am satisfied that the wave of loving intelligence is alive and well on this planet and she is already saved – in the future – and that when I leave this gem hanging in this sector of space, all will be well. It will be as foretold to me – a heartbeat of loving energy reaching out to all that need it in our galaxy.

I am well pleased.

What if?

What if everything we see in the disclosure arena is being managed by the same Powers That Be that we think we are getting so smart about? Very smoothly, albeit, but very efficiently. I have watched the transition. Years back if they couldn’t control you they offed you. Now, the shifty bastards include you. Now, the powers that be are behind the whole disclosure movement. Well, if they can’t beat you then they join you, they infiltrate you, they buy you. Then, when they are in a place where they can pull the rug out from under what you have built, they demand certain things for certain behaviors, certain words from your mouth. I have been watching it for some time now, creeping slowly up on us.

Just observing the whole paradigm, it has been slowly infected, gently directed, dis-info’d, and warped by the masters of Mind Warp until the ability to discern is lost.

They are going to let us think we have made disclosure, that we have overcome them and we have won, when, all the while it was the plan to begin with. We who think we are so smart – and free thinking. It was the master plan to appeal to our egos, to let us fight back against them and feel that we had won. Then to let us create our ‘disclosure’ and spread the word while they fed us exactly the paradigm they wanted us to have.

I was shaken loose recently. It was ugly. However the awakening was fortunate. To understand that I was being led around by my nose with a dangling carrot is priceless. What we thought we were so smart about… well, take another look. Use the lens that asks ‘How manipulated have I been?’, ‘Where can I spot a chink in the matrix?’ The last 117 years have been a plant, a plan, an artificial reality. To my sensibilities this whole planet has been a lie and I have just discovered that my bare ass is dangling in the wind.

What if?

When you are triggered: the plane ride from hell…

As disclosure continues we will all have emotional reactions based on our own fears that come up, seemingly out of nowhere and strong enough to make us act out of character. I am writing about this because even with years of practice dealing with this, these emotional reactions can come up and bite your ass. Then, of course, you feel like a fool and if you are wise, you apologize numerous times to the people you were reacting all over.

Point in case; I hate to fly. I really hate to fly. I have an inner ear problem that makes movement difficult to me. I can’t do ferris wheels and I can’t do roller coasters, what causes thrills in others creates abject terror in me because of my sense of balance. Leaving Palm Springs airport was as dicey as coming into it due to the terrain, and the afternoon heating. The plane felt like it was on a rubber band and someone was using it like a paddle ball. I was sitting next to my husband, he was having his own issues of which I was unaware of to a certain extent, I am in full trigger mode, can’t understand anything around me except my terror. So I lean over to him and say that this is absolutely the very last time ever (!!!!!!) that I will get on something as stupid as a plane. I would rather crawl all the way home, than be in a plane. Because he was triggered also about something entirely different, his reaction was to be angry at me and think that I was yelling AT him. This catalyzed his emotions and gave him something to point them at, thus dumping his trigger. Unfortunately my trigger lasted far longer – as the plane continued to bump around for a while. My first reaction to terror is anger. So I can see how he ‘thought’ it was directed at him because he wasn’t thinking well either. He is well aware of my problem with plane rides etc. Of course, after telling me not to yell at him, my reaction to being abandoned in my terror was at that point swearing never to speak to him again, and if we hadn’t had to travel together I suppose it would have been days before I could have sorted it out in my head and actually speak to him. As it was, when we landed we found out that we had a three hour wait to get on the next flight due to storms across the middle of the continent.

I am a smoker. I am a dirty filthy person with a nasty habit that is outlawed everywhere, especially in airports. To go smoke I had to go through TSA check points and out the door and find a place to smoke that I hoped I would not get caught, to basically hide. To my utter horror, I discovered I had only 1/2 of a cigarette left. What I use to calm me down after ‘incidences’ like the plane ride was not available to me. I wondered just exactly what the universe was teaching me. TO stay OUT of airports and airplanes???? Why was my plane karma so rotten? After smoking I came back inside only to find that the boarding pass on my phone was for my last flight and I was not able to access the connecting flight pass on my phone, and I had to go through the ticketing counter again, then through the TSA check point.

By this time I was in an unspeakable array of strong, triggered emotion that I barely had control over. It was a question of sitting down in the middle of the concourse and crying my eyes out or being flaming mad. I did neither, because in the buildup of incidences I realized that this was a lesson from the universe, however painful, and that really it was up to me to decode the whole mess. So I asked the universe in my mind, “Are we done yet?” in the manner of what are you going to throw at me next? Because at this point I was really done, baked, finis.

My point in this long saga of airport abuse and flight terror? I am normally a nice happy person, and if I am unhappy I can usually debug and decode the mess and understand why without being nasty to another being because I know what’s up. Well, this time, even though I did know what was up, I had reached my tolerance level, and continued to be triggered and feeling trapped and abused. I could decode the whole mess, but I didn’t want to. I was truly ready to rent a car and drive home to Indy from Dallas. Truly. My husband had had enough of my shenanigans and was still in a snit, and I was looking at 5 more hours without nicotine. I knew what was going on. I knew why. I was still a hot mess.

Soooo – What happens when some of the more dicey disclosure information comes out and we are all triggered, and you can’t ‘fix’ it with a device like a smoke or a drink or a toke??? Hum??? Do we all explode? What happens when the information about what is really going on in this world is divulged and we are all emotionally raw?

I had a lot more complaining to do, and many more self-absorbed things to say yesterday, but I was unable to get to the keyboard to write. Consider yourselves lucky. Really. I’m outing my idiocy for a reason. That is to tell you to think about what will happen when we are all triggered at the same time – which, by the way, might happen. If just one of the looming topics makes it out to mainstream, like pedogate, like information on the entire ‘religions’ arena, like the cure for diseases that have taken many of our loved ones being available for the last 70 years and the reverse that they can be used to off anyone at any time by whomever, like there is an entire segment of the population that lives a futuristic lifestyle that we ‘know’ nothing about and that they never planned to tell us about, how will we all handle it? Just pick any one of above including many I didn’t mention, and you will have a triggered planet.

Then how do we treat each other, when we are, every last one of us triggered, mad, and upset? Do we see through what is going on, take a deep breath and determine to act like real human beings with empathy and compassion even when people around us may be having trouble with doing the same?

IMO, we must. Because one of us being able to do that will help others to and they will help even more to and it will spread. In time, we will work through what triggered unreasoning emotions and be able to decide how we CHOOSE to act, instead of reacting without forethought or empathy.

When looked at in retrospect the series of events that led up to the ridiculousness of my situation gave me pause – in retrospect… (In the back of my mind during the whole debacle too.) Finally with my feet on the ground and a generous donation from a fellow smoker of 2 whole tobacco sticks, I was able to reign it all in and think about how idiotically obvious the lesson was, how in my face.

The flight from Dallas to Indy was as smooth as silk. (really) I had purchased a small travel blanket that I wore like a cloak because it was 109 in Palm Springs, and unexpectedly 60 degrees in Dallas, and I held the blanket up to the window on the plane and watched the stars, the city lights and the dancing orbs shooting around up at 35,000 ft. playing all over the sky. It was a magical, lovely flight.

How will we choose? Will we react, or act? We who know, and we who need to lead????


Post Script: after landing while waiting to get our bags, I go out to smoke the last gift cigarette, digging in my bag for a lighter, and what do I feel in the bottom of the bag? An entire pack of unopened cigarettes that I had had with me the whole time. Tell me if the universe’s sense of humor isn’t a bit twisted….

Dare to Dream: IMO

I listen to it all. There is the second half of the Dark Journalist Bill Ryan interview that just went up this morning. In any normal case this type of evidence in a court of law would be considered circumstantial and used to back up the claims for the case against Corey – as none of the truly damming parts, like the video of Corey and his wife plotting together can be produced. They are ? top secret. And Corey cannot produce a Blue Avian.

So where does that leave us? With a wonderful story who’s basic premise is that there is hope for us and that we are already out in space and there is tech that can heal and provide for the planet, and clean up the planet already in place. We have yet to have proof of that also. So what we are working with here is a full production story that is telling us that we do have the capabilities it takes to be what Corey is telling us.

So even if this is a dream, I’m liking it.

Now consider this – from the ‘new-age’ paradigm there is an idea that says if enough people believe a thing and invest their emotional energy in it – it will manifest. Half the gadgets on Star Trek are already a reality because somebody liked the idea enough to make it happen. Corey’s story has reached that level. So even if this is only partially true – or not true at all, we are liking it, we are investing our psychic energy into it and thereby enabling its manifestation. We ARE creating it.

I will tell you from all the stories and variations on a theme out there today this is one I actively want. Dream or no. I want to see this become reality. I want us to be that Star Trek dream. I want us to have zero point energy. I want us to have medical technology that will cure cancer, and all the other nasty ills of society. I want us to be able to give free reign to our creativity and become what we see in our hearts.

If Corey’s story leads us there one way or the other, I want that!

If any of our current information is true, then there are also people who really don’t want us to awaken – poopy on them. Because I’m going to go after this vision with all that I have because it resonates so deeply with who I am and what I want, that I have no choice. Regardless of how it started. I have seen what people can do when they are on fire and passionate about their creations. It is from one field of thought a science and from another field of thought, magic.

What I am trying to say is I DON’T CARE HOW THE STORY CAME ABOUT! I’m liking it and I want to see it happen. And the poopy heads who are trying to stick us back in a cage can just go sit in the corner and think about their bad behaviors.

Dare to dream. What could it hurt???   Really?

How else will we come to know if the theory that we create our reality is true, what better way than to get billions of people involved.


I dare you.

Dream BIG

When we all wake up


When we all wake up we will realize, all of us, that we are all the ‘aliens’ (that term is almost funny now) we have been waiting for, not just some of us, but the entire population of this planet both inside and out.

Every. Single. Last. One. Of. Us.

We HAVE passed the tipping point and we are beginning that roll down the other side with continuously increasing speed. One day, we will all just know. It will not be a OMG moment, or a ‘holy shit!’ moment… It will not be hidden, it will not get you in trouble or abducted or even laughed at. It will finally be normal.

One day we will know the real history of this planet and the events that took place, and not just from the victor’s point of view. We will have the basis for a deep understanding of why we are and how we are, what we are. We will all realize that we are multidimensional beings with all the organic equipment in place to do whatever we wish to do, in whatever realm we wish to do it.

We have awakened from this trance many times and many times have fallen back to sleep. Some of us, even yet will decide to still sleep this time, for it is all free will. Most of us, though, all spurred on by the great dissent we feel, will choose to stay awake and go on.

For those that decide to sleep, their multidimensional beingness will slumber on – but still be there for we are all whole beings whether we choose to know it or not.

In this last awakening there are those who came so early that their only job was to be alive and resonate, helping Gaia and the planetary vibe. To these people, who had to hide, who had to say nothing, who knew that they were in danger if they did, to those who spent their entire lives battling with what they knew to be true and what society instead demanded they be, it is to you I send heartfelt sympathy. You couldn’t have known what to do with yourselves. Every situation you got yourself into, relationships, careers, spiritual traditions and churches never fit. You had nowhere that felt like home, and no one that could really understand you. Even so, you pushed on. Sometimes in a world of hurt, sometimes numb from the pain. But you kept on. It is because of you that the world can now begin to heal, that the conspiracies to fool us all are becoming known and that people are beginning to awaken to the beauty of who they really are. It was you who held on through all the confusion and darkness that has made this shift possible.

A great influx of advanced souls were being born on this planet back in the 1800’s in preparation for today. I come from a long linage of them. It has not been an easy journey for these forerunners, especially those who were born after WWI when the extreme prejudice and crackdown on anything that even looked like it could help the planet began. What happened after that into modern day looked like the witch hunts of the 1600’s. The fact that these early fore runners of consciousness to whatever degree they were awake, managed to stay sane, were able to survive in a profoundly sick society, is an utterly amazing and a herculean task. I have seen it go both ways. I have seen incredibly beautiful souls get utterly crushed and I have seen others endure when over and over life has shown them nothing but pain. Soon this will be different. Those who were born in the fifties and before have had an entirely different journey than those born after. In today’s world we have children who are readily accepted and supported for they gifts they bring.

To some extent, we are all slightly mad – like the mad hatter. We have all been poisoned, indoctrinated and thoroughly chastised for being ourselves in myriads of ways. That we survived all of that only slightly deranged is the miracle of the century. That we are recovering, getting stronger, deciding to be better people is an ever greater miracle. We have passed the tipping point – that place at the top of the roller coaster where you can either fall back or speed on down the hill, and we have gone down the other side. We made it. That feeling we all feel of expectancy is free fall. And we can partially thank all those souls who came and just resonated love and gratitude on the planet in the middle of the darkness and mess to make it possible for the rest of us to awaken from the trance.

Blessed be every last one of you.

So rejoice, because very soon, this earth will finally be a place where you too can take a deep breath and relax.