…and in my heart, it is Christmas morning.

I know this whole opening into a better world belongs to our children and the future.

Last Night’s Jimmy Church Radio Show for Disclosure Fest simply warmed the totality of my heart!

Disclosure and all, and I mean all, that it is about has finally reached a ground swell, has finally gotten enough momentum to continue. There are finally enough of us out there who know the truth –  that even if ‘the-they’ tried to confuse the issue one more time as Grant Cameron has pointed out that they have about every 20 years in his book ‘Managing Magic’ the-they would be entirely unsuccessful.

This feels like Christmas morning as a kid before you open the presents to me. I have, since I was very little, known I wanted this to happen with all my heart. Being little I had no idea how it would happen, but I had a fierce longing in my heart for it, even before ‘it’ became a fully formed idea in my mind. I was born in 1953. I charged into all-about-UFO’s at a very, very young age. By the time I was 13, I had been chasing this idea of ET’s not even knowing I was doing it for 10 years and as I grew up so the idea got more sophisticated in my heart and soul. I seriously KNEW there was life out there and I wanted to meet them and know them. I thought Star Trek was the best thing ever to happen on TV, because it portrayed life out there in a balanced more sane way than ever before. I wanted to be Vulcan because when I figured out what telepathy was, I wanted it and at the time I didn’t realize it, but I had already had a first contact experience that was telepathic and continued to have them throughout my life. Might I say, the people who I knew then had the highest ethic of compassion and love, of contact only to the extent that the psyche of the person could tolerate reasonably and they NEVER went past my internal boundaries – not once – even when I didn’t know what a boundary was! I cut my eye teeth on Adamski and Menger. I ate up every publication I could find – even science fiction, information was always serendipitously appearing for me to read, and I was a card carrying member of NICAP for a while.

I kept hoping through the years in my heart of hearts – all through grade school and high school and after, that we would wake up. It was all obvious to me and I wished everybody knew too. I got married at 18 had my first child 8 years later my second 2 years later and it wasn’t until the mid-80’s when I could finally get my head out of the sand and re-look at the UFO issue.

By that time, of course, people were laughing at the 50’s contactees and everybody was into ‘serious’ research on nuts and bolts. The movie “the Three Faces of Eve” had come out in 1957 and then was remade at for TV as a miniseries called ‘Sybil’ in 1976. Both of these movies, IMO were CIA propaganda the frighten the hell out of people who were beginning to have contact with ET’s telepathically so that no one would ever open their mouths. They painted a horrifying picture of brokenness, that, IMO, might even have been concocted from information gleaned from MKUltra experiments. So even if you were at that time receiving telepathic communications, or downloads – even if you masked it in spiritualism, you were looked upon as a truly sick and fractured person.

Meanwhile, I was into yoga, mysticism and was a card carrying member of the Theosophical Society in Wheaton IL at 18yrs old – still looking for a way to open my mind. Well, marriage, 2 kids, divorce and remarriage and launching of 20 somethings later, I finally, truly had the time to pursue this issue with the intensity I wanted to. When I retired in 2007 I had found Kerry Cassidy, then I found a dear soul, Kosta Makreas who literally set me on the course that has me writing these blogs, and not long after that Jimmy Church. I missed all the falderal from 1980 to 2007 and when I dipped my toes back into my passion, I was ‘given’ Kerry Cassidy to learn from, and the dominoes fell.

Today, the heart dreams I had as a very small child are coming to fruition, the ground swell is so great, we have people like David Wilcock, Corey Goode and Emery Smith presenting information that I know in my heart of hearts is VERY real (did they read my mind?) and “The Truth is Out There” quite literally, for all to see. Then we have the youngsters out there with huge talent Like Adrian Vallera, who has taken the true jist of the 60’s hippie movement sans the drugs and sex (because I see the manifesto of the Space Brothers as a direct transfer into the hippie movement of the 60’s) and is beginning to manifest it on a large, brilliant scale to reach as many souls as his team can.

I have watched for 63 years and I have kept my dreams of my heart to myself for 63 years, what I thought I would never see hit the light of day, is illuminated. We will make it, and it is the youngsters who will see to it we do.

 

…and in my heart, it is Christmas morning.

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Sinister Laughter

Depending on what mind set you are coming from, it seems there is a strategy to send you down a deep rabbit hole. The Deeper the hole, the deeper the thinker, the more twisted and insidious the game.

I have spent a great amount of time and effort to keep my nose out of societies, informational groups, educational ivory towers and obvious collections of people in various genres. I have plundered a wonderful smorgasbord of theories from everywhere. This has not led me to any answers, but I have observed a weirdness factor in every direction I look that seems to want to misdirect my attention from what matters to noise and the squirrel factor.

I was listening to Rune Soup, Gordon was interviewing Peter Levenda pre-Tom Delonge. Peter was on the verge of understanding a rather important point that he was elucidating in his Sinister Forces trilogy. Once the trilogy was published, he was recruited for what I would call one of the biggest managing magic operations in the UFO field so far, IMO.

Why?

I have been aware since the 60’s that it would be important to not get side swiped, bamboozled and corralled by something. I saw the trap that would limit my brain and imagination from apprehension of what I was after. I began to understand that it was all set up that way. The information I wanted was stuck like gold under tons of rock and in between crystals up in a mountain and would never be freely given, ever.

Why?

The lie, the cover up, the misdirection, the squirrel effect is all pervading though every strata, every genre, every niche and pocket of information everywhere. I am still amazed that it is working full force to confuse us. Aggravated too. It’s not that this world is a lie, or a hologram – again I think that idea is an attempt to explain what we can’t grasp in terms that we can understand – but that we are caught in a very clever sleight of hand. Not just this century either, this is an aeon game. It has been going on since before this culture can remember far into the mists of lost time. Somebody, somewhere needs to figure it out and tell the world before they are killed… Not that it would hit us like a big bang, because we are all still so under the effect of the bedazzle, that I wonder if we’d even notice. Heck, I bet if all the veils came down in one blink of an eye, we’d all be saying “Put it Back!!! I wasn’t done yet!”

And whatever Peter Levenda’s Sinister Force is would laugh and it would echo down the corridors of time….

This was way to short for the topic but is quite excellent.

This Damned Aeon Game

It has been said, that humanity is not ready for advanced information because we would use it wrongly – an Atlantean racial memory, perhaps? In all the old records about this society – the channelings, the pulling down of info from the akashic records/siddhis, we are met with this one point – that a war between peoples destroyed the earth and collapsed an advanced high civilization. That they all migrated and integrated themselves into other civilizations and social systems on the earth while keeping their ideations alive – albeit secret. Joseph Farrel has an entire series of books that are written from an examination of ancient writings and academic studies on the translation of these records that show, illuminate this thread through time up to today.

Those two factions have been named the Belial Group and the Great White Brotherhood. (1) Their legacy comes down through time to today in the cabal/deep state and the mystery schools. Their infighting also continues today in that every positive movement message to teach society higher principles has been eventually twisted, and the new awareness movement has clued us all into what the deep state has been/is up to.

IMO if the information to raise humanity’s hearts and minds had been released earlier, even though humanity ‘wasn’t‘ ready for it, I think it would have eventually brought us to a different space – today, a more enlightened place where the current stranglehold on our hearts and minds may not have happened because this information has a peculiar effect to it that tends to raise and enlighten all those that come in contact with it. It has this ‘effect’ of opening up consciousness, changing DNA and evolving the soul. It would have been inevitable.

The argument against this was that the technology could have also been used to create great and horrible planet killing sciences – like the atom bomb. Notice, however, that some of it – like the bomb, made it out into mainstream and, well, we are still here. There was another part of this tech related to frequency harmonics and radio/microwave technology that also made it out ( from supposedly the good side and was twisted) and is being used for nefarious purposes against us in things like 5G and the space fence.

In occulting the main part of the understanding of this science the real effect was for us to get caught in developing devices/tech that use a dangerous part of it to try to help society, like nuclear power stations, that ultimately have turned against us by becoming an ecological disaster. Also, in occulting most of this information we are not prepared for it’s wrong use AGAINST US because we are unable to understand the whole of the weapon being used – BECAUSE THE SCIENCE IS TILL SECRET!

There is evidence littered all through society that this tech is being used behind our backs by an entire higher strata of advanced society that we have no part of, and it was/is created from the sweat of our backs and brows.

 

Richard Dolan talks about the breakaway civilization.

DW, CG, ES and JS all talk about the secret space program. (2)

Kathryn Austin Fitts talks about where the money comes from to support both the breakaway civilization and the SSP, how we are robbed of not only the money but the tech that could help us and what they are using it for.

Joseph P. Farrell talks about the origin of the two sides of the warring factions through historical proof, and also tracks the science, the secrecy and the money it took to keep it that way from a global perspective

Dark Journalist is chronicling the more modern mystery school vs. deep state roots and the twisted path through politics and government influence the information has been hidden.

Dean Radin is exploring how to rebirth it through science and demystify it.

Grant Cameron is following it through the UFO/phenomenology foot print.

LMH is documenting it through the tracking and reporting of anomalous events and amazing original thinking when connecting the dots.

Nick Redfern is tracking it through cryptozoology and myth and legend.

JAWs (John Anthony West) was exploring it through ancient Egypt.

Carmen Boulter is using sheer intuition and her academic training to go against institutional ideas and finding amazing archeological hidden treasures.

People like Wall Thornhill, Dr. Robert Schoch and Brian Foerster are all boots on the ground scientists who have bucked the system.

 

These are the people whose research is where to start looking when you want to see the outer pattern of this current mess and the unholy game going on today. Through all of these people who found a thread of this reality and pursued it, we find one commonality and that is a state of consciousness, a willingness to think out of the box and really see – an expanded consciousness – an ‘X’ factor, as DJ has been calling it of late. One that enables us to see differently information that has been in front of our noses in plain sight forever.

Consciousness is the unified field. Everything that could possibly be done to hide this fact has been done. This fact is not even worthy of a why, it requires we zero in on our own consciousness and head straight to the heart of the matter. It means we don’t stop till we figure it out. This is a branch of information that is civilization changing, civilization stabilizing, survival ensuring, life enhancing information.

Grant Cameron absolutely swears that the UFO tech does NOT work unless there is a state of consciousness that guides it, that the whole UFO question will be understood from a point of consciousness, not only nuts and bolts. Further, it has been documented that anybody who has had contact with the phenomenal effect will show a change in their DNA.

Since DNA is a frequency, (3) I posit that whatever this effect, this information is, it radically changes our frequency which is something the new 5G and the terrestrial space fence are trying to destroy….

To get ahead of this game, IMO, it is necessary to imagine 20 steps ahead if not more, have a planetary – nay, solar system grasp of the politics going on and have an open mind enough to be able to put this information together in odd and wonderful ways. The only way we regular people have of ever dreaming of getting a hold of this damned aeon game is by getting a head of the curve, because we will never have enough money or power or prestige to do it any other way.

 

We have minds.

It’s now time to use them.

 

 

 

(1) https://www.historicmysteries.com/edgar-cayce-atlantis/

http://hrsbstaff.ednet.ns.ca/waymac/Sociology/A%20Term%202/Simulation%20on%20Governments/Casey%20Prophecy.htm

 

(2) David Wilcock, Corey Goode. Emery Smith and Jason Sather

 

(3) DNA Science and What Russian Researchers Have Surprisingly Discovered…

http://undergroundhealthreporter.com/dna-science-and-reprograming-your-dna/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lvf48f3rF-M

 

 

The people Links:

Dolan http://richarddolanmembers.com/

Wilcock https://divinecosmos.com/

Goode https://spherebeingalliance.com/

Smith https://youtu.be/AnkUrXzco48

Sather https://www.secretspaceprogram.com/

Fitts https://home.solari.com/

Farrell https://gizadeathstar.com/

Liszt http://www.darkjournalist.com/reports.php

Radin http://www.deanradin.org/

Cameron http://www.presidentialufo.com/

Howe https://www.earthfiles.com/

Redfern http://nickredfernfortean.blogspot.com/

West http://www.jawest.net/links.htm

Boulter http://www.pyramidcode.com/

Thornhill https://www.thunderbolts.info/wp/

Schoch http://www.robertschoch.com/

Foerster https://hiddenincatours.com/

 

 

Magic is to Religion as Technology is to Science.

Magic is to religion as technology is to science.

Radin, Dean. Real Magic: Ancient Wisdom, Modern Science, and a Guide to the Secret Power of the Universe (p. 35). Potter/Ten Speed/Harmony/Rodale. Kindle Edition.


What if we are going about the whole UFO/Phenomena question backwards? In a way religion and science are both constructs of how to think within a genre in a limited way – in a ‘It is this and nothing else.’ box. While, magic and technology are about engineering an idea to produce an effect.

tech:

Einstein’s 1928 Special Relativity Paper: incorporation of the torsion tensor made the theory bench engineerable – whether the math eloquently ‘finished’ the theory or not, the equation made laboratory invention of devices to change the local energy of gravity (1)

The Kaluza -Klein Theory that unifies gravity and electromagnetism by the introduction of a new spatial dimension: time, thus uniting Einstein’s theory of gravity with Maxwell’s theory of light by introducing the fifth dimension; four dimensions of space and one dimension of time. Kaluza assumed that light is a disturbance caused by the rippling of this higher dimension.

Dr. Nikolai Kozyrev and zero point energy, dynamic torsion and its effects on the physical medium like time alteration/gravity. (1)

Gabriel Kron’s tensor equations for electrical machines

E.T. Whittaker: electromagnetic vortices in the space/time medium

Tesla’s idea that the fabric of space time acts like a fluid to solid bodies and a solid to light and heat (1)

Lt. Col. Tom Bearden: engineering the fabric of the space time continuum is the ability to suddenly put energy into a target area and the ability to suddenly extract energy from a target area (1)

Thomas Townsend Brown: research into odd electrical effects led him to believe he had discovered a connection between strong electric fields and gravity, a type of antigravity effect (1)

magic:

We separate nature and culture – which is a known highjack of the scientism paradigm, we are limiting our ability to see beyond that box into a larger truth about what is actually going on. Now a-days we call it programming. But really, it is just another division of our wholeness. In phenomenology we are looking for the miraculous (in some sense) – on the fringe of what is acceptable. It is interesting that the governors of the box have recently ‘admitted’ the UFO’s are real and my first reaction is, ok, if they are admitting to that then what are they trying to hide?

When you begin to look at phenomenology as a part of the UFO definition, you are walking through a door into the world of real magic – or archetypal ideas that have a more numinous hold over the human psyche. Terrence McKenna says that the universe runs on story shapes, that story is the true shape of consciousness. The archetypes are self-aware story entities (like ETs, Eds) – clusters of those shapes make maps to embedded information shapes in the unconscious mind..

Story shape is a synonym for reality, so, when we tell stories, we shape reality. For instance, Genesis to Apocalypse is the story shape we are all living in and the story we need to rewrite. There was/is a hijack of our sovereign flow to stand outside that story (myth) and say, “Wait-a-minit! Ahem – NO!” We have forgotten how to reshape our reality.

Memory of that hijack in the Adam and Eve story line and the guilt we all were taught to feel from eating from the ‘tree-of-knowledge’ is real. We used to live differently before this myth structured the mass consciousness of all of us. We remember – a greater – deeper – more ancient way that things used to be and it is at the core of our awakening now. We do not realize the absolute potential of story to change reality – mold the prima Materia of living awareness.

In one way, this is the way to change the future by retelling the past and thusly creating a different now. Which brings me to my point: if UFO’s and phenomenology are now ok, meaning you can talk about them without the label of insanity, then the next set of ideas that are being held back are now the new set of information that becomes the crack in the door of the mind cage that is keeping us all dreaming darkly from that box, so to speak…

(1) Farrell, Joseph P.:  Secrets of the Unified Field: the Philadelphia Experiment, the Nazi Bell, and the Discarded Theory

https://alsionsbells.wordpress.com/2017/11/20/out-on-a-limb-no-a-twig-practically-thin-air-here/

https://youtu.be/NOhNdAagBrE

Glinda: She wouldn’t have believed me. She had to learn it for herself.

Dorothy: Oh, will you help me? Can you help me?

Glinda: You don’t need to be helped any longer. You’ve always had the power to go back to Kansas.

Dorothy: I have?

Scarecrow: Then why didn’t you tell her before?

Glinda: She wouldn’t have believed me. She had to learn it for herself.

From <http://www.moviequotedb.com/movies/wizard-of-oz-the/quote_26339.html>

 

My birthday is December 21 (1953). So in 2012, I was on the lookout for things to really happen! I remember telling people up to that point that I thought the reason for all the catastrophism in thought; earthquakes and floods and the like was because that the ‘Event’ was going to be a consciousness shift that there were no words for, no way to even conceptualize, and so it was coming out as events in the very ground structure of our planet. That that was the only we way had to recognize how deeply profound and different this change in consciousness was going to be. We had to use analogy.

 

I stand by my statement. But add this caveat, the programming got in the way. Not that it didn’t happen, it did, we just don’t know it yet! Back in the 90’s when this idea was given to me, I didn’t know anything about ‘The Programming’, or that it even existed, or how it went through every fiber of every being on earth, or that every corporate and gov’t organization was involved. I just went by the principle that energy was additive and if I didn’t like something, I wasn’t lending my energy to it, like not going to see violent movies…etc. (ethical mental/emotional behavior) as best I could. I quit reading newspapers back in the 80’s and didn’t watch the news. To me, there was just a lot of dirty energy that made me recoil in these things – kinda like picking up dog poop in the yard, I kept my eye on it and dealt with it, but only dealt with it when necessary. I practiced ethical intent with my actions and thoughts, which meant that I had to become aware of them.

 

Then came 2012, and it’s not so much that it hit us like a ton of bricks, this consciousness change, but like waking up from a good long sleep where first you become aware of your body and stretch, and then contemplate going back to sleep but then decide it’s time to go do something so you slowly rise from the bed, stumble down stairs poke the coffee pot and stand there with your mind on hold till you get that first sip. Then, there are those ultra-annoying people who pop out of bed and hit the floor at full tilt boogey -, those are the ones who are out there telling us about everything like the morning news and there are the ones that take two cups of coffee before they can even speak (slow starters) but eventually we all get to it.

Time is a difficult idea for those who don’t live in it, so when I was given the understanding that it was a total consciousness revamping and not the end of the world I sorta assumed we’d all wake up and just understand. Actually though, this Great Awakening is taking some time, as well it should for beings who live in time. There are so many things we need to learn – just like a baby trying to fit into its body after its born. You have to learn to crawl before you can run. The upgrade was fully locked and loaded in potential on December 21st, 2012. It is up to us to actualize it.

We have had an artificial picture of reality shoved down our throats for centuries and now when the real nature of reality is being revealed it is hard to work with it in our minds, our hearts and our intensions. This new aspect to life in its correct and true light will all come out as we reconstruct our ideas about physics and life. But really, we have always been this way, we just will have to find it in ourselves, in our own time.

“You’ve always had the power, dear.”

 

That is how we will discover it’s right use and know its truth.

 

The information in the field is conscious. I didn’t say aware, but conscious. There is no-thing in the observable universe that is NOT conscious. For a thing to be conscious it must move and thereby create information in the field. We are information in the field as is all in creation. So are thoughts: information in the field – as the old theosophical adage goes “Energy Follows Thought”. A coherent thought can create even more information in the field, it can create by virtue of its intensity (frequency) and its intent(vector), changes in the local space time medium. These changes can either be physical or energetic, because there is no difference between energy and matter – just different configurations.

Intention – an inner direction, movement is different than attention – an outer movement or noticing. They are both vectors. They both handle a thought and give it direction.

Emotion or E-Motion is energy in motion or movement – a push – a vector, which would make thoughts a scalar packet/potential of information. A scalar potential in movement by a vector can and will find a sympathetic frequency in ratio to its own vibratory field.

The reason we do not understand the advanced high physics of the ancients is because we refuse to see thoughts as things and their relation to matter and the ability to alter the local space time using a set of geometries built to a matching frequency that can then be acted upon.

From: https://alsionsbells.wordpress.com/2018/05/01/the-crossover-between-phenomena-and-physics/

 

Our co-creative focused intent will no longer be able to be used against us to create the mind prison we were put in and we will relearn what it means to be human, all in good time.

Remember: “There’s no place like home.”

 

 

 

 

Control of the masses on a dark planet: religion

If we were conscious of our entire being, religion would not work on us. It would be non-applicable – couldn’t apply – at all.

IMO, religion is a set of rules imposed upon a person and a culture to limit the exploration of who they really are. To confine the person, blind the person by hard headed denial to only one limited proscribed reality by rules, guilt, confusion, fear and punishment. At least the forms of religion that are with us today.

I have no doubt, that religion started out as a set of precepts that allowed development of ideas and practices that would ultimately lead to direct inner experience of the greater person beyond the physical. If you practiced the rules, you would one day wake up. I also have no doubt, just like every other set of teachings that were meant to free human kind, it was turned inside out and perverted to control mankind.

There are examples of this throughout ancient history :

As such, the mere existence of the possibility of the use of such technologies in ancient times reveals not only the possible agendas of those elites, but also raises the vexing possibility that the great “revelations,” beginning with Abram/Abraham and Moses, and the religions founded upon them, were nothing but the productions of a technology, and to serve an agenda more or less hidden from those being manipulated.

Farrell, Joseph P.. Genes, Giants, Monsters, and Men: The Surviving Elites of the Cosmic War and Their Hidden Agenda (Kindle Locations 152-155). Feral House. Kindle Edition.

 

“When we speak of suppression of evidence, we are not referring to scientific conspirators carrying out a satanic plot to deceive the public. Instead, we are talking about an ongoing social process of knowledge filtration that appears quite innocuous but has a substantial cumulative effect. Certain categories of evidence simply disappear from view, in our opinion unjustifiably.” — Michael A. Cremo, “Introduction and Acknowledgements,” from The Hidden History of the Human Race, p. xvii.

Farrell, Joseph P.. Genes, Giants, Monsters, and Men: The Surviving Elites of the Cosmic War and Their Hidden Agenda (Kindle Locations 183-187). Feral House. Kindle Edition.

 

The appearance of an organized spiritual technology, controlled by the priests, was attended in every country by a massive increase in human sacrifice. The Aztec massacres are notorious; the Druids in Ireland are said to have decimated the population. The innumerable sacrificial stones, carved with basins and channels for the flow of blood, and the traditional violent and bloody associations of so many ancient sites confirms what is recorded of the slaughter carried out by priests in the interests of necromancy. The practice of human sacrifice flourished in the ruins of the universal civilization. The secrets of spiritual invocation, once common property, had become exclusive to those appointed by the community to procure the seasonal renewal of fertility and interpret the will of god through the heavenly portents. The priests, thus established in a position of power, began, as do the members of all professions similarly placed, to extend their influence and activities and to make demands on the population for sacrificial offering. 96

Farrell, Joseph P.. The Grid of the Gods (Kindle Locations 2275-2283). SCB Distributors. Kindle Edition.

 

When and why this change showed up in the worlds organized population is the subject of some study by fearless researchers and there are many intriguing theories as to who and why

It is my contention that religion has been used on this planet to blind us to the greater reality that exists. Religion says look here, do it this way, no other way is right, and if you do look beyond these rules there will be very bad punishment for such behaviors and thinking. In other words, religion is a mind-cage. It has nothing what-so-ever to do with your connection to God (yes, big ‘G’, the real one).

religion (noun)

the belief in and worship of a superhuman controlling power, especially a personal God or gods.
“ideas about the relationship between science and religion”

This is why we are dealing with such nonsense as aliens being demons, fear of religious uprisings due to aliens walking among us, god-forbid they present a picture other than proscribed religious tenents when we can’t even agree on this planet about the subject. Consider also, that the people in power still want to use that ridiculous we-don’t-agree-on-who-is god to foment wars, reap huge financial benefits and continue controlling the peanut gallery…

There is no doubt in my mind that we have been dealing with a subversive takeover of this planet since before the flood – way before the flood. That after the flood, the group that was working for dominance got the upper hand and we are now living in their system of total control of the one thing that would save us from this domination: our Higher Selves, our Soul Aspect, the intangible human – all because of a bloody ideology set within us in a million variations. This is the biggest effing psy-op played on the planet of all time.

This is why the key to interspecies, ET, interdimensional communications lies in the ‘phenomenal, superconscious realm. This is also the key to the higher physics that would elucidate the missing pieces explaining how the intangible human, and things like hyperdimensional travel and zero point energy work. It is also, IMO, the thing we MUST learn before we can actually emerge from this planet and become part of the larger picture.

Until we break through this thought-barrier, we are living in the dusk – barely able to apprehend, let alone understand the real driving forces behind who we are and what makes the universe tick. The main component to everything is consciousness and we have been sorely limited in our pursuit and understanding of even the most basic principles of it.

Consciousness IS the Unified Field

Just Ask

 

It’s time, I think to say this. Be warned, this is a completely subjective account with no proof, and it’s probably going to mar my credibility factor, (can you tell I was born in the 50’s?) but what the hell, its time.

At around four years old there is something about the consciousness that changes when you reach a certain growth stage… it’s like at four you finally fit in the body you’ve been growing into, and have a sense of self, or that the information in your brain has reached a tipping point for you to realize that you are you.

 

That is the age that the night terrors began – well, that I can remember, that is. I was terrified of my dark room at night. I didn’t like my closet, and even though my mom would open the door for me, and show me that nothing was there I knew she was wrong, because I could feel it. Years later I would call it the ‘presence’. It was kind of like that feeling you get when someone is behind you. It would make my skin crawl. I was so scared of this that I wet my bed, rather than get up, because if I made a cocoon of my covers, hid in that cocoon, I was safe. My poor mother. Well, I got over the bed wetting rather quickly. I also was still terrified.

 

There were multiple trips out to the living room every night for drinks of water, a snack, any excuse I could think of; questions about life, why the sky was blue, what would we do tomorrow – kids can be very inventive. When none of that worked, it degraded into threats and spankings. Light seemed to help me, so when they would close the door, I would go turn on the lights, they assumed I was playing, and I would, of course, get yelled at. I also hated having the door closed – that meant help was too far away. Which, of course, meant that eventually the door lock was reversed so they could lock me in and the ceiling light bulb was taken out. I learned how to breathe under the covers and they eventually quit locking me in so I could use the bathroom. To this day, I prefer the doors all open, and I hate absolute dark.

 

On one of those nights, after repeatedly getting yelled at and threatened, I was so depressed and sorry for being ‘bad’, and feeling so helpless because nobody believed me, lying in bed trying not to cry, trying to figure out what to do. I asked the question to the air around me, “Is everybody, everywhere, this mean and angry?” like, is this all there is and will this be the only way it is? (My sister was about 2 years old, making me about 6 years old, I was in the top bunk – so she had to be old enough to be in a bed, not a crib.) I was on the verge of finally falling asleep when I asked this question, and I will never forget what happened next.

 

I was somehow with a group of people, they were adults. I could not so much see them as feel them, and there was in my mind, a dusky image of shadowed beings in a circle or bunch. One person was speaking to me, but I could feel all the others. There was so much love. The person speaking was a she – she felt like a she – I couldn’t see her. What I was given to understand was that, ‘No, not everybody, everywhere was mean – could I feel all the love surrounding me?’ My tired little body and heart fell asleep to that, cocooned in that feeling of love. I remember thinking that this was the way it was supposed to be. I did not fall asleep afraid. (The tears still come to my eyes writing this)

 

This began an odd sort of relationship. I could ask questions, and get answers. The answers would be in my head as little globs of information that had feelings, and information and fully formed concepts. Sometimes at night, if I didn’t have questions, ideas would pop into my head for me to think about. For instance, I ‘knew’ whoever it was who loved me didn’t live on this planet. I really wanted to be with them, but knew I couldn’t. I knew they would help me if I needed, and if I asked questions, I would always get an answer. One night it occurred to me to ask why my dad was so mean. The answer to that came to me was so simple, so complete…easy. There was something that had happened to him, there was a sore spot somewhere deep in him, that hurt. He was hurting, just like me. I surmised if I could get in there to that sore spot it would get better – just like the people who loved me, helped me. There was a word for it, and that word was telepathy. I wanted to do that for him. After all I was only six or seven at the time, and I had felt that love and I wanted to love him the same way, because he was my daddy. My dad and I did make our peace, years later, but that is a whole other story.

 

My next question, right on the heels of that was How could I do that that (?), I knew I just had to learn how. There, right there, at around the age I started school, I decided my life’s path. The places looking for this skill, this answer has led me are the story of my life.

 

This epiphany made many things in my head click. By the time I was a bit older, I had put together the idea, that these people who loved me didn’t live on this planet. I didn’t call them ‘aliens’ because I didn’t know anything about ‘aliens’ – it was 1959 for heaven’s sake and I was only 6. I just saw them as people. Really nice heart strong people. People I wanted to be like.

 

They were not the only people I had contact with either. One time when I was in 5th grade, I was sitting outside in the evening just before sun down, I got a wild idea to just see who was there. So I mustered up a great big ‘HELLO!!!” in my mind and sent it flying up as high into the sky as I could. I made it echo, it was so loud. This presence I had never felt before – sort of like a stern professor-ish male, almost military being that I must have caught off guard turned around and looked right at me with this surprised awareness, like ‘who the hell are you, and what do you want!?’ sort of thought. It was so powerful I knew right away I had made a big, BIG mistake. Yikes! I ran inside and hid – like that was going to help…

 

I learned to read early. I loved reading. In about 4th or 5th grade I found the magazine “Amazing Stories”, and others that had flying saucers in them or on the cover and begged my mom till she relented and bought them for me. I found Adamski, Menger, Van Tassel, Frank Edwards, Grey Barker, John Fuller (The Interrupted Journey) Lobsang Rampa. Rampa led me to Tibetan mysticism, and that led me to a theory of the world, and brotherly love that had bloomed in my heart so young and lo and behold (!) I found it in print. The entire world had opened up for me. (Another long story…)

 

To come full circle, we as a UFO culture are now realizing that becoming conscious, expanding ourselves and growing our souls IS the point of it – that contact is always in the ‘phenomena frequency’, and contact can be achieved with everything not just interdimensionals or off worlders.

Consciousness IS the Unified Field!

Because consciousness is the Third Physics and nothing exists really, without the noticer. There is a whole wonderful world just chock full of beingnesses that are pining for contact, in every kingdom – plant, mineral animal, energetic… We have a huge classroom right here to begin to learn with. Well, how do we begin?

 

How about, Just Ask, like I did.

*ok, one last. Not everybody or everything you contact is good or cares, just like in real life. Discern everything and every contact. When I was really young I always knew when adults were lying to me, or messing with me, and I could not help but tell them so – another thing that used to get me a whooping. It took a lot of learning to keep it to myself, but it made me an independent thinker. Anything you are taught or told, research and see how it fits in your life and your reality, realize that the connection points might take absolute years to make sense – especially if you are dense or fearful like me. A truly loving being will not scare you.  So even if you think you might want contact, you’ll not get it till your heart of hearts is ready. And then only in a form that you can handle. All the other stuff is bogus and you can tell it Eff-off and it will have to.  It took me a while to discover but, There Are Rules.

 

The crossover between phenomena and physics

…the relationship between physical theory (physics) and consciousness (energetics), expressed in explicit geometrical metaphor was understood and known many thousands of years ago. (1)

 

This, in some circles is known as the physics of harmonic systems entanglement. I just call it the Third Physics.

  • Everything vibrates – is in motion
  • Everything has a frequency rate to that vibration
  • Everything exists in a fluid medium (don’t get hung up on the … name)
    • Some call it the aether
    • Subquantum field
    • Zero point energy
    • Local space time
  • The frequency of that vibration in the aether creates an observable geometric structure meaning it can be measured; the geometry of the system is the spatial arrangement of the components of the system, subsystem or its Harmonics (ratio)

 

  • There are two types of energy structure:
    • scalar or contained within a shape (gravity) and
    • vorticular which creates the shapes and vectors (directions)

 

  • Scalars can act upon vectors and vectors can move scalars.
  • Every movement creates information in the field
  • The field is conscious
  • Everything is aligned with everything else in an open entangled system
  • Entanglement is a frequency ratio

 

  • The aether its self is not, as for classical physics, a passive inert ‘medium’, but an active transmutative (by ratio and frequency – resonance) medium of entanglement. That is energy is the result of  the ‘information’ in the field of space. (2)   Information being the resonance.

 

  • Organisms are a super-systems of entangled subsystems and are not only conscious but aware.

From this, all understanding can be acquired by a system of analogy IE: there is a ‘spiritual’ understanding for everything stated above, something so simple, but so reversed in our thinking that we need to question HOW we are thinking not so much as WHAT we are thinking

The information in the field is conscious. I didn’t say aware, but conscious. There is no-thing in the observable universe that is NOT conscious. For a thing to be conscious it must move and thereby create information in the field. We are information in the field as is all in creation. So are thoughts: information in the field – as the old theosophical adage goes “Energy Follows Thought”. A coherent thought can create even more information in the field, it can create by virtue of its intensity (frequency) and its intent (vector), creating changes in the local space time medium. These changes can either be physical or energetic, because there is no difference between energy and matter – just different configurations.

Intention – an inner direction or movement is different than attention – an outer movement or noticing. They are both vectors. They both handle a thought and give it direction.

Emotion or E-Motion is energy in motion or movement – a push – a vector, which would make thoughts a scalar packet/potential of information. A scalar potential in movement by a vector can and will find a sympathetic frequency in ratio to its own vibratory field.

The reason we do not understand the advanced high physics of the ancients is because we refuse to see thoughts as things and their relation to matter and the ability to alter the local space time using a set of geometries built to a matching frequency that can then be acted upon.

There are two main camps arising out of the current UFO/Phenomena field right now. One is a nuts and bolts, find the pie in the sky kind, and the other is an experiencer phenomena type that science can’t quite wrap its left brain around.

One thing I can see happening is this division between the two camps of thought growing ever wider – which, by the way is a psy-ops and will create a greater distance from the truth. It will also make it very difficult to merge the physics with this phenomena, the consciousness aspect that is already predicated from the quantum mechanics ‘observer effect’.

This schism is a somewhat natural effect of living in the left/logical brain for the last 200+ years and having in every way possible a chain put up around our right brain functions of imagination, creativity, spirituality (spirituality which is looking more and more like a misnomer to me and just more programming to make this type of functioning ‘bad’ ). I expect as we explore this part of ourselves a bit of over doing, over zealousness until we get a handle on it.

But what I am really trying to point out here is the Great Middle Path. Even as we heal from the cage we have escaped of scientism and corrupted thought, we must realize that the wholeness is what will open the door to the next level and that the Dweller on the Threshold is divisiveness its self.

 

(1) Joseph P. Farrell The Giza Death Star p.14 (Adventures Unlimited Press 2001)Hancock, op. cit., p.69    parens are my emphasis

(2) Joseph P. Farrell The Giza Death Star p.64 (Adventures Unlimited Press 2001)    parens are my emphasis

 

 

 

Noticing

Could it be that even in 3D the one truth we all ignore is the truest? That being: consciousness is the real reality. In other words, while the frequency soup we are currently swimming in is deleterious to our very existence, and our awareness of our consciousness, that our consciousnesses are very alive and vital if we just noticed. I have sneaking suspicion that it doesn’t matter how poisoned we are, how ill we are, or how frequency managed we are, consciousness is untouched by it. The frequency management is effecting our bodies, and because we really and in some cases totally identify with the body (that it is the only thing that is real – i.e.: if you don’t believe me, let me cause you pain) that we IGNORE this other component of ourselves exclusively.

“Oh, that’s all in my mind…” or, “That is just a daydream, it wasn’t real…” or, “It’s all just my imagination…” It is with these type of statements and all the similar ones we tailor make to fit our lives that we continuously program ourselves to ignore the most powerful part of our selves. I remember as a kid being told that daydreaming would get me nowhere, neither would art, music or any other creative endeavor. That the only thing that counted was Good-Hard-Work. That meant that anything in my mind, was not real, and that time spent on that meant I was lazy and no good. Does this sound like ‘Slave-Training 101’ to you? My parents considered it a good honest work ethic. Instead of being helped to make my dreams a reality with good hard work, I was not supposed to dream at all. That made everything that occurred in my mind and heart quite useless, and any task I completed given to me by a ‘higher authority’ good. (sigh – programming – sigh)

From a different point of view: Thoughts are things. They have a resonance, a frequency. Everything in existence does. So, by thinking, I have just created something. It might only be a tiny wiggle in the electromagnetic frequency going on out there to who knows where, but I did jingle-jangle that frequency. Now, by the law of resonances, or harmonies, that thought may not have any effect other than, I thought it and it was cool to think it, or it could find a harmony, a similar sound (frequency somewhere along the EM spectrum), a commonality and become part of a greater chord (frequencies that fit together so nicely they weave a greater energy in them – a bigger sound).

Especially when your propel a thought with great emotion and intention.

We walk through our daily lives as we work, clean, cook, drive, shop, thinking and feeling about stuff and not realizing that we are creating as we do this. And!!! The more worn in the thought the more power it has – the more frequency threads it has gathered with the practicing of the thought – the better it creates in your life because of resonance/harmony/attraction.

Thoughts are things and emotions embody those things and they respond to your intent like magic. Tell me one thing you have no emotions about, even if that feeling is ‘Meh’. There is always an emotion accompanying a thought. Meh has a frequency too…

Now bring this back around to the way we are ‘encouraged’ to think and feel about society and its norms and programming and you can understand how thoroughly controlled we are and why we have been taught, media-ized, programmed, religionized, schooled, to never ever give our consciousness the power it really has. Within two seconds of realizing this it would not matter what was thrown at us, we would recreate it – laughing in joy as we did. No wonder this is so secret. In some people’s eyes if we weren’t controlled there would be mass chaos – at least to their power structure.

I think what we are supposed to notice, what all the ET’s, extra-intradimensionals, beings and orbs and channelings –  the entire supranormal universe is waiting for us to realize is this.  Once we understand that consciousness IS a greater truth than 3D, and we just look – notice, all of creation will open up to us and we can finally grow beyond who we have been told we are into what we really are it will forever be changed.

The Mass Marketing in my Head

I am sure you all could really add to this list – and also see how these all intertwine on many points, but here are a few ways we are all being marketed to and lead down the garden path – and, IMO being distracted from the one thing we never do: spending time knocking around inside ourselves getting to know us.

 

Mass marketing scheme # 1: the oldest one around

The idea that the cataclysms we know of from the past – even millions of years ago, were NOT natural. That they were created.

IF: you can manipulate the space time continuum – the fabric of space, by whatever means (and there may be many ways to do this) then you most assuredly can manipulate comets, asteroids, planets and even solar system balance and arrangement. Easy-peasy.

IF: you are at that level, your life span would be immense – basically however long you wanted it to be and your physical manifestation, if you so chose to manifest, would also be whatever you wanted it to be. So if you were running experiments on various life form developments across the universe you could do whatever you needed – even terminate whole planets. Or, if you were experimenting with the psycho-soul development through 3D experience you could present certain biological developments of that experiment with certain patterns like 26,000 year cycles that would ultimately destroy entire planets and then build them up again – say you were trying to prove that certain knowledge survives past the physical form and will epigenetically repeat or be present within a biome once it is developed regardless of a total destruction of that biome… That patterns of information exist past the physical expression of those patterns…

However, since you would not want to let the rats out of the maze, every time they got to a certain point, you took them back to the beginning, continuing the experiment at a different level, because if they got out, your research would be over.

I suggest we are once again at this point and we need to understand the manipulation we are currently experiencing. We might finally be at the point where our conscious development could jump the electric fence of our cage and finally get out.

Unless they can convince us that it is still a grand religious mystery that is meant to warn us of our impending doom. (and really, who are they? Is there really even a they?)

 

Mass marketing scheme # 2:

This is a subset of MMS1 in that it has the whole entire alien life question in it along with the tech that has been marketed to us since Star Trek that we now all desperately want, except that we are now masters of space and transdimensional reality and are using those ideas to benefit us, instead of the other way around.

 

Mass Marketing scheme # 3:

Rid the earth of all the baddies by creating a presidential/gov’t. messiah that takes care of business. Which ultimately means we can sit back and watch it happen, with the popcorn in our laps while we ‘stay out of trouble’, write a lot, research a lot and talk a lot all while catching every new TV show and movies that speak to our view point (called shadow work: busy work) and as Katherine Austin Fitts says, buy into the new “Hope Porn”. (enter ‘Q’…) Trusting that our all-powerful selection of messiah takes care of business. And while I’m not adverse to a bit of hope porn with maybe some real info thrown in, I’m not going to the bank with it. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3e_e5WI_mjg )

 

 

So my question is, while all the falderal is going on, marketing this and that to you, can you even sort out what you really want? Can you sort out the purpose of all of it? Can you realize that you are still being led around by the nose? That ALL of everything you consume in the media, mass, alt or otherwise is precisely shaped and crafted in many ways to fit many people to in effect, keep them from really getting in touch with who they really are and what they really want?

Could it be that we really are that good at creating and all that we see, feel hear, touch and experience is nothing more than our collective creative spirits coming together to play a great grand game? If that’s true I’m all for changing it up and refurbishing or outright changing the game. And I don’t need or want some great grand corporate-religious structure laying down the rules and marketing the plot to me. Ever. Again.

Once again I am going to say that 2012 happened. The world did change, no, it didn’t break apart but changed vastly and sorry to say – we didn’t even notice. Our consciousness simply absorbed the impact and went on. Why? Because of our training. We ARE those super beings if we could just stand still long enough to FEEL it. It’s all there. And we are still being led around by our noses so perfectly that we don’t see it. Like the elephant in the room… and yeah, I’m still right here with you all, or I wouldn’t be writing this. Question is, what do we need to do inside our real selves to get there?

Oops, wait-a-minit…there’s a marketing plan for that…..