This Damned Aeon Game

It has been said, that humanity is not ready for advanced information because we would use it wrongly – an Atlantean racial memory, perhaps? In all the old records about this society – the channelings, the pulling down of info from the akashic records/siddhis, we are met with this one point – that a war between peoples destroyed the earth and collapsed an advanced high civilization. That they all migrated and integrated themselves into other civilizations and social systems on the earth while keeping their ideations alive – albeit secret. Joseph Farrel has an entire series of books that are written from an examination of ancient writings and academic studies on the translation of these records that show, illuminate this thread through time up to today.

Those two factions have been named the Belial Group and the Great White Brotherhood. (1) Their legacy comes down through time to today in the cabal/deep state and the mystery schools. Their infighting also continues today in that every positive movement message to teach society higher principles has been eventually twisted, and the new awareness movement has clued us all into what the deep state has been/is up to.

IMO if the information to raise humanity’s hearts and minds had been released earlier, even though humanity ‘wasn’t‘ ready for it, I think it would have eventually brought us to a different space – today, a more enlightened place where the current stranglehold on our hearts and minds may not have happened because this information has a peculiar effect to it that tends to raise and enlighten all those that come in contact with it. It has this ‘effect’ of opening up consciousness, changing DNA and evolving the soul. It would have been inevitable.

The argument against this was that the technology could have also been used to create great and horrible planet killing sciences – like the atom bomb. Notice, however, that some of it – like the bomb, made it out into mainstream and, well, we are still here. There was another part of this tech related to frequency harmonics and radio/microwave technology that also made it out ( from supposedly the good side and was twisted) and is being used for nefarious purposes against us in things like 5G and the space fence.

In occulting the main part of the understanding of this science the real effect was for us to get caught in developing devices/tech that use a dangerous part of it to try to help society, like nuclear power stations, that ultimately have turned against us by becoming an ecological disaster. Also, in occulting most of this information we are not prepared for it’s wrong use AGAINST US because we are unable to understand the whole of the weapon being used – BECAUSE THE SCIENCE IS TILL SECRET!

There is evidence littered all through society that this tech is being used behind our backs by an entire higher strata of advanced society that we have no part of, and it was/is created from the sweat of our backs and brows.

 

Richard Dolan talks about the breakaway civilization.

DW, CG, ES and JS all talk about the secret space program. (2)

Kathryn Austin Fitts talks about where the money comes from to support both the breakaway civilization and the SSP, how we are robbed of not only the money but the tech that could help us and what they are using it for.

Joseph P. Farrell talks about the origin of the two sides of the warring factions through historical proof, and also tracks the science, the secrecy and the money it took to keep it that way from a global perspective

Dark Journalist is chronicling the more modern mystery school vs. deep state roots and the twisted path through politics and government influence the information has been hidden.

Dean Radin is exploring how to rebirth it through science and demystify it.

Grant Cameron is following it through the UFO/phenomenology foot print.

LMH is documenting it through the tracking and reporting of anomalous events and amazing original thinking when connecting the dots.

Nick Redfern is tracking it through cryptozoology and myth and legend.

JAWs (John Anthony West) was exploring it through ancient Egypt.

Carmen Boulter is using sheer intuition and her academic training to go against institutional ideas and finding amazing archeological hidden treasures.

People like Wall Thornhill, Dr. Robert Schoch and Brian Foerster are all boots on the ground scientists who have bucked the system.

 

These are the people whose research is where to start looking when you want to see the outer pattern of this current mess and the unholy game going on today. Through all of these people who found a thread of this reality and pursued it, we find one commonality and that is a state of consciousness, a willingness to think out of the box and really see – an expanded consciousness – an ‘X’ factor, as DJ has been calling it of late. One that enables us to see differently information that has been in front of our noses in plain sight forever.

Consciousness is the unified field. Everything that could possibly be done to hide this fact has been done. This fact is not even worthy of a why, it requires we zero in on our own consciousness and head straight to the heart of the matter. It means we don’t stop till we figure it out. This is a branch of information that is civilization changing, civilization stabilizing, survival ensuring, life enhancing information.

Grant Cameron absolutely swears that the UFO tech does NOT work unless there is a state of consciousness that guides it, that the whole UFO question will be understood from a point of consciousness, not only nuts and bolts. Further, it has been documented that anybody who has had contact with the phenomenal effect will show a change in their DNA.

Since DNA is a frequency, (3) I posit that whatever this effect, this information is, it radically changes our frequency which is something the new 5G and the terrestrial space fence are trying to destroy….

To get ahead of this game, IMO, it is necessary to imagine 20 steps ahead if not more, have a planetary – nay, solar system grasp of the politics going on and have an open mind enough to be able to put this information together in odd and wonderful ways. The only way we regular people have of ever dreaming of getting a hold of this damned aeon game is by getting a head of the curve, because we will never have enough money or power or prestige to do it any other way.

 

We have minds.

It’s now time to use them.

 

 

 

(1) https://www.historicmysteries.com/edgar-cayce-atlantis/

http://hrsbstaff.ednet.ns.ca/waymac/Sociology/A%20Term%202/Simulation%20on%20Governments/Casey%20Prophecy.htm

 

(2) David Wilcock, Corey Goode. Emery Smith and Jason Sather

 

(3) DNA Science and What Russian Researchers Have Surprisingly Discovered…

http://undergroundhealthreporter.com/dna-science-and-reprograming-your-dna/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lvf48f3rF-M

 

 

The people Links:

Dolan http://richarddolanmembers.com/

Wilcock https://divinecosmos.com/

Goode https://spherebeingalliance.com/

Smith https://youtu.be/AnkUrXzco48

Sather https://www.secretspaceprogram.com/

Fitts https://home.solari.com/

Farrell https://gizadeathstar.com/

Liszt http://www.darkjournalist.com/reports.php

Radin http://www.deanradin.org/

Cameron http://www.presidentialufo.com/

Howe https://www.earthfiles.com/

Redfern http://nickredfernfortean.blogspot.com/

West http://www.jawest.net/links.htm

Boulter http://www.pyramidcode.com/

Thornhill https://www.thunderbolts.info/wp/

Schoch http://www.robertschoch.com/

Foerster https://hiddenincatours.com/

 

 

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How to finanace an entire off the books civilization: Richard Dolan Interviews Cathryn Austin Fitts

Get a note pad out. This starts out fast and just gets faster and deeper.

KGRA: Richard Dolan from Uluru with Catheryn Austin Fitts

Do Blobs Knock?

At midnight last night I awakened to a very loud knocking – four of them in a row, like on a door. I knew it was midnight, or about 2 min. after, because when I wake up in the middle of the night I always make a note of the time. At this point I had been in a deep sleep because I fell asleep about 10pm. I shot into consciousness at light speed. My husband hadn’t come to bed yet and Diesel my 70 pound best friend dog was still on the bed sleeping peacefully. I opened my eyes to look at the clock and at the door because the sound had to have come from wood – and it was a characteristic ‘knock’.   What I saw was interesting…

There was a very inky-black irregular blob hanging in the air about 4 ft. off the floor over by the door partially against the wall and hanging into the open doorway inside the room, so I grabbed my glasses and it was still there, and it felt like it was still there – you always know when you are being observed. I then tried to turn on the lamp next to my bed, and it would not turn on. That of course, is one of my worst night mares, and in the back of my mind I was saying ‘I absolutely refuse to be scared out of my wits!!!’ So I got out of bed to make sure it was fully plugged in, and it was. The only other source of light was the light switch on the wall and I would have had to walk right thru the blob to get to it, and the ‘blob’ was still there – I checked. I bumped the lamp shade standing up and it flickered on, then off, so I fiddled with the bulb, and then it came on. When I looked at the blob, it was gone.

Interesting that Diesel slept through the entire thing – even when I walked out of the room to call to my husband. Which is odd because if I move, he’s always aware and raises his head to look at me like, ‘What are we doing now?’. Thinking the knocking was something on the TV downstairs, I listened a moment, realizing that it couldn’t have been the TV because it was not that loud.

I got back in bed with the resolution to NOT let that feeling of the creeps up and down my spine to take over. That creepy feeling to me always means that there is something there. Like the blob was, but I could not see it. My husband came up to bed at that point which, thankfully, always crashes the energy – anybody else coming into a weird field always does change the energy.

Just to be on the safe side I wrapped myself, the house, my husband and all the animals in white light, pointedly ignoring the blob energy – giving no attention. I haven’t had to ward the house in a long time. I guess the energies have changed enough that it is time to go through and do it again. Spring energetics, ‘Here I come!’

Just two questions, anybody else have stuff like this happen? I haven’t had it happen to me in a great many years. Not since my third eye shut its lid when I was a kid. Not that I haven’t had things show up in the bedroom, but they were not scary, and they didn’t paralyze the dog. Second, was the knock from  somewhere else to wake me up and be aware of what was floating around my room, or do blobs knock? Interesting.

You attract what you think your thoughts about, and I have been wandering through the modern interpretations of chaos magic – researching and reading books to find the consciousness link to phenomenology and physics… and with Nick Redfern’s interview on Fade to Black on Tuesday added to the pot and plenty of Rune Soup on You Tube, I may have primed that pump a little too much. Now I have some energetic cleaning to do.

Real Magic: Ancient Wisdom, Modern Science, and a Guide to the Secret Power of the Universe

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xmnlbmAtNEI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOhNdAagBrE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhwczaeYzLUc

Magic is to Religion as Technology is to Science.

Magic is to religion as technology is to science.

Radin, Dean. Real Magic: Ancient Wisdom, Modern Science, and a Guide to the Secret Power of the Universe (p. 35). Potter/Ten Speed/Harmony/Rodale. Kindle Edition.


What if we are going about the whole UFO/Phenomena question backwards? In a way religion and science are both constructs of how to think within a genre in a limited way – in a ‘It is this and nothing else.’ box. While, magic and technology are about engineering an idea to produce an effect.

tech:

Einstein’s 1928 Special Relativity Paper: incorporation of the torsion tensor made the theory bench engineerable – whether the math eloquently ‘finished’ the theory or not, the equation made laboratory invention of devices to change the local energy of gravity (1)

The Kaluza -Klein Theory that unifies gravity and electromagnetism by the introduction of a new spatial dimension: time, thus uniting Einstein’s theory of gravity with Maxwell’s theory of light by introducing the fifth dimension; four dimensions of space and one dimension of time. Kaluza assumed that light is a disturbance caused by the rippling of this higher dimension.

Dr. Nikolai Kozyrev and zero point energy, dynamic torsion and its effects on the physical medium like time alteration/gravity. (1)

Gabriel Kron’s tensor equations for electrical machines

E.T. Whittaker: electromagnetic vortices in the space/time medium

Tesla’s idea that the fabric of space time acts like a fluid to solid bodies and a solid to light and heat (1)

Lt. Col. Tom Bearden: engineering the fabric of the space time continuum is the ability to suddenly put energy into a target area and the ability to suddenly extract energy from a target area (1)

Thomas Townsend Brown: research into odd electrical effects led him to believe he had discovered a connection between strong electric fields and gravity, a type of antigravity effect (1)

magic:

We separate nature and culture – which is a known highjack of the scientism paradigm, we are limiting our ability to see beyond that box into a larger truth about what is actually going on. Now a-days we call it programming. But really, it is just another division of our wholeness. In phenomenology we are looking for the miraculous (in some sense) – on the fringe of what is acceptable. It is interesting that the governors of the box have recently ‘admitted’ the UFO’s are real and my first reaction is, ok, if they are admitting to that then what are they trying to hide?

When you begin to look at phenomenology as a part of the UFO definition, you are walking through a door into the world of real magic – or archetypal ideas that have a more numinous hold over the human psyche. Terrence McKenna says that the universe runs on story shapes, that story is the true shape of consciousness. The archetypes are self-aware story entities (like ETs, Eds) – clusters of those shapes make maps to embedded information shapes in the unconscious mind..

Story shape is a synonym for reality, so, when we tell stories, we shape reality. For instance, Genesis to Apocalypse is the story shape we are all living in and the story we need to rewrite. There was/is a hijack of our sovereign flow to stand outside that story (myth) and say, “Wait-a-minit! Ahem – NO!” We have forgotten how to reshape our reality.

Memory of that hijack in the Adam and Eve story line and the guilt we all were taught to feel from eating from the ‘tree-of-knowledge’ is real. We used to live differently before this myth structured the mass consciousness of all of us. We remember – a greater – deeper – more ancient way that things used to be and it is at the core of our awakening now. We do not realize the absolute potential of story to change reality – mold the prima Materia of living awareness.

In one way, this is the way to change the future by retelling the past and thusly creating a different now. Which brings me to my point: if UFO’s and phenomenology are now ok, meaning you can talk about them without the label of insanity, then the next set of ideas that are being held back are now the new set of information that becomes the crack in the door of the mind cage that is keeping us all dreaming darkly from that box, so to speak…

(1) Farrell, Joseph P.:  Secrets of the Unified Field: the Philadelphia Experiment, the Nazi Bell, and the Discarded Theory

https://alsionsbells.wordpress.com/2017/11/20/out-on-a-limb-no-a-twig-practically-thin-air-here/

https://youtu.be/NOhNdAagBrE

Glinda: She wouldn’t have believed me. She had to learn it for herself.

Dorothy: Oh, will you help me? Can you help me?

Glinda: You don’t need to be helped any longer. You’ve always had the power to go back to Kansas.

Dorothy: I have?

Scarecrow: Then why didn’t you tell her before?

Glinda: She wouldn’t have believed me. She had to learn it for herself.

From <http://www.moviequotedb.com/movies/wizard-of-oz-the/quote_26339.html>

 

My birthday is December 21 (1953). So in 2012, I was on the lookout for things to really happen! I remember telling people up to that point that I thought the reason for all the catastrophism in thought; earthquakes and floods and the like was because that the ‘Event’ was going to be a consciousness shift that there were no words for, no way to even conceptualize, and so it was coming out as events in the very ground structure of our planet. That that was the only we way had to recognize how deeply profound and different this change in consciousness was going to be. We had to use analogy.

 

I stand by my statement. But add this caveat, the programming got in the way. Not that it didn’t happen, it did, we just don’t know it yet! Back in the 90’s when this idea was given to me, I didn’t know anything about ‘The Programming’, or that it even existed, or how it went through every fiber of every being on earth, or that every corporate and gov’t organization was involved. I just went by the principle that energy was additive and if I didn’t like something, I wasn’t lending my energy to it, like not going to see violent movies…etc. (ethical mental/emotional behavior) as best I could. I quit reading newspapers back in the 80’s and didn’t watch the news. To me, there was just a lot of dirty energy that made me recoil in these things – kinda like picking up dog poop in the yard, I kept my eye on it and dealt with it, but only dealt with it when necessary. I practiced ethical intent with my actions and thoughts, which meant that I had to become aware of them.

 

Then came 2012, and it’s not so much that it hit us like a ton of bricks, this consciousness change, but like waking up from a good long sleep where first you become aware of your body and stretch, and then contemplate going back to sleep but then decide it’s time to go do something so you slowly rise from the bed, stumble down stairs poke the coffee pot and stand there with your mind on hold till you get that first sip. Then, there are those ultra-annoying people who pop out of bed and hit the floor at full tilt boogey -, those are the ones who are out there telling us about everything like the morning news and there are the ones that take two cups of coffee before they can even speak (slow starters) but eventually we all get to it.

Time is a difficult idea for those who don’t live in it, so when I was given the understanding that it was a total consciousness revamping and not the end of the world I sorta assumed we’d all wake up and just understand. Actually though, this Great Awakening is taking some time, as well it should for beings who live in time. There are so many things we need to learn – just like a baby trying to fit into its body after its born. You have to learn to crawl before you can run. The upgrade was fully locked and loaded in potential on December 21st, 2012. It is up to us to actualize it.

We have had an artificial picture of reality shoved down our throats for centuries and now when the real nature of reality is being revealed it is hard to work with it in our minds, our hearts and our intensions. This new aspect to life in its correct and true light will all come out as we reconstruct our ideas about physics and life. But really, we have always been this way, we just will have to find it in ourselves, in our own time.

“You’ve always had the power, dear.”

 

That is how we will discover it’s right use and know its truth.

 

The information in the field is conscious. I didn’t say aware, but conscious. There is no-thing in the observable universe that is NOT conscious. For a thing to be conscious it must move and thereby create information in the field. We are information in the field as is all in creation. So are thoughts: information in the field – as the old theosophical adage goes “Energy Follows Thought”. A coherent thought can create even more information in the field, it can create by virtue of its intensity (frequency) and its intent(vector), changes in the local space time medium. These changes can either be physical or energetic, because there is no difference between energy and matter – just different configurations.

Intention – an inner direction, movement is different than attention – an outer movement or noticing. They are both vectors. They both handle a thought and give it direction.

Emotion or E-Motion is energy in motion or movement – a push – a vector, which would make thoughts a scalar packet/potential of information. A scalar potential in movement by a vector can and will find a sympathetic frequency in ratio to its own vibratory field.

The reason we do not understand the advanced high physics of the ancients is because we refuse to see thoughts as things and their relation to matter and the ability to alter the local space time using a set of geometries built to a matching frequency that can then be acted upon.

From: https://alsionsbells.wordpress.com/2018/05/01/the-crossover-between-phenomena-and-physics/

 

Our co-creative focused intent will no longer be able to be used against us to create the mind prison we were put in and we will relearn what it means to be human, all in good time.

Remember: “There’s no place like home.”

 

 

 

 

UFO Phenomenon Presentation by Richard Dolan in Australia 11/26/17

UFO Phenomenon Presentation by Richard Dolan in Australia 11/26/17

 

Wit, Intelligence and an astute ability to think outside of the box!

4 hours of deliciousness from last year in Australia – just as pertinent, if not more so for today.

Enjoy!

The Prayer

As I sit this morning in my kitchen looking out on a spring morning, the ground is drenched and happy from last night’s rain, the birds are singing joyous hellos, and the air is crisp and clean. My trees are happy, the yard has just exploded into its green summer finery and it’s time to plant the flowers. I feel the connections of my loved ones humming in my energy, the sun, the earth, and this web of life I live in vibrating through my body and soul.

I have often wondered what it would be like to be off this planet, either in space or on another planet and I have always come back to the realization that I am so intertwined with this place, the web of life here, that I don’t know if I could stand to leave, not even to go inside Gaia. I have no existence except that which entwines me here, in the old ways, deeply embedded with those energies of life. My people, my beloved animals, those that choose to live with and around me, those tiny flames of consciousness, are part of the web of energy that is my existence. They are part of the love that creates my heart.

I am no warrior, I am a mother. A mother seeks to support and sustain all that comes to her energy with love and learning. Once a part of her energy, always a part of her energy, her connection, her reality, making up who and what a mother is. She is intimately entwined with all that is in her awareness. A mother is not a title, or a thing. A mother is a state of being. Once a mother, you are a mother till your very last breath. Mothers Hold The Space.

Gaia is the same way. All the little lives that are supported, fed and unfolded in her being are parts of her soul. Just as any mother watches her loves grow up and leave to find their own way, Gaia has seen many children grow and leave. In the As Above, So Below analogy she has given birth to those warriors that would protect her much the same as an immune system in a body. They fight to save and heal her.

There are also the little-mothers who are the life matrix of this planet, entwined so deeply with the elements, the soil, the rocks the water, the wind, her fire, that to leave, even to help protect is inconceivable. They are entangled at such a deep level that leaving would mean the dissolution of their beingness. They have voices all over the world. They weave back together the holes that disease has rent in her matrix. They walk the deep silence of the forests, the high majesty of the mountains, the moistness of the sacred waters and the dry electric currents of the deserts repairing the her energies, balancing her body where she needs it.

I cannot leave this beauty topside within this matrix of living breathing lovely life. Nor can I leave this planet – even if it means I will perish. I cannot leave my loves, my family, my children, my trees, my sacred ground, to do so would mean my dissolution. If this place ends, then my soul will become part of the new ground matrix – the mother-web-of-energy from which life will re-emerge. May I  become one tiny bit of her original spark of awareness that dreams life into existence on this place, part of the energetic web of life, Holding the Space for all to enfold once again.

This prayer, The Great Bell Chant, is what I hold in my heart, my wish for this earth. If the end comes tomorrow, I will stand with all those that are my heart and soul, within the life web of Gaia’s heart, unto ashes, till the last molecule is consumed back to its origin, once again to re-reborn anew.

Listen carefully. Listen with an open heart. Listen

 

To be the hand of the murderer

I need to say this.

How it feels to be the hand of the murderer is something I have needed to blog about, but have had a hard time facing. I helped my mother to die (The Last Heroic Act). At least she was in her own home, but that is about all I can say in a positive light about it.

Why am I calling myself that hand of the murderer? Because I really do believe there are new technologies out there that could cure things like stage 4 small cell carcinoma with something as innocuous as light and frequency:

http://novobiotronics.com/CancerResults1.html

Novobiotronics’ scientists have been investigating the use of a new type of technology known as PEFT (Plasma Emission Field Treatment) as a possible nontoxic, noninvasive and inexpensive means of treating cancer cells. Initial laboratory experimentation has demonstrated that PEFT may well become a new tool in the arsenal of weapons utilized in fighting this dreaded disease. In some ways, it may become the most important tool of the 21st century in helping to fight cancer. Novobiotronics was the first company to obtain hard scientific data in a 21st Century major cancer research laboratory, that PEFT may open new doors in the treatment of cancer.

 

Of course this is something a kin to the Royal Rife machine, that OF COURSE is illegal.

Royal Raymond Rife (May 16, 1888 – August 5, 1971) was an American inventor and early exponent of high-magnification time-lapse cine-micrography.[1][2] In the 1930s, he claimed that by using a specially designed optical microscope, he could observe microbes which were too small to visualize with previously existing technology.[3] Rife also reported that a ‘beam ray’ device of his invention could weaken or destroy the pathogens by energetically exciting destructive resonances in their constituent chemicals.[4] Rife’s claims could not be independently replicated,[5] and were discredited by independent researchers during the 1950s. Rife blamed the scientific rejection of his claims on a conspiracy involving the American Medical Association (AMA), the Department of Public Health, and other elements of “organized medicine”, which had “brainwashed and intimidated” his colleagues.[6]

Interest in Rife’s claims was revived in some alternative medical circles by the 1987 book The Cancer Cure That Worked, which claimed that Rife had succeeded in curing cancer, but that his work was suppressed by a powerful conspiracy headed by the AMA.[5] After this book’s publication, a variety of devices bearing Rife’s name were marketed as cures for diverse diseases such as cancer and AIDS. An analysis by Electronics Australia found that a typical ‘Rife device’ consisted of a nine-volt battery, wiring, a switch, a timer and two short lengths of copper tubing, which delivered an “almost undetectable” current unlikely to penetrate the skin.[7] Several marketers of other ‘Rife devices’ have been convicted for health fraud, and in some cases cancer patients who used these devices as a replacement for medical therapy have died.[8] Rife devices are currently classified as a subset of radionics devices, which are generally viewed as pseudomedicine by mainstream experts

From <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Royal_Rife>

 

What we had left to us, was, diet change and nutrients and CBD oil that was at the time she needed it VERY Illegal in the state of Indiana – but which I got anyway (!) and radiation treatments. She changed her diet to a keto diet, because all the research we could find said that sugar feeds cancer cells because they have damaged mitochondria and lack the ability to create energy from aerobic respiration. They cannot metabolize fatty acids for energy. For this reason, cancer cells thrive in oxygen-depleted environments. Instead, cancer cells metabolize glucose and amino acids.

Keto diet

The increased metabolic efficiency of the ketogenic diet can also help to heal cancer, according to a growing number of studies. Since cancer cells feed on glucose and they cannot feed on ketones, you are in essence, starving the cancer.

 

Otto Warburg was a leading cell biologist who led to the discovery that cancer cells are unable to flourish using energy produced from cellular respiration, but instead from glucose fermentation. Dr. Thomas Seyfried and other cancer researchers agree, and have further discovered that cancer cells are also fueled from the fermentation of the amino acid glutamine.

With ketogenic diets, lowering carbohydrates will reduce your levels of glucose, the fuel that feeds cancer cells. This will put your body into ketosis and will assist in depleting cancer cells of their energy supply.

From <https://thetruthaboutcancer.com/ketogenic-diet-weakens-cancer-cells/>

 

When you combine what the cancer was doing to her, with GMO foods – which she tried very hard to avoid as she was one of the original health nuts back in the sixties – plus the chemtrails and the effect on the immune system plus a few emotional issues that she just could not work through, it killed her.

 

Your Biography Becomes Your Biology

Emotional energy contributes to the formation of cell tissue, and forms an energy language which carries literal and symbolic information. In this way, your biography–that is, the experiences that make up your life–becomes your biology. Your body contains your history–every chapter, line and verse of every event and relationship in your life. As your life unfolds your biological health becomes a living, breathing biographical statement that conveys your strengths, weaknesses, hopes and fears.

Every thought you have travels through your biological system and activates a physiological response. Some thoughts–like fear–are like depth charges, causing a reaction throughout your body; a loving thought can relax your entire body. Some thoughts are more subtle, and still others are unconscious. Many are meaningless and pass through the body like wind through a screen.

Within your energy field exists emotional energy, which is created by your internal and external experiences. These experiences can be both positive and negative, fleeting or long-lasting:

*Past and present relationships

*Profound or traumatic experiences and memories

*Belief patterns and attitudes, including all spiritual and superstitious beliefs

From <https://www.myss.com/free-resources/take-charge/take-charge-of-your-health/>

 

This comes from Carolyn Myss’s early work. Her most meaningful quote to me has always been (paraphrased here);

“If you refuse to deal with your emotional wounds, your Biography WILL become your Biology”.

We worked hard on the emotional side of things. She was fearless in encountering the issues, but could not get over the heart break.

She wouldn’t even consider chemo. Period. Immovable rock. The doctors agreed with her and they outlined the ONLY treatment plan they had for her, that was to chase the cancer around her body with radiation and irradiate only the areas that would extend her life. For instance, at one point the cancer wound around her throat. She was having great difficulty breathing. So they hit that particular spot with radiation. Every time she had a series of treatments it took longer for her to recover from the radiation sickness – yes, you do get that. She just became weaker and weaker until one day she looked at me and said “I can’t do one more treatment.” At this point all the oncologist could offer was palliative care and hospice.

Did you know that from that point on she got every medication – morphine, tramadol anti-anxiety medication for the confusion the morphine created, a hospital bed, a wheel chair, a shower seat, a walker – all on the government? It felt like they were giving me everything I needed to end her life. But god-forbid they let go of some of the bio-tech they have that could really do some good. Cutting edge is not for the regular folks anymore, not even for the wealthy. There is a whole new standard of who gets what’s out there and we little folk are just supposed to die. As a matter of fact they make it almost painless to help them die. And of course, they would much rather have you do that in the privacy of your own home where no questions can be asked. So, I became the hand of the murder. I cared for her in her home for the last month of her life, lived with her moment to moment through her pain and confusion. I administered her pain meds and her anxiety meds and watched her slip further and further away.

I helped murder my mom.

I have been so angry about this, so pissed off at the state of affairs in the world that it has taken some time to even organize my thoughts so I could write. You see, I know in my heart-of-hearts what Corey Good, David Wilcock and Emery Smith are saying is true. I feel it. The technology exists to have avoided her death in this manner. I understand that we the peanut gallery are less than ants to the controllers and this one death means less than a sneeze to the likes of them. I know and feel the fight going on, on this earth at this time for all humanity.

But in my small world, instead of seeing her die, helping her die the way she did, I would have much rather she had died in her sleep, in peace, slipping away one day when the world was just right, into the arms of the angels who were waiting for her.

It doesn’t matter what anyone says, my ethics, my sense of rightness says I helped to murder her. I was forced into collusion with a system that is rotten to the core with absolutely no other options.

Do you know how much that sucks? How angry I am at losing her that way? Its time, really time for this to change.

 

 

 

 

 

Control of the masses on a dark planet: religion

If we were conscious of our entire being, religion would not work on us. It would be non-applicable – couldn’t apply – at all.

IMO, religion is a set of rules imposed upon a person and a culture to limit the exploration of who they really are. To confine the person, blind the person by hard headed denial to only one limited proscribed reality by rules, guilt, confusion, fear and punishment. At least the forms of religion that are with us today.

I have no doubt, that religion started out as a set of precepts that allowed development of ideas and practices that would ultimately lead to direct inner experience of the greater person beyond the physical. If you practiced the rules, you would one day wake up. I also have no doubt, just like every other set of teachings that were meant to free human kind, it was turned inside out and perverted to control mankind.

There are examples of this throughout ancient history :

As such, the mere existence of the possibility of the use of such technologies in ancient times reveals not only the possible agendas of those elites, but also raises the vexing possibility that the great “revelations,” beginning with Abram/Abraham and Moses, and the religions founded upon them, were nothing but the productions of a technology, and to serve an agenda more or less hidden from those being manipulated.

Farrell, Joseph P.. Genes, Giants, Monsters, and Men: The Surviving Elites of the Cosmic War and Their Hidden Agenda (Kindle Locations 152-155). Feral House. Kindle Edition.

 

“When we speak of suppression of evidence, we are not referring to scientific conspirators carrying out a satanic plot to deceive the public. Instead, we are talking about an ongoing social process of knowledge filtration that appears quite innocuous but has a substantial cumulative effect. Certain categories of evidence simply disappear from view, in our opinion unjustifiably.” — Michael A. Cremo, “Introduction and Acknowledgements,” from The Hidden History of the Human Race, p. xvii.

Farrell, Joseph P.. Genes, Giants, Monsters, and Men: The Surviving Elites of the Cosmic War and Their Hidden Agenda (Kindle Locations 183-187). Feral House. Kindle Edition.

 

The appearance of an organized spiritual technology, controlled by the priests, was attended in every country by a massive increase in human sacrifice. The Aztec massacres are notorious; the Druids in Ireland are said to have decimated the population. The innumerable sacrificial stones, carved with basins and channels for the flow of blood, and the traditional violent and bloody associations of so many ancient sites confirms what is recorded of the slaughter carried out by priests in the interests of necromancy. The practice of human sacrifice flourished in the ruins of the universal civilization. The secrets of spiritual invocation, once common property, had become exclusive to those appointed by the community to procure the seasonal renewal of fertility and interpret the will of god through the heavenly portents. The priests, thus established in a position of power, began, as do the members of all professions similarly placed, to extend their influence and activities and to make demands on the population for sacrificial offering. 96

Farrell, Joseph P.. The Grid of the Gods (Kindle Locations 2275-2283). SCB Distributors. Kindle Edition.

 

When and why this change showed up in the worlds organized population is the subject of some study by fearless researchers and there are many intriguing theories as to who and why

It is my contention that religion has been used on this planet to blind us to the greater reality that exists. Religion says look here, do it this way, no other way is right, and if you do look beyond these rules there will be very bad punishment for such behaviors and thinking. In other words, religion is a mind-cage. It has nothing what-so-ever to do with your connection to God (yes, big ‘G’, the real one).

religion (noun)

the belief in and worship of a superhuman controlling power, especially a personal God or gods.
“ideas about the relationship between science and religion”

This is why we are dealing with such nonsense as aliens being demons, fear of religious uprisings due to aliens walking among us, god-forbid they present a picture other than proscribed religious tenents when we can’t even agree on this planet about the subject. Consider also, that the people in power still want to use that ridiculous we-don’t-agree-on-who-is god to foment wars, reap huge financial benefits and continue controlling the peanut gallery…

There is no doubt in my mind that we have been dealing with a subversive takeover of this planet since before the flood – way before the flood. That after the flood, the group that was working for dominance got the upper hand and we are now living in their system of total control of the one thing that would save us from this domination: our Higher Selves, our Soul Aspect, the intangible human – all because of a bloody ideology set within us in a million variations. This is the biggest effing psy-op played on the planet of all time.

This is why the key to interspecies, ET, interdimensional communications lies in the ‘phenomenal, superconscious realm. This is also the key to the higher physics that would elucidate the missing pieces explaining how the intangible human, and things like hyperdimensional travel and zero point energy work. It is also, IMO, the thing we MUST learn before we can actually emerge from this planet and become part of the larger picture.

Until we break through this thought-barrier, we are living in the dusk – barely able to apprehend, let alone understand the real driving forces behind who we are and what makes the universe tick. The main component to everything is consciousness and we have been sorely limited in our pursuit and understanding of even the most basic principles of it.

Consciousness IS the Unified Field