Get out the popcorn… These ladies tell the truth. They are brave. Kudos.

(btw, some of this hurt my heart to know, but I hear the resonance, feel in my body their truth – I wish I didn’t) On second thought nix the popcorn. This stuff will make your stomach hurt.



The Way-Seers

Contact changes its nature with the human mind, as the mind changes and adapts to what it can understand. Contact also changes the human mind – widens its scope and makes it possible to see more once you have seen.

There was a clip in the movie “What the Bleep” Do we Know!?” where Dr. Candace Pert (1946-2013) who has been called “The Mother of Psychoneuroimmunology”, and “The Goddess of Neuroscience” tells the story of ‘The shaman and Columbus’s clipper ships vision’

The story illustrates, IMO, how the human mind works to stabilize what we know as ‘our reality’. It takes a minute for us to recognize a thing, a fact, a concept in our reality enough to even know that it is there, in front of our faces. Whether we like it or not, we live in a type of hive mind that is a shared reality that says, ‘together we all see this, so it is part of our reality that we can be together in and therefore say is real.’, but if one person sees a something that another person does not, then it is not real. Unless you are one of the way-showers, a shaman whose job it is to teach and protect your tribe.

An idea, or a something – a physical something, once given context by someone else, helps the rest of us to understand and see it.

It is interesting that humanity has seen ‘air ships’ forever, and over time our ‘vision’ of them has changed. For instance, the Ancient Aliens TV show has documented just about every case and iconographic example from the ancient past.

Then in the mid 18oo’s people saw weird flying wooden ships that Walter Bosley wrote about in his book, “Breakaway Civilization, Nymza and the Senora Aero Club”

In WW2 the next iteration of ‘flying things’ were called Foo Fighters

The term foo fighter was used by Allied aircraft pilots in World War II to describe various UFOs or mysterious aerial phenomena seen in the skies over both the European and Pacific theaters of operations.

Though “foo fighter” initially described a type of UFO reported and named by the U.S. 415th Night Fighter Squadron, the term was also commonly used to mean any UFO sighting from that period.[1] Formally reported from November 1944 onwards, witnesses often assumed that the foo fighters were secret weapons employed by the enemy. From <>

We have all of the legends from Germany about Alien replication craft, Roswell, Holloman AFB, and in to our modern age, where you can follow a very definite, purposeful molding of public knowledge and information into what only can be considered a carefully thought out and executed plan to focus our hive-mind-attention in a certain direction.

Once again we must consider the careful use of story and spin, context and who is doing the telling. The question of “Why (!?!?!?!!!!!) (for crisesakes) are they doing this???” has been dogging me forever, and I shove it back down and say not yet, and it pops back up again, like an annoying mosquito buzzing in my ear. Well because they want ‘us’ to see it in one way and one way only.

So, enter the idea of context, because that is what has changed over time and from person to person. The culture describes what it is seeing in terms of its context, which changes what and how they describe what they have seen. We’ve gone from flying turtles and snakes to ‘real’ ET’s in craft, to plasma spyballs from other dimensions. From interior voices of the gods to channeled ultradimensional beings from another realm. From solid 3D reality being superior to flickering on and off every 10 to the 22nd power times per second – quantum consciousness interacting with energy.

All we can ever do is extrapolate on the data to try to keep up with how fast reality is changing today, and realize there are Master Manipulators out there taking us on the wildest ride of our lives right now – some for their own damned good and others who are those shamans and way-showers who are desperately trying to expand our paradigms to keep us alive.

It’s that Damned Cosmic Box again, and I really want to shred the irritating confines of its idea paradigms right now.  I think the message of the dream yesterday in part was about how very easy it would be to change your entire perspective on reality if you could understand the viewpoint and change it, ever so slightly.

How do you let yourself see something you’ve never seen before?





I am increasingly impressed by this mind.


Gordon White has addressed the problem of technology that we all face at this juncture with engaging analogy, which for me, made it very clear. Emery Smith is wrestling with this problem as he stated in his interview with Jimmy Church on Tuesday and there is a very important idea we all have to work out: Will we insist that technology assist the analogue life – the true human interweaving with our deepest selves and our interrelation to Gaea, (our mother earth), or will we go transhumanist? Take a listen. Quite beautiful.


From <>

On DNA, Glinda balls and Reality Antennas

I was listening to John Burroughs on Phenomenon Radio, KGRA interviewing Winston (Win) Keech and Ronny Dugdale on 06-21-2018 (found in the KGRA archives). Win was explaining the ‘engineering’ aspect of quantum reality and it really blew me away.

He said reality is like an extremely high RF (radio frequency band) signal that travels as a surface wave across quantum potentials. These potentials, when touched by the RF wave, collapse the wave into a particle. The quantum potentials are the holographic structure. This happens at a frequency rate of about 10 to the 22nd power times per second.

The human perception limit due to the biophysics of our form is:

For the purposes of presenting moving images, the human flicker fusion threshold is usually taken between 60 and 90 hertz (Hz), though in certain cases it can be higher by an order of magnitude.[7] In practice, movies are recorded at 24 frames per second and displayed by repeating each frame two or three times for a flicker of 48 or 72 Hz. Standard-definition television operates at 25 or 30 frames per second, or sometimes at 50 or 60 (half-)frames per second through interlacing. High-definition video is displayed at 24, 25, 30, 60 frames per second or higher.From <>

Reality runs 10 to the 22nd power times per second. This like would be a very high RF energy wave running into the potential points in the quantum hologram and producing a ‘snap shot’ or collapsing the wave into a particle which IS our reality/snapshot and it all happens so fast that we don’t notice when we are a non-materialized wave.

These quantum points of potential that make up the hologram are information. The wave form is consciousness…

Reality is therefore a condition of energy/consciousness bumping into, or connecting with the hologram and time is in reality just a blip every 10 to the 22nd time per second that they are touching. It is the movement through the hologram of the energy wave that creates space and time as it connects to the potentials of the hologram. This is how we ‘create’ our reality.


Biological organisms are holograms. Electric fields need to be measured not just as strong or weak, but also as low carriers or high carriers of information. DNA possesses two structural characteristics of fractal antennas, electronic conduction and self symmetry. Electrical conduction allows the movement of electrically charged particles within the body and that flow produces our life force.

The Russian biophysicist and molecular biologist Pjotr Garjajev and his colleagues also explored the vibrational behavior of the DNA. The bottom line was: “Living chromosomes function just like solitonic/holographic computers using the endogenous DNA laser radiation.”

And we are back to what I said in the article “Frequency Soup”:

I came to the conclusion that we see reality the way we do because we are at the most basic level, putting it together that way out of the frequencies that we do perceive, by giving it meaning and then codifying the information with symbols (converting it into another frequency) that can be shared amongst ourselves.

Everything is a frequency a vibration. We arise out of that soup, and we are all immersed in it.

Which shifts my thoughts to R brain/L brain and conscious attention to life and how creative right brained people like musicians and artists have the best most astounding experiences, while left brained people kinda don’t, pretty much because the LB puts you in lock down and the RB has wings.

Further, whether body senses came first or were created as a perception tool, they come into play whenever we imagine, read a book, watch a movie.

In a dream last night I was learning how to use a sphere of some sort and how to tune into what I wanted, or tune it to see certain things, or use it go certain places or times. I think I could also change my DNA with it which if I was time traveling into the future would be a byproduct of being in the future.

DNA is then like a reality antenna – a tool. I was watching body forms change and realized that in order to travel in an orb, you have to dematerialize the physical form – (just like Glinda… 🙂 ) – imagine the when/where you want to go and then reform your /DNA by remembering the 3D form and the senses, around which the physical form could coalesce. That would make DNA a frequency pattern that would be carried as part of your energy signature wherever you go.

I also remember part of the dream spent changing my DNA so I could ‘feel’ what it was like to be in different bodies, how they worked, and what their reality was like. It took such a very small variation on the sphere – a quantum movement produced huge change.

Consequently, I didn’t want to wake up today… it was really a lot of fun. Now whether its ‘right’ or not, who knows???


Anybody up for making one of these devices??? I think I want one!






Plant your feet on the ground and listen.

We all like to be fed pretty pictures and complete ideas all done up in high definition on a screen without having to really do the work ourselves. Tell us a story. Dazzle us with gloss and stars, action and danger. We are addicts, of a sort.

It is well known that a story can gather a ground swell so powerful that like Star Trek, it was only on for three years and yet 52 years later plus numerous off shoots, is still powerful enough to have our hearts.


Tell us a good enough one and we will keep it alive for almost ever. Story is the great teacher, the transmitter of ideas down through vast swaths of time. Story moves whole cultures and continents to change, in many ways. Story lives on, especially if it is a good one, thousands of years past the originator. Story is memory. Story is teaching. Story is the record. Story is the great transmitter of ideas. Story is how we live.

Recognize it. Realize that many have learned to USE this fact to their own advantage to sway great groups of people, and focus their energies and their hearts. At the bottom of everything that we feel and do, is story.

Who is telling the story and how they are telling it can change the story – the equivalent of modern day spin. If they know their craft well enough, and they can tell the story better than the next guy, their story will win out and be remembered. Re-membered. Re-unified within the body as a member…

All that we see on our lovely little screens (and the big ones too) is just that – a STORY. Millions of years ago it used to be around a communal fire – with the liminal boundary of unity and safety the edges of illumination of the light from that fire. Your life is a story and should you choose to tell it – it will become re-membered also.

So, what happens when a story ends before we want it to? Like Star Trek, somebody dreams up a new part to finish the story. Nobody likes a loose end. What happens when a story bends peoples’ hearts and minds on such a huge level? People figure out how to use that cohesive gathering to their own ends to produce a certain direction of energy. What happens when other people see this and don’t like the direction of all that energy? Another element is added to the story to force it to go in the direction they want.

Look at it as the captured attention of many, all following the story going in the obvious direction the story is pointing to. This always leads to changes in the behavior of the people watching the story – like the story of Christ, Buddha and the other great Avatars through time. Billions of people all following the story and acting out of the information of the story. (whether the story is ‘true’ or not)

Now, imagine the power that comes from directing great numbers of people in a direction of a story you have told. Is there any greater magic in the world?

If you wanted to stop a story ( a his-story or her-story) what would you do? You would cause events within the story line to blow up in ways that would crash everything. Or just the things that you know would put control back in your hands.


My point.


Stand back and observe the particular story I am watching, and just  ‘watch’ : it should be interesting and revealing, to say the least.

What is reality, really?

In relation to my last article, I ran into a video this morning of Richard Dolan giving his new lecture in Toronto, which brings this question ofWhat is reality, really? back up in my mind. Because of the way scientism crept into our culture via the new way to understand the world around us by measurement, technology has slipped into our lives creating a far more mental, cultural paradigm into our ideas of ‘what-is-real’. And because this very mentally weighted cultural change to what is valuable has taken the emphasis off of human to human/ human to nature interactions we now all are immersed in a world where values are determined by a mental reality over a physical body reality. IE: you can drive right by the kids living under the bridge because your face book group is live-casting an immersive video experience of all our favorite bug selfies.


We are little bit by little bit being mentally and culturally herded into placing a higher value on the electronic mental experience over the person to person experience. It’s so prevalent that jokes are made about it in social media and on TV commercials; in one way so that it is acceptable to laugh it off and in another to so inure us to the idea that we don’t care, because after all, would you give your phone up? Could you? – Do you even have a land line left in your home???


Richard goes into the ‘Layers of Reality’, which I will list only to talk about in relation to my own ideas, then you have to watch this formidable talk he gave (1). I promise it is organized so well that even if you are very familiar with the ideas presented, it still will have you running to take notes.


These Layers of Reality are from the center of a circle out;

  1. the Mass pop
  2. the Academic pop
  3. the Classified Projects pop
  4. the Breakaway Civilization pop (top layer ‘on’ earth)
  5. ET/others pop

pop = populations and the accepted paradigm of thought / reality of each population.

Please realize – this is my interpretation of what I heard him say – IE: my reality…


IMO these layers do provide a basic stratification of understanding with which to look at a reality. The layers also provide a platform from which a control mechanism can be used to guide large numbers of people in ways to promote control over that population.


So what IS a reality? In this instance it is an understanding of an environment that allows functioning within a certain set of ideas that in some cases can actually predict and/or pre-form the actions of the people who adhere to it.


It hits my funny bone that, in the same way black projects are compartmentalized, so are stratifications of society on the planet. – On Purpose –   by thought structures by the same people who control everything  for well,  …control.


In one way I suppose you could say that reality is how people respond to their environment with the information they have which is controlled by the people who pump that information into different subsections of the population – therefore reality is structured out of the mind – unfortunately more than



So, next idea. There is quite a contingent of people out there wrestling with the idea that we have been coerced into losing our connection with our souls (through scientism and technology) our creativity, our spiritual nature and our connection to magic – the old magic/true knowing of nature. (direct experience of the principle of life) Rudolf Steiner was one of them, a philosopher from the 19th century, Cara St. Louis is a leading current speaker on this and there are many in this school of thought who are saying that by losing this component of ourselves we lose our creative connection to source itself…


To put it in very simplistic black and white terms… the layers of constructed reality above are the devil on one shoulder and the naturalistic camp is the angel on the other shoulder – one representing right brain, the other left brain.


Now: it occurs to me that the reason the elite are really concerned right now about ‘Phenomenology’ is because they can’t find a way to control it. IMO phenomenology is directly connected to the angels sitting on your shoulder – the camp of people who are directly advocating the inner experience of reality connected to you and your relationship to life from your very own perspective. Your own subjective perception of that ‘otherness’ in life that is uniquely your own. The elite are trying to tell you HOW to feel about it, but they cannot control that experience with information they put out about it – they can only form how you FEEL about it and how you judge it.


As Grant Cameron has been telling us lately, the direct UFO experience is very related to this and how well you are connected to your creative right-brained self. He has written a book about well-known musicians and the point of the book is that they all, to the very last one, have had ‘contact’ experiences.


More to follow in this as I muddle through thinking about it, but I think it is very interesting this connection to reality-forming through technology and media is being used to try to (what seems like) herd us mentally away from the state of mind that is more grounded in true self-perception which leads straight into the state of mind that is the epicenter of all phenomenological experiences.

This is beginning to look like another

“Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain!”,

“Nothing to see here.”,


psy-op the more dots that come together. So, that means we are on the right track!!!




1.) “The Cost of Secrecy: From Money To Mind Control” at the Alien Cosmic Expo in Toronto, June 23, 2018.   From <>



How would we know that one person’s perception is any different than our own? We assume that because others are not acting strangely that they are seeing/perceiving what we are. And that they are feeling – which is their own inner reaction to the perception – the same as we are especially if those feelings appear to be the same, IE: everybody is crying, everybody is laughing.


But what if life is just slightly off in a couple of important ways? For you? What if you are born knowing pretty closely what people are thinking, or at least their motives behind what they are saying to you and what if you always know when they are lying…etc., etc., etc.? What if you thought everybody had this information? The question would then become; Why on earth are they saying this to me when we both know they are not being truthful? How crazy-making would that be? The only conclusion you could draw as a kid is that big people like to be mean and they are all as tricky as hell.


As you grew up you would understand that you had to see behind the mask/lie that everybody projected for various reasons. You would also understand that there were times when as long as they were polite, you just really couldn’t give a rat’s ass anymore with most of them. Then once you close that door because of the racket it brought your mind, you would begin to loose true perception which would make you an excellent mark. Especially once you decided to try to see the ‘good’ in everybody because you were tired of the ugliness…


In pursuit of a structure to understand this grand mess, you begin to think about things like; walking a mile in another’s shoes, what that I am perceiving is my own perception and what is someone else’s? With my body’s senses, what am I feeling, and does it correlate to my direct environment – or not? With my feelings, are they making sense to my inner self and the moment, or are they foreign? With my mind am I alone in there or do I have company? Trust me, these are not the usual questions most people ask themselves. They are questions one asks when one is trying to check out whether they are crazy or not… and they make you feel crazy – but they are actually questions a very sane person would ask, once they begin to piece together that they really are different from what they are told they are and what they think they are and what they are allowed to be.


It wasn’t until I took a course called, Integrated Awareness taught by an amazing woman named Connie Newton that I was really able to make some sense of it, and trust me, I had tried because at the point I found her class, I had been reading the Bailey books, was a card carrying member the Theosophical Society in America in Geneva IL and attended classes there, had been doing yoga for some 7+ years, and had some martial arts training under my belt, had attended chi class, had read Ledbetter, was drawing aura’s and had been into UFO’s for years.

KNOW that there will be NO accidents from this point on. At this point in your ascension process everything that happens in your life is YOUR creation. Because your consciousness is now resonating to the threshold to the fifth dimension, every random thought and emotion will become manifest. Because you still hold a physical form, your manifestations will still appear to be bound by time…your 3D brain, which has been limping along at 3-5% efficiency…your multidimensional consciousness will no longer accept the obvious lies and illusions that were “normal” for your third dimensional consciousness


Her class was about using an energy bridge that created a white light within the pineal/pituitary bodies of the brain, which helped me a lot. I not only got a handle on what was going on with myself, but was able to bring under my conscious control the rogue behavior of the extended senses or sensitivity that I had been plagued by all my life. When I was a little kid, I would lay in bed trying to go to sleep and every night I would see beautiful fireworks in my head, so much so that I couldn’t fall asleep. This bridge brought them under my control too.


I began to understand that everybody had their own internal symbolic structure inside their head. This structure had similarities and personal symbology, much like Jung’s theory of architypes. There are idea structures in the large picture that we all have like, parent, sibling, family etc. that are the same in meaning, the only difference being how we react to those structures causing a difference in personal experience and memories. IE; if you like the color blue, then it has a positive connotation to you, but if you hate it…


Fast forward to the last month or so; my dad who recently passed has come twice to me in the between (sleep and waking). The first time was to express amazement and joy, the second time he had that look like he was seeing something he’d never seen before, and it was serious and squinty eyed, like he was trying to see into me… he wasn’t mad, it wasn’t disapproval, but it was a look my dad never gave me before (I guess I should cut him some slack, he’s never been dead before either…at least in this current personality). I’m not sure what he meant this last time.


This all started me thinking about perception and the act of perception. For most of our lives we use our body – the 3D anchor – to perceive, gather and use information in this world. When we talk about other places not of this world, we talk about them in 3D terms – it is, after all, our only experience in this form we wear – or so we think. So, does the body create perception, or is it just the perceptive instrument? If it’s just the instrument you use to perceive this place, then how do we as spirits/beings actually interact with people or this 3D world after we no longer wear a body? Is it through a thought construct of the memory of being in a body? Because, I will swear to the truth of contact with dead people who are not in the body…and other beings who might not even have a body…(and, I AM NOT CRAZY, jus’ say’in)


Next thought on this is that, it shouldn’t really matter the condition of the body that perceives (except for a condition creating a distraction through pain, etc.) however, even though the body and the perceiver are intertwined as one, they are still also separate, so the perceiver should be able to know and perceive, even though the body is not perfect IE: Steven Hawking, and anyone who remote views.


I also wonder if the internet of things is not the entire false paradigm that we are all worried about? Is that internal world called the internet which lives almost entirely in our minds any more or less ‘real’ than the 3D world? The answer will come to me one day when I see the internet changing something in the ‘real world’ without real-world action. Like ordering my grass cut on line and  looking out my window at a perfect lawn from one second to the next. That would be when I knew something was up.


As much as they like to fool us, as much as they might wish to so seamlessly meld the on-line world with the 3D world, there is always going to be something more real about planting my bare feet in the grass and talking to my trees, feeling the love of my pets and hearing them in my mind, feeling the stomach ache my husband has in my own stomach, and knowing that interaction is with living things in real-time-in-my-face, instead of a sophisticated piece of machinery I’m holding in my hand that is only feeding my mind. The day this internet learns to invade my body at the level of 3D to create a false perception, is the day it will already be too late to stop the invasion. Till then, I’m good even if I am now being annoyed by ads for the S9+ Samsung phone…

(which until I can get


a glass-pad phone with heads up holographic display and interactive holographic keyboard – at a freaking real price I can afford – it’s all MEH)


I guess the question really is,

who are we?

…and in my heart, it is Christmas morning.

I know this whole opening into a better world belongs to our children and the future.

Last Night’s Jimmy Church Radio Show for Disclosure Fest simply warmed the totality of my heart!

Disclosure and all, and I mean all, that it is about has finally reached a ground swell, has finally gotten enough momentum to continue. There are finally enough of us out there who know the truth –  that even if ‘the-they’ tried to confuse the issue one more time as Grant Cameron has pointed out that they have about every 20 years in his book ‘Managing Magic’ the-they would be entirely unsuccessful.

This feels like Christmas morning as a kid before you open the presents to me. I have, since I was very little, known I wanted this to happen with all my heart. Being little I had no idea how it would happen, but I had a fierce longing in my heart for it, even before ‘it’ became a fully formed idea in my mind. I was born in 1953. I charged into all-about-UFO’s at a very, very young age. By the time I was 13, I had been chasing this idea of ET’s not even knowing I was doing it for 10 years and as I grew up so the idea got more sophisticated in my heart and soul. I seriously KNEW there was life out there and I wanted to meet them and know them. I thought Star Trek was the best thing ever to happen on TV, because it portrayed life out there in a balanced more sane way than ever before. I wanted to be Vulcan because when I figured out what telepathy was, I wanted it and at the time I didn’t realize it, but I had already had a first contact experience that was telepathic and continued to have them throughout my life. Might I say, the people who I knew then had the highest ethic of compassion and love, of contact only to the extent that the psyche of the person could tolerate reasonably and they NEVER went past my internal boundaries – not once – even when I didn’t know what a boundary was! I cut my eye teeth on Adamski and Menger. I ate up every publication I could find – even science fiction, information was always serendipitously appearing for me to read, and I was a card carrying member of NICAP for a while.

I kept hoping through the years in my heart of hearts – all through grade school and high school and after, that we would wake up. It was all obvious to me and I wished everybody knew too. I got married at 18 had my first child 8 years later my second 2 years later and it wasn’t until the mid-80’s when I could finally get my head out of the sand and re-look at the UFO issue.

By that time, of course, people were laughing at the 50’s contactees and everybody was into ‘serious’ research on nuts and bolts. The movie “the Three Faces of Eve” had come out in 1957 and then was remade at for TV as a miniseries called ‘Sybil’ in 1976. Both of these movies, IMO were CIA propaganda the frighten the hell out of people who were beginning to have contact with ET’s telepathically so that no one would ever open their mouths. They painted a horrifying picture of brokenness, that, IMO, might even have been concocted from information gleaned from MKUltra experiments. So even if you were at that time receiving telepathic communications, or downloads – even if you masked it in spiritualism, you were looked upon as a truly sick and fractured person.

Meanwhile, I was into yoga, mysticism and was a card carrying member of the Theosophical Society in Wheaton IL at 18yrs old – still looking for a way to open my mind. Well, marriage, 2 kids, divorce and remarriage and launching of 20 somethings later, I finally, truly had the time to pursue this issue with the intensity I wanted to. When I retired in 2007 I had found Kerry Cassidy, then I found a dear soul, Kosta Makreas who literally set me on the course that has me writing these blogs, and not long after that Jimmy Church. I missed all the falderal from 1980 to 2007 and when I dipped my toes back into my passion, I was ‘given’ Kerry Cassidy to learn from, and the dominoes fell.

Today, the heart dreams I had as a very small child are coming to fruition, the ground swell is so great, we have people like David Wilcock, Corey Goode and Emery Smith presenting information that I know in my heart of hearts is VERY real (did they read my mind?) and “The Truth is Out There” quite literally, for all to see. Then we have the youngsters out there with huge talent Like Adrian Vallera, who has taken the true jist of the 60’s hippie movement sans the drugs and sex (because I see the manifesto of the Space Brothers as a direct transfer into the hippie movement of the 60’s) and is beginning to manifest it on a large, brilliant scale to reach as many souls as his team can.

I have watched for 63 years and I have kept my dreams of my heart to myself for 63 years, what I thought I would never see hit the light of day, is illuminated. We will make it, and it is the youngsters who will see to it we do.


…and in my heart, it is Christmas morning.

How do you feel? and “Hold My Beer”…

At this time right now, on this planet, we are having so much information thrown at us – we are drowning in it. There is a need to connect dots to see how it all goes together and there is a need to discern the truth of it AND (most importantly) there is a need to be willing to walk the Edge of Madness – to be honest with yourself about HOW you are feeling about it after you begin to see the patterns of it.

The most powerful thing that can confuse or cloud (or should we say veil…) your understanding of all of it, is HOW IT MAKES YOU FEEL!

Many don’t want to actually see the entire impact of what is going on because the first question is “Well, WHAT the hell can I do about it?” and really most of us feel there is nothing we can do about it. This is a prime piece of programming. Which makes a lot of people want to buy an RV and pull up stakes and be ready to fly away if need be… But guess what? That just will not work. If even a third of what is out there as known fact is correct – we were in trouble over our heads before WW1. Notwithstanding the roles of good guys and bad guys and the blame game, we need another way to get around this particular veil.

So, the wonderful adage from Einstein comes to mind that: you can’t solve a problem at the level of thinking that it was created, is correct. However it’s not our thinking that we need to be concerned with, it’s the level of our consciousness. And it’s going to take everybody’s consciousness – not just you or me. I heard an interesting definition the other day about the difference between consciousness and sentience. Everything is sentient, it’s when you are aware of yourself and know yourself, as a being, that you are conscious.

Let’s take that a step further. I propose that ‘You can’t solve a problem at the level of consciousness that it was created at’, in other words, we have to be willing to risk knowing, thinking and being at that edge of madness – outside the societal norm – even what we consider safe personally, to be able to see the answers and solutions to what we are looking at today. Because consider, that the good stuff, the warm fuzzies live out there too – the real ones, not the fake platitudes, and to reach them we must be willing to step out of line.

To step out of line we must be willing to look at how this whole conundrum makes us feel. To do that we must feel it, and that is at the edge of madness. It’s that feeling in the pit of your stomach that says something is not right – that shiver that runs up your spine and makes all the hair on the back of your neck stand up, or that response of I’m too tired to look at all this and make any sense of it. When you hit that point, you have just struck gold.

That is the madness – because that is when you are smack up against the programming and the fear and the brick wall and the gd’d quantum fricking box. That is when, if you want to make any progress – see the real truth – you soldier on and take a good long look. It changes your consciousness – raises it because you now have another piece of knowing. Becoming awake and aware hurts like hell – like pulling teeth, but it’s just a shock, like jumping in a cold pool. After 60 seconds it feels pretty damned good.

As much as I don’t like a lot of the information I am understanding I do find I reach plateaus where all of a sudden so much more understanding opens up ahead of me and it feels Wow! I also know that after a time I will end up playing with the madness again, but I am not so afraid of it anymore – I just wish I could hurry up. We need to hurry up. The only way this current pickle we are all in can be solved is for us to reach a tipping point in the mass consciousness. We have already – all of us – gone so far, and done so much hard work and we must press on because there are many small steps that lead up to the big steps and we need that big step to survive as a race and we are almost there!!

So if you are confused, feeling like you don’t want to look at something the best thing to do is go straight into it and figure out why you feel the way you do – out of that will come all the wisdom you need to raise that frequency, and the more we do, of course, the easier it is for others to follow.


With that said – “Hold my beer!”

Have you wondered how they could possibly pull the earth through a dimensional doorway to a different timeline??? Well, Jump in the water is…interesting

CERN and gravity waves and time (because gravity and time are hooked)- maybe even time lines… I don’t care how crazy you think Anthony Patch might be, but he just may have found a very important connection between CERN and dwave quantum computers (regardless of the moniker he wants to hang on that) that actually compute in an alternate dimension, which in itself may be pulling energy into this dimension and could be responsible for the Mandela effect – or the skewing of our memories… who’s to say? If the information that is being generated at CERN, the ‘results’, are going out to a network of quantum computers all linked to ‘share’ said information, then that is a lot of energy and computing power going somewhere – it’s almost like an analog of the magnetic CERN but instead in electrons moving around in a dwave circle… What if it was a leaky system – it would almost have to be, energy would have to travel both ways dimensionally to prevent explosions on either end of said dimensions. So, in essence, we have a doorway/portal.

Then CERN generates a magnetic effect more powerful that the earth, every time it is turned on it alters our natural magnetic field.

All the magnets on the LHC are electromagnets. The main dipoles generate powerful 8.3 tesla magnetic fields – more than 100,000 times more powerful than the Earth’s magnetic field. The electromagnets use a current of 11,080 amperes to produce the field, and a superconducting coil allows the high currents to flow without losing any energy to electrical resistance   From <>


Then we have some French researchers that are beginning to think that electromagnetism and gravity interact:

Hidden extra dimensions are causing measurements of the strength of gravity at different locations on Earth to be affected by the planet’s magnetic field, French researchers say.

This is a controversial claim because no one has ever provided experimental evidence to support either the existence of extra dimensions or any interaction between gravity and electromagnetism. But lab measurements of Newton’s gravitational constant G suggest that both are real.

Newton’s constant, which describes the strength of the gravitational pull that bodies exert on each other, is the most poorly determined of the constants of nature. The two most accurate measurements have experimental errors of 1 part in 10,000, yet their values differ by 10 times that amount. So physicists are left with no idea of its absolute value.

Now Jean-Paul Mbelek and Marc Lachieze-Ray of the French Atomic Energy Commission near Paris say they can resolve the contradiction by taking into account the location of the labs where the experiments were carried out.

The pair suggest that electromagnetism and gravity influence one another enough for gravity’s pull to be noticeably affected by the Earth’s magnetic field

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When you add the highly ionized ionosphere (from chemtrailing and HAARP) you now have an electro-gravitic system being run by a network of 160 quantum computers worldwide that use interdimensionality to compute….( Hook that up to the big gaming computers in Vegas and block chain too) and I’d say there is something going on…

Not the least of which is that there is the possibility of time and timelines being altered on a planetary scale.