To what purpose?

About Tuesday, I began waking up with a knowing that it was over. Whatever ‘it’ was. That everything was ok, and was going to be ok. Nothing in the outer world matched my feeling. The CV#’s had only begun to shift down and there was hype about everything, supplies, ventilators as killers, chipped vaccines, tests that gave you the ‘V’ and mandated testing, mass graves in New York, alien invasions: in fact, the theories had only gotten crazier, wilder and spun further out from reality.

I’m talking about the reality in front of your eyes, the one where you step outside and everything clicks back into focus. The swimmingly weird and wacky on line world in one second being decimated by the truth of the world before your eyes, the trees, the sun, the flowers and the hum of life. All it takes is to stand outside and inhale one breath and ‘BAM’ reality is there and you are immersed in the real truth. That is something that cannot be denied – maybe that is why they want us inside?

There is a ground swell of ppl who are beginning to understand how the fear-porn idea works and are waking up to how tired they are of being made to feel that the world is their enemy. There are a great many people who are beginning to feel gratitude for what is right under their noses, who are praying prayers of hope and gratitude for all the right reasons in their lives. There are a great many who are beginning to question what they are hearing in the news, question the political agenda behind this ‘plandemic’ and exactly what is being done to them – esp. after the 911 lesson.

In one way this seems like a numbers game to me – if just enough people could get together for a world meditation, if just enough people could wake up, if just enough people would believe in the CV, if just enough people would get angry enough at the current shenanigans, if just enough people would believe in the inflated CV numbers, on and on, ad nauseum.

Its like there is a tipping point in people banding together that is a magic bullet, that would sway things to one way or another, and everybody is out to grab as many souls in their camp as they can. A weighted numbers game… and its like it doesn’t matter what you say, so long as you can create group cohesion – tell the people what ever you need to, no matter how outrageous it is, just so you get them on your side and keep them by what ever tactics necessary.

There is strength in numbers. There always has been. Numbers have created nations. And a well known tactic has always been “Divide and Conquer”. Presidents have spoken:

During a speech before the United Nations in 1987, President Ronald Reagan spoke longingly for the world unity that would happen if aliens invaded Earth.

He said:

“Perhaps we need some outside universal threat to make us recognize this common bond. I occasionally think how quickly our differences worldwide would vanish if we were facing an alien threat from outside this world.”

http://www.msnbc.com/msnbc/flashback-reagans-vision-unifying

This ‘Plandemic”, however, has gone the other way in its effect on us – on purpose – IMO. Why? Well, that’s up to the analysts to figure out, because I have no idea, but we are divided more than ever now. Conversely my first instinct is to NOT be divided. To let your neighbor believe as they will, but realize we are all connected as we are all made of the elements of this earth, in it’s infinite variations of that life and we are all part of a web of glowing, pulsing energy so interconnected that no idea should be able to separate us – except by our choice – and then only mentally because what separates us are only ideas.

AND

We are being divided with purpose and aim and driven apart for a, or a multitude of reasons. We are being told to stay inside and not reconnect with nature because that totally dispels this divided feeling. My instinct is to ask why and go beyond ‘divide-and-conquer’/’strength-in-numbers’ thinking. It is almost like they wish to cleave us from the energetic bond we have with earth, pry us loose from the planetary connection and our sense of humanity.

To what purpose?

Paradise…

Paradise

When she was just a girl she expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
So she ran away in her sleep and dreamed of
Para-para-paradise, para-para-paradise, para-para-paradise
Every time she closed her eyes
When she was just a girl she expected the world
But it flew away from her reach and the bullets catch in her teeth
Life goes on, it gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly every tear a waterfall
In the night the stormy night she’ll close her eyes
In the night the stormy night away she’d fly
And dream of para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
She’d dream of para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
And so lying underneath those stormy skies
She’d say, “Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I know the sun must set to rise”
This could be para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
This could be para-para-paradise
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
This could be para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
This could be para-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh, oh, oh
This could be para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
This could be para-para-paradise
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Source: LyricFind

Dog Germs

I’ve wanted to write about ‘the virus’ for some time now. But what to say? I don’t know enough science to give you any information that can’t be found on line, and I’m so bad at math that the stats go over my head unless someone explains them to me. Since my husband’s liver transplant and his arrival Dec.26th at home we have had to use tight sanitary protocols, not sterile, but close. I’m already stocked up on hand sanitizer, TP, PTs, Clorox wipes, gloves, masks, you name it, we have it. We have had to avoid crowds, restaurants, movies and the like anyway. And just as our restrictions were opening up, BOOM! We are back to what for us has been the last three months.

Any woman will tell you she loves her husband, but being sequestered with an ornery man for that long will test the limits of anyone’s marriage and patience. I always heard the jokes about retirement and never really thought too much about them until now. Well, he retired and got sequestered all in one day… He took over the entire household. The TV in the family room connects to our kitchen in kind of a great room. I’m trying to cook and do nourishing energetically healthy things for him while the annoying sound track of TV programs like “Shameless” and live action cops of Alaska play loudly in the background of my daily life… When I had finally had enough, I bought JV ear buds. Those things saved his life. Really.  Gotta love amazon.

Anyway, the house used to run on such a glorious schedule, everything being done before he walked in from work, house cleaning and the like, grocery shopping, meal prepping, me writing my occasional article, listening to pod casts while I vacuumed and did laundry… it was calm, ordered and chugging right along.

Yeah, three months ago that all exploded. However we have learned to deal with each other, how to stay out of each other’s back pocket, how to be more than bickering children to each other when we were upset by giving the other some breathing space, you know, normal stuff that nobody practices in the world anymore because the world doesn’t give us any time to really be with each other. We are already in the groove. It took some work, but now it is worth it. I remember back in 70’s on weekends when it used to be this way at home with my parents, before cell phones and before computers. How quickly we have forgotten how to be with other people, even those we love. With things the way they currently are, we are getting a chance to remember how to do this again.

Including our dogs. Like taking a walk with your dog while not looking at your cell phone, paying attention to the world around you and experiencing it with your dog as you walk, having a quiet conversation with your dog… they do listen. They love mental pictures by the way, if you don’t believe me send a picture of a dog treat to your dog and be ready to give him that treat, just saying. And if you’re not too full of media, they will send you images with impulses to do stuff too…like feed them dinner.

And oh yeah, the only type of germ I couldn’t protect against when my husband came home were Dog Germs. He was immediately slobbered to death, 5 days after a liver transplant. They never left his side until he was out of his worst pain. They did as much towards healing him and making him feel better as I did, maybe even more because, Dog Love, Dog Germs and all.

Normalization pt2 – (IMO)

Think about everything in the multiple phenomena that embraces UFO’s and paranormal as normal. What if that huge missing piece, which has been in front of our eyes always, had been normalized into our body of experience as humans. What an interesting place this could be. But alas, it hasn’t.

Because the military was only concerned about nuts and bolts – because it was the only way they could envision to protect and understand the issue, and because they were (IMO) quite terrified of anything in the 3D world they couldn’t understand so it became a threat. All other reports from the 40’s on were classified as ‘psychological’, and stored in some dusty drawer in some back office and deemed as nonsensical.

But just imagine what could have, would have happened if they took their own people’s reports seriously because those cases filed under psychological were actually the core contact cases, but they had one serious flaw. They were testimony only. From the point of view of the military, they not only had no secret nuts and bolts information to give them about the tech that could advance their power, they also could be lies, because after all it was only ‘testimony’. People lie. They did all the time to, shall we say, to protect humanity from themselves and to protect their power position in controlling humanity. So people lie. Because there is no sure-fire way to determine the veracity of testimony unless physical evidence is found to corroborate it, and there was no physical evidence most of the time left behind in these cases…aaand testimony doesn’t count. So file that under psychological…. Even when there was evidence of the physical kind to back up the testimony, it was confiscated, threats were given to keep quiet, and in those days there was a bit of wet work that was used too. Ergo, another other piece of the puzzle was hidden, shushed up and forgotten – on purpose. I realize this was directly after WWll, and into the cold war – which was basically a standoff because…well, Everybody Lies. (Personally I think that even if we were telepaths, we still would not know the truth because we even believe some of those lies that we tell – just ask any alcoholic.)

So, Normalization. After what Linda Moulton Howe said on the panel at Conscious Life Expo, I got a better handle on why disclosure has been so difficult for the PtB (powers that be) to bring this into the normal reality of the ‘way things are’.

We are race of believers. We need to attach our hearts and emotions to a larger “cause”. We were created this way. In America and everywhere else, we link our ‘cherished’ belief systems to our way of life, our families, our security, the corner bakery, and Sunday mornings. We have been told for a very long time the ‘story’ of how things were, we have developed ‘cult’s around the Christian mythos – and every other ‘religious’ belief system on the planet. Were we to learn the actual facts about the real operation say, back in the 50’s or 60’s, we would have had another world war on our hands. ( For heaven’s sake, a president was even killed over this. ) If we had been told the truth, we would have had the time to normalize and come into the idea gradually that ET’s and others are real (so maybe he wasn’t a ‘God’ he was a ‘son-of-man’ – he even told us so), and our history would be at this point radically different. The timeless principles He taught are valid because they are universal laws – applicable anywhere in the universe you live, that all races eventually evolve to know or perish. But because belief makes you weak and controllable, and that is unacceptable on this world, instead of growing we actually killed the messenger. Three freaking times! (If you were an ET, just how safe do you think it would be to land on the Whitehouse lawn?)

If what LMH learned in the room with Richard Doty that fateful day where she was being secretly filmed when she was given the information – is truth, that not only once, but three times teachers were sent to earth to open the hearts and minds of the planet and

every time we murdered them

What if the Christ story we know and love and has been told so far back into history wasn’t exactly the way we know it, what would it do to our structure of control? When it finally sank in for her, and when her ‘voice’ asked her, “What does it matter?” that Christ may have been a great teacher from off planet who came here to help… My question is really, what does it matter? He was right, where ever he came from. And everybody on this tiny rock has been trying in one way or another to emulate those teachings for the love and grace they hold with in their principles, for the ultimate change they could make inside our hearts towards one another. It’s been a tough run. 2000+ years later we are still abysmal failures at it.

So here we are. “Cults” – UFOs. – “Gods” = CONTROL, everything beautiful reduced to who can use it for the greatest control. The only option left open to those who would wish to ‘teach’ the planet about how to play nice in sandbox earth is something a kin to a fake alien invasion, and world government in tiny baby steps. Why? Because all the rest of us souls living here only want peace and family and a way to get through life in a meat suit with a minimum of pain and the ability to hold those we love close. We might actually believe anything if it would provide that. Seriously.

But the problem is, since the creation of that story the aim has been control regardless of the ultimate truth in it and it has been twisted to encourage what we see in culture today. Everything we think we know has been twisted, or to use a less threatening word, modified to produce the greatest amount of control over society by getting the people to willingly control themselves.

I can’t help but wonder how it would have gone down if we accepted testimony with the same veracity that we accept ‘proof’? If we could have normalized – learned about and dealt with the real story 100 years ago? What an unusual sort of twisted place this planet is. Amazing really, when you really see.

Normalization

What is normal for some is not normal for all.  Phrases like ‘It’s the new normal’ abound. I must agree, when life changes there are ‘new’ normals to be met. I have had this word, ‘normalization’ floating around in my head for some time now. The dictionary definition of the word is pretty paltry – only because in all of its definitions and categories it only looks at normalizing the person to society, not society to the person.

Then there is another kind of normalized – where what could be considered today ‘extra’  information from your senses and experiences have happened all your life to you and family members and everybody just acts like it is a given fact. No drama. No high strangeness… For instance, we have always had a family ghost. Usually that ghost belonged to the eldest family member b/c they had been around long enough to collect dead family members. We have always had a type of emotional mental telepathy. (I just had a very emotionally intense experience yesterday and my cousin called me out of the blue today to find out if I was ok. ) All of us have had visitations and visions and warnings of one kind or another. It, in my family, was normal. We all had apports. We have all had things disappear only to re-appear later – we all laughed about gremlins. It was very normal in my family. I didn’t talk about it to my friends because I thought they knew all about it. I thought everybody did. (‘You mean you don’t have a family ghost?’) Through the years I put two and two together and realized that, well, not everybody did this, or had this stuff happen to them that they had been aware of.

So now that people are starting to talk about this and all the varied things that can and do happen to them and getting all weirded out about it, all I can think is, wait till it becomes normal. Which brings me to another point; it is normal. This stuff happens to everybody all the time whether we notice it happening or not. But if you do start to notice it, there is a way to understand how to control it, so you don’t have weirdness strolling through your bedroom every night at 3 am, and your car keys don’t go missing just as you were about to step out the door. (consider this – maybe being late kept you from getting in an accident?) I used to get all pissy about it, but now that I’m older and…slower, I just figure, ok… whatever.

I have had contact throughout my life, since I was very little, but it has always been telepathically. Once it saved my life, once it set me on a life path, once it scared the dickens outta me. Contact with what? Who knows? I more or less understand that it does have to do with your internal state of mind and your intent. You want scary-bad stuff? Sit down with a rotten state of mind and cast your intent out there and watch what happens! To me, that is just common sense. There are ethics and morals in this just like any other area of life. The rule is simple and obvious: ‘Do unto others…’  You see, there are no short cuts to becoming a better person, not magic, or ETs or extradimensionals, angels or daemons can do your work for you.

Beyond that, my mother used to talk to her ‘stuff’ like her car, and the dish washer and the vacuum like it could hear her. Well, guess what? It works. Her cars never broke down, she always knew before something broke that it was having trouble. (It sort of goes to the ‘consciousness being the ground state of matter’ theory.)  Weird, I know, but it works. I do it too because I saw her do it all my life. It was normal and I never thought to analyze it. Never. Her dogs were another thing too. She saw them as intelligent and so they were. Very. Intelligent. You almost expected them to talk. She had a gift that way. All these things were normalized in my life to the point that I thought everybody knew. It seriously was really hard to figure out that people didn’t know. Or, that people were taught to be afraid of things like this. Oh my. In my adult education I fell in love with Rogers and Jung, knowing they were open to the process of becoming more than you thought you were, the acceptance of the greater, wider person and back then what I labeled a ‘more spiritual’ person. By then I was a whole lot more savvy about how people thought… it was also much more acceptable to be this way in the 80’s than the 60’s…. 😉

The point is, it should be normal to everybody. We have been tricked to believe its odd, dangerous and evil. Its not, it’s who we are – we were made this way, every last one of us. Its odd that we have been taught to fear something so normal in ourselves. Something that could further the human race so effortlessly if we just accepted its reality so we could see it. If it was developed, imagine that! Sadly, what is being normalized into society today is war, strife, bad manners and fear. We are developing a high tolerance to bad behavior. Its like the frog story:

 A professor teaching about shock in a biological systems class about homeostatic norms brought two frogs, two coffee cans and a double cooking plate in to lab class one day. He proceeded to fill both coffee cans with water and put them on the burners and turn them on. He posed a question to the class: ‘Which frog will survive longer? The one I put in the cool water before it heats to boiling, or the one I will drop into the can with the boiling water?’ Well of course the one that went into the cool water because it had time to acclimate where as the one who was dropped into boiling water died instantly from…shock. (no actual frogs were killed in this experiment!)

And so, maybe this is what is happening with the human race right now, we are being acclimatized to this part of our selves that has been driven under our consciousness for centuries because it is finally breaking through to the day light in the entire human species. It can’t be stopped any longer from blooming out of us. We all are beginning to feel it and there is simply a need for normalizing it. Because, in the end, you can put whatever labels you want on this, codify it, study it, empiricize it, analyze it how ever you want, science-ize it, religious-ize it, condemn it, it will not matter. It is still the ground state of being the same way consciousness is the ground state of matter.

And… no matter the distraction, it IS our next step.

Trips of Hope and Flights of Fancy

December 5th 2019 we got the call we have been waiting for since October 17th. There was a liver that might work for my husband. We were told when we were accepted to the list that we had to be within a three hour drive to the hospital, so we have hung around the state. At 10:45pm we got the call. Neither of us slept much that night. We set the alarm for 5am because we needed to be there by 8am. We showered, coffied and hit the road early because of the undependable traffic and wound up there an hour early. After the check-in process he found himself in a bed and having about 29 vials of blood taken, the transplant intern asking him questions and telling him the risks and the anesthesiologist explaining about pain management. When all was said and done we sat in a semi darkened room waiting, and waiting and…

I’m not exactly sure what was going through his mind because he chose to lay back in that bed and let his eyes drift shut. But I know what I was thinking. He could die that day. The operation might not go as planned – which they explained some contingencies for like leaving him open for 24 hours and then going back and finishing up, or there could be infection, all sorts of lovely things that, by law they are required to tell you and you must sign a paper that says you agree to the surgery anyway.

One thing is for sure when ever a piece of another’s body becomes yours of any dimension, you notice. Case in point: my husband needed 6 bags of blood about 5 years previous and for two to three months after that he was complaining about not feeling like himself, like something was wrong, but he didn’t know what, just that he felt ‘weird’. So I did some research and it turns out that it is quite common after an organ transplant to wake up craving foods you never even liked before and having unexplainable emotions, ones that don’t fit to you or your situation.

The cell memory phenomenon, while still not considered 100 percent scientifically-validated, is still supported by several scientists and physicians. The behaviors and emotions acquired by the recipient from the original donor are due to the combinatorial memories stored in the neurons of the organ donated.

There have been several real-life cases that support the cell memory theory. Claire Sylvia, a heart transplant recipient who received the organ from an 18-year-old male that died in a motorcycle accident, reported having a craving for beer and chicken nuggets after the surgery. The heart transplant recipient also began to have reoccurring dreams about a man named ‘Tim L.’ Upon searching the obituaries, Sylvia found out her donor’s name was Tim and that he loved all of the food that she craved, according to her book A Change of Heart.

Liver Transplant and Blood Type

In a recent case of possible cell memory, Australian girl Demi-Lee Brennan’s blood group was changed after receiving a liver transplant from her donor, reports the AFP. Nine months after the initial transplant, doctors discovered that Brennan had changed blood types and she acquired the immune system of the donor due to the stem cells of her new liver transferring over to her bone marrow. “In effect she had had a bone marrow transplant. The majority of her immune system had also switched over to that of the donor,” Michael Stormon, a hepatologist who treated Brennan at the Children’s Hospital at Westmead, reported to the AFP.

Organ Donor and Recipient Sharing

An organ donor usually remains anonymous as the hospital opts to not disclose this information to the recipient family. According to the U.S. Department of Health & Human Services, only health care providers are allowed to share protected health information of organ donors for treatment purposes to prevent inappropriate use or disclosure.

https://www.medicaldaily.com/can-organ-transplant-change-recipients-personality-cell-memory-theory-affirms-yes-247498

Not only did 17-year-old Amy Tippins develop a sudden craving and liking for hamburgers following her successful liver transplant in 1993, but she also suddenly developed a deep sense of moral and civic duty and an appreciation for her community at large.

That wasn’t the strangest thing she noticed, however. She seemed to have new abilities as well. She noticed that she would wonder into hardware stores without realizing what she was doing. Also, she had knowledge of a whole range of complex do-it-yourself skills and was physically able to carry them out.

Amy had suffered from acute liver disease, which led to her requiring a new liver. She managed to arrange a meeting with the donor’s family and learned that he was a former US Marshal named Mike James. His family stated that hamburgers were one of his favorite foods, but perhaps more importantly to Amy, they said that he loved to work with his hands and had undertaken several building projects at home before his death. His family also told her that his goal in life was always to help and protect other people.

Amy believes that through the liver transplant, she has absorbed some of Mike’s personality and sense of duty as well as some of his skills.

https://listverse.com/2016/05/14/10-organ-recipients-who-took-on-the-traits-of-their-donors/

Various theories have been proposed to explain this notion of ‘cellular memory’. This is a survey of a few prominent ones:

Little brain in the heart

In 1994, Dr Armour introduced the concept of a functional ‘heart brain (9).’ His analysis revealed that the heart has an intrinsic nervous system of its own, containing around 40,000 neurons called sensory neurites. The heart acts independently of the brain, sending and receiving meaningful messages of its own through the autonomic nervous system. It is possible that this newly discovered center of intelligence is responsible for the memory transfer. (see my previous article: Dr. Stephen Porges. His name for it is the Polyvagal System.)

Neuropeptide theory

Pharmacologist Candace Pert proposed that neuropeptides which are stored in every cell act as a sort of biochemical correlate of emotion. It was previously thought that emotions resided in the limbic system in the brain. According to Pert, neuropeptides are protein-like messenger molecules released by the brain neurons which flow through the body communicating among the nervous, immune, endocrine, muscle, and skeletal systems via blood, interstitial fluids and the central nervous system, which are all body fluids. At present, about 100 different peptides are known to be released by various populations of neurons in the mammalian brain. Neuropeptides have also been found in the heart, which could explain some forms of cellular memories reported by heart transplant recipients (10).

https://www.namahjournal.com/doc/Actual/Memory-transference-in-organ-transplant-recipients-vol-19-iss-1.html

Either way,  whether things go great or things go badly there is a statistical chance I may not get the same man back. I didn’t find out on Thursday because at the last moment they found out that the liver wasn’t good enough.

I’m speculating here, but when a liver comes in that could be used for transplant, if it was from the area or at the hospital, I would imagine because it was local that it would be far better to keep it in a body and that body of life support until transplant. Then when your patient was completely ready the doctors begin the first step and would open up the body and take the liver. You really never know what you are going to find until that step. It turns out that the liver wasn’t transplantable. They didn’t tell us why, there are legal reasons which we agreed to before we made the transplant list back in August.

Philosophically looked at, and really in this matter that is all I have, if I want my husband at all, a transplant is the only option. I have never met a more stubborn, willful, quadruple Scorpio in my entire life, so really, what ever ‘traits’ that liver may have, they will wind up not more than a twinkle in his eye. But in my story-bent mind the possibilities are legion and sometimes I just have to tell myself “Oh! Shut up!” (echo, echo, echo – )

The Woo-woo Just Outside of the Box on any Given Day…

I was listening to LMH’s Wednesday broadcast, Thursday morning and feeling she is so right about the electromagnetic spectrum. I’ve written about it a lot.(https://alsionsbells.wordpress.com/2019/08/04/the-spectrum/) If we are actually frequency then what’s to say that other life forms just like us don’t live in other bands of electromagnetic frequencies and have maybe discovered how to investigate said frequency ranges out of their own, just like we are trying to do?

The EM spectrum

EM radiation spans an enormous range of wavelengths and frequencies. This range is known as the electromagnetic spectrum. The EM spectrum is generally divided into seven regions, in order of decreasing wavelength and increasing energy and frequency. The common designations are: radio waves, microwaves, infrared (IR), visible light, ultraviolet (UV), X-rays and gamma rays. Typically, lower-energy radiation, such as radio waves, is expressed as frequency; microwaves, infrared, visible and UV light are usually expressed as wavelength; and higher-energy radiation, such as X-rays and gamma rays, is expressed in terms of energy per photon.

From <https://www.livescience.com/38169-electromagnetism.html>

That tiny itsy-bitsy area of visible light is all we are told that is real… Ahem. However, we use heat (infrared) and we use microwaves. They are real! Why? Because we can feel their results upon our physical being. Consider the term Orders of Magnitude: the ‘Orders of Magnitude’ charts – which are basically big to small charts of all types of energy that we can measure, so, it occurred to me that what I was looking at were frequencies stated in different layers and realms – dimensions, like octaves on a piano. Another analogy: we know the octaves above and below the 88 notes on a full grand concert piano exist. We don’t use them in this instrument because they are not aesthetic to a piano, however the grand pipes of a pipe organ foot pedals can shake buildings as much as being heard/felt.. It doesn’t mean the lower or higher octaves of the piano range are NOT there, it just takes a different instrument to produce the much lower frequency of the pipe pedals. So look at the picture above and imagine it as only ONE octave of reality. There ARE octaves above and below. So: Who Lives there??? Hmmm?

Jason Quitt talks about this eloquently in this broadcast with Tony Sweet on Truth Be Told Radio from last year and in his books.

With some life forms sharing this planet, it is not so much that they live in a different octave; all that has to be is that they live ever so slightly out of our visual/physical range and we would not perceive them. Let us suppose that they can raise and lower their physical frequency either through organic tech or machine tech, or a combination and you are instantly in the realm of the Fae, the Tuaoi Stones, the manbags in all of the ancient carvings in Sumer and Gobekli Tepe, and Atlantis.

‘Passport to Magonia’ by Jaques Vallee tracks the very obvious history of a comingling of races on this planet in folklore and fairie tale and written religious history. For example:

A quotation from the life of St. Anthony, the Egyptian-born founder of Christian monasticism who lived about 300 A.D. In the desert, St. Anthony met with a strange being of small stature, who fled after a brief conversation with him:

“I am a mortal being and one of the inhabitants of the Desert whom the Gentiles deluded by various forms of error worship under the names of Fauns, Satyrs and Incubi. I am sent to represent my tribe. We pray you in our behalf to entreat the favour of your Lord, and ours, who, we have learnt, came once to save the world, and ‘whose sound has gone forth into all the earth’.”

Indeed , several writers have consistently pointed out that the fundamental texts of every religion refer to the contact of the human community with a “ superior race ” …

The capper on his theory:

Perhaps the airship, like the fairy tricks, the flying saucers, was a lie, so well-engineered that its image in human consciousness could sink very deep indeed and then be forgotten—as UFO landings are forgotten, (Note: stage 4 of the Four Stages Of Learning in NLP – see below) as the appearance of supernatural beings in the Middle Ages are forgotten. But, then, are they really forgotten? Human actions are based on imagination, belief, and faith, not on objective observation—as military and political experts know well. Even science, which claims its methods and theories are rationally developed, is really shaped by emotion and fancy, or by fear. And to control human imagination is to shape mankind’s collective destiny, provided the source of this control is not identifiable by the public.

For the time being the only positive statement we can make, without fear of contradiction, is that: it is possible to make large sections of any population believe in the existence of supernatural races, in the possibility of flying machines, in the plurality of inhabited worlds, by exposing them to a few carefully engineered scenes the details of which are adapted to the culture and superstitions of a particular time and place.

Vallee, Jacques. Passport to Magonia: From Folklore to Flying Saucers . Daily Grail Publishing. Kindle Edition.

We also have Diana’s Pusalka’s book, American Cosmic: UFO’s, Religion, Technology in which she also says:

In one sense, I feel as if I have been studying this phenomenon my whole life, but I didn’t call it UFO research; I called it religious studies. (emphasis mine) (Note: notice the ‘rebranding’ of today’s UFO into UAP…etc. It is subtle to the point that in 20 years people will have forgotten what ‘Flying Saucer’ really meant in the 1950’s)

There are a number of players in this story. For the most part, they fall into one of two categories: there are those who engage with and interact with what they believe are nonhuman intelligences, perhaps extraterrestrial or even interdimensional. The people in this category who are featured in this book are the scientists to whom Davis refers. They agreed to be included on condition that they remain anonymous. The second category consists of those who interpret, spin, produce, and market the story of UFO events to the general public. Members of the first category are silent about their research, while members of the second category are very vocal about information they have received second-, third-, or even fourth-hand. Often they even make up stories or derive their information from hoaxes.

When I began to focus on modern reports of UFO sightings and events, I was immediately immersed in a world where the religious impulse was alive and the formation of a new, unique form of religion was in process. I was observing it as it happened. Carl Jung put it well. Referring to the modern phenomenon of flying saucers, he wrote, “We have here a golden opportunity of seeing how a legend is formed.”

Pasulka, D.W.. American Cosmic (p. 6). Oxford University Press. Kindle Edition.

And just this morning I was listening to Jeffery Mishlove interview Jack Hunter:

New Thinking Allowed with Jeffrey Mishlove

Jack Hunter, PhD, is currently a Visiting Lecturer in the Department of Theology and Religious Studies at the University of Chester in the UK. He is author of Engaging the Anomalous, and is editor of a new anthology titled Greening the Paranormal: Exploring the Ecology of Extraordinary Experience. He is also coeditor, with David Luke, of Talking With The Spirits: Ethnographies From Between The Worlds. He is also founder of the journal, Paranthropology.

Here he proposes that ecology and parapsychology have much in common — and that the obstacles facing both fields are similar in many ways. He notes that many ecological activists report having had both paranormal and religious conversion types of experiences. He suggests that the complex relationships among non-human life forms uncovered in ecology provide a model for understanding the wide variety of paranormal phenomena. He also maintains that we are learning many surprising things about how plants communicate, suggesting a hidden intelligence and, perhaps, even consciousness. (I have written about my trees, who know me….)

New Thinking Allowed host, Jeffrey Mishlove, PhD, hosted and co-produced the original Thinking Allowed public television series. He is a past vice-president of the Association for Humanistic Psychology; and is the recipient of the Pathfinder Award from that Association for his contributions to the field of human consciousness exploration. He is the recipient of the only doctoral diploma in “Parapsychology” ever awarded by an accredited university (University of California, 1980). (Recorded on September 22, 2019)

From <https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BrbBm8_f1oY>

And I caught Whitley Strieber’s unique and interesting interview with Alan Steinfeld on Dreamland in which they discuss the manner and ways contact communication takes place and that Allen thinks – and I agree – that more than Jaques Vallee’s theory of the indigenous races that live here with us, there is also apparent to him, a ‘new’ or newer element to the cadre of voices added to the unseen world at this time. IMO a new ‘octave has appeared. Realize too that within these octaves are many kinds of life the same way this octave that we live and breathe in has many different life forms, and that some of us can perceive just a smidge out of the normal range and can say “I See Ghosts.”

As I have said recently, IMO, it is an entire spectrum of life and not just the seen or just the unseen. Literally everything natural is awake. Recently in my article ‘Indigenous‘ I posited that:

We all have Riders with in us. We are usually too busy to notice, to self-absorbed to want to notice, they are there, none the less. These riders are… many things, a spectrum of intelligences of all kinds that find attachment through frequency harmonics. They mostly ride along journeying the journey with us. Sometimes helping, sometimes hindering but always in concert with or in harmony with the dominant attitude of the ego and the over-arching soul lesson in the current incarnation. These riders, these intelligences, I am convinced, are INDIGENOUS. Indigenous to this earth. (ok, some are not – but hell if we can tell them apart…) They have lived here side by side with us forever. They are the unseen. Unrecognized. Just as our trees are smart and our animals are smart – these intelligences are way smarter than us, some of them, and they choose to be hidden, for the most part. They are ‘both-and’ – good and bad – happy and mad – they are just like us – some of them are very angry at us – others of them wish to help us grow up – all the things you could ascribe to ET intelligences, so do these intelligences exhibit.

It was amazing to listen to Jack Hunter talk about the para-ecological crossover studies he does because I have struggled as of late to find and define these same strange rumblings in my own subconscious that have been leaking out. And this is just between things in the small human niche of the electromagnetic perceptual realm. I am also on to a theory that I wrote about in my above mentioned article. In ‘Indigenous’ the idea that, IMO, there is a race that has lived here since before any human-like life form appeared on this planet, like the Jinn who are non-corporeal. Unseen, hidden, because we cannot see them, with their own society and structure… that have lived with us over the millennia apart from all the other non-corporeal entities that walk this planet calling it home. IE: we do NOT own this place! But of course, we only allow for what we can see and within that very small portion, nobody counts except your own same color, or belief, or ideology… sigh.

There are those of us who have exploded the box and understand that we are looking at a multidimensional, multi-disciplinary, multicultural situation that is eons old and interlaced or entangled if you will, in time/frequency, and space/consciousness that cannot be seen only from just one of those perspectives, much like the five blind men and the elephant parable.

Research has shown that once a person has had connection to even one aspect of the elephant in the room, something life changing happens, epiphanies abound, DNA changes, phenomena increase in frequency and life becomes much vaster than a person ever thought possible. This is because consciousness, all of it, is non local. Memory, cognition, learning, imagination, and emotion. What we have in a body is a finely tuned instrument through which to perceive a specific frequency range in minute detail as a tool for that consciousness.

Everywhere I turn recently I am finding more and more researchers that have had the ‘look at the bigger picture’ download. We even have this term download that doesn’t apply to a computer anymore, but to an ‘anomalous’ phenomena concerning information ‘placed’ within a person’s consciousness by unknown intelligence. What that intelligence might be is the most vividly discussed by Gordon White, who IMO, has very creatively evicted his mind out of the common thinking box and into a world of glorious unknowns and new paradigms, exploring with the greatest aplomb and intelligence that I have seen in a very long while.

There are others who are catching on – Grant Cameron with his theory of “WOW”! ,and his recent speaking program titled Contact Modalities. I laughed when he said he thought that no UFO really needed light and that the only reason they had them was to attract our attention! – theory of WOW! Further, he is pursuing research on right and left brain functioning attending to how to get contact by shutting off the monkey mind. His investigation into our divided ( divide and conquer) brain has shown that the creative people, artists and musicians, people with autism, split personality, and the channelers all use their right brain while putting their logical linear left brain to sleep. He is also working on showing that there is an attendant DNA change that has been scientifically documented in the body according to which personality is present.

With all this said, I have witnessed people interfered with out there on you tube who are getting close to an interesting paradigm, illustrating it in podcasts with an interviewer who evokes the interviewee’s deeper side, and watching the podcast being messed with – frequently. Things like poor sound quality and drops are common where hitting the mark around uncovering the understanding of an interior life and its deeper meaning, how we inhabit different realities that comingle with this one and there being a more than better possibility that these places are just as ‘real’, if not more than the outer world. We need to learn about these things and we need to be fearless in our own inner landscape with excavating these hidden aspects of our selves. IMO, this is a DOORWAY. However until you learn how to unlearn the ways you have been taught to look at certain subjects, it’s hard to think along new lines to investigate how this has influenced your interior life. Nox Mente is one such very fascinating podcast that provides endless examples of where to look. Niish is one of the most insightful people I have listened to with a great gift for dredging up out of the depth how contact with the inner nether realms of the self have helped to mold the type of person you are and also how ‘gifted’ or willing to be open you are to actually perceive all that is really there..

From NLP we know there are 4 stages of learning

1) Unconscious Incompetence. (you don’t know that you don’t know)

2) Conscious Incompetence. (you know you don’t know)

3) Conscious Competence. (you consciously know but really haven’t practiced what you learned)

4) Unconscious Competence. (you have practiced so well that it has now become like riding a bike and morphs into a skill that is no longer consciously employed, but is used. You never forget how to ride the bike.)

Notice how well this has been used to accustom us to the acceptance as fact of something we well know which may be a spin on reality designed to skew our perceptions of what’s really there like: the flying saucer to UAP threat…

OR

Just because we have only a limited itsy-bitsy piece of understanding about the whole magnetic spectrum we think we have to define our wholeness within an even smaller quanta. In the definition of the word spectrum (the entire range of wavelengths of electromagnetic radiation. noun: the spectrum) we could, if we accepted we didn’t stop at our skin (the whole non-local thing) learn to become aware in various ways of the rest of the human condition, not just the teensy bit we have been told to notice. The same goes for the UFO field, the paranormal field, medicine, consciousness: it doesn’t even really have to be a fringy topic – actually everything has somehow morphed into the accepted ‘box’ parameters allowed in society lately.

Spectrums can go way outside of the left/right expected norms – obviously – at one end of our sight we have heat, and at the other we have ultra violet. Just because we can’t see them it doesn’t mean they don’t exist or can’t have meaning in our world – otherwise we’d freeze and there would be no tanning beds or ways to search for dog pee…

It just is utter ridiculousness to me that people today can’t seem to wrap their heads around this concept. It seems that empiricism has created a new box that most of us feel comfortable in. (empiricism = if you can’t see it or measure it, it’s not real), either that or we are terrified to be the first to show that we just might have an out of the box thought – about out of the box things!! (‘Lions and Tigers and Bears, Oh My!’ Is now ‘Ghosts and Daemons and ET’s Oh My!!’) Not to mention how this tendency has been weaponized in politics of late. (Bread and Circus). We have been taught to latch on to either-or thinking like it’s the new heroin of the mind.

Have we ever stopped to think what can possibly hide in the spectral-frequencies just outside of our ken?

https://youtu.be/Ci3Ivdxbqp0

Faith

Weird, odd… I have always known – since I can remember about other worlds and crafts and people. Always. I. Have. Just. known. Is that faith? Because I know something there is no proof of? But it is still worlds away from ‘real’ life, and real life is the thing that is gar-un-teed to bite your ass if you do not attend to it.

Interestingly, it puts those other worlds, peoples and technology in a position of being a religion – a faith, by the sheer virtue of something you can never see, but know exists, because you were born knowing it.

On the way back from my son’s house after doing haircut Saturday I was listening to Richard Dolan and Grant Cameron in their new part 1 interview from the Toronto convention. It struck me that they sounded like two Rabbis arguing the Torah, or 2 priests discussing points in the bible on philosophical proofs of God by dismantling the events and evidence left behind and positing the meaning of it to glean a deeper insight to it all. They both agree on an ‘unproven’ that exists – enough to pursue it with great vigor.

It struck me that I was seeing a very modern and intellectual reflection of a cargo cult – or what we now would look like trying to unravel the scanty evidence we have to make a different sense of it. We know better than to worship it, or do we – as the time and effort many put into this subject could be considered worship of a sorts.

Really all we have are the results – all around us – to look at like a forensic crime scene investigation building events backwards in time from the evidence – the end point of the event to possibly understand what has actually happened in a 3D manner. Yes, a big part of that evidence is the lying and secrecy.

It is said that Pisces was the age of external evidence and that Aquarius is the age of internal evidence; of religion vs. spirituality. But really, this whole world runs on faith.

Faith: 1) a strong belief based on internal apprehension rather than proof (proof = external evidence) 2) a complete trust in someone or something

Proof, in the way we want it on this subject just may never come in the form we want it. But, in the internal, faith is proof – a knowing, an apprehension. It only becomes real when you step out of the body. It cannot be 3D.

The only difference between faith and proof is that faith is direct understanding and proof is external understanding. The one sticking point is that external proof can be shared. Internal apprehension cannot be shared, except through story – a recounting – we are not telepaths, yet…

When understood then, there are two distinct states of being – neither superior to the other – just different, like cheese and fruit, complimentary, but separate. We take all here that isn’t 3D on faith – apprehension/understanding, which makes me wonder if faith isn’t the doorway through the veil because there are two sides to mankind: the body and this brilliant mind/soul that lives within that can see and imagine and dream, travel the universe and back, touch what is not manifest but altogether real without proof and actually know that otherness that is out there by going through this inner doorway into absolute wonderment.

That these two worlds are considered separate and care must be taken in everyday life to keep them separated – that never the twain shall meet – but shall live in one body is, well, the confusion of the age.


“Running On Faith” lyrics

Eric Clapton Lyrics

“Running On Faith”

 

[Chorus:]

Lately I’ve been running on faith

What else can a poor boy do?

But my world will be right

When love comes over you

 

Lately I’ve been talking in my sleep

I can’t imagine what I’d have to say

Except my world will be right

When love comes back your way

 

I’ve always been

One to take each and every day

Seems like by now

I’d find a love who cares just for me

 

Then we’d go running on faith

All of our dreams would come true

And our world will be right

When love comes over me and you

 

[Chorus]

 

Then we’d go running on faith

All of our dreams would come true

And our world will be right

When love comes over me and you

When love comes over you

 

From <https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/ericclapton/runningonfaith108919.html>

https://youtu.be/mDBnqBZA3DM

Transition

As Caroline Myss has been teaching lately:

We are at the beginning of joining a galactic community.

As a planet we have to grow up enough to realize

God is NOT earth-centric.

We are in the transitional phase of being born into a new human condition – just before we can push. We are part of a dying paradigm and the new one has not taken shape yet. We have gone from tribal to inner only to emerge out into even greater intimacy with all of life at a level we can’t even fathom yet, because the world has become our tribe and in our inner-spaces we have begun to realize that everything touches everything. And thusly our separation myths are crumbling before our very minds!

The religions – all of them – have given us a mythology, a tradition, a pattern of how we must dialogue with the divine and others and those myths are dissolving. (Myths being a cosmic story that have a ‘god’ thread in them.) They are. There is no stopping it. So now we must be able to understand what our imagination is capable of, along with what we are capable of imagining. Let that sink in. Think quantum mechanics. Seriously.

We have to create a whole new way to dialogue with the internal sacred because our religions are colliding with our cosmology, our multidimensional world. It’s true, just think about it for a moment. We are trying to forge a new hope, a new divine thread of connection and we don’t have the words yet, and we are unable to fall back on the old explanations, the old myths, they are passing the same way the vast elder clythonic gods did out of our ken.

We are in the midst of forging a whole new evolutionary path. This path MUST have as much power and hope to map a new path through to the future as the atomic bomb has power to destroy it. Part of this new path has to include accountability for HOW we live, because what we do to one, we do to all and the tools can no longer be victimhood/vengeance. Those are old ideas in the old crumbling mythologies. They have no power to transform anything anymore. Part of the new path includes a scrupulous ethic and learning what that means because the spiritual path is about truth – deep spiritual truth and congruence in our beings, and we are living in a culture where it is now illegal to tell the truth.

Wisdom comes in paradox.

To put it in other words, IMO, it seems our imagination is the creative force that can call our new sacred connection out of superposition and into being if we can get our heads (egos) out of it long enough to feel that connection to birth it from potential into light and energy in this realm. We cannot exist without our sacred connection to the divine, that is who we are.

These ideas all come from binge watching Caroline Myss this last week, a way overdue visit to the realms she inhabits and a gourmet meal for my soul.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tlD0c-_oyIE&list=PLGPayAubYjSFgN4k756fDwD9PAixiPmcl&index=4&t=0s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w53EmDa9hAg&list=PLGPayAubYjSGQd0Ey6URknkt64y8nO9D_&index=13&t=0s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5zYCbh7qTzw&list=PLGPayAubYjSGQd0Ey6URknkt64y8nO9D_&index=8&t=0s

My very Beast

If we are caught in 20 year repeating cycles, then it behooves us to see our own behaviour as a road map and to decide at which point to deviate the story to create it differently – either that or jump sideways into a different timeline. However, to do that without examination of your own inner self, would be to take what killed the previous timeline and sunk it into despair with you, only to repeat, wash and rinse until you got it right. IE: there can be no unconsciousness of self.

Maybe the only way we can begin to even understand why we are destined to repeat all our cycles from 20 year loops to life times is to take them apart and look at them for unconscious actions that ping the karmic web and set it vibrating such that you get caught and repeat endlessly until you understand why, until you examine your motives, your triggers and begin to learn to control them enough not to react and set that web into motion. Kind of like the great Buddhist middle way?

Just as it is said, ‘Those that do not know history are doomed to repeat it.’ so must we look, examine our own hearts with enough courage to see our truth, even if we don’t like what we see, to finally change it.

Last night at dusk there was a beautiful sunset. I wasn’t out in it, I was in bed when I noticed. And I didn’t just see it through the window from a dark room, I saw it in a mirror in a dark room – through a mirror darkly – and not just that, out a window in my own dark cage – box – reality.

Through a mirror darkly: I didn’t know it was a thing, but something stirred me to google it.

1 Cor 13:12

‘For now we see in a mirror darkly, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know just as I also am known.

Hunting further I found Plato said it too.

Loeb translation

‘He who studies realities by means of conceptions is looking at them in ‘images’.

Jowett Trans

‘He who contemplates existence through the medium of ideas, sees them only through a glass darkly.”

To me this means that you must excavate your heart, question your soul with whys, be scrupulously honest in your observations, and be willing to allow for the different and the fabulous, the phenomenal. Until you can do so, you will only see the world through the looking glass at dusk.

Over the years I have had countless times that upon awakening, and other quiet times during the day where I have had this notion of myself lying in bed in a deep coma in some other reality and this that I do here and now is only a dream. But the dream must be a lesson because I keep repeating it, as if it is the same understanding barrier I have with algebra, and every time I finish the equation with an answer, it is different. As if time laughs at me to say there is no Right answer. ‘Right’ is a cage. ?

The sky is my personal symbol of freedom. Not only was I looking at it in a mirror – reversed left and right – but the window had open shades on it that looked like prison bars. As if to say the only way out was in. Maybe the dusk was the dawn and the north was the south, through that mirror. Maybe this world is a reflection of reality and all in it?

Or maybe I’m just trying to find a way out of really looking at my inner beast and loving it in this season of deep inner work we all find ourselves in? Well, I will have to give it my very beast effort… 🙂